For my angel FF #1 (Chap 1 to chap 37) 20-05-2013

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Posted: 12 years ago

#131

Chapter 16:

In trouble...

Arnav didn't touch at what Khushi prepares…

He starts sipping his black coffee silently…

No one has noticed him, all were eating…but Khushi noticed it…

She felts hurt …

She looks at Lily…and she starts helping her to eat…

His plate was untouchable…

And he stands up…

-I should go to office!

Anjeli:-what?

Nani:-chotte! Not today!

Khushi keeps silent…and continues feeding Lily…she doesn't want to say anything…any way, she doesn't have anything to say…

Nani:-chotte! Today is a special day! This is your first day with your new wedded wife, so please, stay and have your breakfast and still there are more rituals to complete!

-Nani, please, enough of rituals! I can't anymore!

Nani noticed that her chote is angry and there is no way to argue with him…

-ok! Ok dear! No more but today, we stay in family and Akash is here too!

Arnav nodded and then he sits back…

Khushi felt uncomfortable with that…she understands he's now avoiding her presence…

She faked a smile to all and excuses herself to go to her Buaji…

With her Buaji…she feels safe…but she has also to act like she's the happiest woman in the whole world before her…

Of course…little Lily couldn't spend a minute without her mumma…it was holiday for the two of them...so ...no school for few days...

She comes searching for her…

Lily loves Buaji also so much…

Even if she hasn't the chance to know her more as Buaji is always resting…Lily loves her…she knows that her mumma loves Buaji so she …Little Lily also loves Buaji…

Lily:-you get well thoon Buaji to play with me!

Khushi smiles, she hugs her…she kissed her cheek…

Kh:-see Buaji…see how lovely is my Lily…

Buaji smiles and nodded:

-she's so so lovely, God bless you both…

Khushi smiles excited and kissed Lily again…

And then she kisses her Buaji on her forehead and looks at Lily…

Kh:-want me to give you bath?

Lily nodded all happily…

What her mum does was always good and perfect for her…

****

Lily's room:

After Lily's bath…Khushi sits and makes Lily sit before her to take care of her hair…

She wipes it lovingly with the towel and then starts brushing it softly…

After she finished, Lily hugged her tightly…

But Khushi doesn't hug her back…she was all lost in her thoughts about what she does to that he's behaving like that…

Lily pouted her pink lips…

Khushi still lost…

Lily comes to her…she cupped Khushi's face between her tiny hands…

-you're upthet (upset) from me, na???

That's when Khushi wakes up from her thoughts and looks at Lily worried face…when Lily doesn't get any answer, Lily getting more worried to see Khushi worried:

-Maa now that you're here…don't go! Don't go away from me…

-but…my baby…I'm here with you!...why you're thinking about that?

-Maa… don't go away from me ever never…please maa

Khushi can't bear her baby saying that to her…

-my Lily! My Little baby! I will be always here for you! Always here…

Both hug each other…

Lily looks at her maa with amazed look…now…

She loves her maa…

Her maa is most beautiful and soft maa ever…she will not go away from her…she will never let that to happen…

*****

Both come down again…

Nani seeing them smiles to them…

Anjeli was holding Baby Aryan also and Khushi could hold him also…

Khushi sits with Aryan in her hands holding him…

Anjeli gives him to Khushi to that she can prepare milk for him…

Khushi holds Aryan delicately…

Kh:-hello baby…hello…it's me…

Lily:-she's my maa

Khushi looks at Lily who seems to feel some jealousy seeing Khushi's attention on only little Aryan now…

Khushi noticed it…

-oh yes! yes! Aryan baby! I'm only Lily's mother! Only her is my baby, haaa? Ok?

Aryan looking that Khushi was looking and talking to him…he starts moving a little, making some little sounds…that Khushi took like an answer…

-oh! yes…yes…little Aryan…yes…you understand, right?

Khushi said that and looks at Lily…

Lily smiles to her…satisfied that her mum said that to little Aryan…yes! she's only her maa…

Again...Khushi thought about him...

She couldn't see him…she decided to call him Arnavji…she's not able to say Arnav like that…she looks here and there with her eyes…to maybe she could find him but no…he is nowhere to be seen…

She is now all amused with Nani, Anjeli, Aryan and her angel Lily…spending a good time with them but why her heart is hurting her because of the fact he's behaving like that…

After all…yesterday also, she behaves all rudely and she slept like that in all the bed…maybe he's hurt for that??? But he said to her…he said: you take the bed I take the couch…

Anjeli:-Khushiji? Khushiji? Are you listening? Time to lunch!

Khushi wakes up from her thoughts and looks at Anjeli:

-oh yes! I'm…but I think I'm not hungry!

-what? You too you didn't feel well? ...because even chote he's resting in his room and he asked us to not disturb him, he wanted to sleep a little…(Anjeli gives a naughty smile) thought he didn't slept yesterday…am I right?

Khushi stands up to avoid this kind of discussion:

kh:-well …I'm goanna with Lily help HP in serving the lunch…

Khushi and Lily disappear from there…

Khushi spends the entire day with family…

And of course he spends the day in his room till when it was time for dinner…

Nani asks her to go and see him if he wants dinner as he doesn't eat for the whole day…

Khushi takes Lily with her…

She was scared of his rudeness…

What if she asks him to come take his dinner and he rejects her or shouts on her???…she will then react and acts as rude as he's acting with her!

Holding Lily's hand…she knocks and enter the bedroom…

Arnav was lying in bed…

Khushi hesitates….

Lily pushed her to walk:

-come maa! We will wake my paa up!

Khushi and Lily thought he's just sleeping…

But…

When Lily takes off a little the blanket from her paa…

He was all sweating and shivering…

Seeing him…both Lily and Khushi gasped…

Lily:-Paa…

Khushi immediately puts her hand in his forehead…he was burning…

Kh:-he has fever!

Lily:-fever…my paa…

All worried…

Kh:-Lily! Go fast and call Naniji or Anjeliji my Lily!

Lily runs from there…

Khushi takes a towel to wipe his face…

She was all worried …to see him like that…

She checks his forehead again…

His eyes are half closed…but he couldn't said anything...all weak...

Nani and Anjeli and Akash and shyam come to the room running…

Akash calls the doctor and all are worried…

****

The doctor comes….he checks him and gives him an injection…

The doctor:-Not even he's a diabetic patient and in the whole day seems that he doesn't eat anything…but also he has fever, now and his body is so weak! Here the prescription! I gave him already an injection, he will be ok but someone should take care of him for this night! He will maybe have fever all the night! He should be under control! make him fast eat something now!

***

All were in room now…

Nani:-what a family we are! We are listening to his orders like blind people! He said don't disturb, we don't! And look what happen!

Anjeli comes with a soup and tried to feed him but she succeeded to give him only two spoons…

-please…please chote! have this one also…please…

Lily comes beside him…

-yeah Paa…you eat…my paa…

Arnav: -baby…stay away…I have fever…don't come close!...you all don't come close…

He said difficultly…

Anjeli:-oh really? You're dreaming here! Khushiji come please and make him eat this!...you're his wife, he will may be accept to have this if you feed him!

Khushi stands there in her place only…confused like never…she doesn't move…

Anjeli:-oh!…come and try!

Lily looks at her with begging eyes…and so Nani looks…

Innocent they are all…by thinking that he would accept if she feed him…

She comes closer…

Took the plate from Anjeli…

All shivering…she doesn't know why…

-And yes Khushiji! Please help him change his clothes…they are all wet due to the sweat…I'm afraid if his state gets worst with that!

Anjeli gets a towel and starts wiping his face and neck…while Khushi was now all troubled and confused and she doesn't know what to do…

Ar:-it's ok di! I'm fine now!...I'm…

Anjeli:-enough now! I can't accept this behavior! You always do what you want, now, enough!

Anjeli walks towards his closet…she comes with his clothes…

Troubled Khushi holds the spoon full of soup to his mouth…

She looks straight on his eyes with her big teary eyes…yes…

Seeing him like that…and knowing that he's a diabetic person affected her…the words of the doctor make her realize how much she's stupid thinking all about her and not once she asked herself if he ate something…

Seeing all the sadness on her eyes…she's all worried…

He opened his mouth…to took the soup…

he ate from her hand three more spoons of soup...

Lily clapped…:

-yeah paa…you're thtrong (strong) paa!

He couldn't react…he's feeling so weak…he closes his eyes again:

-enough like this…

He murmurs…

Anjeli comes and took the plate from Khushi's hands and poses it in the desk…

She gives her his clothes…

Anj:-he needs to change Khushiji…

And they all leave…leaving her alone with him…even Lily left like that with Nani...and all of them...

She has his clothes between her hands and she looked down at them…

Ar:-let it be…I'm goanna change myself…

Arnav was like a drunken man due to weakness and fever…

He wasn't able to move one hand…

He closes his eyes…

That's when she comes to him…

Approaching him…

She starts unbuttoning his shirt's buttons…

She learns all her courage and her force to do this…

Once his shirt is opened…

She hesitates…

And then, determinate…

She tries to take it off but couldn't…

He's so much heavy for her…

She tries to lift him a little to take it off and for this….she approaches more from him…puts his arm on her shoulder and like that…like she was hugging him…she took off his shirt…

He was wearing a vest under it…

She touches it and it was also wet…

Still like hugging him…she fights to undress him completely…

her fingers touch his bare skin and she doesn't notice that...giving all her force to take his vest off and he's also so weak...giving up all to her...

She was about to lay him again in bed but to her surprise…he hugged her tightly…no...it was the weight of his body all on her shoulders...

He wasn't conscious…he is speaking some words but he let go off her all weak…

Tired, she let off him delicately on the bed…all red…all shy…

God!

It was the first time…she saw an almost naked man like that and he unconsciously hugged her…and he's…so…handsome…

But within a minute, she stops thinking like a stupid girl!

Ar:-no…I'm ok…no use…I will do it…

He was shivering…she covered his bare chest with the towel…

Kh:-it's ok! Please! Don't talk! You're all weak!

Khushi wasn't scared any more…she was helping him…she felt now that she hasn't to think about anything but took his clothes off, wipes his body and makes him wear other clothes…

She's determinate to do that seeing his state…

When she's done wiping his chest…she wipes his chest, closing her eyes…and then she makes him wear a new warm t-shirt…

She takes a deep breath…

God will not punish her for this…he's her husband after all…

She looks at him…he seems he's sleeping also…he falls asleep easily due to injection and weakness…but no, he's only closing his eyes…

She heard a weak "please…I will do it myself" from his side…

She looks at him…

Kh:-you don't worry! It's done, I changed your shirt…

-mmm...I feel cold...I feel so cold...

Khushi covered him with another blanket...

she's more and more worried...for his state...

she doesn't know what to do...

she took his hand under the blanket and rubbed it in between her warm hands...

kh:-the injection will act soon and you will feel better...you will feel better...

she doesn't know what she has for him to feel that much worried for him...and to feel that much hurt and to feel that much scared and to feel that much affected...for him...

now, he's all weak...and she's wishing he gets better...even to behave rudely with her...she doesn't care...the important is that he gets better...

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#132

Chapter 17 Connection...

He still closing his eyes…he moans and murmurs and his body still burning from fever now after feeling so cold…he's feeling so warm…he pushes the blanket…

Khushi was there to take care of him…

The family comes again to see him but it was so late and Khushi told them to go rest and she will take care of him...Anjeli helps to make Lily sleep…Lily was scared because her papaa was so ill and weak…but khushi convinces her that he will be all alright if he take his medicines and that she will take care of him…

Nani wanted to stay with them and she finished sleeping uncomfortably in the sofa…Khushi wakes her up and told her to go to her bed also and that she will take care of him, properly…

Now…only her was with him…

When he pushed the blanket away…feeling so hot…his body started sweating again…

Khushi wipes his face with a towel…

And used other ones to put them in cold water and puts them on his forehead…

This can always help…and for her, it works even better than medicines…

She gives him water whenever it's possible and takes his temperatures with thermometer, every one hour…

Arnav was really sick…the night he spends outside in the suhaag rat was a reason between many others…

he's also stressed all the time and those previous days, he wasn't really careful about his health…he can spend a day without eating well or without sleeping well and thinking too much makes him even more stressed…

and of course his ego, guiltiness due to his attraction to khushi occupied his mind…since the day of their deal…

he closes his eyes…from the weakness he's feeling now all over his body…

But still…he's feeling that a soft presence was there taking care of this pain and trying to calm down what he was feeling…

like magic…some fingers…hands…her hands were taking care of every inch of him…with all the care needed and a reasonable affection…

the eyes closed…he's feeling her hand checking his forehead…putting the cold towel on it…her hand checking his cheeks…

he heard some prayers…or interjection…

-for me God…for little Lily… he's her father!...why this fever can't decrease…just a little bit…

He's hearing her footsteps all over the room…

And smelled her perfume…

Or feeling her hair caressing his hand, his arm…when she's making him drink water…

She took his hand between her hands and she rubbed his hand like to save him but then he wasn't able to concentrate too much…he slept that time, only and wasn't able to feel anything else, after that…

When he opens his eyes in the early morning…he felt someone by his side…and it was her…

Sitting on the floor beside the bed…she was leaning on the bed…his hand still between her hands and her head was uncomfortably posed on the bed…

He tried to move but he can't…he still feeling some weakness but thought that the fever goes away…

He wanted to call her but wasn't able to wake her up…she seems like she just slept…like that and was all lost in her soft sleep…

Seeing her long hair and her angelic face…he has like a huge need to caress her cheek…he's feeling thankful…he knows very well that she doesn't sleep for the whole night…to take care of him and his fever…

But his hand going to touch her…pulled back…in the last minute…

He remembers how he pushed her and how he was all harsh with her…and even if he wasn't harsh…he was all the way indifferent and so cold to her…he takes a deep breath…he's like lost and in a dilemma…he's not an unfaithful man…so why all those emotions for her???

