Hey guys I know you have been eagerly waiting for this fic, so i'm really sorry in making you all wait.😳 But I have been really ill as I caught a virus from my siblings and am still slightly ill even now. Anyways i have finally decided to do this as an OS i dont think that I would be able to do a whole ff on this so, sorry. By the way I know most dont like Taani but she will be in this OS also as I like her a lot and I have a right to my own opinion as you all have a right to your own. so please no bashing. ps. i'm really sorry if my hindi pronounciation writing is not good as I am a bengali I dont know how to write hindi so bare with me and ignore my mistakes..😊
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He stormed down the hall pissed off and feeling like the whole world or in his case the whole of his gang was against him. All they ever did these days was try and push him towards Kriya, yeah Kriya! She was back and the first thing she did was apologise to him but he didn't want to listen not one tiny word. She claimed that she wanted to tell him the truth but he was still in pain from when she had hurt him with her words when she had first left the college. He just didn't know what to do, everyone was ganging up on him and overcrowding him, wanting him to just sit and become friends with her again or even to accept her love for him. Didn't she claim she faked everything when it came to loving him? So what was she trying to prove now.
He entered the fire escape hoping that no one would be able to find him, closing the door behind him and then walking down to the last few steps to sit down. He couldn't help but run his hands through his hair in frustration gripping it as if it would stop the headache that he was feeling coming on,
he was still stuck in his angry thoughts and did not realize that someone had opened the fire exit door and entered inside.
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"Are yaar, tum yaha paar bhoot bankar bete kyun ho? I've been looking for you everywhere."
He growled lowly at the sound of the voice, "a'geyi bhootni, a'wo a'wo tum bhi ajao, mujhe us Kriya ka dukh bari kisa batane ki liyeh, but i'm telling you now mujhe kuch bhi nahi sun'na. I dont want to listen, I want to forget everything about her." He should have known his best friend would be the one to come and find him so easily, he turned to look at her feeling a lump forming at the back of his throat and the unwanted tears trying to escape from his eyes, he was trying so hard not to remember all the pain that was caused by Kriya, he had loved her so much yet she had treated him like a no body when she had left. He knew he couldn't hide anything from his bestfriend, she was the one that knew him the best especially about his heartbreak over Kriya. He gulped down the hard lump, quickly swiping at his eyes...
"She hurt me a lot Taani." He finally admitted.
Taani sighs at his dejected pain filled look, going down the stairs to sit next to him and give him a small side hug, holding onto his arm she lay her head on his shoulder trying to give some comfort to him.
"We both know you haven't forgotten her at all Rey, no matter how much you claim to. Jab sachi muchi pyaar hota hai toh dard bhi kabhi kabhi hota hai na?" Giving his arm a squeeze, he responded back with a small smile at her innocence.
"I'm not telling you to hide the pain, but infact joh bhi tumhare dil mein hai woh ja'ke batah doh usse. If you don't tell her how you feel, then you'll be in more pain. I know you still love her go see if your love for her is still worth fighting for, because to be honest I think your really lucky yaar, ki koi tumhe itna pyaar kartha hai, ki woh apna sab kuch chode ke tumhare paas vapas ageyi... But when it comes to the matter of the heart, you don't even want to understand."
He gave her wounded look.
"Yes I talked to her, and don't look at me like that, I had to make sure she wasn't here to hurt you, main apna bestfriend ka duty kiya yaar. Kyun, aren't I the best bodyguard for you, tu ro leh i'll hold your hand." She giggled out showing him what little muscles she had on her stick thin arms, he rolled his eyes and then pushed her finally giving a genuine smile and chuckling along with her.
"You and bodyguard? In your dreams, Salman Khan ka sapna dekh dekh kar tu kahi ko jayegi ek din." Her eyes suddenly looked dreamily at the thought of Salman...
"Hayehhh SALMAN.." Taani sighed wistfully.
</div><div>He ruffled her hair breaking her short attention span.
