Part 29
dadi patted her - hum thik hai beta...par hum aapko khush dekhna chahte hai..aap ka dukh aur akele pan humse bardasht nahi hota...
geet looked at dadi confused...
dadi - isi silsile me hume aapse baat karni thi...
geet - me samajhi nahi dadi...
dadi - hum chahte hai ke...
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" dinner is ready..." said maan enthusiastically as he entered room wid food...
dadi rolled her eyes at his antics..while geet looked at him annoyed...
dere were talking importnt n he being an idiot had to disturb dem...
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maan looked at geet( who was annoyed) n den to dadi ( who looked at him disappointed.)...
maan - wattt..m hungryyy...
geet stood up angrily n went to stand near window...
maan looked at dadi for help...
dadi maa - geet bete..yahan aakar pehle dinner kar lijiye...
geet came back n sat near dadi maa...feeding her...
maan smiled waited for dadi to complete so dat he could strt wid geet...
geet noticed dat...
geet gently - maan...suzeil akeli hogi..tum jakar usse company do..me yahan dadi ke sath kha lungi...
maan didn't like dat...dey r having dinner 2gether aftr 2 long yrs..lke deir old times...
n geet wants him to leave..wen he vil get back his old geetu...who used to feed him...fight wid...who used to sit on his lap..making crying face..n used to complain abt him to him only...
oughhh how much he miss his geet..but she is a monster..idiot...thought maan...
maan tried - mujhe tere sath khana hai...
geet rolled her eyes - maan...wo akeli feel kar rahi hogi...
maan - she vil not..i know her...she is very understanding...
geet didn't argue much..as she was not at all interested...
but maan expected her to fight wid him to win...he was once again disappointed...
maan sighed - geet...we need to talk...
as dadi finished wid her dinner...geet moved her attension to maan...
geet - yes we do...so tell me..wat should i do wid dadi maa...
maan confused - wat do u mean...
dadi too looked at geet confused...
geet cleared - me soch rahi hun..dadi maa ko hamesha ke liye mumbai le jau..mere paas...
maan stood up shocked..while dadi was too shocked beyond limits...
maan - geet..tu pagal ho gayi hai..kya bakwas kar rahi hai..dadi yahi rakhegi...
geet - really...aur unka khayal kaun rakhega yahan...tum ?? ( she asked sarcastically)
maan closed his eyes in frustration - mene jaan bujhkar nahi kiya..its all bcoz of u...
geet confused n angry - meri wajah se...??..wat r...
maan cut her - bilkul...tu aise stupid behave kar rahi thi..to mujhe kuchh bhi achha nahi lag raha tha...( said maan making baby angry face)
geet rolled her eyes...
maan made sad face - us din..tune mumbai me mujhe kitne rudely jane ke liye keh diya..i was HURT...
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geet lost all her senses wid dat word...
geet came closer to him like a injured tiger - hurt...???..wat did u say...hurt...??
maan could feel pain..anger..tears...fire...sum odd expressions in dose beautifull hazels of geet...
maan tried to understand her - geet..me...
geet held his collar tightly...
her whole body giving a show of unknown pain n hurt...like she was injured sumwhere deeply...may be sumwhere in heart...
geet painfully yet sarcastically - u were hurt maan...??
maan tried to read her painfull n angry eyes - geet...i...
dadi was getting scared wid geet's odd behavior...but she knew d reason..she couldn't speak a word between dem..so she kept quite..being a mute suspector...
geet pulled his collar more closer..seeking for answer...
geet screamed - dard kya hota hai tumhe pata bhi hai...????
maan was shocked beyond limits wid her sudden painfull scream...
his eyes filled wid tears of pain n care for geet...
he could never want his geetu..in such pain n tears...
he tried to hold her gently..but she snapped his hands away...
geet screamed in pain - tumhe dard huva tha maan..??...dard ka matlab bhi jante ho tum...???...
his heart cried watching his innocent geet...cry n shout in pain n anger...
dadi closed her eyes...as d tears made deir way out...
while suzeil n sam too came dere running hearing d screams n shout...
both stood horrified at d door watching geet in such a condition
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geet didn't care...
she wanted to make him understand d meaning of d word HURT...
she wanted to make him know..wat is called hurt...
how it feels wen u r hurt..deeply inside...
geet closed her eyes as a painfull tear came out...
she suddenly left his collar...
maan was standing still in shock..watching dis geet...
geet moved a bit away from him n opened her eyes...
dey were red...filled wid unlimited emotions..pain anger..frustration..love...hurt...fear..n dnt know wat not...