Their suhaag rat was…was…

He escaped from her because…he was about to…to get closer…to get the more attracted…because her talks and her cuteness are beyond the reasonable…

He can't be that much weak and forget for a girl he just met in few months, his past love…even for a minute he can't imagine…

But for that…dear God!…he shouldn't hurt her…right?...why he's behaving like a stupid with her??? All that to make sure, she pulled back, she pushed him back…because he can't do this, by his own…yes…he's not confident about that!

He not sure that he will control that attraction he's feeling towards her and to make sure that attraction goes away, he's behaving that way…to make her escape him and to guarantee she will not try to get close to him…

And now…look at the destiny…she's getting closer…and he was all weak to protect himself from that closeness…like it was a "punishment" or a maybe he should thought about a bless from God…he makes him taste a situation that he can't push her away…and that she can't deny him…and his heart is now beating more than the time he beats seeing her coming to him in that lehenga in their Shaadi…

He wasn't able neither to push her, nor to take away his hand still close in between her hands…

She's holding it like her life depends from that hands embrace…

It's getting the more complicated in Arnav's emotions, in Arnav's mind, in Arnav's soul…seeing an angel too close to him…she's worried…she spends all the night taking care of him…in a soft way…yes…that soft way was the secret…every gesture she does while he's lying without power…melts that strong, stubborn, severe man inside Arnav Singh Raizada and he's staring now at that angelic face…

When he felt a movement from her side and he realizes he was staring at her…

He closes his eyes…pretending he's still sleeping…

Khushi opened her eyes; difficultly…she felt a warm hand between her hands and looked up to find his hand…she gasped remembering he's sick…. And gets up…feeling all her body paining from the uncomfortable sleep but she managed to touch immediately his forehead…

-thanks god! Thought the fever goes away…

She whispered….and covered his body well…

She looked at him…all thinking and then she left the room…

******

Her mind was dominated by him…

She wanted to cook for him something warm and soft and delicious…

She knows how it felts to be sick…he will not feel like eating anything, it should be a delicious thing to that he eats…

She was thinking when she saw that nani and Anjeli were already up with the breakfast…

-Good morning Khushi betii…is he alright now?

Disappointed that they prepare already the breakfast for him, Khushi nodded positively:

-yes and he has no fever!

Anjeli smiles…

She returned back to the room with them…

He gets up and eats a little from Anjeli and Nani was insisting to that he take a proper breakfast…

-What are you doing?

Anjeli almost shouted when Arnav was about to get up from bed…

-chote!!!! The doctor said three days, complete rest! Are you kidding me?

-what the…no way!...I should go to office!

-oh stop it, please chote…look! All were worried for you yesterday…especially Khushiji…she was all worried…

Arnav looks towards her and she looked to everything but him…avoiding his gaze…

-yes! chote! Please don't make us and your wife worried again…and Lily too she was worried for you!

-where's she?

He looked straight at Khushi's direction…like she was the first responsible of where is Lily and that she should know about his daughter even more than her aunty and grand-mother…

Anjeli:-she's sleeping, chote, in her room! I'm going to wake her up!

Khushi understands that he wanted to see her:

Kh:-I will bring her here!

******

In lily's room…

Lily was sleeping…

To wake her up…

Khushi starts kissing her little hand, her palm, her wrist…

Troubled in her sleep…Lily starts to move in her bed…smiling in her sleep…

-maa…

She said still her eyes are closed…

-lazy baby…wants always to sleep till late morning…

Lily lazily keeps her eyes closed and she starts stretching up, cutely…

-ohhh…this little princess needs something to wake up…

Khushi smiling she starts tickling her tummy softly…

And that way, Lily wakes up immediately…

First question was about her paa…

And for answer, Khushi lifts her from bed to the way to the bedroom…

On the way:-your paa is alright! And he's asking for you, my baby…

************

In the opposite of yesterday…This day, khushi spend it all with Arnav and Lily only…

Nani stays a little and then left for her pooja…

Lily brings her papers and colored books and starts working on them…

In the bed…beside her papaa…

Arnav was feeling better…but it was a chance for him to rest for once and takes all day to lay only in the bed and to watch his angel drawing and …

To watch her…

Khushi…

Still all worried for him…every time…he looks weakly at her…

She comes to check his forehead….

In the deep of his soul, he knows that he's all right…in other conditions, he would be in his office, he doesn't need to make her worried but seeing that concern in her eyes…he was comfortable to pretend that he's all weak and unable to move an inch…

That was an opportunity to test how much she's…carrying…

He's tired with himself, with his ego…searching for all the reasons to don't admit that she's a carrying person and deserves all the happiness in this world with another man than him…with less of ego and an empty heart to love only her…

She doesn't deserve someone like him….

But…he was just an egoist man…pretending he still weak to that she can't leave the room…

Why he wants her to stay only there with him and his daughter in the room…

Only them!…he wished no one will disturb…even his di…even his nani…not even Shyam or Akash…

She feed him his lunch…and he has his medicines…

Her hair was long and every time, she tries to adjust the pillow for him…that hair caresses his arms…his face…like the scent of Lily's hair…sweet and soft…she smells like a baby…yes…he noticed that even her hands were like satin…so soft…that's why Lily was all the way, hugging and kissing her…now, he understands…she smells divinely nice…it kills…

Now…the two of them Khushi and Lily are doing some coloring on the floor…

Just in front of the bed…

His room never looked that much messy…

Lily brings all her coloring books and pencils….but it wasn't enough, Khushi also has more of coloring pencils…

Lily:-oh! maa…got an idea…maa!

Lily looked at khushi all excited…

-which idea! Tell me!

-maa let's do painting!

-what? But we are painting now!

-color and water maa…painting…

-oh! ! Got it! watercolor…ok! I have them…so many tubes of watercolors!

Khuhsi winked to her and Lily winked back but finished by closing both her eyes cutely…she can't wink still…

Arnav could see all that…

Khushi and lily were painting their own artistic master piece…

Arnav was staring at God's master piece…

When there is that light of the sun set…coming from the window…reflecting at their both faces…

Both are so busy with their colors…with their brushes…even they paint a little on their faces by mistake…

But they are amused and in heaven…

Arnav was pretending checking his phone from the start…his back supported by a pillow and he was looking at their antics for more than three hours…

He was mesmerized…

Discovering another level of cuteness…

Overdose of sweetness…

God loves him that much…

Yes!

Because he could see that at least once in his life…he could see angels on earth...

***

Khushi smiling to Lily who takes their painting to show her paa what they paint…

But…her paa has his eyes fixed now…focalized on Khushi…

Lily was tending the paint to Arnav…

Arnav still doesn't pay any attention…looking at Khushi who still there in her place…a brush on her hand…her smile vanished seeing that he was staring at her…he wasn't paying any attention to Lily who was calling her paa to see what she has paint with her maa…

her Paa…was in another planet…

And he just can't wake up…

Khushi gets up from her place…and went to the washroom…as fast as she can…

Avoiding that awkward situation??

No, it was to avoid that eye lock whish last for an eternity…

to avoid his intense look...

to avoid that attraction...

that connection...

that strong connection that starts to be builded between them...even against their own wish...

Note: if you like, don't forget to comment...

@Najat: Sorry dear that I couldn't make her hug him...well...it's too early for that...even I understand what do you mean but couldn't ...but hope that you're satisfied about how much she takes care of him... ;)

@Mishti: I hope dear you understand what Arnav is feeling...I couldn't paint a man who will forget so fast about his first love...even if it's past! he's now feeling attraction to Khushi and realzing that little by little...he's feeling Khushi now...so to protect himself from that feeling, he's trying to push her away from him by any way...in this update, he failed...we will see what will happen in next updates...

@Ruki: please...just wait dear... still I can't make it hot from now :p they still so stubborn those two :p hope this update is not a slow one ^^

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Posted: 12 years ago

#133

For my angel

chap 18

Enemies or friends??

"A man in love is just like a woman, only in denial!"

-look mere paa…look…our home…we paint it…

Lily gets finally conscious her paa wasn't with her but he was actually looking at Khushi and that his gaze was following khushi…till she reached the washroom and closed the door and Arnav's gaze still looking at the door closed…

Lily was little girl but a smart girl…even if she doesn't really understand why her paa was looking and following like that her mum…but she noticed that… ;)

-paa…paa…mum is in the washroom now, please, look at my paint, now, paa…look…

she pulled his chin to her..

Arnav finally take a look at his daughter…shocked by what she just said but still he doesn't get angry…

-paa…paint! (she pouted when she saw he's still lost in his thoughts)

-oh yeah beta…yeah so so beautiful your paint…but let it dry in here…on the desk next to me…

-paa…will you paint with us next time?

-yes, of course I will!

-paa…sure?

Arnav smirks:

-yeah sure!

-pakka promise?

Arnav looks at her…

-yes my lily!

That's when Khushi gets out…she is looking all down and wanted to avoid him…she starts arranging all the mess they did Lily and her in the room…

Lily shouts:

-Maa!?! Paa finds it tho tho beautiful! our home we paint!

Khushi smiles but doesn't look at their direction…

-Paa…maa…me hungry!

That's when Khushi looked at her...at their direction…

Both Khushi and Arnav look at Lily…worried that it was time to eat and no one thought about that…about lily empty tummy…

kh:-oh! come my Lily! Come now with me! I will give you your dinner!

Lily nodded cutely:-yeah maa!

Arnav was wishing they will not leave him like that…but they did…

Yes…both leave him all alone…

Half hour, he spends all alone and couldn't help but gets up…

When he gets up, he felts like he goanna faint but he washes his face and it's gone…it was the effect of being all the day stuck in bed…

He comes downstairs…

Oh…

That's why they forget about him…and his dinner!!!!

Because they all have the attentions on little Aryan having his dinner…

Khushi was holding him and Anjeli was feeding him…

-hum hum haaamyyy…yummy yeah yeah baby…took it like that…

Shyam:-softly…soft…yaar this is the first time my son eats with little spoon …

Aryaan baby took the food…have a little and took the extra out of his tiny mouth, making "pfff" sound…dirtying all over his mouth…

All giggled…especially Lily…

-oh…oh..ooh…but baby…ok…here (Anjeli cleans his mouth)…have this now….

Anjeli gives him another spoon of his baby food…

And then…

-Paa!

-chote!

-saly Shaab!

All look surprised that Arnav comes out to bed...he still a little sick...

Arnav comes to them…

-I'm all fine, Di…so, please, not that look!

-but chote!

-no way! I want also to look at Aryaan having his first proper meal!

Arnav smiles and sits in the sofa in front of them…

Lily comes and sits on his lap…

Aryaan was taking his meal and all are looking at him, eating…

It was adorable…

That day, even Buaji was feeling good…khushi doesn't forget to go to her…and spends time with her after make Lily dinning…and she stays there with her now…

Arnav took his dinner by his own…he has the bad idea of getting down and tell them all that he's feeling well…no more soft hands to feed him or to take care of him…he regrets that…

*******

In the room…he's back also to his laptop to check his mails…and he's back to his boring couch…

He really doesn't want to spend the night on that couch…

Not that he wants to sleep with her on the bed…

No, no, no…really?...no! he won't!...but it's just sleeping in bed is always more comfortable than couch!

It has been now two hours…and she still with her buaji…Lily should be slept now, so, he supposed that she's there with her buaji…

And why he's now paying all his attention to her?

Now…he starts missing her in the room…

He's really unable to understand his heart…and unable to stop thinking about her, now…

Finally, she comes…

She knocks first…she knocked always before she enters when he is in room…he looks up at the way, she's entering the room…all confused…and the way she's looking at the whole room but him…he somehow starts to adore how she looks, her way to walk in…to open the closet, to get out her clothes to change, the way she's avoiding him…his gaze…

She gets change…

After her, he went to change also…and he remembers that the last time he changed…she was her who takes off the shirt for him…she undressed him…he stopped at that thought…he remembers the way she was calming him and the way he was all shivering and cold and she wiped his chest…and he felt than some warm…

He should stop! Really!

He takes off that shirt…and thought about having a fast shower…

He puts the water on…

But…was about to get in...

He heard a knock…

-Arnavji?!

His heart skips a bit, hearing that…ARNAVJI…and that voice...so soft...

-yes! he answers hesitantly…

-don't take a shower, now!

Is he hearing it correctly or she just orders him to not take a shower???

