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AP MUJHE KABHI SAMAJH HI NAHI PAYI!!
arnav went to his room blasting everyone "iski koi zarurat nahi hai"
he tried calling khushi again but when she disconnected the call...he threw his mobile on the bed...
he sat on the recliner thinking about previous days events...how he had behaved ith khushi...it really made his heart ache..
"mai aisa kaise kar sakta hoon?mai aisa kyun hun?"
anjali entered his room...
"chote..tum khushiji se naraz hona..par tum ye socho unhone ye sab tumhari di ke liye kiya..woh di jise tum apni jaan se bhi zyada pyar karte ho"
arnav looked at her "kash ye di ne bhi mujhse itna hi pyar kiya hota"
anjali was shocked "hum tumpse pyar karte hain chote"
arnav "di maine kaha na..kaash aisa hota"
anjali now crying "tum aisa kyun keh rahe ho chote?"
she cupped his face "hum tumse utna hi pyar karte hain jitna ki tum..utni hi parwah karte hain jitni tum hamari karte ho"
he held her hands..
"really di?agar aisa hota na toh ap kabhi shyam ko wapas lane ki zidd aise nahi karte..jisme ap khaana peena chod do.."
anjali "hum kya karte chote?pati hain woh hamare..hum unse boht pyar karte hain"
arnav " aur mai bhai hoon apka...woh bhai jiske liye ap khud kehte ho ki woh apko jaan se zada pyar karta hai..ap ye nahi samajh paye ki maine shyam ko koi karan se ghar ke bahar nikala tha..kabhi aisa nahi sochne ki koshish ki maine aisa kyun kiya?kyun us insan ko jisse ap itna pyar karti hain..apke pati ko maine ek jhatke me ghar se bahar phenk diya?di pyar toh door ap toh mujhpe vishwas bhi nahi kar paye.."
anjali "hamari baat suno chote..ye tumhari galat faimi hai"
arnav "aur yei bat mai apke liye kahun toh??"
he continued "aur waise jaha tak khushi ki baat hai usne meri di jisse 'mai' boht pyar karta hoon unke liye kya kya kiya hai woh toh ap kabhi soch bhi nahi sakte"
anjali "chote..tum hume galat samajh rahe ho.."
arnav "aur ap toh mujhe samajh hi nahi paye..aur meri majboori toh dekho mai iske liye apse nafrat bhi nahi kar sakta.."
he left a crying anjali in his room and left...
anjali to herself "im sorry chote...im sorry..hume maaf kardo..hum boht selfish ho gae the"
she heard the screeching of the tyres of his vehicle..
she hurried outside calling for him "chote..chote"
arnav was driving at a high speed with tears in his eyes...
it was the first time he talked to di like this..
it was the 100th time he talked to khushi like this for no fault of hers..
he wanted to meet her..apologise to her..
but his vision became blurry..he could not see clearly..he felt weak...and "THUD"
he banged into a tree...
blood flowing from his head and nose...
he muttered "im sorry khushi "
and fainted..
khushi who was lying on her bed suddenly screamed "arnavjiii"
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just relax..its just an accident...!!arnav is alive...not dat im goin to continue but thot i shall clarify..
and an accident coz i want something drastic to happen so dat poojali takes her brain off shyam and realises dere r other ppl in the world..and feel guilty for this condition of arnav!lol
and to increase the drama quotient...hehe..
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comments and feedback please!!
not a great one..considering the show is boring now..my creativity is pretty much dead..but ya i write wen im bored studying..aadat ho gai hai..lol..
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