"Thanks yaar, for not forcing me into anything, I think I am ready to talk to her now." He finally stated, trying to think of what he would say to Kriya.
"No problem dude, now go do your romeo mumbo jumbo stuff and leave me with my Salman." She winked at him.
He nodded not sure if romance with his ex will be a topic or not, he wasn't sure what his heart wanted yet. But maybe he would know when he finally saw her and talked to her.
He walked out in search for Kriya but luck was probably on his side because the next thing you know he had bumped straight in to her,holding her arms when she nearly tumbled over. She looked up at him and gave him a small sad smile. He let go of her still looking into her eyes trying to look for any deception in them, when he couldn't find none he broke his gaze.
She was just about to step away from him when he quickly grabbed onto her arm again.
"Wait, hold on i-i wanted to talk to you." he quickly stated noting the surprised look on her face.
She nodded quickly, and before she could say anything he made a grab for her hand and then turned to find a private place for them to talk; he could feel her gaze on him, but he was glad that she was silent he didn't think he could handle himself if she questioned his actions after all trying to ignore her for so long.
He finally found an empty classroom and letting go of her hand as he entered, hearing the door lock behind her. Well here they were, together yet still so far apart. He didn't know how to begin, so he started pacing around the classroom not even looking at her.
After a few minutes Kriya couldn't handle the silence and the awkwardness in the room.
"Rey... I'm sorry!" she stated not knowing how else to apologise to him.
He turned to look at her she did seem really apologetic, he could see the pain in her eyes, could she be feeling the same pain as him?Remembering what Taani had told him, to be honest and say what was on his mind and heart he finally spoke.
"Sorry for what Kriya, I thought you hated me? yet here you are. Do you know how much you hurt me, do you have any idea what you put me through? I loved you so much damnit, even after all you have done I still love you yet I hate you at the same time, how messed up is that?" He voice rising slowly with each sentence.
Tears started falling from her eyes and he instantly regretted shouting at her.
"ai-i deserved that, but please Rey don't ever think I didn't love you because I did with all my heart, that night I had to lie to you so that you could move on with your life, because my mum didn't want me in yours. But I couldn't stay away, so I came back to tell you how sorry I am and that I still love you too, please believe me." Kriya came near him as if trying to make him understand.
"I don't know what to do." Rey said being honest.
"When I came back I wanted to tell you everything the whole truth but you wouldn't even let me anywhere near you, I still want to if you will just listen." Kriya pleaded with him.
His heart hurt wanting to be nearer to her and believe her words, should he? Should he take that chance again and risk being exposed emotionally towards her? He looked at her again, she seemed like she was trying to reach out to him just waiting for him to be by her side again.
"will you leave me again?" he said in a small voice but it had a strong affect on her.
"Never, if you will still have me." she bit her lips nervously not knowing his answer.
"All i've ever wanted is you Kria, but how do I trust you." She finally stepped near to him almost nose to nose,grabbing a hold of his hand and then placing it just above her heart.
"Just trust in this please and hear me." They stood still watching each other closely as he finally made the move and embraced her, holding her in his arms again was bliss. He didn't know how they would go about with all this confusion but what he did know was that slowly but surely they will find away back together.
"I love you always" she said sending a warm feeling that he hadn't felt since she left straight to his heart.
"I love you too" he said hugging her tighter and then finally kissed her.
She blushed when he finally let go of her now puffed up lips, "Rey I want to tell you..."
He didn't let her finish off her sentence interupting her with his own, "Will work through all that later, can I just please hold you for now." She nodded.
All he wanted now was to embrace her in his arms whatever comes later they will sort it out together. And heal both their heartbreaks together.
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The end.
Sorry if it wasn't good, i did it in a rush, the illness is killing my inspiration streak. So that's all I have. Do comment and let me know your thoughts.
Ps. because I am a newbie to the forum I cant post as much so i'd like to thank everyone who were kind enough to comment on my little prologue thanks a whole bunch, pm me if you have any questions xxx 😉
Edited by stuck.to.you - 12 years ago
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