-Arnavji…if you take it than you will catch cold, again, you still…

He opens the door, aggressively; he wants to see her…to be sure he heard her right!

But he forgets that he was shirtless…

She was next the door so when he opens the door that way she comes right between his arms…

She gets shocked…looks at him with wide eyes…opened mouth…still in his arms and by reflection, he was holding her...

She nodded negatively like she was all nervous and she pushed him and pulled back…

-what the…why I couldn't take a bath now? And why you're pushing me like that?

He said angrily…he was all serious, now…

-Khushi!? answer!

He walked towards her:

-no one has disturbed me in my bathroom before! You know there are limits that we shouldn't across! I will never disturb while you're in bathroom so why you're doing that!

-I…I know! It's not one of my businesses! (his angry look vanished with those words) But…but…you still a little sick so you couldn't have shower or bath, you could catch cold or…

-and ...does it matter?

She looks at him…she gets the more confused…about that man…

She doesn't know or decide he's a friend or an enemy or both…

She doesn't know why her heart is beating whenever she looks straight at those chocolate angry eyes…

And why she always worried about him even if she knows very well that she shouldn't???

She shouldn't because he's really not her type…she loved the soft, romantic men and here he's harsh and severe and always angry like a laad governor… she got less words and examples to describe him…

If it's not that chest all exposed to her eyes, she could find more words but now…how could she??? He thinks he's handsome…he's always misbehaving giving that "I don't care" look…it sucks!

And moreover…he's changing his behaviors like changing shirts… she hates that!

-no! it doesn't matter! You're free to take your bath whenever you want!go! just go! now and have cold shower! yes! go, go!

He doesn't know why but he has a huge need to pin her to the wall just to make her scared of him…to just know if she could challenge him like that after being pinned by him…but he stops thinking like that…its wrong!

He closes his eyes to make all those thoughts disappeared…and he went back to the washroom…giving her a hard, severe , angry look!

He doesn't take a bath but he makes the water on to that she could hear he's having a cold bath…no she will not know that it's cold but…it's a shower! he's a mad person sometimes but his ego wins on every situation…

He just washes his faces and shaves…changes for an orange t-shirt and his normal black pants to sleep…he gets out finally…

She was reading on a book…installed on his bed…his bed…she takes it! She's all comfortable on it…that was his blanket too, thought but he gave all that from the first day…

She doesn't look at him…even by mistake…not at all…her eyes on the book...

Which was very interesting on it??? on that book!!!! damn it!!!

He gets frustrated by that…no more of the spoiled yesterday and today…

-tchoum!

He Sniffs…

She looks at him victoriously, giving him that look which means "told you"…but he ignores her…opening again that laptop…which she hates above all...which was very intersting on that laptop!???

They heard a knock on the door…

It was Anjeli and she's holding Lily…

Anjeli:-I thought she made a nightmare…

Kh:-baby!?

Ar:-angel, come to papaa…come to me!

Arnav lifts her from Anjeli's hands and Anjeli wished them Good night as she should come back to her baby…Arnav closes the door...

Khushi gets up from the bed too…

-baby!

Khushi gets worried too…

-are you scared angel?

Lily who was on her pappa's arms nodded…

Khushi asked:

kh:-did you have bad dream??

Lily nodded…

Ar:-oh my angel! You don't worry paa is here, na…how can a good and courageous girl like you gets scared about a dream!.??

-paaa…(she gets out of his arms)…paa…I dream about thpider man who wanted to come to our home!

Arnav hugged her…

Khushi giggled…"spider man?!!"

Arnav looks angrily at her…

Ar:-she hated Spider man! She has a phobia from him!

He explains…

Khushi smile vanished and she looks at Lily seriously…

-my baby! Please, forgive me! I thought no one gets scared of a man wearing always very tight clothes and that too red and blue...

Lily smiles lightly and jumps to Khushi arms…putting her head on the hook of khushi's neck…khushi closes her eyes and kissed in between her hair…

kh:-I'm here my baby! Did you cry???

Khushi hugged her tight...and then breaks the hug to see her face…

Arnav seeing his daughter's red eyes gets angry:-how dare they create a fiction character who makes children scared!...you know my lily! That spiderman will never come to our house!

kh:-oh yes, yes!

Khushi kissed her forehead…

kh:-he's not even living here in India!

Ar:-he's far away!

They don't know how…but the three of them are lying now on the bed…

Lilly in between…

Both convincing and calming her…

Arnav starts talking how he can beat the bad men hard and that nothing goanna happen ever to her, she's safe with her family…Lily starts feeling like sleeping…but khushi too was fighting to not give up by sleeping…but…she closes her eyes….and she slept…lily also closes her eyes and slept…

Arnav also…looks at them, smiles and slept…

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for my angel part 19

For my angel:

Part 19:

Family ...

The awkward moment when…

She wakes up…opening her eyes slowly and her eyes met his eyes…

She doesn't recognize where she is sleeping …and when she fall asleep…

Her mind stops working the moment she finds that nothing...less distance separates them but little lily in between but they are so close of her…

And cherry above the cake:

Her hand was on the chest of Lily…his hand above her hand and Lily little's hands hugging their hands like a teddy bear, closing their both hands towards her chest and her little tummy…sleeping peacefully…

his hand was like holding her hand...

And yes…no one of khushi or Arnav dare retire his hand…

Both look at each other waiting for lily to realize them and to let off…no one could disturb her peaceful sleep…they wait...

She wanted to talk but he gestured her by his other free hand to be silent and keep quiet…

He caresses by his free hand lily's cheek…and then gets more closed to kiss her forehead…

If he wanted to wake her up than why he tell her to keep quiet?? Maybe he wanted to wake up his daughter by his own…

Khushi thought why he can be sometimes so soft, other second he's so harsh to her…she's waiting for his transformation any moment…

Little lily opens his eyes…discovering she in the big bed…

She looks to her left and then to her right…discovering her paa and maa…

Discovering the hands she's keeping on hers…she hugged those hands so tight…

-Maa…paa…

She whispered…she smiled softly …still all sleepy…and opening and closing her eyes …opening, closing…to be used to the light of the sun coming in the room…

Both Arnav and Khushi smiled at that soft doll next to them…

And both have the reflection to kiss her soft cheek…

And at the same time, they pose a kiss in each cheek and felt chocked after that…

Shocked that they does that same moment…and the sound of their kisses sounded at the same second…

Both pulled back, nervously…

Retiring their hands from Lily's embrace…

Lily smiles:

-paa…maa…I love kithe game!...paa remember? I kithe you and you kithe me back…

Lily leaned to her paa, she kissed his cheek and leaned to maa, she kissed her cheek…

She gets up to sit in the middle of the bed…she takes back their hands…she holds Arnav hand with her right hand, khushi's hand in her left hand…

-paa! Maa! You should kithe me back naa…

She looks at them impatient…all smiling...

They sit on the bed also…and shyly as he was looking at her, she kissed lily back, and Arnav too…he smirk after that and was about to leave the bed but lily holds his hand…:

-paa!

She hugs him…

-paa…you're betht (best) paa ever! I love you!

And then she jumped on khushi and hugged her:

-maa…you're betht maa ever too! I love you!

Arnav smiles…his daughter is so soft and so lovely he knows that…

But he was late, he should go to office today, it's enough…he has a big project that he should start…

He looks at Lily and khushi who still hug each other and lied again on the bed…

He couldn't help but smiles…

He prepares himself…wearing his black suit…putting his intoxicating after shave and a perfume which has same scent…

His look and style was to kill…

He's irresistible like that…

He gets out from the washroom…

Lily and khushi still in bed jumping and playing on it but they stopped looking at him…

Ar:-you know that even you, you have to come back to school, holydays is over! It has been a week and the week is over!

Lily pouted and khushi was lost…in him…

Ar:-get ready! And then come to have your breakfast!

He looks at khushi…

She nodded positively…

She wears a pink anarkali…and looks beautiful…even Lily wears a pink shirt and white skirt and looks adorable…like a doll...

Both get down…all happy…with their school bags…khushi have also a huge bag where she have all her staffs she needs in her job…

They say good morning to everyone …and khushi makes lily sit…she starts feeding her but she doesn't sit to eat herself…

Arnav was waiting for her to sit and eat but no!...he wanted her to eat but no!...she just feeding Lily...

Nani also noticed khushi who doesn't sit…

-khushi beta…sit down and have your breakfast too!

-oh! nani…yes…you're right!

She finally sits down…

Arnav was giving the "unbelievable" expression…how she lost herself feeding Lily...

She sits in front of him…besides lily as Anjeli still not there and Shyam was sitting next to him…

She sits with Lily in front of him…and starts eating…he's lost on the way…she bits on her lower lip when she touched to the strawberry jam…

She smells it…does a jam has a smell?? Awkward…

She licked her lips looking at lily…

What the need to put lipstick if she goanna lick it and eat??!

She took the spoon…

She's learning bad habits to lily…who seems excited…both are excited...

A strawberry jam ate by spoon wasn't a proper breakfast!

No!

Don't…

She ate half the spoon full of that red jam and gives the other half to lily who takes it fast and smiles that big smile…

And then…

Both look at him…same time…same guilty eyes…same vanished smile…dirty mouth…

Khushi wiped her mouth with the back of her hand…and lily does the same…

He has the huge need to hug them that minute…because they look irresistible…he wanted to eat them in one bit…but he is feeling helpless…he couldn't totally gave up to his emotions and to the mess created inside his heart…

He stands up…

-lily you finished ? we should go!

He looks at both of them…he doesn't know who is more childish and naughty than the other…

The both stand cutely same time…and giggled at that…at their own antics…

Arnav raised an eye brow looking at them…

-give your bag, Lily and hurry up! We are getting late!

Khushi was all smiling …all lost on her happiness with Lily and smiling to nani who is giving her bless to both of them and advising them to take care…and looking at Arnav standing like that…her smile started to vanish…he's irresistible…she can't imagine another man as handsome as him…the way he's looking at her…

the way he's looking at Lily and at her was protective…and there is somewhere that affection in his eyes for not only Lily but also her...

****

The moment, the three of them open the main door…

Many journalists, cameras come to them…

Khushi gets scared and lily side hugs her mum, Khushi holds her…all troubled, she tried to come back to the house but Arnav lifts Lily and holds Khushi's hand:

-Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada?...ASR, tell us how you are now in a relationship with the teacher of your daughter?

-are you living a love story?

-why no one has heard about your marriage?...you wanted it to be private? Is she your wife? Madam, can you tell us how do you fall in love with Mr. Arnav Singh Raizada?

Khushi all nervous, looks at Arnav …Arnav was all angry…

- how they get into my house!

Click…click…

They take many photos…

Arnav singh raizada is a famous business man and the most famous bachelor even being a single father…he was the most wanted man but girls have given up with him…

He rarely attends a party or circles out of his work and meetings… and so the journalists knows from mouth to ear that a woman was living in RM since more than one week…the world has turned upset down while they come to know he gets married and all was there….

Khushi felt his hand pressing hers…holding her hand...

Arnav:-Khushi Gupta singh Raizada is my wife! We get married only this week! Now, please…

He tried to make a way to reach the car but they can't…Arnav gets pissed off with the infinity of questions and comments…about LOVE…

They get difficultly inside the car…

Arnav wanted to protect his family from that big monster: Media…

He knows that they will not give up with them, today…

-drive!

Arnav shouts as some journalists were following the car and they are taking photos but they could escape…

Khushi thinks a little, she bits on her lower lip, looking at Arnav who is holding Lily in between his arms…

With the hurry while getting in the car together…he makes Khushi raise into the car first and sits just besides her…they are stuck to each other like they are in the public bus…

If Lily sits comfortably in Arnav's lap…she will touch Khushi's lap also…they are so close to each other, sitting like that…Khushi wanted to pulled away but she couldn't…she was stuck between him and the car's door….no clue…

"Khushi Gupta singh Raizada is my wife"…

My wife…

His wife…

Before all the people, he says it…all confident…

He holds her hand…

So tight…

Khushi was daydreaming…

the way he said that ...

Looking at him…

He was irresistible…

He was successful man and Lily was posing her head on his chest…it was adorable…how he doesn't bother, holding her…while he still making calls ….he's a successful father too…

-yes Aman! Yes! no! I just don't have the time for that! I will work from there! No! there is Wifi, there! I want them to disappear! My personal life is untouchable! I want them to just stay away of my family Aman! You talk with my lawyer and the director of…….

"My family"…

My family…

Means she's one of his family….right??...right...

Arnav starts talking out loud, using the earphone…

Lily was used when her paa talking on his phone…it's just boring for her…

She looked at her maa who was simply looking at Arnav, lost on him…

They reached a luxurious house enough away from the town…looking like a farmhouse as she was like so isolated and all around there is a huge garden and so many trees….

Lily was amazed, she recognizes the house…

-Paa…

She hugged her paa tightly while he still talking on phone…

Arnav cuts the call and looks finally at them…

-listen, both of you! (he looks at Lily and Khushi)…we goanna spend like two days here! …I have an important work to prepare so I want to be out of all that mess! We are here in the farmhouse! No one will come here!

