Love comes with all the feelings, beautiful, and ugly, messy and tricky, cherishable and painful, scary and secure..
Chapter: 7
He turn on the shower to drain all the stress of the day, yet the moment he saw her there infront of him it was already drained out.. he loved the feeling of having her beside him in front of him like this…he chuckled he isn't a child, he is grown up mature person, yet she around him make him behave n feel like this.. as if she is sumthing he has always wanted to.. and he want her so desperately.. so much.. he knew his feelings are taking uper hand on him.. and he is okay with it.. fighting and regretting having them with him hasn't giving him anything other than confusion, pain and restlessness… he now know tht whatever he did was the best.. is the best.. but than there are so many question he want to confront on him self…
Why ur staying in her room Mr Sharma… u had ur room next to her… this wasn't planned
Sigh I know it wasn't planned..honestly I donot know why I want her so close to me 24/7..
Sharing the room , the bed and many things more….can lead u towards the same.. ur going towards the same..
I don't think so.. I know I did tht mistake with Esha.. she thought if we r sharing the room at vacations we will be doing it too.. yet I donot think so with nupur I have to worry about all this… she isn't interested in me for tht..
Ohh such a shame Sharma.. she didn't find u hot n irresistible …
Shut up donot go there .. donot arose my male ego… u know wht with her im not bothered about where we are going… I am moving thts wht counts
Ya ya… donot u think u need to be quick ur beloved wife is waiting for u on dinner table…
Sigh .. wife.. haha such a joke..
When his dad asked to go to Seattle from Newyork he was feeling hell, life is abig dam joke.. once it shows u hope n other way it snatches it… than after long thoughts he get an idea.. he knew he was tricking her but than this lady hasn't left him with anyother options.. and atleast he needs to know ..do they have any chances together.. can they survive the thoughts… can they survive the truth that always when cum infornt of him he feels like running away from there…
So he asked a very very reliable person of his to arrange all this, even Samrat has no clue about all that.. he doesn't want his decision to be influence by anyone.. he doesn't want to get influenced or being reminded of wht to do wht not to.. he wants to do it on his own his ways…
So he arranged everything, perfectly and beautiful to grace her presence.. she should feel special as she is special.. strange it was being wht she is, she should be concern abt the money in her pocket , yet she is always is a person who gets effect so hardly with the gestures…
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Reaching down she doesn't have to do much, the food was prepared and she just has to pore it out.. was warming sum.. but she sitill wasn't sure where this all will lead to.. where is the end of this.. she knew in a month there is end to all this… sumwhere she was feeling being used again…. He will take wht he wants and she will be left again with all tht she had always … nothing….. but than didn't she also want to have this month in her life… alteast when her body will be of no use and will be left torn n tired.. she will have sumthing beautiful n warm to hold on to in her cold days….
she felt some footstep behind her that reminded her of his presence now 24/7 around her.. and also reminded her that whatever effects he cause her, they are now no escape to it.. they will just will be out of control more n more…
Mayank: I am sorry… u have to do this all.. leave I will do this…
Nupur: wht.. she looked at him getting nothing
Mayank: ya all this… food n all.. I will ask sumone to be there with u.. who served u lunch ..
Nupur: mayank who needs to serve me lunch.. I prefer doing this all myself n wht are u sorry for.. she made an wired face as if he was speaking alien
Mayank: u are not a servant nupur…
Nupur: so ur …
Mayank: excuse me
Nupur: ya ur doing all this now… and I m must say so perfectly so ur now the servant..
She said taping her fingers on counter…he turned to her with a smirk…
Mayank: I don't mind to be serving u dear
Nupur: aha really… at my service
Mayank: always.. madaam
Nupur: that was such an old pick up one.. groom urself better Sharma…
Mayank: but even that u got flattered..
Nupur: ahh right now if u didn't stop ur flirting than wht I m warming will get burn
He turn around to turn the flame off and she laughed…
Nupur: khana garam kerna bhi nhi ata
Mayank: oh hello I can cook too… u distracted me…
Nupur: the perfections donot get distracted by anything…
She said as she placed all the things on table along with him… he was nice in all this… he smiled looking at that.. that was turned into a gasp looking at the sight…
She was going towards the table and was tying her hairs in bun when his eyes fall on a burse at her neck.. it was a deep blue one..
Mayank: nupur ur neck wht happen…
Moving fast he hold her hand to stop the hairs to fall and slight touch very carefully that he might not hurt her brushed his finger on it… this was when she realize what he is saying and she jerk away herself from his hold and spread her hairs on it…
Nupur: common diner is getting cold…u speak a lot whn ur starving
Mayank: wht happen to u there.. its deep..
Nupur: nothing..
Mayank: nupur its deep..leme see..
Nupur: I said its nothing.. get it… she said a bit sternly and he knew he isn't allowed to ask further..
