FF - Shattered Dreams Link 2 Thread 2 updated - Page 70

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Originally posted by: svrinda1

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Chapter 31

2011 Shanthivan Delhi

His throat felt dry & parched at the very memory of her hysterical breakdown. Having listened to her confession a few hours ago he now understood her supposedly crazy reaction back then. No wonder she had looked hunted & tormented. When he had tried pulling her she must have seen not him but her mother pulling her & hence that violent attack on him. How he wished he could drive all her pain away, wipe her tears, exorcize her of the ghosts of the past, bring only happiness & smiles in her life. She justified her name having brought laughter & happiness in his life. How he wished he could return the favour. He caressed her cheeks gently, running his fingers lazily through those smoking black tresses & smiled in pleasure to find her stirring slowly under his ministrations.

As usual his touch had transported her to heaven giving her a heady dose of bliss & ecstasy. When she couldn't stand the torture anymore she opened her eyes to find him gazing at her with so much intensity & love that she felt like dying right that instant so that his touch, his face, his intensely passionate eyes is her last living memory. She threw him a dazzling smile which soon turned to horror as her eyes roved over him.

"Oh my god" she screamed & awoke Arnav from his erotic fantasy. He stared at her confused unable to comprehend her panicky reaction.

Kushi touched his bare chest lightly & Arnav hissed. He followed her gaze & noticed that there were angry welts all over his chest. Kushi leapt over him & checked his bare back as well. Hazy images of their violent love making flashed in her mind as she recollected herself biting & scratching him in a moment of madness. She pulled at her hair in frustration. At that time she dint realize that she was actually hurting him. Now seeing his beautiful, perfectly chiseled body marred & scarred by those ugly marks she felt excruciating pain gnaw her insides. She just wanted to inflict more pain on herself as well-justified punishment. All she had wanted was to give him a world of bliss, happiness, love & joy. But all she ended up gifting him was more pain & agony.

He heard silent sobs & turned to find Kushi teary eyed. She was actually shaking all over.

"Kushi..."

"Why do I always end up hurting you Arnav. I just hate myself. I have never understood why you love me so much when all I have given you is betrayal, pain & tears. I just don't deserve your love."

"Ssshhh. Don't cry jaan its nothing."

She came closer & traced lightly with her fingers the wounds that she had given him. He was touched to see the hurt & guilt in her eyes. Slowly her scowl morphed into a perky smile & he was taken aback by the transformation.

"I know how to drive this pain away." She gave him a naughty wink, pushed him gently on the bed & bent over him.

2010 Shanthivan Delhi

He was still shaken by her breakdown that he had just witnessed & to think that he had inadvertently opened her old wounds, awoken her old fears by pushing her into the water made him close his eyes in pain. Guilt wracked his heart & he was dying to sweep her into his arms & calm her down, reassure her that everything would be fine. But who better than him to know that things would never become fine. The ghosts of your past invariably returned to haunt you, taunt you & snatch your precious happiness away, break that fragile peace that you try to achieve by painfully piecing together your broken life. His fingers traced the angry, red welts on his chest & he felt the pain permeate from within. Strangely he only loved her more in spite of all this. Somehow he had found her agony gut wrenching, her trauma too horrific. Even in that extreme state of momentary dementia he had still found a raw innocence & vulnerability in her which broke his heart, tugging & tearing his soul relentlessly & mercilessly. These external wounds would heal & the pain would diminish but what about the internal wounds that your past inflicted on you scarring your soul for life leaving it permanently broken & bruised beyond repair.

He felt soft fingers clutching his & looked up in amazement. She was standing before him in all her wet glory unfortunately awakening once again all those wicked fantasies in him. He hissed loudly. From the pain & guilt reflecting in her eyes he realized that she had misinterpreted the reason for his hiss & quick intake of breath. Her eyes travelled all over his body & he watched as her eyes turned into big saucers & her mouth opened in horror as she beheld the marks of her violent assault on him. Her lovely eyes brimmed with tears.

"Arnavji I am sorry. I had a bout of hysteria & dint realize what I was actually doing back there. I am really sorry Arnavji. Please... I mean I just wish I could make amends." Her voice broke.

He noticed that she was continuing to caress his wounds without realizing that she was still touching him fondly. In fact his heart was racing at a dangerous pace from the second she started stroking his bare skin lovingly. His breath was coming out raggedly & in a constricted manner. He feared that he might stop breathing in a matter of seconds if she continued this torture. He decided to end this torture by waking her up rudely from her trance.

