it has been a month arnav and khushi are married..theyve not been talking..neither khushi asks arnav anything nor he cares to tell..
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khushi sitting in front of the dressing table thinking to herself "haiyye devi maiyya..aapne hamare saare sapno ko aise kaise tod diya..hamare sare sapne arnavji ki wajah se tootkar bikhar gae..hum unki wajah se toot kar bikhar gae...hum toh sochte the ki woh hume pasand.."
arnav enters the room..
khushi looks at his reflection in the mirror...
he noticed that khushi had been crying..he felt the urge to go up to her aand wipe her tears but held back..
khushi stood up and looked at him with innocent wide eyes she took a step forward..
arnav looked away coz he felt that she will ask the same questions again she asked on their wedding night..
she moved close to him.."kyun arnavji humse aankhen nahi mila pa rahe?ya dar rahe hain hamare sawalon se..?"
arnav angrily "mai.."
khushi interupts " rehne dijiye hum apse kuch nahi puchna chahte..hum kuch nahi janna chahte...ap woh kariye jo apke hisab se sahi hai..aur hum..hum...chodiye.."
she started crying again and left the room...
arnav sat down on the couch and opened his laptop but could not get over her questioning eyes..her tears...!!
HP comes in to call him for tea.."arnav bhaiya..apko chai ke liye neeche bula ra hain.."
arnav on reachin there didnt see khushi...
arnav "di,khushi kahan hai?"
anjali "woh chote humne khushiji ko inhe bulane bheja hai.."
arnav angrily closes his fists and moves huriedly towards shyams room..
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shyams room
khushi "shyam ji apko chai ke liye neeche bula rahe hain..."
shyam gets up and moves towards her and held her hand "itni jaldi kya hai khushiji...jab tak ap hume ye nahi bata deti ki apne arnav se shadi kyun ki hum apko jane nahi denge.."
khushi "arnavji aur humne shadi kyun ki ye janne ka apko koi adhikar nahi hai..
she tried to free her hand ..she succeeded and turned around to go away...
shyam held her pallu to which khushi turned around in full anger and raised her hand to slap him..but he was too quick and stopped her hand...he grabbed her wrist tightly and said "nahi khushiji hume adhikar hai..apne humare bare me kaise nahi socha...??"
khush felt disgusted at his touch...
wwith her full strength she tried to free herself and then shouted "ap janna chahte hain na ki kyun ki humne unse shhadi,janna chahte hain na?hum pyaar karte hain unse...boht pyar karte hain hum unse.."
tan tanaaa arnav hears dis...(thik hai,kabhi kabhi sahi baaten bhi sun lete hain hero..)he freezed listening to their conversation..he was shocked..
shyam got angry and started flaring his nostrils as usual...
"kyun khushiji kyun?ap aue mai dono jante hain ki arnav singh raizada nafrat karta hai apse..usne sirf apne liye apne faede ke liye apse shadi ki..hum apse itna pyar karte hain aur ap.."
khushi "bas shyamji bas hum apse hazaar baar keh chuke hain ki ap shadishuda hain aur na bhi hote toh hum apke sath kabhi nahi hote..ghinnn hai hume apse...chhheeekitne gire hue hain ap..aur mai ye janti hun ki woh mujhse nafrat karte hain aur ye bhi janti hun kyun?"
shyam looks at her with a shocked expression..
arnav is also shocked at this...
khushi "haan shyam ji mai sab janti hoon..maine us raat apki aur arnavji ki saari baaten sun li thi..jo apne hamare bare me unse bakwas ki sab kuch...apko kya lagta hai hume ye nahi pata..?"
arnav could not belive wat he just heard...
he went to his room..
he sat on the couch..and the words khushi just said replayed in his mind again and again..
wat did he just hear..was it true?how could he be so wrong in judging her..!!
he then saw a diary on the dressing table...
he with his eyes filled with tears opened it...
15th feb..