Lily smiles:

Lily:-paa, you know I love this farm!

Ar:-yes, I know (he smirks)

Khushi:-but…me! I can't stay here! My buaji…???

She looks at him with questioning eyes…all worried…

Arnav:-Nani and Di are there with her!

He looks at her, concerned…she nodded but she still feeling worried…two days here??!!

They enter the farmhouse…it wasn't actually looking like that…it's all luxurious and looking like kept all clean and ready to receive people…

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#135

Part 20:

he cares...

They enter the farmhouse…it wasn't actually looking like that…it's all luxurious and looking like kept all clean and ready to receive people…

Khushi looks all around…

and the director of the school?? The school?? She should call him, otherwise, she would lose her job…she is supposed to restart working today…

she called him and he was different…all soft and respectful…he wasn't talking with Miss Khushi now, he's talking with Mrs Raizada…

people!!! How they can be such ship, sometimes…she pouted…

lily was playing all around…running here and there…

Arnav was working throw his laptop…

She felt again alone…she starts walking all around…discovering the place…

Then she entered a room…there is a guest room…she guessed…another room was a bedroom…and then a room which was like an office…there are so much books…the whole wall was used like a arranged of books: old and new books…and then a table…there are papers…and some other books…and then she stopped…mesmerized…when she saw that photo…on that table…she stared at it…she couldn't touch that photo…it was him Arnav with …her…another woman…his…probably his ex wife…yes…she has Lily's eyes…on the table they are not one photo but many …so many…of her and him…the room seems to be untouchable...unlike the other rooms, it was messy with books, papers and photos…

She felt something deep in her heart…

But she couldn't understand what is happening to her…

She felt sorry for that woman because she died and she still young and she couldn't see her own baby but also…

She felt like unable to accept the fact that…Arnavji has a different life before her…

Ohh…but she is just a fool…

Of course he has…

Lily is…is his daughter…and the daughter of this lady…

Than…what she expected? Life is like that…

She was his love…and still his love…

Khushi looked at the photo…he was holding her lovingly with a soft gaze…something she never finds in his eyes…

She gets out…closed the door…

She felt like crying…

She locks herself in the next room…there is a bed…she lied there and starts crying her heart out…

She doesn't know why??? But she just cried, cried and cried…hiding her face on the pillow to that no one could hear her sobs…

But in this house…maybe…he got so much time with her in the past and…

She gets up…immediately…

She cried more…it's their house…

She couldn't stop crying…but why???

She's intrigued by her behavior…

She wanted to understand what's going on in her heart….in her mind…

Why she's thinking like that? She's…

-mumma…mum you here?

She heard a knock on the door…

She looks at her face on the mirror there…her eyes are all red and teary and her face …she cried a lot and even by wiping her eyes, she looks like she cried for an eternity…

-maa…maa!

Lily called…behind the door…

Khushi managed to talk:

-yes! baby! I'm coming!

After some minutes she goes out…

Of course Lily was looking at her and noticed her red eyes and her face…

Khushi tried to smile…a fake smile which doesn't go unnoticed by Lily…

She hugged her mum…crashed her little form to Khushi's legs…

That's when Arnav comes to them…he was busy with a call but he wanted to ask them what they want for lunch and dinner as Aman will come with their needs…

And was shocked to see khushi face…Khushi tried to avoid him but he discovered…her face was also pale…

He cuts the call…

Arnav: -lily…want you go and play in the garden for a little?

-no! I want to be with mum…when I'm not with her…she's worried…she cries a lot without me!

Lily pouted…and hugged her mum again…

Khushi was breathing heavily, retaining herself from crying again…

Arnav walks towards them…he holds Lily's hand:

-baby! Just for a little, I want to talk with Khushi, ok?

Lily looks at him and then at her mum…And then:

-ok…mum will be back thoon…you thtay with paa!

Lily disappeared…

Arnav looks at khushi:

-what happened?

-…

-I said Khushi! I just called Di and informs her, I asked for your buaji and she's alright! The nurse is there, Di and Nani, HP also, all will take care of her!

Khushi starts to sob…sobbing… sobbing… sobbing…she doesn't know why?...

-what happened ?? are you feeling…are you ok?

He walks towards her…she walked back…she hits the wall…he arched his eyebrow…he pulled his hand towards her…she tried to avoid him by turning her head here and there….

-stop!

He shouted…

She stopped…

He checked her forehead…

-it's warm! What if you have fever! I should call the doctor!

-n…no…no! I'm fine!

She wiped her eyes with both hands…

He couldn't bear…his heart was so weak seeing her like that…

He called Lily…he knows Lily will make her smile…she will also hug her…

Lily's hug is a medicine…he knows something…

Lily comes and looks at Khushi…khushi faked another smile…

Arnav was intrigued…why is she crying?? He wanted to know…really !!! like he wanted to know right now! He's ASR…he wants to remember when he makes a mistake towards her today…he doesn't push…he doesn't talk harshly ….then???...then???

Arnav gets out another hanky…he gives to her…

He wished she could tell him…why she's crying like that…

***************************

When Aman called again for the lunch…Arnav shouted at him…to bring anything…
when he comes to them ...

He brings everything…

Lily runs to him when she saw him…

-tweetyyy!

She shouted…

Aman lifts her all smiling…

-shhh

He rolled his eyes as Khushi was there sitting in the sofa…and looking at him…

-my tweety!

Lily holds Aman's neck…and pinched his cheeks…Aman starts to feel all shy before khushi…and his boss…but Arnav was used to that…

Aman accepted everything from Lily…all kind of "abuse" :p

He always let it be…and also he's encouraging that naughtiness…

-tweety! Thoclat naa ?

She showed him her palm…

-uhhh…how can you eat chocolate still! Look at your missed teeth first!

He teased her…she bits on his hand…

-ouuchhh…what's that Lily! Oh! you can bit so here the chocolate!

He gave her the chocolate she asked for…she gives him a peck on his cheek…

-betht (best) tweety ever! You!

Aman was finally free from Lily!

He greets his boss and Khushi…

-sir! As you told me to bring anything! Well…I was confused so I bring everything… I put everything in in the kitchen! The driver is putting it!

-ok Aman! Thank you! You can leave!

-ok! Than…here also the files you asked for and Mrs Anjeli send that bag also!

-ok! Thanks Aman!

Aman winked to Lily before he leave…Lily sent a flying kiss to him being on Khushi lap…and khushi greets him…

Arnav stands up:

-come on! Time to lunch…

Lily excited…she runs immediately to the kitchen…

Arnav smiles but looking that Khushi still all sad and silent…his smile vanished:

-listen! If you still worried for Buaji! We will call di again after lunch!

Here Arnav was helpless…he really can't see her like that…he doesn't know why?!

He wanted to just ignore her but how…how! ?

If he has an iron heart than maybe he could but here, he's a human being! And seeing her like that…

If he just know the reason why she's crying…

She stands up…

They walk to the kitchen…

There is a dining table there…

Lily has opened all the box of foods…and her mouth was dirty by the ketchup…

It makes Khushi smile…Arnav seeing khushi smiles too…

Finally!

-maa there is Pizza …look!

-Aman is just crazy!

There is all kind of food! It was like they are inviting many people…but they are only three…

Arnav choose to eat a cheese sandwich…

And sits besides Lily…

Only two chairs resting one in front of lily and one in front of him…

Khsuhi sits in front of Lily…

Looking to all the food…she's not hungry…

She keeps looking…

Arnav was about to bit in his sandwich…but he stops seeing her…

He breaths deeply…

It wasn't normal…she's usually foodie…

Lily has enough so fast…

-mummy…wash my hands?

Khushi nodded positively…

She runs away to wash her hands and plays with soap a little while washing…that what she always do secretly ^^

Arnav and Khushi are alone in the kitchen now…

Arnav: -eat!

He said firmly…pushing the plate with his sandwich towards her!

There are other kinds of food but he pushes his sandwich for her…

She looks away avoiding his gaze…she doesn't want to cry again before him…

He takes one chips…he gives to her, innocently, awkwardly…for the first time, in his life… he does that with a person other than Lily…

-I'm not hungry!

She said learning all her force…

That's it for him!

He gets angry all of a sudden!

He gets up from the chair pushing away the chair aggressively…

He has chips on his hand…

And he comes towards…he leaned a little bit and puts the piece of chips right in front of her mouth…

-open!

Lily was there looking now…

But Arnav doesn't pull back!

Lily stands there looking…

Khushi opens her mouth…

With his own fingers he cuts a little bit of the sandwich and feeds her…

Khushi eats…before Lily gaze she couldn't deny and even if Lily wasn't there, she couldn't deny…he was so determinate …

Lily starts to smile…

Arnav was nervous and angry…but he wants to feed her that entire sandwich no matter what!

He takes the sandwich in his hand and pulled it to her mouth…

She wanted to take it from him but he wouldn't give…

He wants her to eat…he knows if she takes it…she will refuse! And he's ASR…

He doesn't know how but he feels that urge to feed her…to wipe her tears…even forcibly…he doesn't care! The important for him was she felt good and smiles like before…

ASR can't bear the tears or even the sadness of Mrs Gupta Raizada…

-Lily! Give the cup of water!

Khushi was about to move but he stops her, holding her shoulder…

Lily gave the water, all smiling…

-paa…you help maa to eat?

-yes!

Arnav answered without looking at Lily but at Khushi!

-paa can I help too?

-yes! come!

He lifts her and makes her sit on the table…

She takes chips and gives it to her maa…

-like Aryaan baby...paa?

Lily wanted to tease Khushi who opened her mouth to eat from their hands…looking really like a baby…

Arnav smiles …and khushi couldn't help but smile too…

She starts to forget now…little by little…

That lunch was a huge and important step in their relation…

Arnav realized how much Khushi's well being it's important to him…

But he really wants to know what happen to her…

The thing missing in their relartionship was communication…

They should talk…

Khushi thought about one thing now:

he cares for her...

he cares...

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for my angel chap 21

Part 21: The Hug...

Arnav buys this house after his wife's death…and thanks to this house, he felt better…

Getting away from the family…from the work and from everything…he's feeling free here…

He comes often with Lily spending the day here…and forgetting the fact he lost his love forever…

He puts all the photos and his dead wife's books in one room here…a room he wasn't able to enter after…but he knows that all the beautiful memories were there and he couldn't neither enter nor let anyone to touch that room…but he was keeping it for the sake of Lily…he knows that when she will grow up she will ask about her mum…about the past…

******

Now…coming in the garden after lunch…he starts working on the plants…

He was at first thinking only about khushi and the way she cried again before him…he thought a long time about why he feeds her that way and he forgets to eat in the processes…

Yes…he doesn't eat…all because he was feeding her…and he was angry at the fact that he couldn't bear her sad or crying…or look at her red eyes…

why is he changing so fast with her???

He felt a presence and turns to find Lily holding a plate with a cheese sandwich for him…

-Paa….maa told you: you eat this!

Arnav keeps looking at her… surprised he was really hungry…how khushi comes to know that?…why his heart is beating, that way? knowing that she sends that for him...

Lily holding the plate, waiting for him cutely…he smirks…

He holds the plate and starts eating…:

-thank you!

-welcome...paa!

She said giving her cute smile:

-eat well my paa!

-you're the most beautiful girl on this planet!

He said and turns to see; khushi peeping from the French window…she noticed he was looking at her and she acts like she was calling Lily :

-lily! You want to come…

He smirks…everything she's feeling was writing in her face…and now, obviously, she was confused he discover her, stealing glances at him…

Arnav's heart was day by day melting…and he's feeling that change on him…because of her...

He can be angry about that…but can he change that?

He can't!

Because…simply…he won't…

Hearing they are watching cartoon in living room…he left the garden and wash his hands…

He starts working with his laptop in the sofa besides their sofa…

Khushi was sitting while Lily was putting her head above her lap…

He looks at them…

Again he felt like leaving all the work and just staring at them…

They have a way…to look at him with same innocent eyes…and then back to their cartoon…

Lily starts smiling and then starts giggling…

He loved that…hearing her giggling… but why khushi was all silent and thinking something…

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When the night comes…

Arnav is still working in his laptop…

Khushi and lily are in the kitchen…

Khushi arranging the kitchen a little and telling a story to Lily who is now coloring in her coloring books and listening same time…

Lily:-Maa, …and then she ate the apple?

Suddenly the electricity gone…

Lily scared :-Maa…Maa…(she shouts)

Khushi all scared…in the dark…she doesn't know what to do…she's also afraid but she could walk to lily and she lifts her in her arms and hugs her so tightly…

-yes…my baby, maa is here…I'm here…See! I'm here…

But Khushi was all shivering…so scared of that dark…and Lily same…

Both stuck to each other more…terrorized…

-paa…paa…will come…paa…

-Arnavji!

Khushi also shouts while she's shivering….

That's when…

Yes…

He appeared…he knows how much Lily scared of that…whenever that happen…he runs automatically to her …here such things happened for awhile…and then the light will be back, soon…

-I'm coming! Here I'm!

