Well hi everyone. Sorry to keep u all waiting for this long. That too with a cliff hanger. Honestly saying, I didn't even realize that I left the part at that point. It was only after I got comments that I realized this.
Anyways here is the next update and ill complete the flashback scene in this.
So. Enjoy!!!
Chapter 3
Swayam opens the letter to see what life holds for them now...
Swayam, my best friend. If u r reading this letter I'm sure u understood my clues.
I'm sure u must be wondering why not write everything in the same letter. Why did she make me work so hard to get to this.
Well the truth is that there is something that I only wanted you to know. Because its a personal I didn't want the whole group to see it.
I hope I can trust u on this. That you u won't tell anyone about this letter or anything relating or following this.
I'm leaving my diary here clear ur misunderstanding and to make things easier to understand for you.
But before you read it. You have to promise me that no matter what happens you won't let anyone in our group about this. Especially rey.
...
There was more written the letter but kria had asked swayam to read the diary before continuing on with the letter
So he put the letter aside on the side table and sat down on the floor leaning against the bed and opened the first page of kria's personal life.
She had started writing this from the new year day. And one first day she had complained about a guy to her universe ji. It was only later after reading few pages that swayam realized that she was talking about rey.
Swayam was surprise to learn the fact that rey and kria knew each other from before. He chuckled internally realizing how destiny always brought them together one way or the other
...
By now swayam was almost done reading the diary as he read the last lines (Since there is nothing more left in me, body without soul, I have nothing to write about anymore. Please forgive me. I guess I have lost my K effect. Even universe ji is not with me anymore) A lone tear rolled down his left eye.
He couldn't imagine the condition that kria might be in right now. The pain that she must be going through while doing all this. He wondered where she gained the courage from.
He didn't realize how long he sat there,looking blankly at the wall. Random thoughts coming into his mind. Each though bringing him closer to believing that kria's love for rey was unconditional. That she gave him to pain to give him happiness. That she chose death to give him life.
And rey, he looks like someone sucked life out of him. When fire is the same on both side, then how can destiny play this trick with them. There has to be a reason for this,destiny has to bring them together. They can't be separated after all this, there love can not be left incomplete. Swayam thought that he must tell rey about this.
He pulled himself together and was about to get up when his sight fell on the piece of paper lying on the side table. It then he realized that he hasn't finished reading the letter...
...
Now that you have read the diary and must have gotten answers to all your questions.
Swayam I'm going to ask you for favor. I know that I have broken rey's heart but that's better then the paain he would have gotten from waiting for my return. Please help him. Bring him out of his misery. Bring the real rey back.
And please don't tell anyone from our gang about this diary or letter. I hope I can trust you with. Last but not the least please don't try to find me. I won't be able to face you.
So please don't make this any harder for me then it already is. Please swayam please. Take care of everyone. and rey Promise me.
P.S. Don't forget yourself. You have this charm in you that can solve everyone's problems. Don't ever loose that.
Love kria
God kria. Why did you have to leave me with this promise. What will I do now. If you really trusted me this much couldn't you tell me about this earlier. We would have figured something out.
Now what. I can't do anything anymore. But I promise kria that I will bring old rey back and take care of everyone. I promise.
Take care yourself. We all are together. Rey has all of us to support him and your love but you have nothing. Just hope that god gives you the strength to get though this and still be yourself.
God please one request, until desity bring rey and kria together again, keep kria safe. Don't ever let her loose herself. Take care of her. She has no one by her side,not even rey's love. She has no hope to live for. Please save her. She has lost her dil dosti dance, give her something to live for until we meet again. Please.
saying this he carefully folds the letter an places it between the pages of her diary and walks towards the window to leave realizing thatthe darkness outside right now was the mirror image of their lives at this point.
Putting his thoughts aside he prepares himself to get down...
...
*end of flashback*
Swayam sat still on the stairs of the abandoned corridor. Few tears escaped his eyes as he remembered the past. He couldn't remember how long it has been since he came here. But he was in no mood to go anywhere anytime soon...
... On the other hand
Sharon was really irritated at the day's events. Nothing was going right for her and top of that she could find anyone of her friend. She needed some time alone
Her thoughts were interrupted when she opened a door. She suddenly realized where she was as she saw a old staircase and other things scattered around the place.
