chapter- 4- from page of dairy
in dobreal's house
a girl with curly hairs runing here and their with pistal in her hands.
misha open the door of her house and she feel something happen. then she open her eyes and see herself wet in water. she shouted" piy..."
piya comes runing from stairs but when she see her sister's face, she start runing in her room.
misha- pehle yeh amar and now u. tum toh aaj gai and she star runing behind her. the tom and zerry start in house and the lousians were seeing all this with surprised expresions. misha cought piya.
misha- now lets see but i will do.
piya- di, yeh maine nahi kia. i mean jaan bujkar nahi kiya. main toh bas experiment kar rahi thi.
panchi- stop guys. unki taraf toh dekh lo.
misha- omg main toh bull hi gai. misha inttrodused them with each others.
pia- guys tum log aram karo, main zara thodi der baad aati hoon.
sying this she left them.
misha, kriya and all others were chatting about dance compdition.
arnab and madhu comes.
misha introduced them to lousians.
arnab- in which class r u studying all?
sharon- uncle, we all r studying in final year and after 1 month our study in st. louis will be complete. now we r searching for best college.
arnab- then problem solve, you all can join mount college. it is best college.
kiya- u r right uncle. baise bhi mera house bhi hai jaha par. hum usme reh lenge but boys?
swayam- its not a problem. jaha par mere ek frnd ka ghar hai.
sharon- tumhara frnd dehradoon me hai and hume pta nahi.
swayam- i means mera cousn hai. we always come here.
kriya- we????
swayam- main and rey...then he make himself silent and all were also silent.
kriya felt her chickes r wet and she run from their.
misha- guys, i already had doubt that something is wrong and know its clear. so pls anyone tell me what is the matter.
piya also come their and repeat the question
shron- ok misha. swayam kriya ko bhi ley aao.she hv to fight with her weakness. its high time and she hv to face it.
swayam goes in guest room and come back with kriya.
swayam- ok misha now listen
it was start when we were study in st. lousian college except kriya. the college was divided in two groups- dazzler and weaklings. the student which were from rich family called dazzler and the student which were from poor family were called weakling. rey i means reyaansh singania was our GS. sharon was our CS. they were dazzlers. sharon, rey, vicky, nikhel, rini and simi they were in dazzlers and also the great dancer. rey was the capton of dazzler dancing team.except them all we were weaklings. hum sochte the ki dazzler bure hain and dazzler sochte the ki weaklings bhure hain. but then kriya join our college. in her first day she fought with rey and sharon. then she chalenge to sharon and rey that she will make a dance team. but rey start like her. kriya made our team. kriya become ags and also fell in love with rey.but in valentinday nite, something happen between them which we dont know. kiya left us. we were sad and hurt. after sometime all were knew about rey and kriya's love. time passed and one day rey told my sister tani that he love her. we were happy that rey moved on. but one day kriya come back. rey again confess his love to kriya.
misha- what? and what about ur sister. why rey do that?
swayam- we also think that so we fought with him. that was last day when we saw him and after that she left us. now 6 month r passed and he is still missed. his mom and dad also died in car accident 3 month before.
misha- dude chill. i know that u missed him and he should not hv left u but he was wrong. how he proposed tani when he love kriya and why he again said kriya that he loves her.
piya- misha may be it was missunderstanding. and he should not hv left and u should have give him chance to explain.
misha- yaa piya is right. tum logo ko use explain karne ka hance dena chahiye tha.
then swayam's cell ring.
swa- hello tani.
tani(crying) bhai,
swa- tani kya hua? tum ro kyon rahi ho?
tani- bhai i want to meet u.
swa- ok tani. but its too late. its 10;00 pm
tani- pls bhai its about rey.
swa- what? ok i m coming.
tani- bhai sabhi ko le ana, kriya ko bhi.
swa- ok.
sharon- kya hua swayam? tani ro kyon rahi thi?
swa-- i dont know but she wanted to tell about rey and also said that u all hv to come with me.
misha- ok we r also comong.
all left from there and in 3 hours they were in swayam's home.
swa- tani kya hua, now tell me.
tani- yaad hai bhai college me boys locker room me revenuation ka kaam chal raha hai.
swa- han tani. par hua kya hai
tani- bhai i m ags of college. kriya aai nahi thi toh muje vp sir ne ari boys looker room khali karbane ko kaha. and i hv found this dairy from rey's locker.