Arnav comes towards the corner they are standing, the light of his phone helping…

He comes and stands beside them…

The light of the phone wasn't enough…but he could see how much they are stuck to each other cutely… cheek to cheek…

But Khushi still all breathing heavily, tears are wetting her cheeks while Lily was now calm…and feeling her mum's tears:

Lily:-maa…my maa…me here…paa here, now…

Lily hugged kushi more…she's feeling her maa all scared still…

Arnav has to do something…he noticed that also…

-you don't have to be afraid…it's a problem in electricity…will be fixed soon…it happens…

Khushi wipes her tears…

Yes…she's so afraid of darkness…she can't handle the dark like that…

Now…Lily is becoming all worried to feel her maa's tears…the tears of khushi were dropping on her face…Lily felt it…

-maa…maa is crying paa…

All troubled her eyes start to be teary also…

Arnav doesn't know how to behave…

What to do…

He wants to do something to calm those two but how…

He thought that being with two sensible girls all afraid of darkness like that was really hard …he can't look at that without doing anything…

-Now I'm here…why you both are crying now? Come with me!

Arnav said firmly…

-No!

Khushi shouted all shivering…

-No! I'm really scared! I can't move in the dark!

He leaned to lift lily in his arms and then without thinking too much, he holds Khushi's hand strongly in his protective hand…

Arnav:-But I'm here!

He said assuring her…

They walk together to the nearest room…the guest room…

He could feel her cold hand…how she is all the way catching also the fabric of his shirt with her other hand…walking slowly…

Arnav enters with them to the room…

-you goanna stay here! I'm goanna find surely some candles!

-no!

She shouts again and that time he felt her whole body hugging him and lily same time…

first time she hugs him that way...

…he was feeling her entire body shivering against his…her arm was hugging lily too and her other hand clutching his shirt from the back… while she hides her face right in his chest…that was…

it affected him...the way she hugged him with that intensity...

Arnav without even thinking hugs her back with his free hand…while the other still lifting his daughter…

Princesses on distress …!!!!

but why he's feeling he's happy man like that! And he's wishing that light will never come back…same time…he wanted them to not be afraid but…he's enjoying that hug same time…

How he can get another hug like that in the future? he doesn't know...so, for now, he wishes to that to last an eternity...

Both need him badly now…

He felt them breathing against his chest and shoulder…they are calm now because he's here…

Being a man…he liked that feeling too much…

A man liked always to be confident…by feeling the women in his life needing him that much…

He tries to move but Khushi was holding him the more…

-Mostly the cut of electricity doesn't last so much but here…don't know what is happening, if you want to the light to come back, at least let me go and fix it!

"No" both Khushi and Lily shout!

Hugging him tightly…

Lily with a lazy voice:

-paa…you keep hold me…maa you keep hug me…I'm afraid…monthter (monster) can come!

-ok! My angel! No one can come!

He can feel his shirt is wet…khushi was crying…

He can't say anything but with his hand holding her…he tightened the embrace more…

She felt his breath in between her hair…

More close than that she will faint…

Noting separates them but clothes…

And she's fully into him…like her life depends in that hug…

First she still crying against his chest…but she stopped feeling his protective hand holding her waist the more…melting her against him…

No one hugs her that way before…

Her face sweating now because she was breathing in the hook of his chest…even if it was hard to breath like that…it was ok…she's protected...so protected there...

Without exchanging any words…

He calm them…he makes them understand that he's here…

he's here...for them only...

Suddenly, the light is on again…

But no one from his princesses move away from the hug…

They were closing their eyes tight…

-lily?

-thtay paa! (stay, paa!)

-the light is on again now, angel!

Lily opens her eyes gradually…

Khushi opened but wasn't sure what to do next…how to face him, next?

-khushi?

He said huskily…

Oh no! no! how to face him now?

-maa! Again! Light is on! No fear!

Khushi gradually looks up at Arnav…

And their eyes met…

Rabba ve…

How she can manage to be that much irresistible for him???!!

His hand still holding with same power her waist…

And now both her hands were on his chest…

She tried to pull back, away from him…but she couldn't …

He doesn't want to let go off her…no…

That was more awkward than this morning…

His hand turning her waist with so much power…

-you're ok?

he asked...concerned...

She's surprised…no! she's shocked…she's not ok...she's...not ok...

She nodded her head positively…thinking he would let off her but no…not at all…

They forget about Lily…

Arnav was lost in other world…

Khushi was thinking how to escape all this situation…

Lily was just…looking at any reaction…but when they ignore her totally:

-what happen?

She asks with her soft childish voice…

Arnav clears her thorax:

-nothing...angel, nothing!

He looks at his daughter…

She looks at him with questioning eyes cutely…

-paa…I think maa is more thcared (scared) than me from dark, right?

Arnav retains a smile…she was right…

Khushi looks at them:

-I'm not! I'm just…I'm scared only from darkness!

-me, I'm thtrong (strong) paa!

-I know my baby!

Khushi pouted…looking down...

Arnav noticed that and he was amused…he has the confirmation about who was more childish than the other and the winner was khushi today…

Note: hey...thanks thanks so much for missing me my angels...

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Note: I'm here with an update...

don't worry...now I get my net back so updates will be here frequently (if God wants) ok? (shah 123, this note is for you, dear ;) )

Chapter 22:

red cheeks...

After that hug…

It felt so different for Arnav…now, he's thinking about her cuteness but also…about all of her…her eyes…her lips…her face expressions…her touch…her pouting and scared…her needing him that way…and how beautiful…how soft she is…so soft…

And it felt So different for Khushi…other emotions come off her little heart…she felt not only protected in his arms…but she felt that she's a Woman…a complete woman…his way to hold her waist the more…and when he won't let go…and the way he's looking at her…

Things are not the same anymore…

It means when you taste the softness…you will not have enough…and Arnav was helpless for more…

Means no!...not like this! he fights that idea in his mind...

How can be like this…

He looks up at her innocent face and tried to delete again that idea…but he couldn't…

He couldn't stop…looking at her lips…her milky neck…the pink of her clothes stopping him to look further…he stopped to look up at her eyes all over again…she's troubled…she wanted again to push him…he gets the more angry…and his hand tightened the embrace more strongly than the normal…

He only let off when Lily touched his cheek:

-Paa…can I play on your Laptop?

Lily is bored and she has enough of them looking at each other all the time, ignoring her…not that she bother but she's broed that moment… :p

Arnav finally let off both of them…

Lily runs to the living room, to his laptop, she knows how to put a game there and Khushi tried to pull back and disappear from there but his hand was there in time on her wrist to stop her….

She looks down at his hand holding her and then looks up at him with questioning eyes…

-now time to tell me what make you cried that much this morning!

Khushi was shocked…at the same time her mind won't stop thinking how to get out of his grip and out of this room where they are all alone without Lily…

She puts her hand on his hand trying to take off his fingers from her wrist…when she felt unable to remove his hand an inch…she looks at him with innocent and teary eyes…

-Lily…

She whispered first like to ask for help…and to make him scared…if Lily comes, he will let off her...

-LIL…

she calls Lily again, this time, out loud when he stops her by putting his other free palm on her mouth…

Arnav:-what are you thinking you're doing now? Why you're calling Lilly? Don't you see that I want to talk with you, damn it!

His palm covering her mouth…was covering half her face on its way…such delicate and small face can be covered totally by his strong and masculine hand…

Her milky skin was little in contrast with his skin's color…but even that was kind of irresistible for him…

And the hand on her wrist took now again her waist…to make her soft body hits his hard one in a tortured way...

And when he felt that he's dominating her easily with his body…with his hands…with his eyes…he takes off his strong palm from her mouth…

She breaths deeply…he puts only his index before her soft lips delicately and looks again at her eyes:

Arnav:-don't dare call Lily, ok?

She nodded positively…

A:-why you cried all the morning?

She starts rolling her eyes…stopping and controlling herself from crying again…

A:-I can feel your pain for your buaji…and this is the first time you will sleep in another place, away from her…but…

She looks at him waiting for what he would say…

A:-talking to someone will help you…you can't just hide all in your…

He hesitates…he felt the old Arnav coming back…her eyes were helping him to talk, to confess…

-in your heart…so, talk!

He took away his finger from her soft lips…

He nodded positively to courage her to speak out her pain…

Even if that wasn't the reason behind her tears this morning…well, this was her ultimate pain…losing people she loved the most…and she's scared about her buaji…insecure about her situation…about her buaji…and about her future…about everything…nothing was clear and permanent in her life...

He saw a tear running so fast in her cheek and his thumb comes fast to stop it…wipes it immediately…

He's now crazy that he did that and reminds her…

-I…(sob) m…scared…I'm so scared…

She finally talks…

-I…can't control (sobs)…my tears…I'm…in pain…

She said looking down and her tears are now dropping so much that he just took her closer...so closer in his both arms…locking her there again…and then delicately closes the door of the room with his hand to that Lily next room couldn't hear the out loud sobs…

-shhh…I know…I know…

He said all the more tightening the embrace…

-I will not let this happen…I will do the impossible…if it needs I will just make her travel in other country to get other treatment…why should we listen to one doctor…I will not just be silent damn it! No way…

Khushi closes her eyes listening to that…

She felt like she is in some dream…and she gave totally up to his words and his arms…his protection…and that feeling of safety…warmth...care...

She left his chest and looks up to him…

his serious expression,

his concern,

his care…

his sincere eyes…

him…

being the man…

the Man of her life…

she never felt this before…that she wants him in her life like hell…

and the truth that he's hers just for the sake of Lily and he will never be hers forever…make her cry hardly again...

-I can't…

She whispered sadly… "you're not my husband….the deal…you love another woman, still, I'm alone..." she thought without saying it out loud…

-don't think too much! I'm responsible of all your needs, am I clear?

He is pushing the knife on her heart deeper inside… she's out of breath…

He looks at her eyes being all red and teary…how can he get that pain away…words doesn't work…he couldn't breathe looking at her state…

Feeling unable man to calm her is killing him…

-believe me, Khushi!

He said like ordering her…it wasn't a request…she should accept that fact….and then…without thinking too much…his lips kissed on her eyes…softly…kiss in one eye and then the other…it felt soft and it calms her sobs like by magic…his lips kissed little down…another kiss…comes on her cheek…and he just open his lips to wipe a tear there…by his lips, he just traces the way of her tear and takes away all the wetness on her soft cheeks…

he kissed and sucks literally all over her cheeks and then rubbed his lips and chin against her cheeks making both of them dry like no tears got there…

He has no hanky to offer her, now…so he used his own way to wipe her tears…by his lips and his own cheeks rabbing softly there...and then he kissed again...those cheeks...those dears cheeks...

It was so soft and natural…that khushi was just closing her eyes…her hands clutching the collar of his shirt…

She doesn't react…and he was like applying a balm on the wounds of her heart… it felt little hurt at first and then she let it be as it was really soft…so soft…and innocent…and right…legate…

when she doesn't react, he felt like she's weak at that moment and he's maybe abusing of her state…but he couldn't stop…the temptation was strongest that his reasonable thought to stop…and he looks now at her lips...maybe due to her crying and her biting them from nervousness, her lips are naturally red, deeply red and…little pulpy…little hurt...little in need to be kissed by his lips...to be caressed by his kiss...

He looks at her eyes…waiting for her to open them to that he could see in her eyes, in her soul…he needs that…she's breathing so heavily now…thanks god his both arms are there to protect her from falling or losing balance…

she felt his hot breath on her face...being a woman...she felt without even looking that he was about to kiss her on her lips...And suddenly, she hugged him again, hiding her face on his chest…for a little moment then all of a sudden also, she left his arms and runs away from him, pushing him hardly…as fast as she could, she disappear…

It was like a punishment…he got her…all of her…vulnerable and open to him…next second he's empty hands…he felt that emptiness doubled…tripled…because it was sudden and little violent to him…because even he was all vulnerable and open to her…and when she pushed him that way, it felt not right and unfair...but he controlled his anger breathing deeply and smelling her scent all over his hands, shirt...all over him...

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Of course Lily presence will never let the situation gone strange or awkward between the couple…

No, no, no…

She needs to eat dinner with them…

She needs to play with them…

She needs to talk, to ask, to make them talk also…and to make them forget a little about what just happened in the room…

her red cheeks...his almost kiss...

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It was dinner time and they take the dinner in the living room…everyone his plate on his lap...

Again…he was looking at khushi…stealing glances at her and that…of course wasn't unnoticed by little Lily…

She was eating but her eyes were moving from Arnav's side to khushi's side…

Khushi has eyes only for Lily…recommending her to finish her meal…helping her…

but...

khushi's cheeks are burning…it felt like he bitted her with his lips there but he has only rubbed his lips and cheeks... he maybe smooched on her cheeks little bit hardly enough to make them all red…she washes them with cold water …still they are all red and burning…especially her left cheek…she got sensible skin…because it doesn't hurt when he's doing that…even now, it doesn't hurt but they are so red and reminding khushi that he kissed her there...

he kissed her all over there...

not only a normal and one kiss...

Arnav was only looking at khushi…

with some silent and guilty eyes..

what the hell he has done to her cheeks??!...

