yaay...Its midnyt..and as usual am here with my update..part 8 😆
Don't blame me if u found it boring and unnecessary..it was a tiresome day..am sry if it is not upto level..😭😭😭
And I assure you..this part is a must to move on to next..thats it..😉😉😉
Happy rdng 👍🏼
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"I know about u and shyam'"
Khushi froze in her step.. The skies were falling on her..she turned to him slowly.. "kya??"she couldn't utter a word.. Did he said ...??
"Ya,.,.u heard it ryt Khushi,.,."
"but Arnavji.."she couldn't think..he got to know about our broken engagement?? But how?
" u never expected me to know about it." he said accusingly. hw could you even think about someone else's husband in such a way? Hw cud you ask him to leave his wife? He wanted 2 yell @ her.
She never wanted to let him know about the broken engagement. She never wanted to hurt him or his di. she had even tried hard to tell him..but he wasn't ready 2 listen. But then ' di was so happy about being a mother.. She didn't want to ruin the joy of the family.
" not ..like..that Arnavji.. I ..wanted to tell you.. But.. I ..was ...afraid of..ur..anger. I trie.."the sobs took over her words. I couldn't say you that I am getting married to someone else..when I wanted you 2 b my pati.. She wished 2 tell him so.
"oh..u weren't afraid when u were in a relationship with him..but u were afraid of my anger?..arre waah khushi.."
" but..i didn't know .."
" u didn't know what?" Arnav was losing his control ,whatever little was there..
" about ur di and the marriage...i knew nothing about them.." all she knew was that he is a lawyer and their pay-in-guest..and her whole family wanted her 2 marry him..
Is she saying that she didn't know about his di when she'when she .. .fell for him? ? The very thought of she fancying Shyam irked Arnav. He wanted to grab her arm tightly and shake her and make her say she loves... Only..him.'oh .. stop it..he scolded himself. Do not be silly..its about ur di's life...make her say the truth.. But he could no more take it..the overwhelming ego of ASR wasn't something that can control the pain and hurt of a broken heart..He stood @ a distance from her.
Khushi looked@ him. She thought he would hurt her as usual. But he was standing there like a statue.. She didn't know why she was feeling guilty even though she hasn't done any wrong. She walked to him. He faced the wall. She placed her hand on his shoulder saying " Arnavji .. I respect and value the sanctity of marriage.. it's a divine relation.i know how much it means to a woman..i never wanted to spoilt the purity of it.actually bcz f this reason I wanted to do it...that's y I decided to break.."
" di's marriage!" even b4 she could complete the sentence Arnav hissed and pushed her hand from his shoulder. He was being week and could no longer take the pressure..he wanted comfort.. He walked past her..
Khushi was dumb-found.. What did he say? Di's marriage? What rubbish? And y is he behaving in a strange manner? I called off the wedding long ago.. Then what has it to do with his di's life anyway?what is he thinking about? Kahin koi gadbad..she looked @ the door terrified.
"and mind it khushi'I wont spare you.."
" aap yeh..kya"
".. I am ashamed of myself " he continued without noticing her'"for once I loved you so dearly..i cant believe u hav hidden such an evil face behind that enchanting smile' I hate myself for loving you and making a fool of myself.." he was yelling at her."'and I wont allow u 2 ruin di's marriage..i know what u r up to.." he stopped for breath.
her whole body shook.what did he say? Her voice trembled "matlab??? " ..the words didn't escaped her larynx.all she could manage was "what am I up to?" ..she asked in disbelief..
He stormed towards her. Grabbed her and pulled her tightly to the wall ,he hissed: " don't think that I don't know anything..i have seen it myself."
"what.hav.u.seen.?" khushi cudnt expect an answer.
" I saw u 2 hugging on the terrace.. and u were asking him to leave Di" his tight hold was hurting her..but it wasn't nothing compared to the pain she has been going through..the words fell on her ears like molten iron..each and every nerve of her was being pinched..she felt as if her whole body was ripping apart'
" aap..vo.." she was choking,.,.she wanted to tell him..
" I don't wish to give you any explanation..u don't deserve one.. don't u hav an answer to ur question by now?..." only that now she had a number of answers' " Just live quietly in shantivan 4 another 3 months and then just leave'understand?" he pushed her to the ground.. He Strodded out shutting d door behind him.
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Frustrated , he walked through the house..his heart was aching.. The only girl ,whom he ever loved, having an affair with another man, who turned out to be his dear di's husband..and marrying the girl forcibly..hurting himself by hurting her each tym.. Remembering the most worst moment of his life everytime he sees the 2 women who had influenced him..and confessing his love to the girl in the most hateful and hurtful manner ,when he wants to kick her out of his life..when he despises her as much as he loves her' that's not something every man come across..
He wasn't aware that he was in front of his Di's room until he heard a suppressed sigh..he stood there listening..there was no other voice. .he slightly opened the room .. Anjali was sitting on the chair beside the table. He came to her..touched her arms.
" di.. Kya hua? Y r u crying?" he forgot his sadness for a moment.
" crying? Who? I was thinking of .. Um.. Something.." she tried hard to maintain the chirpy tone..
"of what? Aapko kuch pareshani hai kya?" there was concern in his voice..
"uffo..nahin chottey.. Just..um..something...y r u so tensed Chottey? did u 2 quarelled again? "
"No'" he snapped.." Di..u tell me..wot is it concerning u? I can read it in your eyes."
"oh ho..nothing chottey.." she knew that he wont let it go like that.." actually..about the baby.." she lied.." I was thinking about our childhood.."
It was the maximum he could manage'the volcano of hurt pain and anger erupted ...He hugged his di and lay his head on her lap..the lava as tears flowed down his cheeks'he murmered.. " di.."
She hugged back him..she ran her fingers through his hair..she sighed.. Tear glands were doing its work..
" chottey kya hua? Tell ur Di.."
He got a glimpse of what he longed for.. Comfort,compassion and care..he thought about his di..no..he has to b strong..he has to fix it and support his di.. He wiped those tears away and stood up..
" nothing di..bachpan ka yaad aya..Di.. I hav work..hv to go" he suddenly said..
" chottey.. Ek minute.. I have to talk to you.." he was ready to oppose.. " its about.. Khushi..and.. "
"and?" Arnav asked unconsciously..
" just sit down..its important'"
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