"kal arnavji aur hamari shadi ho gai...!!hum sab di aur jiju ki shadi ko leke boht khush the...aur mai bhi..arnavji ke liye kuch mehsoos karne lagi thi aur samjhti ki woh bhi..aj mai janti hun ki woh shyamji ka poora sach jante hain...humne unki aue shyamji ki saari baaten sun li thi.shyam ji ne unse kaha ki hum bhi unse pyaar karte hain jo jhhot tha...uske baad didi aur jiju ke pheron se pehle woh hume poolside ke paas le gaye toh hume laga ki woh humse sach poochna chahte hain..par unhone kaha ki woh humse shaadi karna chahte hain..hum boht khush ho gae..hume laga hamara pyaar jeet gaya...par fir unhone kaha 6 mahine ke liye..hum samajh hi nahi paaye ki unhone aisa kyun kiya..kya woh humse pyar nahi karte the ..?par maine unse kuch nahi poocha..kyunki mai samjh gai ki woh ye sab kyun kar rae hain..woh bhi hamari tarah shyamji ko ek aur mauka de rae hain sudharne ka..hum ye unse nahi cheen sakte..hum unse boht pyar karte hain aur karte raenge..unse kabhi kuch nahi poochenge..kal raat humne janne ki koshish ki unka dil ye baat kaise manta hai..par woh jawab nahi de paye..ab hum kuch nahi poochenge..anjaan banke hi sahi hum anjaliji ke parivaar ko tootne nahi denge..!
-khushi kumari gupta scratched and written khushi arnav singh raizada..
arnav was shocked..he cried and cried and did not understand wat to do..he hated himself for wat he had done to khushi..he was so wrong..he hated himself so much that he banged his fist on the big glass door along the poolside which broke and his hand started bleeding..
he did not even feel the pain..his heart was filled with remorse guilt...he could not breathe..
khushi heard the sound and came running and saw arnavs hand filled in blood and droplets of blood on the floor..
she freaked out.."arnavji ap kabhi apna dhyan nahi rakhte..ye kaise kiya apne..dekhie kitna khoon beh gaya hai.."she held her pallu and started cleaning the blood with it and made him sit on the couch..
arnav looked at her..he could not speak anything..
khushi "ap pagal hain kya?itna gussa kyun karte hain?bina soche samjhe kuch bhi.."
arnav "mai pagal hi hoon..ek baat kahu?"
khushi frantically trying to bandage his wound "apko kabse ijazat ki zarurat padhen lagi.."
arnav "im sorryy...im really very very sorry khushi..mujhe maaf kardo.."
khushi didnt understand why he said that..she just stood there beside the couch..
arnav who was sitting on the couch hugged her his hands around her waist and he cried like a little child. "pls khushi..mujhe maaf kardo..maine tumpe vishwas nahi kiya.."
khushi "arnavji?"
arnav "kehne do mujhe..maine tumpe shak kiya..us shyam ke sath..chheee mai boht bura hoon..aj apni nazron me gir gaya hoon.."
khushi then understtod wat he was talking about and saw the diary lying there too..
khushi "dekhiye..."keeping her hand on his head..and trying to move him away so she could see her face..
arnav tightened his grip.."nahi khushi nahi..he looked up..mujhe nahi pata maine ye kyun kiya..mai kitna galat tha..mai kitna selfish ho gaya tha.."
khushi then sat on the floor beside the couch where arnav was sitting..
she wiped his tears.."bas kijiye..hum apko galat mante hi nahi..apne jo kiya sirf anjal di ke liye kiya..bas dukh is baat ka hai ki hume ek baar kehke toh dekhte..apni pooori zindagi apke nam kar dete.."
arnav "mai us samay kuch samjh hi nahi paya khushi..mai kitna bada bewakuf hoon..sach aur jhut me farak nahi kar paya..."
khushi "koi baat nahi..arnav ji"
arnav I LOVE YOU KHUSHI!!
khushis eyes filled with tears!!
arnav continued "and i dont want u to love me back coz i dont deserve it...!!"
khushi "arnavji pyar apke kehne aur hamare kehne se nahi hota bas ho jata hai...aur hume apse boht pyaar hai..aap haalat ke hathon majboor the...apki koi galti nahi..hum apse boht pyar karte hain..ap jaise hain waise karte hain.."
they both stood up and hugged each other..
arnav still crying "sab theek ho jaega na?"
khushi "hmmm...ap bacho ki tarah rona band karen toh.."
they both giggled and hugged each other tightly...!!
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