God!...they are all red now, and not due to shyness but due to the way he ate them up like a mad man…and she's so silent and no once she looked at him…even by mistake…

what if he has...kiss...someting else????

After dinner, Khushi arranged the plates…cleaned the kitchen…more than once, she touched her cheeks to make them cold…and after cleaning the kitchen, she went to the bathroom…to look at her face on the mirror…it was so soft but the effect on her cheeks was like he kissed them widely…she caresses her cheeks…they are so hot even when she washed them again and again with cold water…her heart was beating the more…he kissed her on her cheeks and was about to kiss her lips…she felt it…his hot breath...

His words creating havoc on her heart and her stomach was paining from emotions that she couldn't identify…she lightly touch to food, she couldn't eat anything but drinking water…thanks god, Lily doesn't notice that…or notice her cheeks…

she tried to apply her BB cream on her cheeks to make it look better…

the image of his eyes...and touch is burning her cheeks...but her heart also...but all over her body...why is she feeling like that? dear God...help! help!

and then she comes back to living room…all silent…

In the living room…there was both lily and arnav like waiting for her to come finally and that sight calm her down and she smiles lightly:

-mum, come…

Khushi looks at her…what she should do?...should she stay? How she could escape his eyes…those sexy eyes scanning her from top to bottom…

- we goanna play!...all together mumma...

Lily looks excited to her mum…smiling cutely...

What? Play? Play with him? Right now?...oh no! no!

K:-I…I'm sleepy…lily…thought I'm goanna sleep, now, you too with me!

-but…mum…mum! …please come!...want to play!

Lily stands up and goes towards khushi…circling her half waist with her tiny arms:

-jutht (just) for few time…only a little… paa will close his eyes and he will find us, if he catch me fitht (first), I lose, if he catch you firtht you lose!...

Lily explains clearly while Arnav was waiting for her answer…khushi's answer…

Lily jumping to beg khuhsi more…and she kisses on her stomach many times while jumping, making Khushi nod positively as she couldn't refuse anything to Lily… Lily jumping now from happiness…

Arnav smiles and he starts searching a fabric to cover his eyes…

Lily looks at him:

-what's happened my paa?

-lily…we need fabric to cover my eyes!

-oh!

Lily looks disappointed and looking all over the room…searching…

-no game, paa?...no clothes here, even…

Arnav looks at her, disappointed:

-ok! Let's choose another game, angel!

Lily pouted…Arnav was thinking about sth else...Lily prefers that one game...

L:-oh no...

she looks down, sad and disapointed...

K:-no but here my lily!

Khushi smiles giving lily her dupatta:

-I used to play that game with it, me and …

Khushi was about to finish her sentence when she noticed what she has just do…and her dupatta was in lily's hand now:

-here paa! Let's thtart, now!

Seeing her excitement, khushi just smiles and they start the game…

Arnav with khushi pink dupatta around his eyes looking so cute…

While he's searching them…khushi was worried if he hits the wall or if he falls…she was worried…

Lily was giggling touching him then escaping…he wasn't able to catch her…

But the game in first round was only about Arnav and Lily…

Khushi was just looking …

-it's unfair maa! You don't play!

-oh but I'm playing!

Khushi tried to come near Arnav and she stands there…inches away…and of course with Lily around…it was impossible to her to not participate and the game starts…

And this time…lily was the judge…

Oh yes…she was the angel…unconsciously, the cupid...between them…

Hiding behind her maa…and giggled…

Arnav following the sound of her giggles and he walks towards the source…and of course, he hits khushi not hardly…but enough to make her lose her balance and catches his shirt to not fall down…or to not fall on Lily who is standing just behind her…

With a hand Arnav also catches her arm…and with his other hand, he took off the dupatta:

-I catch you…

He said huskily…

-I win!

He said looking straight at her eyes…making her heart beats like never before...

-yeeey Paa win! Paa win!...now, me, paa, my turn! Cover my eyes, paa!

Arnav smiles looking at a confused Khushi…and then, looking down at his excited lily:

-close your eyes,little baby!

He asks lily and puts the dupatta around her head, covering her eyes…

Both him and khushi walk back to let lily look for them cutely…

-where are you?

She asked cutely, trying to cheat, moving little bit the dupatta from her eyes…she's looking at them and acting she's not…

-you're here?

Asking them again so cutely that Arnav comes to her and just lifts her up…

-paa???

She takes off the dupatta…

-you shouldn't cheat, I can see you're looking at us!

-Paa!?

Lily was confused and pouted with her rosy lips…

This makes Arnav amused…the way they pouting same way…that was the cutter thing he can see in the whole word…

Arnav smiles…he's happy man… he's so happy and the reason was Lily and some other feeling…he looks at khushi…she still troubled and playing with two bangles on her wrist…he looks at her wrist and it's too marked by him…little red due to his fingers trace on it…he stops smiling and looks at it with guilty eyes…he doesn't mean to be harsh…in the contrary…he's so concerned…he just want to be…attentive to her but look…the result…

What the…

He's not able to behave with a woman normally…???

He's not able to touch a woman softly now or what???

Her skin is so vulnerable…he thought…she got baby skin…so soft also…he needs to be careful...if he wants to touch her again…it will be good if he would be more gentle, using his hands on her…

Khushi was feeling even more confused…:

-let's…let's watch TV now…

She said to bring his attention to reality back…but it wasn't enough…only Lily's peck on his cheek could bring him back…

Lily is like understanding what is going on…

Unconsciously, she gives her paa the time to admire her maa and then when she felt her maa uncomfortable, looking at both of them with smart eyes…she always acts to stop him…but now many questions are in her little head…why her paa is looking like that to her maa? He takes so many time to look at her…without saying anything…and why her maa is looking down all the time…and she's troubled...

Lily looks at her maa...and then her paa…

So awkward…

she pouted...she's sleepy now...

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Chapter 23:

Almost Kiss ...

Night time:

Ar:-and now…you both sleep in the bed! I'm goanna cover you both!

He was talking to them in same tone…like they were both his kids…

It doesn't matter for Khushi…she was so tired after playing that much and crying that much…and getting confused and shy all the day…with his intense gaze…she gave up totally…

Arnav covered them with the huge warm blanket…

Lily still excited due to their game…she's more excited now to sleep in the big bed with her maa and Paa…

Arnav without hesitation comes too to bed and lay there…

The other side…

Lily under the blanket holds her mum's hand with her tiny hand and her paa's hand with the other…

Lily:-I'm happy!

She said taking a deep breath…from excitement…

-we played…we played a lot my paa!...we should live here!

She said finally…like taking a big decision…

Arnav:-oh! but what about the others in RM?

Arnav smiles kissing her forehead…

- yeth…I love them too, they should come here…with us!

Arnav smiles…but he can feel Khsuhi who is still confused…maybe because they are sharing same bed…

-Paa…I love both of you paa and maa!

-I love you too Angel!

Arnav said…and Lily looks at Khushi waiting for her answer…looking with her shinny green eyes…

Khushi:-and I love you more my Lily so so so so so so so much!

That's when she felt Lily hugging her under blanket…like a baby kitty; she stuck to her…hiding all of her little form on her mumma…she smiles feeling her…but her smile vanished when she looks that he was there looking at her…with his intense gaze, chocolaty eyes…

-Paa, thtory (story)

Lily said under the blanket…

-your command!

He said smirking…closing the lamp beside him…only the side lamp of khushi was lighting now…Arnav starts his story…

His voice was soft and like whispering…Khushi starts by closing her eyes…his voice was a caress to the ear…

Arnav can't believe that he doesn't even have the time to finish the story that he can see that both…yes both…are sleeping…

But…damn it…he wasn't able to sleep…thinking about her…looking at her deep sleep…he felt his blood is boiling…looking at her innocent face…at lily who is stuck to her like that…Arnav goes insane…the fact that she accepts to be the mother of his daughter was a precious thing and he goanna not take advantage of this situation…but why there is only that force pushing him to caress her hair, slowly…to caress her hand…

He stops…he stands up from the bed slowly…

He can't anymore…he can't bear being with that such beauty and…just sleep like an angel…he's after all…a human being and…he knows that if he goanna stay there…he goanna break all the rules…

He gets out…simply lay on the sofa of the living room…

Being the great ASR…and he's sleeping like a poor man…he is pitying himself…he just closes his eyes…and the memory of the taste of her tears comes back to his mind…he taste them like a mad man and he kissed her cheeks and was about to kiss her lips…

Her lips…he turns the other side nervously trying to sleep, to get away those thoughts but how???

She's all soft and no doubt her lips will be softer…

Dear God!

And her…neck…he could see her milky neck…and then her perfume, her eyes, the touch of her body close to him, hugging him…he's troubled and affected…so affected…he's feeling hot…and sweating…he thought about her more than he should!

He stands up…

He washes his face with cold water…

He opens the window…

Fresh air…for his fever was like a soft breeze, it doesn't work…

He was used if he wanted something he gets it….and now, what?

He can't get what he wants…he could get but he's hesitating…

First, what he wants???

He's not sure about it…

He wants her…but…what about her?? What about what she's feeling about him?

He's not sure…he's now angry about the fact that he's not sure…

ASR is always sure…

And now no desire to sleep…even when he lies on the sofa again…

And for his surprise, he finds her dupatta…her pink dupatta lying with him on the sofa…

God…

He touches it…

He smells it…

He holds it…softly, delicately…

The sound of her giggling with Lily…

The fact that she's more childish than Lily…

He smiles…he could sleep now…

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Morning time:

She wasn't able to find her dupatta…

She looks at it everywhere…

Thanks god, Anjeli sent some clothes to them or else she would be wearing the same outfit and without dupatta…

Anjeli had sent a violet saree to her…

Khushi had her shower and wears it…

He wasn't at the room…she guessed he wakes up early and he's working…

No reddish marks in her cheeks anymore…it's gone…but the mark of his fingers on her wrist still there…she touched it…and unconsciously, she smiles…she puts some lipstick…don't know why but…she wanted to look like Mrs Khushi Gupta Singh Raizada for real like he said…

She comes to Lily who is still sleeping deeply…pouting her lips while sleeping…was too cute…khushi kissed her forehead…

-my little baby…

Khushi tried to wake her up…caressing her cheek…her hair:

-my Lily…my angel…wake up my baby…you're not hungry? Mum…yes…I'm so hungry…wake up please…

Lily won't…she's deeply sleeping and khushi gets pity of this…she covered her again…and stands up…taking a deep breath:

-ok, I will prepare the breakfast and come back to you, naughty Lily, you should wake up because…

She thought about him being there…what if he tries to….to talk to her like yesterday…

She decided any way to get out the room…

She wished she doesn't did this…

The moment she gets out and didn't find him in the living room…she decided to go to the kitchen to prepare the breakfast and for her surprise, she find him, there….

Drinking water while he's shirtless…

Again????...again she could see his perfect chest all exposed…

She wanted to get out but…

Arnav:-Good morning!

Why his voice at morning was so…so husky??? Even more husky than yesterday….and than any time before…

She's already breathing heavily…

K:-good…good morning!

She whispered it, looking down…and wanted to go out…

Arnav:-it's ok!...I'm leaving from the kitchen!

He said understanding she won't to be at the same place as him and that she's totally confused…her cheeks starts to be red…this time, due to shyness…

He wanted really to leave the place…

But…

What he should do when her confusedness leads her to some awkward move…

She starts to act all cool…

He starts to walk towards the door where she's standing…and she starts moving awkwardly, wanting to give him space to get out, she stands right in the door, side way…

How he's supposed to pass the door…if he goanna get out…he will definitely touch her barely…

But what the hell…he could…he walks side way to get out and at the door…she decided to move to give him more space…

He can't anymore…

Yesterday…

All the night…

And now…

With that saree…

She's more than angel…

Beautiful!

No!

She's not…she's more than beautiful…

And she's…checking him out…damn it!...she's looking at him…at his chest, thought his stomach…also...

-every morning, I workout…

He said explaining the fact that he's shirtless, sweating and drinking like a starved male the bottle of water…

A drop of water was caressing all over his chest…

-workout….

She said wanting to control or to save the situation:

-you workout…it's good… for health!

What the…

She's also…more confused at what she just said…his gutter mind is alarmed…was alarmed days back…but he's controlling…like a good guy but what now???

He keeps looking at her…not ready to move…

-there is coffee and we can prepare toasts!

The wolf starts seducing the little red riding hood…

"Come in to the kitchen…because I want to eat you up"…It sounds like this…

She nodded positively…she comes in…he was already in…

-coffee in the first rack!

He said…her hair is still wet…

She starts preparing the coffee…he still there…she closed the window's kitchen…if he goanna stay like this, he will catch cold…she thought…

Ar:-I'm goanna help…

He said standing by her back…

Kh:-you go…to shower!

She said always hesitating while talking to him…

She turned to find him standing near her…her eyes opened wide…

She's not worry…not worry at all…no…why to be worried…

But why the kitchen is so small like this?

He occupied all the space…intoxicating the oxygen she still could breathe…

-excuse me!

She whispered wanting to move from there…

-Lily waked up?

He wanted to be sure…

-No!...she's still sleeping, thought we slept late yester…day!