swa- ok but isme rone bali kya baat hai?
tani- pls bhai read this u will be found.
swayam- ok i m reading.
misha- dude jara jor se padoge taki hum bhi sun sake.
swa- ok misha.
swayam open diary and start reading
( guys blue colour shows dairy or past and red colour will show the present)
diary
hello dear diary, i m rey aka reyaansh singania. the hot dude of college. all the girls r gaga on me. i m gs of my college and also a dancer but my frnds and dance r my life. i m a dazzler. but truly i dont like this dazzler and weakling divide.i mean dear, ig i hv some money that does not mean that we r more important than others. i m doing a dazzler role only for my besty sharon.she is just like a hitler, ops if she read this she would eat me.
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it was new year party in dehradoon when i first meet with her.yaa i was dancing in a club at night and everyone was shouting my name.after dance one of my frnd chalanged to a girl about dance. she was wear a mask on her face. she accept the chalenge and start dancing. she was amazing dancer.manager called the police becuse we messed his tables. police come and arrest both of us. she protested but manager said that she was with me. in the policestation i introduced myself to inspector as reyaansh singania. then inspector ask her name and she tell her name kriya ghai.all losians start staring to kriya.
swa- what? kriya rey tuje college se pehle mila tha and tumne muje nahi bataya.
kriya- wo wo.. rey ne mana kia tha kyonki yeh unki reputation ka swaal tha and meri bhi (keep her toungh in teeth)
sharon- isko baad me dekhenge, aage padona swayam.
inspector called her mom. then in police station, entered her mom. i whishper in low voice rani laxmi bhai ops smriti ghai. kriya start staring me , may be she heard what i said. then inspector give us warning and left us. after that i come back mumbai.
days passed but the face of kriya always remain in my mind.
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that was the admission time and many girls were standing in line for deposit admission fees. i m walking with my frnds for deposit my fees but i was GS and also a dazzler so i could deposit fees directly without standing in line. so i was going to direction of cashiar then i heard a voice - linecutter.i turn to side from where the voice was coming. all the girls were staring with fear becuse they knew me and nobody called me like that. then i again heard voice- hey linecutter, tumhe line katne ki adat hai kya?. i was about to say something but she cut me and said- uss din club me bhi line kaati thi. tum kya kisi minister ke bete ho but i grab her arm and take her with me.she said to me about her fees but i told her that vicky will fill her fees. vicky stared at me but dont said anything. i draged her into fire exit.i said her- kriya, tum uss club ke bare me koi baat nahi karogi and nahi police station ke bare me nahi toh meri reputation ki baat lag jayegi.yeh tumhare liye bhi acha hai kyonki agar usko pta chala ki uski student jail gai thi toh colge ki reputation ke liye wo tumhari admission cancel kar sakte hain. she said that deal done and then she left.after that i was going to my class then i heard some voices and i found that kriya and sharon was fighting. omg my head start spining so i left from there.
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next morning i come to college and going to reharsal hall but i heard somthing and after heard that i was shocked. sharon was decided to play prank on kriya. they were hiding from me becuse they knew that i can stop tham from raging. i could not say anything to them becuse they were my frnds and sharon was my best frnd so i decided to help kriya secretely. i saw kriya was walking to classroom but vicky through a footbaal in her way. she slipped on ball and about to fall but i hold her from her waist. she thought i m making her fun so she again fought with me and leave. after that my frnds also scold me for helping her.
all losian were lost in dairy and forget about reality. they were reading dairy with smiled faces.
kriya- omg, rey was helping me and i fought with him. hey univers ji main bhi jhali hoon.
sharon- swayam aage pado, dekhe aur kya kya shupaya hai isne humse.
