hey guys..here's an os from me...i know..mere ff's pending hain...aur kuch pe updating soon ka tag laga hai..but mujhe bas do teen din ka time dedo guys..mere exams iss week khatam hojayenge..then i'll start updating...for now iss os se kaam chalao..
"You're such a loser"
Boy 1:sir tell na plz .
Man:nope'tum jaane ke kya karoge?
Boy 2:but you should tell us na..main ..plz..humlog management ko complain karenge
Girl:shut up dumbo!!!..senseless baatein band karo
Boy 2:array par
Man:hehe'they wont say anything to me'
Boy:oh no'then also 'plz..
Man:ok fine ..so it was..ki aisa hua
It is somewhere'.i mean the time..somewhere in may 'june'baarish..well too early for baarish'aur garmi..no comments!!...and here I'm in delhi university..the sun is shining'sorry underestimated'sun is glaring'..aur aaj mera iss uni mein pehla din hai..just think guys ..pehla din..no one around'.you know someone I know'aur itni garmi'.mom was so right'beta yahin padhle..log dur dur se yahan us aate hain padhne..aur tu yahan se wapas India jaa rha hai'but mujhe pe toh desh prem aur bi prem ka bhoot savaar tha na 'ab bhugat beta armaan'bhugat'.ahaah..yeh kaun.
Man this girl..stunningly beautiful..in casuals'kafi confident maloom hoti hia...
Thank god. Lift aagayi hai'ok now humdono ek hi lift mein hian'ek second'did she just smile at me'fine then I returned.my floors here'one sec..yeh bhi yahin ..forget it apne friend wrend se milne aayi hogi.warna India mein ek hi building mein ,ek hi floor pe girls n boys ke rooms'no way.
God..is duffer rahul se jaldi nahi aaya jaata kya'keys laane gaya hai ya banane ..oye yeh ladki toh yahin aa rahi hai.ok now mujhe bahut ajeeb laga raha hai..still..main bhi armaan mallik hoon..kuch toh bolna hi padega ."I'm not waiting for you..sweetheart".
"you're such a loser"'and she entered her room'I don't belive this..university ki sabse beautiful girl lives on the other side of my wall..btw her name is shilpa malhotra'kaise malooom?..well uski door pe likha tha.
So yahn se shuru hoti meri..yani the handsome hunk.armaan mallik ki aur uss beautiful ladki..shilpa malhotra ki kahani.waise main usse shona bulata hoon'"shona"
It took time but not much 2 mahino mein maine who loser wali impression change karadi'waise bahut mehnat lagi'and let me tell you guys 2 months ..2 mahiney mein dost bane and now in love'hey this was my first time yaar.reasons'we are very common yaar..hum mein bahut similarties hain..like behaviour ..kuch hadd tak thinking and other likes and dislikes..
So we shared somewhat one and a half year of wonderful,beautiful times.being in love mujhe mein bhaut saare emotions bhar gayi.many positive ones..you know acche feelings..but mind you bahutse bure feelings bhi bhargaya,you know negative..bad feelings'something I never dealt with..one among them was jealousy.."jalan"the most powerful one.
Well I and shona broke up..but guys acche ke liye'it was November'.maine uss "jalan" ko humare rishtey ko khrab karne diya..khrab kya'khtam hi kardiya...i allowed that f*cking jalan to destroy my first love'mera pehla pyaar.
Jab main aakhri baar shona se mila,tab only feeling we shared was anger.mere uss gusse mein maine shona ko ek envelope diya..full of pics of our good,happy times together. Wohi pics jo maine gusse mein phad diye..in little pieces.maine apne pass shona aur meri..ya sirf shona ki ek bhi pic nahi rakhi'not even one single pic.
Jab shona ne who envelope khola aur who pics dekhe..those last words the same as first ones "you're such a loser'..but shona I want you too know..yopu are right..absolutely right'.jo maine shona se akhri baar kaha ..un words ke saath I'm gonna live forever..and hello they were not beautiful words'ankhon mein sirf gussa'.woh pyaar I guess uss din kahin kho gyaa tha 'who merry feeling was no longer in my eyes'.and all I said was "I don't care ..agar main tumhe next time na dekhon yaa tumahri koi khabar sunu'any time after this"..aur main wahan se chala gaya..away from my love..my life.
Well guys yeh story yahin par nahi khatam hoti..its not just about a jealous man..messing up with things around.tab uss time mein main bada hua ..apni soch mein '.i regretted the way I dealt with my jeaolousy and anger..i regretted jo kuch bhi maine usse kaha ..mujhe shona se se mafi mangni hai..i want to make things right ..i want to tell her ki main ..i didn't mean those words..t want her to know..ki she was right'I am a jerk,idiot,and most importantly a loser'first word for me from my shona's mouth..mujhe shona ko batana tha ki who mere liye bahut important ho,bahut special ho'aur yeh ki main us se humesha pyaar karunga .
Finally aaj shona ka birthday hai..but I don't have the guts 'main kaise samne se shona ko..but then maine usse raat ko call kiya ..but there was no answer..i guess party mein busy hogi.then kai hafton tak mujhe shona kahin nai mili.it was new year's party..maine socha ki main shona ko new years ki raat propose karke ..uss se mafi maang kar ..usse apna banalunga'to never loose her again.but it was the same new years party jab maine muskaan..mere bhai ki love aur mere love ki dost se shona ke baaremein puccha..and mujhe kya answer mila.
"armaan..she's dead"'
I found out days later that mera pehla pyaar..meri shona 'she was dead'she died the same night jab maine usse pehli baar call kiya tha...to say sorry...to be together ...her birthday night'in an accident involving drunk driver..muskaan ne bataya she was checking her cell and didn't notice the car coming on the wrong side crossing over the dividers'and what should i say about it ..meri shona iss baat pe yakeen karne mein busy thi ki her armaan..her losser was calling her ..and was deciding to attend it or not'she died not knowing ki I was sorry of my deeds'of my actins'she died too soon..she loved me 'always'.i got these two information from her room'from her cell which was recovered from the car..and her diary'which has all our pics again sticked together as a jigsaw puzzle'with a hope to be together with her love'.and all our moments written on exact dates..with every minute detail'only if you had know shona..you were right'I'm just a bl**dy loser'and only if you had know I love you..i always will.
Shona's only loser
Armaan mallik
ar:only if ..main ek baar shilpa se boldeta...just a few words...toh kahani hi kuch alag hoti yaar.
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love
sammy
Iss Pyaar Ko Kya Naam Doon
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