Khushiyon Ka Intezaar[AR FF]Epilogue pg70 12/06/13 - Page 36

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UPDATE 17 (Armaan's POV)

It's been two months since I am trying to find riddhima and the results are always negative. It seems like she is keeping her promise of not coming in front of me. I looked towards the ceiling like riddhima use to do and closed my eyes and wished 'God please fulfil all her wishes but not the one of meeting me. Please God hear me I want to meet her for once and see if she is fine or not please God'. This is the wish that I am asking from past two months, hoping that some good news comes from somewhere about riddhima's whereabouts.

After opening the eyes I looked at the house, it was still the same. Ever since riddhima has left the house I never intended to change anything, everything was kept in the same place as it was before riddhima had left. In this house I always feel her presence and also it makes me guilty that she wanted me to remove her pain but sadly instead of removing her pain I added more pains for her.

Two months have passed, my mom dad have also returned from their trip but haven't met me yet though they do call me every day. After gathering lots of courage I had told my mom the entire truth and I clearly remember her wordings which were "armaan tune jo galti ki hai usse beta sirf tu hi sudhaar sakta hai.

Anjane main tune apne pyar ko hi hurt kar diya or kehte hain anjane main ki gayi galti bhagwaan bhi maaf kar dete hain or phir to yeh riddhima hai jiska dill boht saaf hai vo tujhe samjhegi bhi or maaf bhi karegi. Jiss din riddhima ko tu vapas le ayega uss din iss ghar main hamesha ke liye kadam rakhna apne pyaar ke saath or yahan ek nayee zindagi shuru karna. I'll wait for my son and daughter in law to come back in this house for ever".

I was sitting on the dinning table and sipping coffee when suddenly bell rang. I know who it would be. I opened the door smilingly but seeing the dejected expressions on their faces my face fell. The smile which was there on my face few seconds back was now replaced by a sullen face.

I moved aside and walked towards the drwing room and sat on the sofa. I covered my face with my palms.

"Armaan there is no news of riddhima" said a male voice.

"Your facial expressions have already told me that" I replied back.

"Wow ab bada facial expressions samaj ate hain jab samajhna chahiye tha tab kya kar rahe the" said another voice.

"Muskaan chup kar na" rahul said.

"Oye khote dekh mujhe chup hone ko mat bol samjha na or armaan yeh yaad rakhna I am helping you because you love riddhima and she loves you and above all she deserves happiness, love and care which she was deprived off in her entire life. She had no one whom she could call her family, I want her to have her own family which I know she is craving for from long time" muskaan said.

I removed his palms from his face and looked at muskaan. Silence prevailed in the room.

I stared at an empty space and said "I know muskaan tum mujhse boht naraaz ho or hona bhi chahiye miene tumhari best friend ka dill jo dukhaya hai but honestly believe me agar mujhe pehle pata hota ki riddhima vahi ladki jisse mien pyaar karta hoon toh usse kabhi dukh dena toh door kabhi usse anjane main bhi hurt nahiin karta. Pata nahiin jab riddhima se miloonga toh vo mujhe maaf karegi bhi ki nahiin meri zindagi main lautegi bhi ki nahiin lekin itna zaroor janta hoon ki vo mere life main vapas aye ya na aye uski zindagi main khushiyaan zaroor bhar doonga".

Muskaan and rahul looked at me and I was looking towards the room in which riddhima use to stay.

"I still don't understand why you lied to her about your love?" rahul said.

I looked at rahul and said "and how many times should I tell you the answer for it?"

"Because we still can't believe it you lied for that stupid reason" rahul replied.

"look I am telling you this for the last time I was not ready for the marriage as I was still searching the girl whom I had fallen in love with during the school days but the agreement between my dad and shashank uncle forced me to agree for this marriage. I still remember that day when I had returned home"

FLASHBACK

Like everyday I returned home but today I was very upset as I was very close to finding the girl whom I love the most. But unfortunately the detective that I had hired for searching that girl whom I love met with an accident due to which he lost his memory.

I was in a very bad mood today and due to that my employees had to face my wrath. Poor employees they had no idea why I was irritated today or why was I shouting at their smallest of their mistakes.

While I was driving back home I had thought to hire a new detective and hand him over all the information that was collected by the previous detective. May be like him, this new detective would able to find that girl whom I love.

But when I entered my house I saw shashank uncle shaking hands with my father. May be some new deal they must have cracked together. But shashank uncle's words took me off guard.

"Bhabhi rishta pakka hi samjhiye aap meethai nahiin khilayngi" shashank uncle said.

I stared at my parents and shashank uncle. I was so confused were they talking about marriage wala rishta? Hope not but wait mom knows I love someone else how can she agree for this without asking me that's not fair.

"Arey armaan tu aa gaya beta aa ither aa aaj shashank apni beti riddhima ka rishta tere liye laye hain or humne rishte ke liye hain kar di" my father billy mallik said it proudly.

