i dont hv words meera.simply i dont hv.the tears in my eyes n the pain tht i feel in my heart wil lspeak for you how i felt abt the chapter.
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kushi was right.he was vulnerable.she shud hv been more alert.but then he needed this.to consloe him,as he said to comfort him.but this was not the right thing to do.he cud hv told her everything.talked to her.but he was not in a state for tht.alcohol had consumed him completely.
n yes he feels this act somehow lav knew n she left him.its natural for him to feel like tht.anybody wud.even we wud wen we read.
but wer they wrong?i dont feel so.it was also a God's decision.but wer did it take them?will tht one incident bring back their laife to them later on.without lav,arnav wud hv died practically.this last straw with kushi was needed for him to survive,though survival was hell to him.
as for kushi,poor thing.her guilt n arnav's guilt i dont knw wat to say.they r right wen tey think they did wrong.but was it a wrong?wasnt it the last thing tht was holding them together.wud their life ever been something otherwise.kushi may hv a life,but a dry life n arnav wud nvr had a life,if it was not for tht incident,i feel so.
now how do they get out of this.i dont knw.will hv to wait to see how u pull it.but u still didnt answer my one qtn meera.wasnt kushi a virgin wen tht incident happened?i mean her marriage with nk was fake.isnt it?then how come arnav didnt relaize tht factor?was he tht much in alchohol.but it has been 3 yrs n he has been living with tht guilt n he nvr ever rethinked abt tht fact?i dont understand.plz explain.
finally he cried.tht was due.i hope he will come out of this a bit atleast.shyam understood so fast.impressive!he understands arnav.but wat abt kushi?wat does he think abt kushi?a bad reaction to her r a soulmate for arnav?i didnt catch his reaction to her.
there r still many things to come out.lets wait n see wat happens.thanks for updating fast.it is really good for such a story bz we wud want a close connection to the story.
once agai na brilliant n a more heart wrenching update meera.congrats
Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon
Jodha Akbar
