CHAPTER 22:
SWPOV
The next day, Sharon acted the same as the day before and I did what Simmi asked, I didn't try to bug Sharon or talk to her unless it was class related.
At lunch, the guys planned a game night on Friday to watch the Washington State Cougars play. We're going to make a night of it and meet at my house because evidently my mom can make the best food for this sort of thing.
Lunch ended and Sharon and I met each other in photography. Unfortunately, Tanya got it in her mind I needed a new friend..again.
"Hey Sway..." Tanya attempted to purr as she put her slimy hand on my arm. "I just wanted to let you know that I'll be here as you're recovering. I was absolutely stunned when I heard about the accident! I apologize I wasn't there to like keep you company at that dreadful hospital; I'm sure it was just awful like being there by yourself. I bet you like totally thought of me while you were there." She smiled, or grimaced, I couldn't tell which one.
I couldn't help but roll my eyes. "On the contrary Tanya, I didn't think of you a single time while I was there. And even more surprisingly, I had all the company I could have ever wanted. And just for the record, yesterday was my first day back, not today..but thanks so much for your concern. I'm sure you were worried sick about my absence in your pitiful life."
Tanya raised a drawn on eyebrow. "Oh really? Who kept you company? Kria, Rin-"
"Sharon." I answered shortly.
"Uh-huh, I'm sure that was like loads of fun there." She said bored.
"Yea, Sharon was terrific. She stayed with me from the time I was admitted to the time I arrived home and allowed to come back to school." I told her with a smug smile.
"I bet she just like felt sorry for you."
"Actually, I was genially concerned. Swayam is one of my closest friends, something I'm sure you've never been fortunate to have, and I wanted to be there for him when he woke up, wanted to hang out, work on homework, everything." Sharon butted in fiercely.
"No one was talking to you be-och!" Tanya exclaimed stomping her foot.
"Detention Ms. Gupta." Mrs. Martel said as Tanya turned to her stunned.
"But-but-but." Tanya whined.
"But, but, but, nothing." Mrs. Martel mocked. "Little do you know, Ms. Raiprakash kept up with all of her class work including this class and her extracurricular, and not only did she complete everything but completed it with flying colors. Unlike you who have been here the past two weeks and your projects have been more than lacking."
"But I had like cheerleading practice!" Tanya exclaimed.
"Is that supposed to impress me somehow?" Martel asked starring her down. "You've been in school perfectly healthy these last few weeks. Swayam on the other hand has not, and is actually ahead in his work, unlike you who has decided to slack off these past two weeks and occupy your time with a certain Mr. Crowley."
"I-uh-he's just a friend." Tanya stammered looking guilty.
"That's not what I thought when I saw you pressing him against a locker during lunch today. Unless of course, that's the way you all tell each other you're friends nowadays." Martel smirked.
"You know Tanya, I've never been attracted to you, and after learning this unsurprising piece of information, there is no way I would or could ever even consider dating you. You're repulsive, in more than one way!" I told her returning back to the current assignment.
"Humph. Well..I never wanted you either! You're too-too incredibly perfect in every frickin' way!" Tanya attempted to insult me.
"Right..well I'm glad you won't be bothering me any time soon. I really don't have time for you or your whiney friends."
"Amen to that!" Martel cut in laughing.
"You're siding with him?" Tanya shrieked.
"What does it look like? Now, get back to work." she said flatly.
Tanya plopped down in her chair and began quietly talking with her partner who she detests...or did detest.
Sharon and I began working on our project silently, still frustrated with each other, but she had given me a little more hope. She had stood up for me, or I guess herself, but she was still putting gin her two cents on an issue that didn't directly pertain to her.
The period ended and Sharon and I walked silently to our respective music classes. As we were getting ready to part, I pulled her aside and quietly and simply said, "Thank you."
She nodded then went into her class.
My mind was distracted the entire time I was theory. Mr. Wooten even commented on my odd behavior asking what was on my mind. I shrugged him off and thankfully the class ended soon.
As I left the class, Sharon was leaving hers as well. We walked in silence to our lockers to get our books then to our cars without looking at each other.
Before she got into her truck, I caught her arm and firmly told her, "We need to talk, soon."
She looked me squarely in the eye and slightly nodded before yanking her arm out of my grasp; then closed the door to her car, locking it and pulling out of the lot. Leaving me starring after her like someone in shock.
As soon as I arrived home, I trudged up to my-or Sharon's old-room and began writing two letters.
My Future Wife,
I want to tell you right now that I will screw up. I am not a perfect person. And while I'll think you are perfect, I also will know that you will have your flaws. Those flaws will make me love you even more! It's the quarks that make a person drawn to another.
Think about it, if you set someone up on a pedestal that's incredibly high, the first time they do something you aren't expecting, all the things you once thought will be taken away from you. But if you get to know that person, you'll love them despite their flaws.
I can't wait to meet you and get to know all about your flaws. I love you more than my own life and I can't wait for the day when I see your beautiful face smiling back at me. I love you, love.
Always Yours 'Till Death Do Us Part,
Your Future Husband
Once I was finished with my first letter, I immediately began on my second.
Sharon,
I can't apologize enough for what I did. Reading the letters you had written and set aside for your future husband was the worst thing I could have ever done to betray your trust. To be completely honest, I had no clue the letters were even yours until I opened one that began describing your friends and school life. By that time I was not only falling for the writer of the beautifully written letters, but also for my beautiful best friend.
Only one other person knew about the letters, and they didn't find out about them until I was in the hospital. Sanjana, my mother, scolded me for keeping them, but she was also happy that I had finally found someone I would be willing to share my life with. After reading your first letter (I went in order), I decided I'd write back to 'My Future Wife' whether it be to you or my real future wife.
Now with everything transpiring, I am giving you full right to read the letters I wrote, it's the least I can do. You may have noticed my now that Simmi grabbed the wrong box of letters; therefore, you have my box. Please don't worry, I haven't ready anymore of your letters since Simmi colorfully informed me that they were definitely your letters, you used to live here, and you not loath every fragment of my being. If I could, I would be mad at you, but there is no way I can possibly be mad or blame you for a stupid decision on my part.
I now am realizing that because of my decisions our friendship and potentially more have once again, shattered like an expensive, irreplaceable vase. But that this time, the pieces won't be as easy to put back together again.
I can only hope you can accept this sincere apology, but if you can't I understand. I just hope we can still be pleasant with each other in the future.
Sincerely Yours,
Swayam
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