LOST LOVE
A few hours later as kushis numb swollen eyes opened,she gasped for a breath as she realized she was back.. her eyes were in pain see a rekless Arnav shattered on the floor.holding her hand tight.his head barrid on the edge of his bed.A-a-arnav, he lifted his face to see her chocolate brown eyes which were still holding back tears from his hash words moments ago,her long eyes leashes slowly rasied to see arnav's eyes..the contact of there eye connection stayed for a while,every word that needed to be spoken and to be understood had already appeard on his eyes moment tearily.the deepness of the eye conversation stayed for a while until arnav broke down on his kness again and begged her for to speak..to move..to blink
Kushi was silent she wanted to say something but, didnt know if she could handle his tears, she was already broken from the inside.Know the refection from the inside was slowly appearing on her rosey soft delicate skin.She had gone pale thinking about the Hatred that had Build Inside Arnav for her
Arnav..she whispered ..
The poor hopless man lifted his head to see her gentle voice calling his name.
K k kkushi ,are u alright...who Are u feeling ? Many qeustions came threw arnavs mind
She got the corage to speak a few words. her condition very bad.You could see pain agony .more and more frustration building inside
which slowly became in to deep and havey diperation Kushi: Arnav ..I'm sorry I bothered you and wasted your time.Sorry.. Hum mare hasyat nahi hai ke app hummara kayak raki ( i don't have any value that you take care of me...well I think that's what the English translation is lol)
Arnav: shhh Bus, now left me speak kushi his voice was low and weak ,but this didnt stop him.
Arnav: i no what i have done in the past, present and porperly in future.i have and will hurt your gentle heart.
Kushi im the worst,im a man of temper.and when that temper unleashes its very hard to control and understand the emotion and pain that i am or Had faced.but You are the only on that knows me well.you no me amillion times better then myself.
Your my heart
your the air that i breathe, With out you my life will suffercating.
Your the smile that appears on my lips.
My eyes are only to seek you.
My heart only beats for you. a tear escaped from his eyes as he bent down closer to her.
Kushi a few moment ago i felt i was going to loose you,my heart was calling out for you but i was afraid it might be to late.his hands slowly went threw her hair.making her eyes bleed in tears and embraced his feel.
I have also excepted that you may never forgive and also the fact that if you cant be mine,or if i cant be apart of your life.My purpose then will be to give you joy,but from a distances, so far away that you wont even know if a ever existed. i have done terrifying thinking's towards your life, but my promise is to cherish every moment you were in my arms,and never let a tear out of your beautiful eyes.his hands wiped tears off her face.I'm sorry he weeped
kushi Arnav, I never said that I hated you, or your the worst, or All this was YOUR fault. Arnav was shocked looking towards her face at what she was saying.she Really did care for him.noing that this was also MY fault.she was trying to convince him that he had the right to treat her like dirt.She was trying not to hurt me. but that broke me even more.
I thought i lost you,but i Would Never let you go.he hugged her tight with passion and desire that had been building up for months.finally she was his
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OMG the last Part is COMING next, its Totally zooming off in the future.HOPE u guys like it SO much Comment pls,and also this took me along time cuz i wonted it to be fab.. hopefully it was satisfyingly for u guys.
xoxoxox for the comments and everyone who liked
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