She wondered why she came here when she wanted to be alone. All her old memories came rushing back to her of her and swayam...she trailed off into her thoughts. Sharon was about to slam the door when she heard someone crying.
(P.S. She can't see swayam there and he can't see her)
She didn't know who it was but it seemed familiar. She was becoming impatient to know who it was so she quietly shut the door to not let the other person know that she is here.
She tiptoed down the first set of stairs and was about turn when she heard him say something. This caused her to stop in her tracks.
She knew who that was. But she wanted to know why he was here and what caused him to be this update. She was getting lost in her own thoughts, when he spoke again...
Swayam: aap har bar mere saath aisa kyun kartein hain
Jab bhi koi mere kareeb aata hai yan fir main unke paas jaane ki kosish karta hoon aap usse mujhse cheen lete ho.
Aisa kaunsa gunha kia hai maine jo main kabhi bhi poori tarah se khush nahi reh sakta
Phele aapne ne us insaan ko mujhse cheena jo mere sabse se kareeb tha. Vo jike bina main ek bhi par kat sakta tha. Jo mujhse aake apne dil ki her ek baat share karti thi. Humara din ek dusre ke bina poora nahin hota tha.
(P.S. Don't worry about the person I'm talking about u all will know about it in the near future)
Phir apne mujhse us ladki ko door kiya jis mein meri jaan basti hai. Jiske bina jeena mere liye namumkin tha. Jisse maine pyar kiya tha.
Aur akhir mein apne meri akhri umeed bhi cheenli. Use cheena jiski vajah se mujhme inta badlaav aaya tha. Jisne mujhe yeh yakeen dilaya ki hum alag nahin hain.
Agar is ka asar sirf mujpe hota to shayad main bardaasht bhi kar leta... Lekin un dono ke saath
Unki kyan galti thi. Kyun alag kiya aapne unko. Wo do ek doosre pe jaan waartein hain.
Jab sharon ne mujhe thukraya. Tab shayad mein yeh samajh sakta tha ki ismein humari bhalai hai kyunki mera pyaar ek tarfa tha
Lakien iss bar...iss sab mein kiski bhali hai. Kyun alag kia aapne un dono ko. Aaj bhi tadap rahein wo ek doosre ko paane ke liye. Kisi aur ko apne paas nahin aane dete. Zindagi se, khushion se jaise muh mod liya hai unho ne. Jaise ki unki aas paas ki baton se koi farak hi nahin padta. Kya har prem kahani ka yeh anjaam hota hai. Kya sabko dard dena zaroori hai.
Lekin aaj bhi pata nahin kyun mujhe aisa kyun lagta hai ki yeh ant nahin hai. Bohut kuch baki hai abhi. Aur agar hai bhi to main aisa hone nahin doonga. Yeh wada hai mera aapse.
Khair... main aap se yeh saari baatein kyun kar raha hoon. Aap konsa sunne waale ho. Jab aapne uski nahin suni jo apni har baat ke liye aapke paas aati thi to meri kya suno ge.
Saying this he pulls himself together to leave as he was not feeling to well. By now he had taken out all him frustration. And surprisingly he felt better after so long. He didn't remember when was the last time he felt like this.
He left through the bottom door of the staircase. Sharon stood still frozen to her spot. After a while she comes back to her senses.
She turns down from the flight of stairs and comes to the place where swayam was sitting.
She slowly sat down in his place. Sharon was shocked at the anger that had build itself up inside him for years. She had never seen this side of him. he had always thought of him to be the calm and composed type of people. Who are capable of handling anything and irritating others with this quality of theirs'
maybe this was the result of all that he's been hiding inside him for all these years.
But what was he talking about?more importantly who? Who has broken hearts? The only thing that she understood from his conversation was that he had accepted the fact that maybe she and him were not meant to be.
Has he really moved on. Closed their chapter forever. Were the questions that concerned her the most. Sudden realization struck her after learning this fact that she has hurt swayam to the core and this has affected him in a bad way.
She so wished she could do something for him right now. Like take all the sadness out of him and fill his life with happiness.
