Khushi watched her Amma and Buaji walked past her to hug payal...she watched as payal hugged them with tears in her eyes...Akash was shaking his head with hurt written on his face...and then...Her husband began cutting into them for their behavior...she then felt her heart start to shrink...she felt it shrivelling up inside her at the memories...
She had begged them...she had pleaded with them...she remembered that night when everyone had left her...she remembered walking back into the RM all alone...she remembered falling to the floor weeping...alone...she remembered trying to get her sister to understand her...but was left alone...she remembered going to Arnavji and kneeling at his feet begging for an answer...but he only insulted her and left her...alone...
Staring blankly into space, she started walking toward the entrance of the house...she reached the door and turned back to look at the people who she still cared most about...but if she was the cause of all this then she needed to be the one to end it...she had to leave...live out the rest of her life alone...Payal looked up to see Khushi running out the door...
Payal, pointing toward the door, let out a haunting scream, "KHUSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Arnav sharply turned only to see her hair flying back as she ran out..."KHUSHI!" he yelled and bolted after her
Khushi didn't know where she was going, but she had to leave...she had to get away..."please don't let Arnavji catch me...please...please..." she whispered as she ran as fast as she could...she made it to the end of the driveway when two of the strongest arms swung her harshly around...
"What are you doing!?! Where do you think you were going!? Do you think that i'd EVER EVER let you leave me!? How could you even try!? " Arnav overcome with furious love was yelling at her...He roughly pulled her into his arms...Khushi started to push violently at his chest..."NO! PLEASE LET ME GO!!! LET ME GO!!!!!"...Arnav grabbed the back of her head...his fingers digging into her hair...he pulled her head back to make her look at him..."LISTEN TO ME!!!!!!!!! I WILL NEVER. NEVER. LET YOU GO!! UNDERSTAND!?? You can try to run, you can try every second of the day, but i will never let you go out of my life! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME!?!?"
Khushi's whole body stilled. She stood as still as a statue. Her wide eyes glued to her husband. She didn't know whether to be afraid or protected...she was motionless...Arnav realized how hard he was grasping on to her and how loud he was yelling at her...His hold on her became gentle as he saw her entranced..."khushi?..."...Khushi's trance broke. Her eyes now holding all her pent up fury...she tried to push away from him again only to find his hold tighten around her ... "YOU hurt me! YOU caused this! WHY would you do this to me! Why didn't you blame Shyamji!!!!!!! You let him get away with everything so easily! You immediately tormented me! You wouldn't even ... You ... You ... wouldn't ... you..." she felt her head spinning...she felt her knees buckling...she had no strength to hold on and whispered in fear..."i'm falling..." as she braced herself to hit the floor, completely unaware that Arnav's arms were still around her...
"you aren't falling Khushi...i'll always be here to catch you...you've trusted me with your body...you gave yourself to me completely...please ...Arnav Singh Raizada is begging you ...trust me with your heart...i am trying and will continue trying to protect you...lean on ME when you feel broken. Lean on me when you feel like your spirit is draining...let me be your strength...i WILL NOT let you down again..."
"i don't want to trust you!" Khushi said brokenly...
"i love you..." Arnav replied...
"NO! I won't trust you ever again!!!!!!" she yelled
"i love you..." Arnav was starting to fail holding back his agony...
"NO! LET ME GO! I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE!" Khushi yelled, her strength finally failing her...getting weaker, about to pass out...
"i love you..." Arnav said looking into her eyes while tears streamed down his face...
"i love you Arnavji..." Khushi said as her eyes closed and she fainted...
ok...I AM CRYING while writing this...please let me know what you think!!!!!
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