CHAPTER 2: PART 2
Confusion itself a biggest confusion.. especially when it's a matter of love and friendship' no one is ready to loose their friends for fact that they have tamed different feelings for them.. some feel guilty.. some swim in the ocean of utter confusion on not knowing what to do.. if u knw ur best friend in and out then why do u hesitate to confess ? or why don't you see the feelings in their eyes ?? is love soo complicated ? or friendship is more delicate ?? or feelings is more fluctuating ?? everyone has gone thru a phase of infatuation atleast once in life.. bt yet many have failed to realise what is exactly infatuation and teenage love.. the term teenage love is given not to define it as immature or impure.. it is to define the fantasy and craziness they bring out.. when one identifies this, when one comes out of such confusions, destiny will never seems to be miles far way' it will be right under their toes..
Same was the case with both.. Utter confusion!! First they failed to realise their own feelings.. knowing one another soo well they again fail to understand what the other feels!! When they realised, they wer away from each other.. next problem was to gather the courage to confess!! Gosh!! Everything in love seems to be soo complicated!!
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She straightened her hair looking into the mirror in the guest room.. she fitted her pallu back in correct position..
But wait.. suddenly she shut her eyes closed and shuddered' she sensed some intense gaze at her.. she cant be wrong it is him.. only he has such an effect on her.. if he is at distance of few mts also she will sense him.. his presense.. his gaze..
She flinched her saree in a fist.. he came near shutting the door behind.. she wondered what was he upto.. nd unfortunately she was caught..!! finally he saw her.. finally he found her.. that to alone.. for once she thought it wud b bettr being cuaght outside infront of evryone insteas of being caught in a room.. alone wid him, his gaze his presence.. which is very hard for her to remain uneffected..
He came closer.. and soon her heart skipped a beat when she sensed his breath hitting her neck below her ears..
Her heart almost popped out when his cold bare hands ran thru her bare stomach.. he caught her waist tight and pulled her against him! She gasped and opened her eyes at once..
She looked in the mirror.. he to looked up.. he caressed her waist making her melt on her knees.. she was loosing her senses..she was wondering what is he trying to do ??
In first place she was in heaven with his touch.. but her second conscious kept on chanting that he was too close he is ur friend 'just friend' if not her, he thought her like that.. she thought!!
She caught her breath tight when he kissed nape.. 'damn what was he upto'' she tried to think but soon her mind got shut down! As though the power of the battery made her mind hibernate..
He kept on squeezing and creating some designs on her bare waist.. while he nibbled on her nape and ears.. cudnt control anymore she crushed her hand on his (in the waist) and squeezed expanding her body even more and breathing high..
She left a slight moan.. he smiled how much he effected her.. it was confirmed he had a huge effect on her but ? did she really love him ? is she commited or still single! 'arghh how stupid I am' he thought.. he wasn't sure of the answers but he wanted the answers then and there..
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He twirled her around making her face him.. her body crushed into his.. she looked into his eye with amaze.. he released her hands.. she wasn't sure what was he trying to do..
He moved front' she took a step back.. he moved close.. she moved back..
She hit the walls.. he came close to her..
Keeping his palm on the wall on either sides of her head.. he looked deep into those hazel eyes.. his intense gaze was killing her with all might.. she wud break up any moment either end up kissing him hard on his those dark lips or nudging herself into his arms sooo tight that their body wud look one..!
She was trying her best to control.. those desires which wer raising since those years, started flowing thru them all again.. those awkward moment.. those embarrassing moments which they thought to be.. was actually the romantic ones!! Wich they wer realising now.! Why the hell did I waste 7 longs years ??? (5yrs of clg + 2yrs) both thought at the same time..
He moved closer.. and kissed her cheeks' she closed her eyes with pleasure.. his hands rested on the other cheek while he kissed another..
She shuddered when his lips met her skin..
He caressed her cheeks with his hands.. and slowly he touched her rosy pink lips and with his thumb.. may be asking for her consent ? seeing her state no one can she say she wud deny.. she slowly opened her eyes.. both looked deeply into each other's eyes as though searching answers for their unasked questions..
She took a deep breath and closed her giving him the consent..
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She was in her complete senses! That she wud not prefer doing any mistakes.. now that she has agreed, this only meant that she did feel for him.. she craved for him.. she loved him.. if he knew kria better.. she wudnt allow any guy to even touch her hands.. for the permissions she had given to him was exclusively meant only for him.. now it was confirmed they both loved each other.. he smiled deeply..
She waited for a passionate first kiss of theirs!! She understood he loved her.. she knew he cant do anythn as such with any other gal!! he was 'hers' she knew it nd now he confirmed..
She thought why isn't he doing anythn ??? is he ther or gone ?? She suddenly opened her eyes for nt getting any response frm him.. he had disspeared.. no one was seen..
She was bewildered where might he had gone ???
She turned to move off while she noticed a small letter on the dressing table..
"I am waiting outside in the car come soon.."
She read these in the letter.. she was confused.. a small smile curved her lips along wid a twinkle of confusion in her eyes..
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She rushed out of the room, carefully keeping her each steps so that no one notices her.. she came downstairs to the hall.. neha was xtra happy and whole gang was wid her.. before kria took her way to door steps neha winked at her and signalled best of luck.. kria smiled and moved out..
As she came out she saw him leaned to his car.. his heart skipped a beat seeing she had shown up!! How lucky im he thought and opened door of front seat of the car.. kria looked at him questioningly and was abt to ask.. when he placed his finger on her lips and indicated her to get in.. she did the same without uttering a word.. she was delighted with his presence that too so close to her.. he hadn't said anythn.. did he actually loved her ?? does he want her ? he said nothing!! She wanted answers to all her Questions..
It was 11.30pm!! damn any gal wud think100 tyms before responding to such requests' she looked at him who was busy driving with the million dollar smile in his face as though he won some war and going to be awarded for it..
She changed her gaze outside the window..
*strange* she thought.. they had met after 2 years!! no hi no hello.. neither of them asked how wer dey ?? she was wondering soo much wid her assumptions and calculations along with a new tension as to wer they wer heading!
"relax.. u will enjoy it.. don't worry" he said sweetly as though reading her mind out..
But finally he broke the silence! That was a lot for her..
She dint know what to speak.. she went to say " hum.." before she cud complete he onned the radio.. there was some noise at the beginning but then the tuner got settled and RJ went on his work.. but she wasn't interested neither he was both together went to change the station when his hands caressed her hands (behind) unknowingly, a jolt of electricity passed thru them.. they kept staring at each othr for few seconds.. and she drew back her hands..
~end of part 2~
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Luv yaa all
Nams!
Love Friendship Dating and Relationships
Bindi
