Don't feel lyk commenting ovr it,n ruining da magic dat still lingers,evn aftr reading it so many times..bt considering dat u wud b waiting fr my reply n also all da hard work/trouble u must hv put urslf thru.. i'll gv it a try.. bt let me warn u,it vl fail to do justice to ur effort..
Loved da way da story frm dat vry first chp opened n evolved.. hw da green monster clutches lordy lord..thn blinds him to da extend dat he loses logic in his inquiries.. thn he gvs in,n let it swallow him n he asks her to ride wth him.. all he wnts is to hv hr fr himself, detesting evrythg n evry one, who gets hr attention instead of him.. in the process,provoking hr only to find hr say sumthg,dat angered hm n scared hr.. tries to teach hr a lesson..ends up in losing himself to hr innocence! confused n furious at himslf n hr..steps bk, aloof!!..gets hr all confused n hands hr sum courage to question hm.. thn refuses to gv in..gets hold of hr,to distract hr..finds a lame excuse to abduct hr for himslf.. rides off wth hr.. feeling hr evry fear n assuring hr security..she feels it bt fails to undrstnd it..
Hw much he loved hvg hr so close to him,if only she wud b all smiles n chirpy,lyk she's wth evry1 else..bt she aint.. she's swinging b/w fear-confusion-question mark..question mark.. n sum more fear-confusion-question mark..question mark.. .. finding courage-self esteem-stubbornness, evry nw n thn..😆 bt fails agn in the end,thanks to too many ❓❓❓ ..thn finally his patience is worn out..decides to teach hr a lesson.. leaves hr in da middle of nowhr.. cums bk,probably knowing hw dangerous it ws to leave hr alone there..inquires aftr hr change of mind..finds hr more reluctant n obstinate.. fights a li'l more until danger stands there smiling at thm..realizes hw important it is not to let nethg happen to da love of his lyf.. transforms into Trazan n runs into da big bad bear,who btw,lykd khushi n wntd to hv hr fr himslf..or who knws may b he ddnt lyk thm fyting togthr lyk Shadow.. ..we'll nvr knw😉😉..
gets hr home.. gets hr all upset n mks hr believe wt a horrid li'l thing she is..plays wth hr conscience..n gets hr to apologize to him,Finally!! What?? he doesnt wnt it ne more?! bt.. bt.. aww..show off!! altho deep down all he felt ws anger rising n directed towrds himslf,fr getting hr so close to danger..he knws he ws wrong all along..bt who'll admit dat? Nope! not him! he's da First Lord..he cnt apologize..thn sees hr break down infront of him, all mess!! gets a li'l more angry fr mkg hr cry n miserable..bt still lets his Ego win!! thn fr a consolation lets hr touch his wounds,bt selfish lordy lord!! he does evn dat fr himslf😉..loves being touched by da green heart.. ofcourse,by nw evn green heart's all attracted towrds him.. altho she hs strtd to suspect bt finds it hard to reach da conclusion.. decides to leave fr da moment.. bt stirs desires n dreams,lordy lord vl find hard to shake n escape frm😳.. do i luv him or what?!😃
WHAT A STRUGGLE IT HS BEEN FR HIM THROUGH OUT..FRM JEALOUSY TO INSECURITY TO LOVE TO RELIEF TO POSSESSIVENESS TO ATTAINMENT TO CONFUSION TO APPREHENSION TO DESIRES .. A HUGE BATTLE FOUGHT, WON N LOST.. POOR LORDY LORD!! NO WONDER WHY HE'S ANGRY ALL DA TIME..
i dnt knw what i hv written..n i dnt knw hw much u'll undrstnd..bt if possible,try to judge hw much i luvd n lived today's update..❤️
PS;
- loved Shadow's reactions to his master n his new interest..
- loved dat da bear,wntd to talk sum sense into these two,bt got beaten badly..
- loved lord Arnav's tarzan avatar..
- loved Aman's discomfort n jealousy..he wud hv so fought fr his rights ovr khushi if it hadnt been his master..poor soul !!
- loved dat lordy lord ws only dreaming, ofcourse he doesnt realize da importance of analgesics n antiseptics.. in ne othr circumstances it wud hv lead to both pain n infection..
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