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Part 13 Where Did She go wrong
Standing outside she stare at them with tear full eyes.Tears of betrayal flows down her eyes.First time in past years she actually felt her inner self melting away.The way they look happy with each other now ,she realize she was never meant to be his ,It was always her not she.Giving them a look which reflect her inner feelings.Anger,Pain,Rage,jealousy.These all feelings are making her feel ,like she is chocking.She has to move out,She will talk to him later right now she has to get away
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Walking on the road with alcohol in her hand.She remembers her whole life.Specially her marriage.
Her time with Arman.His passion,his love and his caring side.He had known him...
May be you had known him better than me but I had felt him better than you.You was her first in every way.Be his love,wife and his desire.But I am his friend ,his passion and most importantly the mother his child.
She was about to say that she had knwon him better than any one but her words rang in her ears.
"Her" That bitch is the real he is not with her right now.
But whom she is kidding .She was never the reason from the start she herself was.She was just the final blow to their relation ship.She never take care of him.All her life she desire to get fame money and in that race she lost him.She lost him for ever.
And today finally the fire inside Susan calm down.Because she realized Riddhima Gupta was never the reason behind her bad life it was her.It was all her.
So,finally after 7 years Susan realized Where she go wrong.
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Entering into the home arman pick up riddhima in his armas and standing her on his feet he kiss her.Devour her lips with the passion they felt for the first time.
With out breaking from the kiss he layed her on the nearest thing available.Not realizing where they are laying .Their passion took a toll on them.Today the fire ,the passion was in explainable.
After their ragging love making they both close their eyes .Still trying to over come the happiness they just had felt.
Arman open his eyes and move closer her.Staring into her eyes arman caressed her cheeks.Not able to resist he kissed her again and whisper against thank you for making me the happiest man again than you soo much.Now we will again have our ariha back.
Kissing her forhead .He hides in her neck.As the peace full sleep engulf and slept a peaceful sleep after long not caring about the cold ,about the fact they lying with out clothes.
Riddhima took a contented sigh.Finally things will fall back.Caressing his hairs she remembers the few hours ago incident.
She walking on the passage of hospital unawared of her surrounding.She sat on the bench .Tears just flew out her eyes as she kept remebring the babies.
"So finally we meet again Mrs Mallik" Her happiness broke by a shrill voice.
Riddhima look and saw Susan standing their.Usually she feels anger for her but today she didnt feel her self getting anger .She just sat their and smile at her.
"Hi Susan How R you?And how come you here? everything fines?" She asked her calmly
Susan was amzed seeing her calm but retord "How can everything will be fine when you r in my and arman's life.you know what I saw arman he was sad because he lost his daughter and I heard you was broken after her death and didnt care about him.And you say you love him"
Riddhima just look down and says"I know I didnt stand by him when he needs me susan.Trust me Susan I was broken after arih...her death.She died Susan after 7 years of bliss she just died"
Susan look at the women sitting in front of him.She deliberately says to her so that she become angry but here she reply her so calmly.
Riddhima stands up and standing close to her says"Susan I am sorry for taking arman away from you...I always feel angry when you came infront of me now a know because it was not my anger but my guilt.Susan ...I am not explaining my self but trust me when i met arman or when we come closer I never knew he was married.I know it was my fault but I never regret doing that mistake.But i feel guilty"
For a moment there was only silence both the women didn't speak .One was looking down and other was looking at her in shock.Susan was shocked .But riddhima's every word was causing a calm effect on the fire ,she was carrying inside her for years.
Riddhima was about to go but turn back and saw arman entering .He looked at her woridely.But saw susan their.Mumbling a hello to her he took her away.
Riddhima why didn't you tell me you r coming to hospital and why are you here"
She just look at him and blushing just shrug her shoulders.
Arman was about to ask further when they called in by the doctor.
And then they came to know about her being pregnant.
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Riddhima felt arman's warm breath on her neck .And smile .The expression of him when they came to know about her pregnancy were something she can never remember.Moving a little lower she pecked his lips.And felt his grip on her become stronger.
Life can never be better than this
The End-
Omy god I am finish with this one..damn!!!!!!!