many time they tried to play prank on her but i always help her and my frnds were angry with me. sharon asked me why i m helping her but what i told herbecuse i himself dont know why i m helping her. sharon said me that now i have to help her to teach lession to kriya. i did not want that but i cant ignor my besty so i decided to help sharon. according to my frnds i chalanged kriya for dancing team and she accepted. i knew that she cant do that alone so i gain i decided to help her. i reached her house. i saw hae room. i reached on her window with help of pipe. she was talking to her universe ji. i write name of vishakha, neha, amar, swayam and bharat on a blank page and through in her room. then i come back in my room. next morning she come college. she was talking with neha and the chit which was i written was in her hand. then they found all the boys and made a team- weakling. i was happy but i m confused also. i was thinking why i m helping her and why i m happy after seeing her happy.i was staring to kriya but swayam saw me. he come near with me. he ask me what is wrong and i try to change the topic. but he knew that i m hiding something . i also know that he had a crush on sharon.swayam know every secret of mine and i also about him. swayam stoped reading but sharon told him to read becuse somehew she was doubting something is wrong. all lousian were staring at him. he again start reading. i told him everthing which was hapening to me. he told me that i m in love with her. i m not believe him and ignore him. what somehew i know that may be swayam is right becuse swayam is my childhood best frnd and i knew that he is rich. yaa its right he is my best frnd but i m hiding this from everone becuse swayam did not want that everone knew he is rich. so i keep it secret. sharon and kriya stared at him
sharon- i m ur gf and i m not know that my lover knew to my best frnd from childhood. i dont believe u swayam
kriya- omg i m ur best frnd and u did not tell me
misha- what? tum log nahi jante ki rey and swayam best frnd the.
sharon- no misha. i m not forgiven u swayam.
swayam- sharon and kriya, i m sorry i want to tell u but how can i told u that i shouted on my best frnd who always helped me.
neha- sharon kya yeh sab tum log baad me kar sakte ho. pls swayam read now what happen.
so the days passed. now the days of elections come for GS. kriya standup against me. i tried to convence her becuse i know that she cant won and i did not want to see her hurt. but she ignored me. i tried to take back my name from election but my frnds said that if i take my name than they would not forgive me. swayam convence me that i should not make backup. kriya was his best frnd so he told me that i should hve take side of my best frnd and he will take side of kriya. as another point of view i was standup against my brother becuse he was helping kriya. but for my frnds i do that. in the elections i decided to purpose her so i come college but she slapped me infront of whole college. i did not know why she slapped me. she hurt my ego so i thought take revenge. i won the election and she become my AGS. i wanted to hurt her what somehew i cant do that becuse i love her. yes i love her what i cant confess her becuse of that slap. one day she take my signature on blank page and made a role that a girl and boy cant be sit together. everone scolded me. so for revenge one day i said her to take signature of some boys for college activity. she goes to them and they start missbehaving with her. first i enjoyed but when they cross their limit, i intrupt them. kriya leaves from their but i saw her eyes. she was crying. i felt guilty. the boys shouted her name from behind. my anger increasd so i punched them. i was beating them continously but a person come and said me to leave them. i come to scence and left them. the person was karan singh grover and he scold me and said that it was all my mistake. i again feel guilty but i told him about slap. he did not say anything and leave from there.
next day karan sir called the both teams weakling and dazzlers and said that we can solve our mistakes. but we hv to told that infront of both teams.
first kriya comes and told to everyone that the rule was not made by me. she told that she take my signature for revenge and make this role. she ask for forgiven and i forgive her but for notice, not for slap.
everone start staring her but then i standup and told her that i intially said her to take the signatures of boys becuse i want to take revenge of notice and slap. but when they cross their limit, i relised my mistake i ask her for forgiven and she forgive me.
then sharon standup, but we r confused and thinking that may be she wants to say sorry to kriya but for my surprise she said sorry to me. i asked her- sharon why r u saying sorry to me. she said- rey, tumhe yaad hai jiss din tumhe kriya ne slap kia tha uss din tumhe ek speech deni thi election ke liye. i said- haan but maine nahi di. sharon said- wo sapeech maine di thi. i said- phir kya hua agar tumne speech de di toh. u r my besty. sharon again said- maine uss speech me kriyaa ko bahut bura bala kaha tha . maine uski insult ki thi. so she slapped u. m sorry rey.