She realized last minute the trap…he wanted to be sure Lily is sleeping…

But she ignored him…she starts nervously searching the mugs…

She's feeling his eyes on her…she prayers for Lily to wake up and come fast to save her mum…

He looks at her…bare back…he knows that she tried to make the saree covers a lot of her skin…but a saree will remain a saree…and with her hair on her one shoulder…he could see the golden dori of the saree…

With the back of his hand he wanted to touch her back…but he repents…

He's so close…so, she's so stressed…

Cutting the bread to prepare toasts…nervously…and because she was awkward by nature, she cuts her fingers…

-aaahhh…

She screamed in pain…

two fingers are hurt…and blood was out so fast…

because he was to close…he comes to hold her bleeding fingers…

-you can't see?...are you…??...you can't be more careful?

He's troubled and seeing her blood, he lose it and he shouts at her… he doesn't see her teary eyes and he just washes the wound with water…

He puts her hand under the cold water…he presses his body in her back, maybe unconsciously but feeling that she closes her eyes tight…she could feel him and it kills…

His hard body was dominating her petite form…he's washing the wound while hugging all of her into him from behind…but it stopped…

with a clean kitchen towel, he presses hard on the wound to stop the blood…

He wanted to see…it was a deep wound…

Arnav:-damn it!

He saw her tears…the blood wouldn't stop…

-did it pain???? Why should we eat if you goanna hurt yourself like this!!! Damn with all this!

-I'm…ok (sobs)

He's shouting like it was his wound…why he's shouting???

-come!

They come to the isolated bathroom…

He gets out the aid box…

He disinfected the wound…puts plaster on each finger…

-you're ok?

He asks…she's silent looking at her hand between his hands…she nodded positively…

-I'm…when I get nervous I shout…I shouldn't…I'm…

He was about to say "I'm sorry"…but she's looking at him like a baby…

-I'm ok!

She's pale…

Unable to look up at his eyes…she looks down at his proximity…at the position…with that position he was so close to her…

Before she could say anything…she was stopped by his insisting lips on her palm…he kissed in the center of her palm…close to her wounded fingers…

-it does hurt, I know!

He whispered against her hand…

She felt a weakness on her knees…

he will not understand, she thought…it's so new for her all this…why he's insisting to make this more complicated?…she's not used to see shirtless hot men early at morning! and now he's so close, shirtless and kissing her palm…she goanna faint…she knows and she's such a looser…she can't even control her breath…a catastrophe!… better she stays like this, not making any move…not saying anything…

she's feeling another peck on her wrist…

better pray…doing silent prayers…she closes her eyes…

feeling him applying an ointment on her wrist…

she takes a look…oh…he's taking care of on the red marks of his fingers on her wrist, now…

if he goanna be that soft…and if that medical session will continue…it's better to keep closing her eyes…

-Maa!

God!

She goanna keep a fast soon…her Lily saves her…

She takes off her hand from his embrace…he took her waist all of a sudden…she wanted to leave…

-I…

-shhh…

She nodded negatively…

He nodded positively…looking towards her lips…

He wanted to peck her lips…but last moment, she turned her face and he pecked her cheek…

-Paa!

Lily form outside called them again…

She tried to push him…but he let off her gently…

And she left him in the bathroom…to run to Lily…and he wasn't able to retain her…but he couldn't retain his heart from beating so fast… she turns to look at him leaving the bathroom… searching his towel…and she tries to look only at Lily…

Khushi troubled looks at Lily:

-my baby

-maa, didn't find you! Didn't find paa!

-we are just here, my angel, come!

Khushi lifts her…

-little tummy is hungry, na?...goanna freshen up, first?

-haan!

-oh cutie…

Khushi kissed her baby…

-first wash only your face and hands, after eating, I will give you a bath! Ok?

Lily nodded still all sleepy…hair in a mess…she is like a doll, and she's rubbing her eyes…

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God may help…

He's fuming…he's feeling like a frustrated man…and he should work and work to not think about what he did…

Typing on Laptop, making calls, checking agenda, signing in papers, he installed his laptop outside, in the garden and Khushi could see like fumes getting out his head…of course not but she's sure that if she goanna just talk to him, he would revolt and shou…or he would kiss her lips hard, she's sure so she keeps calm…

Lily spends time on learning how to write "Arnav"…

Irony of fate…

She has to see Lily trying to draw his name over and over again…for the whole morning…

She called Anjeli, she talked with her and with her buaji and her nani…

She does all but be close from his territory…

Lily was all absorbed…if she got papers and colors, she will not look for more…

Her baby was so calm; she's blessed to have a baby like her…

Lily was pouting while writing and Khushi was the one disturbing her by kissing her all the way…

-why you're that much adorable Lily?

Lily just smiles and back to her "Arnav" task…

Time to lunch…

Trouble regains Khushi…

What she goanna do?

Call him for lunch?

No, she will not call him, let him do like in the breakfast…

In the breakfast, he just takes his coffee and leave…

Now, he could have his plate and leave also…

Khushi pouted, all what she has to do is putting some food in the microwave…

She prepares three plates with the ready food Aman brings yesterday…

She puts a plate before Lily and she shouted cutely:

-Paa…it's readyyy!!!

Khushi couldn't stop her…

And here he comes…she avoided his gaze…she tried…but wanted to see him…

What's that?

He's hardly trying to control…his:

Frustration?

Anger?

Why??

Because he's ASR…he wanted something but couldn't get it the way he wants…because he's ignoring totally what it happens to him…inside him… inside his heart…

But he ate…despite everything with them…silently…he gets out immediately touching barely at the food…

Lily looks at him leaving the dining table…

-Paa is angry!

She confirmed…Khushi nodded positively...

Khushi also doesn't eat…

How to eat in such conditions?...she knows that if he tries once…he will try twice and then…what she should do???...but also for Lily, she couldn't let him angry for a long time…

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chap 24:

New friend...

Lily was busy…watching cartoon on TV…sitting in the center of the sofa…hugging a pillow….

Khushi thought about preparing some tea…for him…

It was difficult to go to him and give it but she has to pacify the atmosphere or it will be fire…cause of his anger…

She comes to him in the terrace, outside…while he was working on his laptop…

-tea?

She asked, putting already the cup in front of him…

-no!

He said without looking at her…

-why?

She asked but next second regretted…

But he finally looked at her, with his irresistible gaze…:

-because I don't like it!

-but green tea is good for health!

She bitted her lower lip…seeing his eyes looking straight at her eyes….

-but why you're carrying about my health?

he asked huskily...making even her nose going red...

-because ...you carry about mine!

He looks at her…finally…she is speaking…he's even challenging her eyes color of honey, but this time, she has all the courage to look at him and speak to him…even if she has to blush cutely...

Ar:-we are not supposed to care about each other!

Kh:-yes…but we already did!

they are both thinking about that stupid deal, now...but Arnav was in another mood...he wanted just to tease her, to listen to what she has to say to him...

-what we did?

he asked...

-we…care about each other!

She answers confused…and She just leaves the tea there and walking away from there…leaving Arnav smirking…

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She wasn't ready for that…

She doesn't stop saying to herself "he's not mine" …and because she repeated to herself that so much, she's not ready to receive from him what she's receiving yesterday and today…

And because she's used to the sadness those previous months…it was difficult to feel safe and somehow "loved", those days, with Lily and him…

But the problem was that she knows that the little sweet moments that she's living with him are like a mirage…she shouldn't believe on it…and she won't think too much…

The only sure source of happiness was her Lily, for now…

She comes back to her…kissed her forehead…

-I want to play, maa!

Lily said to her…

-come!

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Both go to the front garden and its related to farm…there are some trees and Lily starts running all around…

And khushi walking there…controlling her…

-don't run too fast!

She yelled…it was a chance to her to walk out and breath some fresh air…Lily picks some flowers and gives to her…and then runs away again…

-mum!!! come to look!

Lily shouted excited…

-ohhh a dog! Don't touch it Lily!

-why?

-because we don't know from where he's? if he's dirty or no! if he's savage or no!

-mum, but he's cute! Look!

-from where he's?

Khushi asked herself but Lily answers her:

-he jutht come to me! He's my friend!

Khushi smiles…

-maybe someone lost him here!

-poor dog!

Lily said pouting…

A cutie little dog was looking at them with a pity gaze…moving his head cutely…standing there, don't moving looking at Lily and then at Khushi…

-he's hungry!

-Milk! (lily said smartly)

-I can't leave you here alone with him!

- I will go and bring milk, maa!

-No, we goanna go together! But…he will leave!

-I will bring milk maa, please, maa!

-no! Just stay!

Khushi looks at the cute puppy…he's so small and looking at them…

-come we will go and bring milk if he's still waiting for us means he liked us!

Lily nodded positively…

Both start to walk…the puppy following them…

Lily giggled…

Khushi also was amused…

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-he's so cute!

Now the puppy was inside the kitchen eating the milk Khushi gave to him in a little plate…

-don't caress him, we are not sure he's clean or not!

-but maa…

-my baby…I will touch first, ok?

-ok!

Khushi touched finally the baby dog who doesn't move his head out of the milk…

-awiii…he's so soft…I'm sure he get lost!

Lily touched also…

-he's my friend, maa!

-so fast? Wait a little maybe he has already a friend!

-but maa!...I want him to be mine…

Lily pouted…

-me too my Lily…I loved him already…awww…he's cute…

Now the two of them where caressing him…

-I love him!

-I love him too!

Arnav was listening to that…he couldn't believe his ears…if she loves him why to say so to Lily…why she can't confess to him, that…but…she loves him already?? Means…what it means??? Oh God…but any way she couldn't say that to Lily…Arnav gets tensed…

He gets inside the kitchen to see a puppy playing with them jumping cutely…before their shining eyes and irresistible smiles…

Arnav: -A dog?!

He asked and both of them look at him…

-yeh…Paa…Paa…can we keep him?

Arnav looks at the dog…

-from where did you get it?

-outside!

Khushi replies…

For the first time, they heard the little barking of the dog towards Arnav…

-it's ok Thushi (Sushi)…it's ok…he's my paa, naa…you don't have to worry…

Yes, they decided to call him "Sushi" as Khushi was wishing if she had a little puppy or kitty she will call it this way…

-but…

-Paa!

He saw how both are kneeling on the floor beside him but he hates to keep little things like that along with him in same house:

-Lily! I don't want to keep this here, so better, he leave from here!

If he calms down Lily's excitement…there is also Khushi's excitement …he looks at them silently… both disappointed…with puppy faces…

-Paa (lily pouting)

Khushi stands up, looking at her Lily all sad, she walks towards Arnav…

-Please…

She said taking a deep breath…

-please, let us keep Sushi…

-haa paa…please paa…

Somehow Arnav was enjoying there "please" but…he hates keeping animals in house…he hates all what can keep a mess in the house or else, he will said yes easily to them…and he will bring every cute puppy in this world to just satisfy those eyes staring at him…

To not get impressed by them…he just get out of the kitchen…he can't anymore behave against his wants and values…he spoiled them a lot, already…

Khushi looked at Lily…

-it's ok, now, stay with Sushi, I'm coming back…

****

Arnav entering the room…wanting to relax a little…but he don't know that khushi is following him…she's walking fast to reach him…

khushi:-Please say yes!

She said little out loud…he turns towards her, little surprised…and without wanting to…he hits her, she was walking just behind him that's why…

he's surprised…she's shocked…she tried to pull back…whispering "sorry" but unconsciously or consciously, his hands encircle her slim waist, crushing her body to him, giving new sensations, even different from this morning…his touch was more firm, more powerful…she gasped as it was too much to handle for her…

-Ar…naa..vji…

-what?

-I…

-what do you want? I'm listening!

-the…puppy…is little…and need us…

She said looking finally up to him…feeling his hands on her bare waist…she looks down again…trying to control the situation…and her trouble...

kh:-please…I never…ask something like this of you!

She's desperate…

Cutely desperate…

He likes that…no!

He loves that!

But he keeps looking at her all serious and silent…while it felt so right to have her like this in his arms, he gets used and he prefers to have her always like this…

-Please, I mean for Lily only…she loved him…

Damn it…she's…making his heart weak the more…he's even feeling his heart little paining seeing her…but his mind was thinking about this morning and how he missed kissing her…he looks at her shivered rose lips…

-I'm not used to the uncompleted tasks!

He said devouring her beautiful face with his eyes… she looks up to him, straight at his eyes….

What?…she can't understand…she's dumb…shivering in his hands… he has to push her more into him…he has to protect her from him…yes…but…

Desire darkening his eyes the more and the feel of her looking at him like that with bit of scare, bit of challenge and bit off shock with all that beauty was something he can't resist…

-uncompleted tasks…

She said little bit scared… repeating his words…

-hmm

He confirms that…breathing right on her face, taking her part of oxygen…he knows he's rough, egoist when it comes to her but here he's feeling like it's his right to claim her this way, to hug her this way, to kiss those lips…she is…after all…before God, family and all the world…his legal wife…

Arnav: -you're m…

he closes his eyes...fighting to tell her something... fighting the desire to kiss her...

-Paa…shushi wants to tell you a thing!