"Do you really want to make amends. I mean are you genuinely sorry & want to make up?"

"Yes Arnavji. I am ready to do anything to make you feel better, reduce your pain."

His eyebrows rose quizzically.

"Anything??? Really ANYTHING? Are you sure Kushi Kumari Gupta."

"Yes I am sure. I will do anything to make your pain go away, make amends for what I did & to make you forgive me."

He smirked & looked at her with those intense eyes which always made her heart skip a beat.

"Well you can try & kiss the pain away."

She stared at him with her mouth open, shock written all over her face.

"What. Ki Ki Kisss?" She was actually stammering & his smirk got wider.

"Yes. When I was young & hurt myself while playing my mom used to caress me lovingly & then kiss me where I hurt the most to make me forget the pain. She used to kiss on my wound to reduce the pain. You can do the same to alleviate the pain. After all this is all your doing right?"

Having taunted her he continued to gaze at her, the smirk never leaving his face. She looked shocked & he was really enjoying watching her reactions.

He thought Serves you right Ms Gupta for being so smug & sure of yourself. Now you would not shoot from your mouth unthinkingly. Next time you would learn not be reckless & know how dangerous it is to challenge Arnav Singh Raizada.

She slowly moved towards him & then kissed him lightly at the base of his neck interrupting his thoughts. He almost fell from the shock.

"WT*"

She continued to stroke him gently & he felt her soft lips pressing against his bare chest. She was kissing him. Actually kissing him. He felt that he was slowly but steadily going insane. Blissfully oblivious to his reaction she was continuing with her sweet assault. Her lips were tracing a hot, blazing path all over his bare body starting from the base of his neck till his stomach. She was excruciatingly slow & he felt that his poor heart would not be able to take this anymore. He held her fingers effectively stopping her from caressing him, lifted her face by her chin so that he could gaze into those lovely, large eyes. He was startled to find her returning his gaze steadily. Without breaking the eye lock, she wrenched her fingers away gently, rested them lightly on his shoulders & then continued with her ministrations. She retraced the path & when she reached his neck again he actually felt her tongue dart out & touch him, scorching him painfully. Before his mind reeling under the shock recovered enough to respond she moved away from him.

"I am sorry Arnavji. Hope your pain has diminished".

She was almost near the door when he pulled himself together with a mighty effort, reached in 2 quick strides, caught her wrist & pulled her back towards himself. Her soft frame collided forcefully against his hard body & he heard her inhale quickly & then close her eyes.

He cupped her face gently & whispered "Look at me Kushi."

Heeding to his command, she opened her eyes slowly to find him as usual giving her a soul-searing, searching gaze which both cooled & heated her insides, making her go gooey inside & weak at her knees.

"It's my turn".

She looked at him confused.

"Well you comforted me by kissing my pain away but I have hurt you as well. I dint know about your sad loss & your fear & pushed you cruelly into the water thus making you relive your past nightmare. So I need to make amends as well. I need to kiss & comfort you where it hurts the most for you."

She watched in fascination as he bent over her, his head resting dangerously below her neck & before she could stop him he planted soft kisses starting from the enticing valley just below her neck & travelling all the way till her arms.

She felt her skin burn under the touch of his lips. She was palpitating, hyperventilating. He stroked her breast lightly & for a minute she simply stopped breathing.

"Tchk Tchk Kushi. Your heart beat is dangerously high. I suggest you calm down for your own good."

He removed his hand & stepped away from her though he was still so close that she could count his long eye lashes & check out that enticing scar. His eyes had a feral glint.

There was a tense silence & both of them were breathing with difficulty. Arnav had actually clenched his fists & was trying hard not to pounce on her. She was standing rooted to the place, her hands hanging limply on either side of her.

"Chote, Chote" Anjali's voice brought them both out of their reverie.

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superb update...n the kiss part was amazing...

Originally posted by: magi11

superb update...n the kiss part was amazing...

wow THAT was fast. i ve not even started sending PMs. how did u read & comment so fast. i am touched by ur encouragement 🤗

YAY YAY! i madE in top 3 finalLy :D
loved it! the way khusi kisS and took away hIs pain that was purely roMantic!!
fab update hun..
cant wait for the next part :D

thank u anu di

awesome ...was waiting for the update...will read it now