i was shocked and kriya was also shocked to hear this. all the weaklings stared to me and sharon. i shouted at sharon and said that i will not forgive her. that day i was very angry. how can she do that. i stared to vicky and others and ask them why they not told me. they said that shron told them to hide this from me. i was staring at swayam becuse he could be tell me. i left from their. i was hurt. sharon called me but i ignore her. i was siting in fire exit and tears come down from my eyes. i was thinking about kriya's slap. i always thought that why she slapped me but today i know the reason was my best frnd. then i heard something and look behind. and there was she, kriya ghai. she come front of me but i turned my face to another side becuse i was weak at that time and i did not want to show her. but she saw me with my tears. she said me sorry for slap and also said that tears did not suit me. i start smiling. then she said me- frnds. i took her hand and shaked and replied- frnds. then she said that we r frnds so i hv to complete her wish. i said that i can do anything. she said that i hv to forgive sharon. first i ignore but after sometime i said her that i forgive her. sharon and others looked to kriya. sharon hug kriya and kriya hug her back. karan sir also told that we should not hv forget our old frnds after found new frnds. so i go to reharsal hall and shocked to see sharon crying. she was crying and after see me she come runing to me and start saying sorry. i wipped her tears and said her that she looks beautiful with attitude, not with tears. she smiled and hugged me. i also hugged her back. i saw kriya was smiling to see us and when i saw her she run from there.
from that day everything changed. one day we were alone so i think to play something. i told her that i m shabilaal and i m come from a village to study. she said that she is ramira and she is a doughter of big businessman. and from that day she called me shabilaal and i called her ramira. kriya always called me- linecutter, shabilaal
i called her- baatcutter, ramira and miss dehradoon. many times i asked her feeling toward me but she always said we r just frnds. but one day she said that i m more than frnd for her. i was very happy. me and kriya also knew about swayam so we decided to make swayam and sharon a couple. we tried many time but sharon always fought with swayam.one day i decided to purpose kriya on valentide day. we complete our dance compdition.weakling was successfull to made the place in footloose compdition but we loss due to shivam's cheating.i tried to congratulation kriya but she ignored me. so i went to her room to purpose her and also cong. her.( guys noboday know but kriyaa told to rey on that night)
kriya knew that now she has to face the truth. swayam knew that so he asked to kriya that can they read this.
kriya- yaa swayam. now its high time. i hv to face it.
i want to give her surprise but she said to me to leave. i tried to say her that i m coming to cong her but she through my gift and said that- when i told u that i love u. i only used u. tum apne aap ko college ka hunk mante the and now tum mere pairon ke neche ho. maine tumhe kabhi pyar nahi kiya rey. tum kya sochte ho ki main tumhe pyar krungi. tum toh dosti ke kabil bhi nahi ho. swayam hi tumse acha hai. tumse pehle toh main swayam ko chunugi. now leave me reyaansh singania. i was shatred to hear that. main janta tha ki kriya muje pyaar karti hai. main janta tha ki jrrur koi majbori hai jo kriya je sab keh rahi hai so i decided to find that. i come in her room again from window. she was siting on her knees and constly saying that- i love u rey. then i heard something and i hide behind window. her mom come and kriya said something to her mom. i was shocked to hear that. she said- mom, now u hv to happy. maine rey ka dil tod diya. apki wish puri ho gai. maine uska dil tod diya jisko main sabse jyada pyar karti thi. aab wo mujse nafrat krega and muje bhool jayega. but mom main uske bina nahi jee sakti.
i decided to talk about this to kriya when she will be alone so i left from there. but next morning i heard that in abu accident kriya and her mom died. i was shatterd. i want to die so i decided to sucide. i was on clif and about to jump what then someone pulled me. i saw that sharon pulled me and slapped on my face. she scold me and i told that i loved kriya. all my frnd was shocked to hear that want they told me, for kriya i hv to live. i hv to complete her wish. i hv to help weakling for win footlose. i was in pain but for my frnds i always keep smiling. (guys supposed this poem is written by rey but in reality it refers to my life but for this story i made some change in this poem. may be u like this)
I was again sad and lonely, after she left me,
Having nobody to comfort me,
So I wore a mask that always smiled;
To hide my feelings behind a lie.
now again, I had many friends;
With my mask, I was one of them.
But deep inside, I still felt empty,
Like I was missing a part of me.
Nobody could hear my cries at night
For I designed my mask to hide the lies.
Nobody could see the pain I was feeling
For I designed my mask to be laughing.
Behind all the smiles were the tears
And behind all the comfort were the fears.
Everything you think you see,
Wasn't everything there was to me.
Day by day,
I was slowly dying.
I couldn't go on,
There was something missing..
Until now I'm still searching for her
yes my baatcutter who'll stop me crying.
my ramira who'll erase my fears,
my kriya who'll wipe my tears.
But till then I'll keep on smiling.
Hiding behind this mask I'm wearing.