But to do that she needs to know the reason behind his sadness. She starts to think about the reasons that may have brought him to this conclusion except for her of course - and this fact killed her inside - after a while something came to her mind. Could it have something to do with that? She thought to herself.
*Flashback*
Sharon had to come back from her car to get her books from the college. It was getting dark out and on top of that she didn't remember where she forgot them. And were so many places that she had gone to today.
Where could they? be she thought to herself. Most common places came to her mind and she decided to check there first.
She had already checked the whole canteen twice and they weren't there. Now she was heading the down the hall towards the rehearsal hall to check and see in the rehearsal hall. As that was the place where she had spent most of her day so it most likely made sense to check there before going to any other places she had gone.
She was walking towards the rehearsal hall and she thought that she heard music playing somewhere. She brushed it off thinking who would play music in college this late in the day.
But as she got closer to the hall the music got louder. When she turned around the corner and faced the rehearsal hall she realized that the music was indeed playing in the rehearsal hall.
But who could it be? At this time in the evening?Rey? No he said was busy. If not him then who? That too a hindi song
As she moved closer to the door and peaked through the the corner she realized that it was swayam
(He was dancing on aur ho from the movie rockstar)
She moved forward, now she was standing in front of the door. Swayam, what is he doing here dancing on a sad song.
And then she noticed tears in his eyes. Until now she didn't see how he was dancing. Now that she saw it, she could see mixed emotions in his dance. Anger, sadness and most importantly helplessness. Swayam hasn't felt her presence yet as he was too involved with resolving and fighting his own emotions
What could have caused him to dance like she was thinking to herself, with a confused look on her face. Her books all forgotten.
When suddenly the music stopped. Sharon looked up to see what happened. Swayam had stopped dancing as he had noticed her standing at the door.
He was now collecting his belonging. She could still see his tear stained cheeks and new tears for in his eyes, few of which were making their way out.
She didn't know why but she couldn't bare to see him like this. She had to do something about this.
She walked towards him to ask him what's wrong when he suddenly turned causing her loose her balance. She didn't realize how close she was standing to him until then. She was about to fall when he grabbed one of her arms ansd pulled her back up.
Thanks, she said. He just moved forward to leave. Then he turned and said sorry. She looked at him confused. To which he replied for using the rehearsal hall. He then turned and was about to leave, as he moved towards the door when sharon held his wrist. She could see him stop immediately at her touch.
But to her surprise he didn't say anything. He wasn't his usual self, she thought.
What's wrong swayam? Sharon asked.
He suddenly turned and looked at her with a hint of surprise in his eyes. But it vanished as soon as it had appeared. And they were filled with deep sorrow again.
Nothing, he replied casually. I just need to be alone for some time. ill be fine. Don't worry about me.
Hearing this made sharon loosen her grip amount his wrist. She felt hurt after learning that he didn't feel her to capable of understanding him. But why would he, when you have hurt him so much in the past. She thought to herself.
Seeing sharon lost in her own thoughts and noticing that his hand was free he decided to leave as he was already in a gloomy mood.
Sharon came out of her thought a while and noticed that swayam had already left without saying anything else to her. Dejected she decided to ask him about the matter the next day and started looking for her books.
She found them on the shelfs near the stereo set. She quicly collected them and left the college as it was already dark out.
Next day...
Sharon was one of the first people to arrive the college desperate to find swayam and ask him about is behavior the day before.
But she was disappointed when she learned from RDX sir that he had taken a leave for the week and had completed all his work for the week already.
Now she didn't even have a reason to call him, she thought to herself.
But why is he not here. He can't be sick, then why. Must be something big...
*Flashback ends*
Sharon was stilling in the same place as she been in an hour ago.
I could find out back then, but now I will. I can't see him suffer like this anymore. A tear rolled from her right eye as she said the last line determination.
She got up from her place, wiped away her tear and headed towards the canteen to see if swayam was there so that she could talk things out with him...
... To be Continued...
here is the update everyone...hope you all like this one...and hopefully this makes up for the days that i haven't update...
i have tried to make this update long ...so f you all like please hit the like button and leave long long comments...they really make me keep going...😊
and thanks for support till now...i really appreciate it
Udne Ki Aasha
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