FF: Suicide Attempt:Completed 7/2/2012 - Page 2

Chapter 1: Deep Dark Death

She walked toward the mandir'she wanted to die in the place that took away all her happiness, that one place where she married hate, pain, and misery. As she climbed the staircase of the mandir she remembered it all'but it was all the good times, their accidental date, their dance, their reunion, that night'

Enough! She screamed as she fell to her knees. She hated herself for being weak, for her failure to hate the man that destroyed everything. She grabbed a knife lying in the mandir and brought it to her wrist and closed her eyes one last time. With her eyes closed she evaded the darkness in the comfort of a more surreal darkness. His words ran like an electric current through her mind'that man who destroyed not only her but Anjali Di's life as well.

Flashback

Shyam ji don't come near me'Khushi screamed. Arnav Ji will never let you off, he fill find u and kill you. He will make you suffer for hurting me.

Oh Khushi ji so stupid you are, how naive of you. He won't be able to find you. You think you will get rid of me and have a happily ever after with Arnav Singh Raizada. Oh! Let me think is it because he said " I Love you"'stop this Khushi Ji. A man like Arnav singh Raizada can love no one, he cares only about himself and his precious sister. He has used again and again, he baited u so you will come find him. When the six months are over and he is done with the contract he will throw you out of his life. A man like Arnav Singh Raizada does not need a khushi when he can have anyone in the world. I was willing to give u everything but..

Shut Up! She cut him off' you will never understand the purity of our love. A dirty man like you knows nothing of Love.

Shyam now angry pulled off her dupatta and came a lips distance apart to her and smirked.

Oh! Khushi ji watch he will have his way with you and kick you out of his life.

OR! Better I can have my way with you and make Sale Sahib's work easier'

He pinned her to the ground and she shivered under him trying to break free. She scratched his face with her free hand and he bled from his face. He raised his hand to slap her only to be caught by the strong hand of Arnav Singh Raizada.

His eyes looked towards Khushi. Her eyes full of relief, expectation'and questions.

Arnav handed the bas***d over to the police as Khushi ran to hug him. She wanted to hold him reassure herself that he was only her's. She wanted assurance that Shyam was lying that he was wrong. However, before Arnav spoke'Shyam's screamed as he was being carried out

MARK MY WORDS KUSHI JI'.YOU WILL NEVER BE GOOD ENOUGH'..

Flashback ends.

Khushi opened her eyes staring at the starry sky from the mandir and realized how stupid of her to think that Shyam was wrong. He was right I am no one to him. Not good enough for him when he can have anyone. She had momentarily assured herself that she was special when that night he bandaged her wounds, and kissed her assuringly. Her first Kiss'that ran havoc in her heart. Just with his kiss she was about to burst into flames. She screamed as she recalled how he carried her to the bed and ran his fingers from her temple to her lips. That was all she recalled before she was drifted into a sweet heaven'She now hated herself for her inability to stop him. She remembered waking up the next morning and running her hands towards his side of the bed to find emptiness, a void that now filed her heart. She searched everywhere for him and even ran down to look for him only to be told by Di he had left for London for an important business deal. She was disappointed but trusted him. She was confident that it must have been important. She tried calling him not just once but hundreds of times during the month, but he never replied or answered her calls. Mostly Aman would pick and say that Sir was busy. Di kept him updated to his where abouts. However, with every missed call with every unanswered text her, with every lonely day, hour, minute and second her fears took over her. Shyam was RIGHT!!! He had his way with me and now I am a No one'..and if that was not enough that phone call did everything(you shall know more about this later) .With that thought she slipped the knife over her delicate white wrist that was once showered by his kisses now filled with pain and deep, dark warm Blood'.

Hope u enjoy reading this.. More amazing flashbacks await and wait till Arnav finds out. I also have a major twist planned for the next chapter. Should I continue let me know

Love,

Belli