They sat and start eating and things went in silent.. he knew it was sumthing and he cant get out of the sight he saw, he was feeling so restless on it.. wht cant she let him help her on tht.. .. but more abt the cause.. he was imagine and it was burring him form inside..
Nupur knew she has to bring him out of this , for her this was nothing a usual thing, for him it was the frst time.. and it was big… the reality has cum in between them quite early thn they thought
Nupur: wasy ..ur good at all this.. I mean arranging the table making food n all… u cook thts hard to believe
Mayank: he smiled.. wht its hard to believe..
Nupur: common ur Sharma u must be having 200 servants at r service..
Mayank: he chukled …. not 200 but ya I think almost 50 …
Nupur: ur kidding me she poped her eyes out … how many people are there at ur home 100..
He grined more… she was cute dam cute whn she behave like this..
Mayank: no ..its just me n my younger brother n mom.. and at times dad.. me n dad at times are at home at time aren't..
Nupur: she smiled that reached so much to her eyes… u have brother..
Mayank: ya … he saw tht he didn't knew wht but.. it was different smile…
Nupur: oky 4 people and 50 servant for wht
Mayank: I donot know… u think I mange servents at my house… . u need to ask mom for tht… I just know 5 of them.. one tht do laundry of mine, one tht was for my car , one tht cooks n one tht cleans..
Nupur: unbelievable… seems like I m sitting in front of the king of shire.. than y u cook
Mayank: I like to.. mom cooks well .. so times me n mom use to go in kitchen ..or if its mom birthday or mothers day or any such thing I will alteast cook her breakfast ..she likes tht
Nupur: she grin.. how sweet….
Mayank: tht I am.. he said leaning to her…. plus.. I use to get bored with life like this.. so for a change .. and also a student life I use.. so all in all I like it.. mom n I get only time like this to spend together.. mostly in morning at kitchen whn I m helping her.. in short I like it…
Nupur: ur so attached to ur mom.. love her a lot
Mayank: evry one does.. ye i think moms love me more.. he chukled..
And she just smile
Nupur: ya evry one does..
Things were not getting unnoticed by him, her change of expressions were so clear to ..nupur knew she was in scrutinizing gaze of him all the time and that was making more difficult for her to be in herself.. yet she is an expert to it so she did plaster her self very well..
Nupur: u seems to be tired… hey btw wht are u doing here
Mayank: I m tired.. dam tired… we have a branch here ..and things were nasty here so need to resolve them… and they are such bunch of idiots my dad has employed that they had made a mess all at the office..
Nupur: ur dad wont get to know tht with whom ur at home…
Mayank: doesn't matter to him… did I ever asked him with whom n whom n whom he is with ..so he didn't get to question me..
Nupur: things with ur dad not to good man..
Mayank: n before u ask my blood group is AB+ and im allergic to nuts specially walnut.
Nupur: wht.. when I asked tht..
Mayank: they ur questions were going …. It seems to be cuming up
He smirk and she glared at his teasing .. he always does tht… his wits are to much to handle..
Nupur: I wasn't questioning u
Mayank: aha really… mine mine…. lady… I asked just abt a little thing and I was told quietly clearly tht its shouldn't be my business n here ur talking all about me.. is this fair…huh…
Nupur: sorry I ask..
Mayank: wao so u asked evry thing and than u said sorry .. mean u get to ask evry thing I donot get to know any…he pouted
Nupur: there is nothing I believe u should b knowing…
Mayank: very well lets see this too…
Getting things back to kitchen.. they were moving in lounge when he stretch his neck and was turning towards the stirs..
Mayank: im sleepy.. so good nite..
Nupur: ah,mm.. ok..
She doesn't knew wht he mean by this… did he wants her to be with him.. I mean wht he wants from her she doesn't know… is this his way asking her to get on tht…. Or he will say tht…
Mayank: if ur not.. u can do whatever u want.. I m sorry I not a good host…promise form next time I m gona give u time…. . but I m seriously very tired..
She smiled at his cute droppy eyes ..he was very tired.. and the guilty pout he has on his face was sigh so much to take in
Nupur: im ok.. I will watch sum movie..
Mayank: good..sure u wont feel sacred alone or anything…
Nupur: she laughed out loud… ya I'll be fine .. good nite..
He moved towards his room correction there room… and she was left thinking here, tht wht exactly he is up to she donot know.. wht he wants from her.. seems like …..nothing.. he was just there, he wants her just here.. and he even didn't touch her like that… it was strange… it was so dam strange… it was feeling as if they are stranger yet trusted the most on eachother… they are living in ..in love couple yet providing space to other to get comfortable with the facts n figure of relationship….
Phew its complicated.. for her it was dam complicated. They way simply said he doesn't want anything ..is he for real is saying truth.. he doesn't want any such thing from her… he knows wht he wants n why he has asked for her.. but she was so clueless n confuse..