" tumhe hurt huva tha...kyunki mene tumhe do kadawi(bitter) baten kahi...kabhi ye socha hai ke mujhe kitna hurt huva hoga..jab meri har saans me ye kadawahat bharti ja rahi thi...can u imgaine...haan...bolo na maan "...shouted geet in pain...as she was on d verge of breaking down...
maan tried to cum closer to her...
he was not at all understanding her pain..but watever it was..he could figure out how painfull it wud be for his geet...
he just wanted to console her..just take her in his safe arms..n vanish all her pain n tears..just wanted to make her understand dat he vil not leave her now...he vil never...just once wanted to see dat love in her eyes...which he used to see in his geetu...
oughhh...where hav dey landed up...
geet was not able to bear his silence...
she wanted him to fight wid her..hate her..dats all she used of now...
she hated d word love..she loved d word hate...
she feel home in loneliness...she feel comfortable in pain...dats d part of her life now..
he did wat he wanted to..
den y now he is expecting from her to do wat he wants...
geet looked at him once...n den looked at her right wrist...
in next moment..
she tore apart d dress material over her wrist..making her wrist bare...
every1 looked at her confused of her act except dadi maa( who closed her eyes in pain) and sam..who knew everything...
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maan n suzeil were shocked beyond limit to see d deep cut mark on her right wrist...
maan never noticed it b4..how could he...
how could he possibly so igonrant abt his geet...
d but d cut mark on her wrist made him fear like hell...
he looked at her scared wid d thought which came to his mind...
did she..??
NOOO
NO NO NO WAYYY..SHE CNT...YYY
did she try to kill herself...
wattt nooo..my geet cnt do dis...y wud she do sumthing like...oughhh nooo...
his mind became blank..he couldn't think anymore...
he knew...now..sumthing is coming he vil not be able to bear...
he could feel dat hatred n coldness in her eyes which was overpowering her pain..her tears..her soul...
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b4 maan could seek answer...geet burst into her anger in pain...
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" tumhara hasi..tumhara dard...tumhari dosti...tumhare sapne...tumhara dukh..tumhari khushiya...tum..tum...sirf tum...( she pointed at her wrist cur mark)...is ghav(cut mark) ko dekhkar kya tum andaza laga sakte ho...ke kis dard se bachne ke liye..mene is dard ko apnaya hoga..." asked geet in her more painfull tone ever possible...
her voice made maan's heart break into peices...
he couldn't think anymore...
wat possibly hav happened dat she needed to do kind of sumthing...
his geet gone through dis..his frndship cried...
y did he leave her alone...y he left her to die here...
he alwz knew..she had no1 aftr her parents...
even he hismelf dnt remeber exactlt wen she became most importnt part of his life...
den y didn't he think of her once b4 leaving...
he just persumed nothing vil go wrong...
for god sake..he is nod GOD..dat he presumed n it happened...
if he would give second thought...life wouldn't hav been so miserable...
oughhh...wat should i do to reduce ur pain..ur hatred..ur anger...
plzz give me 1 chance...plz give a second thought...
plzz forgive ur maan...plzzz...his frndship pleaded in pain...
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but geet's condition was worse...
d storm of pain she was bearing since past 2 yrs..started to cum out...more terrifically dat she hav thought...
n wat she said next...made maan break down on his...
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" kya tum mehsoos kar sakte ho...ke jab mere sharir ko ek khilona samjhkar...khelne ki koshish ki gayi...to mujhe kitna dard huva hoga..." screamed geet in pain n disgust..breaking down on her knees...
dat was it...
maan fell on his knees...in front of geet who was sensesless...
his heart forgot beating..his senses forgot reacting..his eyes forgot blinking...
n both sat dere..on deir knees...in front of each other...
losttt
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