I looked at my mother who was smiling while looking at me. How can my parents agree for this marriage proposal when they clearly know that I love someone else and I am also finding her day and night? Before I could speak anything shashank uncle said he'll leave and start with the marriage preparations.

After shashank uncle left I looked at my parents and said "what was that you know I love someone else and also finding her how you can fix my marriage with someone else? Look mom dad I am very close in finding her if my detective wouldn't have met with an accident I would have found her by now. I'll hire a new detective and find her soon don't fix my marriage now please".

"Armaan hum jante hain ki tu apne pyaar ko dhoond raha ha lekin beta ab boht ho gaya teri shaadi ki umar nikali jaa rahi hai" my mother ananya said.

"Or tu naya detective karega phir usse paanch saal or lagenge uss ladki ko dhoondne main or kya pata jab vo mile uski shaadi ho chuki ho? Tab tu kya karega?" my father billy said.

I was dumbfounded after hearing my father. Before starting my search I never gave a thought about it what if she is already married and living a happy life? But still I won't stop my search after coming so far. I don't know why I feel she also loves me and is waiting for me.

"Mom I don't know anything I'll find her please call shashank uncle and say this marriage won't happen" I said.

"Armaan this marriage will happen at any cost. Your marriage with riddhima will unite two families and we are also thinking of merging our companies with Gupta companies above all your marriage will be the talk of the town which will help our business too" my father billy said and left the place.

I was starring at the retreating figure of my father when I heard my mother saying "armaan please shaadi ke liye hain kar de. Mujhe tere sir pe sehra dekhna hai beta please hain kar de tujhe meri kasam hai"

"Fine agar apko yahi chahiye hai toh mien mana nahiin karoonga mien shaadi karoonga lekin mien ab iss ghar main nahiin rahoonga" saying so I left the house and started living in an apartment.

I called my friend abhimanyu atul anjali nikki and sapna. We were sitting in my new house.

"Guys its final mien shaadi kar raha hoon or isse nibhaonga bhi issi liye mien ab mere pyaar ki search nahiin karoonga"

"Armaan tu pagal ho gaya hai tu jisse pyaar karta hai ussi se shaadi bhi kar thoda wait kar tujhe mil jayegi vo" atul said.

"atul mom ne mujhe apni kasam di hai or mien usse nibhaonga, or shaadi ke baad agar mien apne pyaar ki search karoonga toh vo galat hoga iss liye mien ab sab kuch bhulake aage badhne ki koshish karoonga. Lekin pata nahiin kyun mera dill kehta hai ki mujhe apne pyaar ko dhoondna chahiye she. Isi liye asking you guys kya karu mien batao na"

"Armaan tu ek kaam kar shaadi ki pehli raat ko tu uss ladki se boliyo you love some one agar usne kaha ki she'll help you in uniting with your love then saari problem solve ho jayegi after marriage you can still find your love and you'll still have a hope of spending a life with your love" abhimanyu said

"Or agar usne kaha ki mujhe uss ladki se milna hai toh mien kya boloonga usse ki mujhe khud nahiin pata ki vo kaha hai"

"Toh tu usse sapna se milwa dena. Waise bhi amit bahar hai or usse thodi pata hai ki sapna Teri cousin hai" nikki said.

"Hain or vaise bhi vo tujhe sweet heart darling hi bulati hai" anjali said and started giggling.

"Hain toh bhai hai hi sweet heart or darling sahi pet name diya hai miene unhe" sapna said.

"Fine its decided agar uss ladki ne kaha ki she'll help you in unitng with you love sapna will become that girlfriend ok" abhimanyu said and I smiled.

My friends talks and planning was giving me some hope that I can still be with my love but I am feeling bad for the girl whom I'll marry hope she'll take all this positively.

FLASHBACK ENDS

"You were mad who asked you to listen to your friends" muskaan asked.

"At that time I was just thinking about finding my love I know I became selfish but have you heard a line called everything is fair in love and war" I said.

"You never even thought for once that the girl whom you'll marry what will happen to her? You do know na that a divorced girl has to face so much in the society? No one marries a divorce girl so easily you know that or not? You were spoiling someones life dammit" muskaan said in an angry voice.

"Muskaan I was so happy when my friends suggested this idea that I never thought about its consequences and when riddhima said she'll help me in unting with my lover I was so happy that I didnt think about anything else. But as time started passing I realised my mistake and started feeling guilty. I was about to tell her the truth after hearing about her from you guys. But that day when riddhima took me to the school I realised she is the same girl I am searching for, she is the same girl I love I was so happy that day but after hearing her pain I was shocked and I didn't knew how to react or what to speak. My brain was thinking something else and my heart was happy. By the time reality struck me she had left"

Before muskaan could speak anything rahul said "guys whats done is done we can't change the past but we can surely improve the present and future. Let's find riddhima and bring her back".

I and muskaan looked at rahul and nodded our heads in agreement. Its time to find riddhima, I can't wait for the day when I'll see her and confess my love for her but before that I'll clear all her doubts.