Switching the channel for few mins and digging in her thoughts, she felt like she want to join him there.. she looked up to the room… and than she closed the tv and went inside… it was so beautiful.. the room was lighten up with the moonlight and he was sleeping like log leaving a lot of space for her to occupy him..
He seems to be soo complicated yet so simple.. all her life she hasn't came across sumone and sumthing that are so simple.. so much that they gave u doubt that they are unreal..
Frst she didn't want to change in her prince top.. wht she has been bought by him and brought her for sumthings… and she cant be in such casual ways of her… but even she cant be in sumthing to revealing to give him n impression she want that out of him… so us drop the idea to change… and slept in same cloths.. that was pretty bad idea as she wasn't use to it… and sleep wasn't cuming to her ..
She turned finally to face her back to him and just when she feel her eyes were droping… she felt fingers tracing her back, and she was stiff… did what ever she thought all along abt him was wrong… was she so wrong about him.. but than as soon as her hairs from remove from back reveling it.. she felt a very light fatherly touch…. She felt sumthing droping in pit of her stomach .. she sigh… she sigh. She just can feel this much… is this man is for real.. she thought they donot make such men anymore… they were now out of stock and all of a sudden he landed ..
She felt the weight at her back was off… yet she pretend to be asleep… she knew she cant encourage him to do such things for her… and she even knew she cant stop him doing so.. she has already hurt him a lot.. not to this extend she want to insult his gesture… plus it was a strange feeling… never in her life she felt such…
He was peacefully sleeping when he felt weight on the bed.. and he knew she is there, sumwhere now he can sleep more peaceful as she isn't getting bored, or scared siting alone down… but than tossing on his bed made him realize she wasn't either comfortable or wasn't sleepy just came here as she was either bored… or sumthing… but soon she was stable and than he looked beside him and felt she has asleepped…
The painful sight was back in front of his eyes… the burse was slightly visible from her hairs and was visible due to moon light… he couldn't hold himself to look at it closely.. wht is this.. wht it is.. sumwhere he knew how it happened .. yet he cant stop his heart to take the lead. Slowly n carfully he moved her hairs not to make her awake..knowing she will not let her touch this,.. but as he look at it closely he gasp in pain and closed his fist tightly… if just he can find that man who bruised her like this he would kill him right there….
And that was when he realize there must be so many on her within her… and is she so use to all that she even didn't did any thing for that.. and left her wound just like that..
He moved and brought a ointment.. and very carefully she don't get up.. he placed sum and than stoped… as he felt moment.. and than did it all… and lie down and looking one last time at her he spread his hand on her head and her hairs.. and than drift to sleep..
She was holding her pillow tightly.. she doesn't not wh but she was feeling like turning around and hug him tightly.. nobody placd there hand on her head so affectionately on her head.. nobody ..she was digging her fingers inside the pillow… she was feeling breathless and shivery
When she felt that he was caring for her wounds when she never herself cared for them, she was feeling shivers in herself.. all her life she never was cared.. she doesn't know how it feels to be cared.. for pains..for worries… she even donot know the feeling that smone else can care on ur pain..
She turned to him when she was sure he has slept and looked at the angel that came in her life as God send.. maybe just for a month .. yet God was making her feel what she nevr did… but than isn't this all so unfair.. she know He will make her feel and than he will take it all away… not knowing all this ..it was easier to live without all .. but living all this and than deprived she donot know how she will cope..
But right now wht she was afraid was this … it isn't easy to live with the fact that she is a prostitute.. this isn't easy.. she is bruised evry deeply… not only physically but inside her soul too… he thinks he can handle all this… but he didn't knew… it was hard for him to cope with all this in there bedroom… how he will cope all this infront of the world.. he is talking about them living together 24/7 so that they can se the real them.. but her realities are more ugly than the beautiful fake she appear… things will be difficult for her more… he is wht he is.. he doesn't have to be wht he isn't.. but soon she will get tired of appearing all that she isn't.. and in few days at times she will behave as herself.. and with that there will be realties he might not be able to take in.. he isn't aware of the cruelties of the world.. and the bruises she has on herself.. are hard to take in. but than its just for a month…and maybe she will cope with it..
She keep reminding her self its just for a month … again n again until she was feeling she is weaving sumthing in her sleep…
He was lying on this stomach.. looking at her back.. he isn't afraid not running away from the truth what she is.. yet he wants her to forget it and be in her realties.. yet wht he is afraid at times is the pain that she brought with herself in his life.. the slight burse cause so much pain in his heart that he was feeling difficult to breath.. and he knew that this journey will bring a lot out … yet one thing is for sure.. whtevr it is they will both handle it together.. and he will stay no matter what.. he will stay with her.. no matter wht.. he will prove that he isn't here for her body or the enchanting personality she has… he wants her as his hearts desire he wants her for her soul..
Edited by drfizaahmed - 12 years ago
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