Kria and Rey FF (Ch 2 Part 20 Pg 138) - Page 4

Rey had noticed that Kria was very quiet and in deep thought from the time they had entered the airport … He thought maybe she was sad that now their marriage would end .. Hell !!! why will she be sad ?? That was what they both had decided rite ?

He was not getting hold of his feelings .. He had never imagined his last year to be like what it had been … Kria had been the perfect wife anyone could have asked for … She had taken care of him totally .. She never once complained about anything .. She had been a good cook .. no .. infact a great cook … She had waited for him every night for dinner however late it was .. They had chatted as old friends .. She seemed to have an opinion on almost everything .. I was initially surprised with the wide knowledge she had on different areas.. Maybe it was for her research for writing books … She had written many books and often excitedly told about it to him … He felt guilty for not reading any of them … …She had demanded nothing from him … He had shared with her so much about himself which he never thought he would ever do with anyone …. She seemed so content and happy always … Many a times while lying on his bed he had this craving to just take her in his arms and make love to her .. but he just dismissed such thoughts thinking that she never once showed any signs of that ..

He remembered the first time he saw her .. She had come with Reena to their house .. She was a cute girl .. She had long hair ..well tied up .. a cute specs on her straight nose .. he had instantly liked her … She had gelled so well with her family … She and Reena were inseparable … Kria seemed to talk and laugh with everyone at his home except him …

He had heard her laughter which was sweet like the ripples in the water … He wished she would laugh with him the way she did with Reena .. He craved, she would be free and open with him like she was with Reena .. he had seen many times they having pillow fights .. they seemed so close sharing all their secrets .. He wanted to be the one she would let her heart out …

But whenever he tried to talk to her , she was conscious .. reserved .. she smiled .. but not like how I had seen her with my family … She got along very well with my Dad that was really surprising to me .. I myself never could make myself agree to anything my Dad said ..

She was a simple but an elegant girl .. some kind of a regal quality was there in her .. He had never seen her cry / being hyper or tensed .. She knew what she wanted to be .. The most calm and composed girl he had ever met .. He knew from his friends and also from Reena that she had a crush on him .. He had secretly loved it .. He would imagine what it would be like to go out with her ..

Once he had imagined what would he do if a se*y babe walks by and if Kria walks by … he would definitely check the babe but he wondered if he would even bother for her to turn and look at him .. As for Kria he would wait an eternity for her to turn and look at him and give him that blissful smile …

Sometimes I wondered what was it that attracted me to her .. why was I so apprehensive to talk to her or ask her out …

I guess I was a teenage fool that time .. I believed what my friends said about being with se*y gals is cool … I should have listened to my heart then ..

After school after I went to college .. I met so many different gals .. but not one like her .. I had been out with a number of girls .. but somehow was not able to forget her .. Out of sight is Out of Mind , they say .. Kria didn't fit in that …

When I really thought I was in love .. Whom was I fooling … myself or others ???? I even took the decision to get engaged .. and to think on my engagement day .. I was constantly looking at the door just for one person to arrive .. Kria .. But Why ??? Why was I waiting for her ?? I was so bemused with my own behaviour … And when she didn't turn up .. I was questioning myself .." Rey she may have had a teenage crush on you .. now she must have definitely moved on ..but you are still stuck there .. Why didn't you muster the courage to talk and convey your feelings to her ???"

After my breakup with Lisa .. when I finally met Kria .. Wow !!! That was the only thought I could think of .. She looked gorgeous .. now her hair were short .. just above the shoulders .. she had curled them a bit .. I guess she was wearing contacts ..the sparkle in her eyes.. the glow on her face soft skin .. so soft that I felt if I kissed her it would leave a blemish on it .. I just couldn't do anything but gaze at her … and how could I miss that .. she had a great figure .. infact the right curves at the right places ..

This time I didn't want to loose her at any cost .. But whatever I had thought nothing happened that way … I wanted to see her reaction to my impulsive question of marriage .. She was so shocked that I just didn't know what to do … Instead of pouring out my feelings I told her the job conditions ( that could have been secondary ) but I made that the priority .. and when she replied to me with what she wanted .. I felt maybe she has changed … she is looking at me as an materialistic opportunity to safeguard her future .. I did feel my heart twinge .. my feelings shut again in the deepest corner of my heart …

I wanted so much to trust her but somewhere at the back of my mind , my bitter experiences came forward which just didn't let me go ahead …

Now it would be just 2-3 weeks at my house ,then we would have this whole drama which would lead to divorce and then go our separate ways …

I just couldn't understand why I wanted to just hug her and cry and not let her go .. for ever and ever … Damn I am her husband .. I have the right to do that … Hell !!! What's happening to me ??? She seemed to be smiling now .. Is she so happy that this marriage would end in a few weeks ??? Didn't she ever think of me ?? Didn't she ever crave for me as I do ??? Doesn't her heart feel for me ???

With all these muddling thoughts I closed my eyes to get some peaceful sleep .. I felt a warm head placed on my shoulders and her hair tickling my ears … her delicate scent making me drowsy .. I opened my eyes to look at her serene sleeping face .. Everything felt just perfect .. Even though it was momentary … I thought I should just taken in as much as I can .. I moved my hand over her shoulders to support her and not disturb her sleep …

(There was someone smiling when his hand moved over the shoulders .. she knew her plan would definitely work )