Lily looks at them…

She's inside the room…

She looks at her maa and paa like that but she wasn't shocked…like it was natural for her or maybe because she was so busy wanting to convince her paa…

Khushi wanted to push him, all shocked but Arnav leaves her gently… looking now at his daughter…

Lily advanced towards them:

-come on shushi, tell paa…

Lily kneeled to caress the puppy…

And the puppy makes like some light sounds like he was for real begging Arnav…

Arnav retains a smile…Khushi noticed that…

-Please!

She said whispering…for the last time…

-First, we should bring a veterinary, to be sure…

He said firmly…

Khushi smiles all happy…means it's a "yes"…

Khushi:-yes!

Lily:-paa, it's ok?

Arnav nodded…and Lily starts giggling…running to him…the puppy following…he loved already his new adoptive family…

Lily comes to him…hugged him tight…kisses all over his face…

-Paa…you're betht paa ever…

Khushi looks at them, not forgetting their second missed kiss…

But for now she was all happy too…

Arnav calls Aman so fast to bring a veterinary with him…

*****

Now Lily playing with her new friend in the garden and Khushi making some coffee and some snacks to Lily, Arnav and also Aman who stays for a little work with Arnav…after the veterinary examine the dog and left…

Now…

Lily and sushi are playing in the garden…

Arnav and Aman are also installed not far away, they are in the terrace…

Outside, all seems perfect…the weather was also perfect; a soft breeze making khushi feels happy…without a reason…

She comes with coffee and a huge plate where she prepares little yummy things to eat…

Arnav eyes looking at her…

It looks like one of those dreamy scenes where all seems perfectly beautiful…

Her…

Her hair flying little bit by the breeze…

Her carrying for him…

She brings those, like she's feeling he's hungry while he has to work…

The giggles of Lily playing…

Arnav smiles lightly…

And…Khushi was blushing furiously…

It's alright if he looks at her when they are alone but with this Aman here…

She's feeling so confused…

But Aman attacks already the plate; she poses on the table…

Kh:-I'm thinking it's good to eat something while you're working!

She said with her soft voice, making Arnav lose himself in her the more…

She looks at Arnav…stealing some gazes towards him…

Aman:-woow thanks! It's amazing…it's nice! I love this! Thank you madam!

Kh:-you can call me Khushi!

Aman nodded smiling…

Arnav looks at him giving an angry look…

-no, Mrs Raizada…you call her so!

He looks at Khushi...

But she looks down and leaves them towards her Lily and Sushi…

She doesn't know if she should trust this happiness…follows that ray of sunshine or be careful and don't believe on it…

Living her day without thinking of tomorrow…

Or living with that fear of tomorrow…

She looks at her Lily…

She calls her and hugs her tight…

Lily:-I love you too!

She said smiling, breathing hard because she was running with Sushi…all happy…

Khushi gets an idea, suddenly...looking at the water hose, used for watering the plants…

-let's wash Sushi!

She said taking the horse in her hand…

******

Arnav hearing giggles…of Lily but also of Khushi now…

Aman cleared his throat…looking at his boss…bothered with dreamy eyes…in some other word…

Arnav couldn't see much as between the terrace and the garden there are so much plants and trees…but he wants to see what's going on in there…

He looks at Aman:

Arnav:-will continue in the office tomorrow! Enough for now!

He stands up…

Aman knows his boss well so he doesn't waste so much time, he disappeared from there…he knows that his boss wants and needs to share some good moments with his family, alone…so, he leaves from there discretely…

Arnav comes to them…

He was numb seeing them all wet…

From head to bottom, they were playing with water…

-what the…

He only success to said looking at them…

When Khushi…all shocked with the hose in her hands…she turns suddenly…to wet all of him with water accidently…

With the fear and choc…she keeps pointing the garden hose towards him…water wetting his shirt, pants, shoes, hair…all over him…

And he was angry at first and shocked at the contact of cold water on him…but then…

Her trouble makes him forget about that…

Lily was already giggling at that…

While Khushi throws the hose on the floor…shivering before him the more…

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#140

chap 25:

Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam doon?

Arnav looks at Khushi with wide eyes…

All wet…

He passes his hand on his hair, he looks down at his clothes…he looks down at Lily all wet and giggling…at Khushi all wet and shivering from little coldness and lot of fear…

He retains a smile…

He couldn't anymore retain it…

He just…giggled…taking all the stress out…

Khushi was admiring how much he's adorable while laughing…

He's even more handsome…

Khushi smiles finally seeing his mood changed…

The hose falls off in between her hands…

She's for the first time seeing him like that…

She's all mesmerized even when he stops laughing…

Arnav took the hose…wanting to take his revenge…

Lily:-oh no….Paa…

She said running away…Sushi barking following her…all around…

Khushi also wanted to run away but it was too late…

First, he catches her from behind…shower her with the water, all amused…

-Paa leave maa…na…

Lily pleaded…

So, he pointed the water on Lily too…she giggled running away, again…

Trapped….Khushi is totally in his arms and couldn't move…

Feeling the wetness and warmness same time…warmness of his chest against her back…

With one hand encircling her waist…he's almost lifting her by one…he's walking and trying to shower Lily same way…

She's feeling his breath in her nape…

-Arnavji!

She difficultly called him…pushing away his hand on her tummy and waist…

-shhh…look!

He drops the hose of water from his hand to point at the sky, showing her…

The color of the sky announcing the twilight…was so beautiful…

Incredibly beautiful…

The light of the sun seems insisting to stay for some other minutes…

The sun is now perfectly orange…

The sky had all the degrees of orange colors, little of purple, little of yellow…

Khushi smiles seeing it…

He can side way see her smile…and then looks at the sky…he smiles too looking at it…

It was really beautiful…

The farmhouse was so near of the nature with all her beauties…

They admire it when they feel anew the water on them…

Both look surprised at Lily giving them a shower….it was her turn to take revenge…

Arnav hugs khushi the more…pressing her on him…hiding his face on her nape…while khushi hides her face with her hands...

-oh no…lily…No…

Khushi giggled…

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Water game and twilight…

Was perfect moment ever…
the three of them lived…

Even poor Sushi who is barking when they all enter…leaving him in the kitchen alone, closing the door behind…

He was all wet so Arnav refuses to that he enter also the bathroom and the room with them…

Khushi puts Lily in the bathtub full of warm water…

She starts bathing her while she still all wet…shivering…

Arnav was there…

-the other room has a shower too…you go, I will take care of Lily!

He said to her…

Because she was feeling cold and needed some warm water, she nodded and leave Lily…

Arnav looks at Lily enjoying swimming in the tub…playing with water…

Ar:-you like to stay here for a little?

Lily nodded…she can't have enough of water…

-ok, stay here a little, I will go and look for a towel for you, you stay good girl, ok?

-ok!

Arnav looks at the towels which are on a closet in the guest's room…he thought that khushi may forget to take one as the towels were there untouchable…

He just go other room…he knocked and when there is no reply, he enters…

He knocked again at the bathroom door…

No sound of water in the shower…

A:-you need a towel…I thought…I bring that to you…

Khushi fighting with the zip of her petticoat…placed on the back…the blouse and the petticoat refused to be taking off as they are all wet…stuck to her body…and her fingers are hurt from the morning, it was difficult for her…

k:-ohh…great…

She said…

A:-any problem?

-no!

She shouted nervously…

-ouch…

She hurts herself by the zip which being so close to her skin and forced by her to be opened…

Hearing that…he tries opening then the door, Khushi forgets to lock…she thought she locked it…but here he's inside…

Looking at her…

With only a petticoat and a blouse…she felt all shy…
-you?
she hides herself immediately with her hands…trying to hide her bare waist…

But he walks towards her…

Nervously, she walked back…turned other side…

He's now facing her milky back only…

He could see a red trace in the level of the zip…before she makes her long hair hide from him all her back, hiding also the zip…

A:-you want to take it off?

K:-no!

She said firmly…

K:-it's ok, you can go!

She said with a weak voice…she knows he will not leave that easily…

A:-you can't take a shower with your clothes on!

He said walking towards her…

Touching her hair to put it on one side of her shoulder…

-no!

She turns fast to face him…

He was so close…

When she turns his eyes fall on her cleavage…

She saw it and turns again to her position…

A:-let me help you!...Don't worry!

He ordered…

This time he firmly puts away her long hair…

He's feeling she stopped breathing when his warm hand touched the end of her back…on the level of the zip of her petticoat…but he just unzipped it, difficultly…then, she felt that his hand leave it…but again his fingers come back to rub the red trace, caused by her when she tried to take it off…

His fingers caress her back…from there to the dori of the blouse…that he untied…

She felt a weakness in her knees…closing her eyes…

But it wasn't enough…

He has to catch her, holding her by waist…because when she felt his lips on her back…she was about to go away from him…

He firmly holds her to him…he makes her turn to face him…

Little forcefully, he pulled her chin up to him…

Still holding her chin…he waits for her to look at him…

Once he could see the same feeling he has in her eyes…

He places his hand on the back of her head…to pull her face closer…

Khushi was feeling all weak…her hands clutch his wet shirt…

She's wide awake…that her first kiss goanna happen that second…when she felt his lips on her lips…

For the first time of her life…she's been that close to a person…

For the first time she's feeling high…

Closing her eyes, losing her mind…

Unconsciously, her lips were parted like to welcome him…

She felt so warm…even if she's almost naked…

But she couldn't do anything much…

Despite his desires, Arnav was the nicest possible…all his moves were gentle…he kissed her slowly, surely, firmly…like those rosy lips were so much vulnerable…he explored them, taking all his time…feeling them with his lips…when he felt them parted for him…he introduced his tongue…sweet…she's tasting so sweet, the way he imagined…

He so wants to that kiss to last...but he knows she's all nervous…she doesn't kiss him back…he knows she's so much confused to react, because she was only closing her eyes…the important was that he's feeling that she's all ok with it…seeing the way she's arching her body towards him…clutching his shirt tight…

But he felt a salty liquid mixed to the sweetness of her mouth…

Tears…

Her tears??

He opens his eyes…

Suddenly and sadly, he pulled back…

To see tears are dropping from her eyes…Arnav was surprised…he doesn't have the intention to hurt her damn it…

-I…did I hurt…

She nodded negatively…

-N...I'm fine!

She whispered…

He knows she wanted to stay alone now…

-ok…now…you will catch cold…just take a warm bath, ok?

She nodded…looking down…

he just walks away from there…licking his lips, don't believing that he just…just kiss her!...but that he hasn't enough,yet...

Seeing the towel…he wanted to come in again…but he just put it near the door and went away…

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Was it a huge mistake to kiss her?

No, it wasn't!

He wants it!

She wants it!

Then why to cry???

Of course she is mad at him…

Arnav was trying to dry Lily's hair with towel, thinking about it…when he heard her calling him…

She's calling him…"Arnavji"??????

He makes lily put another towel on to get warm:

-will come back, baby…

Lily just nodded…she's happiest child ever…

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He comes to her in the other bathroom…

-khushi?

From the door lightly opened, he could see her beautiful face…

K:-I need…

She said shyly…

K:-my clothes...please!

She continued hesitantly…

If her eyes are avoiding looking at him,
now, they maybe could hide the truth…but her face and expressions couldn't hide it…

She wanted that kiss too…he's sure, she's not mad!…if so, why she doesn't try to push him once, when he was kissing her so slowly, ready any moment to her "push-away" gesture…and why she's now so confident with his presence around…

-Arnavji…

She whispered again seeing he doesn't reply…

-ok!

He nodded…he wanted her to trust him…that's what he wants, now…after that kiss…he doesn't know why…but…he wanted it!

Opening the closet where all their clothes bought by Aman and sent by his sister are there…he finds her nighty white outfit with the dupatta…but then remember!…she will need…that…he looks at them…he finds them hidden on a corner hidden by another saree…

White ones and pink ones…
white or pink?

He smiles…he has to touch her bra now??...her panties…

He felt like he's doing what a husband did…and…no!…no guilt or hesitation in that at all…in the contrary…it felt so right…he picked the white ones…hiding them in the palm of his hand…

He comes back to her…knocked the door…

He will believe that he's a saint or a homosexual if he would just give her those clothes like that, from the door...without teasing or looking...

But he did…he's also proud of himself…he wanted her trust…here he's!

Still when she takes the outfit…she doesn't say anything…

A:-you don't need anything else?

K:-yes…oh…no!...thank you!

-I'm sure, yes, take it!

He tends his hand holding her underwear…

She takes it and closes the door, so fast, breathing heavily…

All that was happening first time with her…how it is possible…all that…???

She has no control on her heart anymore…

And she wanted to laugh, same time to cry…

His touch…his lips…his hands…fingers…

His kiss…

First on her back…

And second, on her lips…she washed her face again…her face was burning form shyness and multitude of feelings…

On the other hand…Arnav was all the way thinking…

How it felt heaven…to touch her, to kiss her…but also he was thinking at the progress of their relation now...

He's like trusting her, also…feeling that he has to open his heart for her, that it felt good when he just listen to his heart…that she's the one deserving his care and his feelings…

Those feelings he couldn't give a name, yet…
can he name this "Love"?