Only you.. forever ? ||ArSha SS|| ch9 jul'17 - Page 5

Chapter two

'tum teek hona ??'

'uggghhh muks this is the 1000^th time ur asking me!!! IM ALRIGHT DAMMIT!!!! Muje kya hua hai ?? KUCH NHI KUCH NHI HUA HAI!!! na hi kuch hoga!!!!!'

I muttered to myself then 'I hate u kunwar I just hate u!!'

'fine do whatever u want!!! And jab tumare dimaag tikaane aayegi na tab baat karna okay!! Bye!' she slammed the door at me.. I was left in my bed thinking what had happened last nite..!

Muks ki early morning annoying dose made my sleepless eyes into a tear filled one..

Why was I getting so nave these days ?? so sensitive ?? I wasn't like dis!! All coz of that gadha!! Huh!

How it hurted me when he defended Charlie! And for god sake I know I am not suppose to speak up but fact is a fact kunwar!! She has a bf in delhi u belive it or not she is here just because of ur fame!!

I had just told him these!! I was an idiot! What right did I have to say ? after all who am I to him? I was concerned.. I cant see him getting shattered.. if I know him better then he is person who gives his 100% to any relationship he involved.. and if someone cheats on him then he can nevr tolerate it! I know that I know that's why I said inspite of making promise to myself that I wont interfere!!

'ur jealous of me, aren't u miss Shakti mohan'

That bitch voice kept circulating my head! Why on earth was I worried!! He and his gf GO TO HELL!!!!

'shaks u wouldn't have done this I, I nevr expected dis from u.. today u have broken my trust'

Uggh another voice!! His voice this too kept circulating on my head.. how can he even think I wud lie to him? Im jealous of that bitch ??? NO WAY!! kunwar I myself is far better than her and much happier, well the fact is she is jealous of me..

'STOP IT!!!!! this is not u shaks!! Stop from when did u start bitching about someone?? u ur speaking lik this ?? how can u shaks!! What has got into u?? why ru even interefing ?? u shudnt!! Let them live their life. And now probably everything is over!! Everything!! He isn't urs , not even as a friend *sigh! All ur fault.. kya zaroorat thi uske paas jaake yeh sab kehne ki? Batao! But he dint belive me?? He dint.. I hate u for dis kunwar I jus hate u!!!!!!'

I don't remember how many nights after that incident had passed sleepless.. those weird days which had my least interests in..

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Today was one my best day in life.. my first item song video release day.. it wud b aired in many channels.. I was really excited to c myself in tv.. well it isn't first time… but this one ws close 2 my heart..

Few days ago before that incident I had told him.. I had asked to him come home so that I, him and my whole family wud c it together.. as said earlier he is really important in my life..

I kept wondering wether he wud come.. or no ??

It was almost 2 weeks now.. neither he called, nor I msgd.. neither we chatted nor we met.. it was like we both had vanished somewer from each other's life..

But my restlessness was the same! Then and now..! same to same.. I was once again restless to know whether he wud turn up.. my mind kept saying NO HE WILL NOT! But my heart kept melting every sec saying HE WILL HE WILL HE WILL!!!

***

It was 10.30 am.. so there was just few mins for the video release.. we sat infront of the LCD.. my family and their proud faces everything seemed perfect.. but something is missing.. him..! *sigh

2 minutes to go..

My heart was popping out.. I had told him exact time and date.. but will he remember ??

NO HE WILL NOT!! Gadha hai wo!!!! bullakkad he will not he will not!!!

My brain kept chanting. But my heart was saying something else..

1 minute to go..

And now STARTED..

I sighed out in frustration.. I got up to go to my room when I bumped into someone.. and hit my forhead on 'his' ????

He had come ???

I kept staring at him for few seconds.. trying register wether it was him or my another day dream..!

And then he said 'did I miss anything ??'

'no amar it just started come sit' muks welcomed him and made him sit next to me.. I was dumbfolded.. he had come? I couldn't believe it yet…!!!

