Meera does not beleive her ears , her Samar , her love is ready to marry someone else.. how can he????? is he palying with her???? No he can't ,,, he not so cheap...
She somehow reach her Home & goes to her Room...
She cries badly , she wants to end her life , but can't , her hand goes to tummy , she slowly caress her tummy , smile creapt on her lips ,
" Aap dar gye???? are ,, Masa hai na ... Babasa nhi hai to kya hua??? Masa to aapke liye sab kuch hai... hame kisi Baba sa koi jarurat nhi... " Meera says while wiping her tears using aonther hand...
She seat on Bed , but still Samar's wrds ringing in her ears...
"Nhi..." she yells & put hands on her ears...
"Kanha..." she emotionaly says & runs to her Mandir...
"Kyu , kyu????? akhir ye sab hamare hi saath kyu????? agar yahi karna tha to unhe laaye hi kyu vapis????? kyu ye ehsaas diya????? kyu hum apne aap ko bhul jaye , kyu ye ehsaas diya ki unka bhi Dil ... sab zhooth tha , sab..." Meera angrily talking with her Kanha , her each & every wrd showing her sadness , her anger...
" Hum kuch nhi kar sakte Kanha , kuch nhi , agar ye ...( Meera touches her tummy) nhi hota to hum .. hum mar jate , nhi lad sakte ab ... itne saal unka intzaar karte hai , unke liye apno se ladte rahe , per aaj , unhi apno ko sharminda kar de????? kaise?????? ab aap ko hi kuch karna hoga... ha aapko , aise dekhiye mat hame ... aapke Pita ne to Itna badi Nadi ( River ) paar kar di thi aap ko lekar , aapko surakhshit ( safe ) rakhne ke liye... aur hame... majburi to ye hai ki hum kuch kar nhi sakte... kuch nhi... bas sab aap er cho diya hai ab humne... "
"Suna hai Daupradi ki laaz apne hi rakhi thi us bhari Sabhi mai , jaha apne logo ne use rusva kiya tha , suna hai sab se apne bhakta(Devotees) pukaar sunkar aap bhag kar aate hai uski madad karne ke liye , kisi bhi roop mai , kisis bhi avtar mai... " Meera wipe her tears... & keep her hand on her belly .
" Ab aap dariye mat , vo hamari rakhsha karnge , unhe aana hi hoga , ab hame dekhte hai ki aap hamari rakhsha kaise karte hai..." Meera says in determined voice... She closes her eyes & joint her palms...
Mann mohana aa aa... mann mohana aa aa...
Kanha suno na aa aa...
(Her Mother wrk in Kitchen , she hears Meera's voice & smile on it,
But Chaturi feels something different)
Tum bin paau kaise chain, tarsu tumhi ko din rain
Chhodake apani kaashi mathura -2,
aake baso more nain
Tum bin paau kaise chain, kaanha aa... tarsu tumhi ko din rain
(Meera rembers Samar , her haert fills with sadness.)
Ek pal ujiyaara aaye, ek pal andhiyaara chhaaye (her heart rembers Samar & hislove ,
but her mind rembers his wrds... she gets disturbs)
Mann kyun na ghabraaye, kaise na ghabraaye
Mann jo koyi doraaha apani rahon mein paaye, kaun disha jaaye
Tum bin kaun samjhaaye - (2)
( She don't know how to react on her life , its gets disturbs.. )
Raas rachaiya brindawan ke gokul ke baasi
Raadha tumhri daasi, darshan ko hai pyaasi (At that time someone jump
from window & look at here & there... He dust his cloths , hears voice & start
to climb up stairs )
Shyaam salone nand lala krishna banwaari, tumhri chhab hai nyaari
Main toh hu tan mann haari - (2)
Mann mohana aa aa... mann mohana aa aa... mann mohana...
Kaanha suno na aa aa...
Tum bin paau kaise chain, tarsu tumhi ko din rain
Jivan ek nadiya hai lehro lehro behti jaaye
Isame mann ki naiya dube kabhi tar jaye
Tum na khewaiya ho toh koyi tat kaise paaye, majdhaar rehlaaye
Toh tumhri sharan aaye, hum tumri sharan aaye
( with that she bow her head in front of Kanha 's Idol.
& he senses her voice is disturb , fill with pain ,
He still climbing stairs looking here & there.
He take care that no one sees him ,
he covers his face with long Hoddie Cap)
Main hu tumhaari, hai tumhaara yeh mere jivan
Tumko hi dekhu main, dekhu koyi darpan
Bansi ban jaaungi, in hoton ki ho jaaungi
Inn sapno se jalthal, hai mera mann agan
Hain mera mann hmm hmm...
She finishes Bhajan & sobs comes out from her mouth...
She get up & runs towards Door , but she collides with some thing
at that time Door gets open , & Meera falls into florr & her hands accidentally touches his feets..
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