Standing outside she stare at them with tear full eyes.Tears of betrayal flows down her eyes.First time in past years she actually felt her inner self melting away.The way they look happy with each other now ,she realize she was never meant to be his ,It was always her not she.Giving them a look which reflect her inner feelings.Anger,Pain,Rage,jealousy.These all feelings are making her feel ,like she is chocking.She has to move out,She will talk to him later right now she has to get away
***********
Walking on the road with alcohol in her hand.She remembers her whole life.Specially her marriage.
Her time with Arman.His passion,his love and his caring side.He had known him...
May be you had known him better than me but I had felt him better than you.You was her first in every way.Be his love,wife and his desire.But I am his friend ,his passion and most importantly the mother his child.
She was about to say that she had knwon him better than any one but her words rang in her ears.
"Her" That bitch is the real he is not with her right now.
But whom she is kidding .She was never the reason from the start she herself was.She was just the final blow to their relation ship.She never take care of him.All her life she desire to get fame money and in that race she lost him.She lost him for ever.
And today finally the fire inside Susan calm down.Because she realized Riddhima Gupta was never the reason behind her bad life it was her.It was all her.
So,finally after 7 years Susan realized Where she go wrong.
***********
Entering into the home arman pick up riddhima in his armas and standing her on his feet he kiss her.Devour her lips with the passion they felt for the first time.
With out breaking from the kiss he layed her on the nearest thing available.Not realizing where they are laying .Their passion took a toll on them.Today the fire ,the passion was in explainable.
After their ragging love making they both close their eyes .Still trying to over come the happiness they just had felt.
Arman open his eyes and move closer her.Staring into her eyes arman caressed her cheeks.Not able to resist he kissed her again and whisper against thank you for making me the happiest man again than you soo much.Now we will again have our ariha back.
Kissing her forhead .He hides in her neck.As the peace full sleep engulf and slept a peaceful sleep after long not caring about the cold ,about the fact they lying with out clothes.
Riddhima took a contented sigh.Finally things will fall back.Caressing his hairs she remembers the few hours ago incident.
She walking on the passage of hospital unawared of her surrounding.She sat on the bench .Tears just flew out her eyes as she kept remebring the babies.
"So finally we meet again Mrs Mallik" Her happiness broke by a shrill voice.
Riddhima look and saw Susan standing their.Usually she feels anger for her but today she didnt feel her self getting anger .She just sat their and smile at her.
"Hi Susan How R you?And how come you here? everything fines?" She asked her calmly
Susan was amzed seeing her calm but retord "How can everything will be fine when you r in my and arman's life.you know what I saw arman he was sad because he lost his daughter and I heard you was broken after her death and didnt care about him.And you say you love him"
Riddhima just look down and says"I know I didnt stand by him when he needs me susan.Trust me Susan I was broken after arih...her death.She died Susan after 7 years of bliss she just died"
Susan look at the women sitting in front of him.She deliberately says to her so that she become angry but here she reply her so calmly.
Riddhima stands up and standing close to her says"Susan I am sorry for taking arman away from you...I always feel angry when you came infront of me now a know because it was not my anger but my guilt.Susan ...I am not explaining my self but trust me when i met arman or when we come closer I never knew he was married.I know it was my fault but I never regret doing that mistake.But i feel guilty"
For a moment there was only silence both the women didn't speak .One was looking down and other was looking at her in shock.Susan was shocked .But riddhima's every word was causing a calm effect on the fire ,she was carrying inside her for years.
Riddhima was about to go but turn back and saw arman entering .He looked at her woridely.But saw susan their.Mumbling a hello to her he took her away.
Riddhima why didn't you tell me you r coming to hospital and why are you here"
She just look at him and blushing just shrug her shoulders.
Arman was about to ask further when they called in by the doctor.
And then they came to know about her being pregnant.
***********
Riddhima felt arman's warm breath on her neck .And smile .The expression of him when they came to know about her pregnancy were something she can never remember.Moving a little lower she pecked his lips.And felt his grip on her become stronger.
Life can never be better than this
The End-
Omy god I am finish with this one..damn!!!!!!!
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