Now now I felt proud to watch my video..! and our family PERFECT! Yet imperfect he is someone else's..

***

'so.. ?' I asked him as I took a sip of cold coffee in my balcony..

He sat on the swing..

'so??' he raised his eye brows..

'nothing' I said as I sat next to him..

'sorry' 'sorry'

*bingo* we said it again!!!! And another eye lock..

How I missed all these in 2 weeks.. I longed for him but he probably may be enjoying to fullest wid his so called new gf!

And at another second we wer there laughing our heart out..

Damn!! This is all I wanted..! just to be with him..

With u.. only u..

It was an awsum day!! We make a great company.. countless times we had greeted each other.. only I knew what I meant.. and he knew only what he meant.. never understood my real feelings.. and I shud thank god for it.. he had understood thn I wud prove myself to be another stupid gal!

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'it is not love it is not love!!' no use how muchever I chant! Coz my own sis muks wud never allow me to get out these..

Nowadays she had got new theme to get the heck out of me.. she had somehow realised my weird feelings and my strange behaviour these days..

And now she was in action to kill me for sure!!

I was tired of making her understand I don't love kunwar but mukti is mukti! Miss nautanki!!

Sometimes she even opened her gutter mouth infront of mom.. I had gulped hard many times.. she threats me all time!! *pout* I hate u too muks!!!

'just because ur mind is not agreeing to say 'I love u' please don't say 'I hate u' coz when u don't mean it, the other person will understand better if he knows u btter what exactly u mean..'

She had said soo philosophically for wich I wondered 'is she the same muks ??'

Watevr im screwed up these! I just wanna get my butt out of india!!! I just wanna go soo far soo far that his thoughts shud never chase me.. shud never hold me..

***

Everything wasn't normal.. he had come home that day.. and even started calling me.. well not frequently but wenevr he wud be free..

And we kept messaging too.. everything wasn't normal.. we never spoke about Charlie after that..

But there was something else..

Something else which he tried asking me hell lot of times.. I dint understand what exactly he wanted to ask..

I sat in my bed with my ipod.. and one of my not so fav song vibrating in my ears 'teri meri prem kahani hai mushkil'

I closed my eyes.. as the trails of past.. DID days.. D3 days was vibrating in my mind along wid the song..

How DRAMATIC!!

I had started imagining myself to be kareena and him to be salman.. and singing around.. with the flashes of Charlie as a Dushman..

Lol how weird did I get ??? I was imagining a duet ??? a duet ? or rather I was dreaming about him..

Ya I know I dream about him very often these days..! but day dreaming ?? that too a duet sequence ?? *sigh I have gone mad!

My dream was given a Fullstop by his call..

I received ..

'ummm shaks ??'

'kunwar ?? kya hua aise mare hue logon ki tarah baat kyu kar rhe ho ???'

I laughed 'will a dead man ever talk?' I laughed evn more.. but he was silent.. I shut my mouth up 'may b usse joke pasand nhi aya.. meri flop kardi gadhe ne! huh'

'shaks I wanted to ask u something..'

Finally there he goes!!!! But what was it that he was hesitating to ask me ???

thats all for today.. see i have xam 2mrw , inspite of that i put my studies off jus for u all.. so hope u enjoyed this part.. *fingers crossed*

and regarding amar's pov i may nt b writting it.. but if necessary il add it..

and i knw i have my OS pending.. i will update 2mrw.. and im writting one more kriyaansh OS.. i may post it if possible after sometime.. but if i do it now u wont b recieving the pm today.. as im sending pms now only for dis one..! so next set of pms will b sent 2mrw as i update both OS 😆 got confused ?😕 oh well dont b!!! u dont need to worry..

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Originally posted by: shenz_kriyaansh

aw!!!! it was so amazing loved it a lot

n appreciate ur deeds as u wrote in-spite of ur exams but gal u do need to concentrate on ur studies

but nyways all the best for ur exams, u'll do well for sure

n nxt tym update weneva u free