Hoping one day I can smile,
Till then, I'll be here.. waiting.
then one day a girl come in our college- tani shekhabat. she was swayam's sister so i decided to help her. i shown her college. i was very carefull about her becuse shivam want to use her against us. but tani missunderstood me. she thought i loved her. and one day i was siting in the fire exit. i was in the deep thoughts of kriya but she come behind me. i asked her what she is doing here. she purposed me. i was shocked to hear this. i scolded her and tell her that i m helping her becuse she is sister of my frnd swayam. i told her to leave and she left from there. i felt guilty for breaking her heart but i did not want to give a false hope to tani. days passed i start ignore tani. everone start joining my name with tani and it gives a chance to shivam and shivam purposed her. she accept it but i feel she was not comfertable with that. so i understand that may be she was somthing hiding from us. new vp and avp comes and they made shivam the new GS. tani was AGS. but one day in comp. shivam try to kiss her. we come back to college.
VP asked shivam why he do this. shivam said that tani is his gf so its not a big deal. but tani said that shivam is not her bf. it was a deal to save rey becuse everyone was joining his name wih me. we were shocked to here that. shivam asked why she helped me. tani said- becuse i love rey. everyone start staring her. shivam start making fun her saying that rey did not love u. u r a cheap girl for him. i could not tolerate it. i was in deep thought. i know that tani loves me but she was doing that for me, i was not knew that. she was crying and everyone making joke her. i knew that how it feels when i heart break. i did not want that tani also felt that so i decided to give her a chance. i knew that i cant love tani but for her, i could give her a chance. so i told that i loved her. tani was shocked and others also shocked to hear that. swayam was happy becuse he know me. everything was fine. i tried to move on with tani what i cant do that so i decided to tell tani the truth that i cant love her. i told that to tani and we broke up but tani told that she will said to all aftersomtime. i also want to tell this to swayam. but on that day kriya come back. i was shocked and happy to see her. but she ignore me. she thought i moved on. so i again said that i only love her. this make everone angry. they start questioning to me. i tried to explain them but they did not heard me. swayam said me that i betroyed them. he said that i dont deserve them and kriya's love. i ask to them- r u guys hv trust on me? tani tum to sach janti ho. but tani dont said anything and they left without give me any answer. i ask this from kriya but she did not say anything. so i understand that they did not trust me. i m not angry with tani for betroyed me but i was happy becuse due to her i understand that nobody trust me. swayam, sharon, noboday trust me. kriyaa did not trust me. i could not tolreate this so i decide to left everything. yaa i left my college, my love and my frnds. today reyaansh singania was lost. yaa i was lost. but i was happy that i knew noboday is with me. i m alone. frndship and love was not for me. now i want to die. my life lost. my frnds and my love leave me.
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everyone was crying.
swa- tani kya yeh sach hai?
tani- m sorry bhai. m sorry and she start crying
kriya- i m not trusted him. how i could do that. no, swayam muje rey chahiye and she faint saying that.
they took kriya in room and lying her on bed.
sharon- damn, aab toh batao ki tumne kyon nahi bataya tani. swayam tried to intrupt but sharon shouted- swayam dont said anything. i lost my best frnd due to ur sister.
tani - m sorry i was selfish on that day for rey and after that rey left us,how i told that rey was left all of u due to me. i m sorry. i m feeling guilty. but swayam intrupt her
swa- tani how can u do that. i will not forgive u ever.
misha- guys isme sirf tani ka kasoor nahi hai. tum logo ko bhi uss par trust hona chahiye tha.
sharon- misha, rey was crying and he want to explain but we were not hear him.
piya- guys now u all hv to controll urself and think about kriya.
misha- guys dad ne kaha tha ki tum log mount college me admission le sakte ho. u should hv do that. may bhi kriya feel relax in new atmosphere.
swa- yaa u r right misha. we should hv do that.
vicky- yaa swayam u r right. we r ready. what i need some time yaar.
swa- ok.
misha- kriya ne uss din brother ko rey kyon kaha tha?
swayam shown them photo of rey and misha, panchi and piya was shocked to see the same face of their brother.
swa- may be, now misha u should hv understand why kriya called rey to ur brother.
misha- omg. how it can bhi possible?
panchi- guys hume jana hoga dad ka phone aa raha hai.
sharon- ok. we will meet soon.the trio dobreals left from their.
precap- abhay's entry.
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