SS: Lost Love LAST Update 5 pg16 - Page 5

KUSHI! Arnav Scram in horror, arnav slipped his hand under her back, and slowly made gentle movement towards her,he picked her up as her head rested against arnavs strong hard chest.her hair blew in slow motion.her soft checks still had tear droping layed down.

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He headed towards the hospital room were kushi was with the doctor.he felt weak on the knees, and wonted to collapse, but if he lost faith who will have the strength.Arnav tried to tighten his grip.But he new tightening his grip wouldnt strengthen his heart.

his own mind was convincing him terrifying thoughts that made him want to destroy everything in hes way.

Flash backs were coming from every direction, the moments he hurt her , left her standing alone, breaking her in to peaces, they were coming back. he was going crazy to wards the thoughts , he was Mentally dead.

The doctors have informed him that Mr Raizada kushi is in a very sever case.she might have faced to much. she was hiding alot from everyone, even to herself she might be lying to convince her slef mentally about something.BUT sadly she is in survive depriction and unconscious. I'm afraid she will have to handle this one by herself.She is in no condition of surviving unless she fights herself in side.

The words Blended arnavs ears.He Hated himself

a voice echoed in the hospital dont goo KUSHI!!!

she was all alone in the dark, the walls were creeping up on her out of no where.Her screams were heard from none.Her weeps were only depressing herself even more.The only one she seeked for help was Arnav.She was mentally getting sick.Pulling her hair out.Her own reflection was nowhere to be seen.her eyes were moist and wet.It felt like blood dripping under her eyes.Hearing voices from beyond the conner of the wall. it felt like someone was there.She screamed for help hearing no answers just a name calling her repeatedly.She lookd up closing her eyes to search for her amma babuji .They were up at the sky calling her from beyound and asking for her hand.She reached forward in a hopless and weak way.Something started pulling her from the other direction she could hear somones voice getting louder.the person was scream in hopeless and bitterness ways.But he was he?

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Slowly making his way forward seeing kushi laying down on he bed with drips feeding her water for dehydration and medicine.She was in horrible condition.in fright he closed his eyes from the horrible sight,his nightmare was coming true.He tightened his fist.

Did i really do this to her, is kushi going to mm-m-make it threw.ofcorse she is! a voice from the back of his mind yelled. Only hope is left, he ran to kushi holding her weak hand which were covered in drips.

K-k--kk kushi ! ...Please wake up, don't leave me all alone to face the cruel world.I have suffered enough.Please don't leave me standing alone.He yelled.

his Moist eyes cried on her delicate cheeks.I -i-ii im not going to let you go kushi can you hear me ,Wake up!..please kushi are you listening he roared.

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She heard the voice again..but who was this person she answered herself

Her eyes willy opened,she ran towards the bright light were he was standing there.But as closser she got,the further the light zoomed off.She pulled her hands towards the stuning light.it was him.As a tear escaped from his eyes, her heart skipped a beat.

arnav was perfect, as the stuning light hit him his skin glowed.his eyes were moist, his expression full eyes were signaling her to come back.putting a hand forward to wards kushi, She ran to him and hugged his hard chest,looking back at everything disappearing she closed her eyes

"I love you Arnav"

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NOTE: just to make it clear Kushi is Fighting all this in her mind she is out of danger.And safe in arnavs arms..this ll is continuing in her head.But arnav is actually face it outside ...