MJHT FF! feelings on fire! part 31 pg 138 - Page 69

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PARt 26

The day at her house was all but a blur after the kiss… she didn't meet his eyes after that, and inspite of the fact that he referred to her at many times during the dinner but she just mumbled back answers without replying… finally they were to leave for home, and as soon as they bid goodbye and sat in the car, Nupur felt a strange shyness engulf her… she kept on staring outside the window until she heard him sigh…

Turning to him, she asked, " kya hua?"
Mayank: " I don't see I m again getting lucky enough to continue from where we had to leave because of the untimely entrance of ur aunt."
Nupur for sure blushed again and looked away, " it was a mistake!"
Mayank: "mistakes don't leave u blushing sweetheart!"

Nupur: " I am not blushing!"
mayank: " well u are according to the truest definition of the word."
Nupur: " can we stop that?"

Mayank: " only if we can start something much more interesting!"
Nupur: " arrrghhh!! U are impossible!"
Mayank: " I know sweetheart! But I still love the way u kiss…"

Nupur: " excuse me?"

Mayank: "well, I do! I love the way u place ur lips on mine, very softly at first, almost as if u are experiencing but once u are over that embarrassment, whoa, my wife kisses real well!"

Nupur closed her eyes and mumbled, "I m running short of words to express ur qualities now!"

Mayank grinned looked at her… she was frowning but mixed with the blush, she was looking extrememly…

Mayank: " u look cute and hot at the same time!"
Nupur: " I knew yehe hoga! I so well knew it!"
she straightened and glared at him, " first u left me no other option but to kiss u and now u r teasing me…"

Mayank: "when will u stop kidding urself? u kissed with ur own will!"

Nupru: " no I didn't!"
Mayank: " are u sure?"

Nupur: " yes I m!"

Mayank: " pity!"

Nupur: "and why is that so?"
Mayank: " because now I m wondering if u can kiss so well, without ur own will, then how will u kiss by ur own will?"

He winked at her and she took a deep breath and again closed her eyes, "I m not speaking a word with u now!"

Mind: ""I m not speaking a word with u now!"

Heart: " haye! Cant u see he don't need ur words idiot?"
Mind: " what was that suppose to mean?"

Heart: " see u are dumb! Cant u see he don't need ur words! He needs ur passion to answer his! That's the only language he understand…"

Mind: " hey hey! Wait! Now what was that suppose to mean?"

Heart: " idiot! Do u expect him to have had joyful, intellectual discussions with the wh**es he lived with until the age of 16? Ur poor memory!"

Nupur opened her eyes… she had never thought that way… sometimes, his words disgusted her, but maybe her heart was right… he knew of no other way… he knew of no other language… he knew of no other women then those who throw themselves at him and are excited by his talk…

"I don't like when u talk like that…"

Nupur cuddled to herself but did look up at him.

Mayank: "like what?"

Nupur: " in that , cheap manner…"

Mayank: " ok I don't think m on the right rack of this discussion!"
Nupur: " why do u always have to say such vulgar things? As in there was no need to explain that kiss!"
Mayank: " well I liked it and…"

Nupur: " I know that, but there was no need to place it in such naked words u know…"

Mayank: "I m extremely sorry if I hurt the kid in u! but its high time u grow up! I found nothing vulgar as u put it, in what I said!"

Nupur: "but I did! Its not about being a kid! Many women don't like …"

Mayank: " I have been with too many women to even count and I don't remember any of tehm having this issue… infact I never praised them half as much as I do to u and still they were all eager…"

Nupur: " mayank! I m not like those women u have been around For God's sake! I m not a…"
she stopped short but he knew what she had meant to say, " oh yeah I forgot! Unlike u, the women around me were cheap women with no morals…"

Nupur: " please Mayank! I don't man that! cant u just understand if I say I don't want u to talk so…"
Mayank: " dirty?"

Nupur: " mayank please! now u are over reacting! Ok I wont tell u anything in future! Leave it!"

With this she closed her eyes again and placed her head on the head rest… her head was already hurting from this talk…

Mayank looked at her.. his own temper was rising but then he saw the scowl on her face and yet again a voice he had stopped listening to at all , spoke up…

Heart: "she isn't used to all that.. cant u see?"

Mind: " oh come on! Its nothing! She is over reacting! I don't talk to her the way I did to most of the woman…"

Heart: " tahst the point! Don't u see? She is not like those other woman!"
Mind: " woman are all alike! She has the same needs, but she is fighting them without a reason…"

Heart: " there u are wrong.. she has stopped fighting ur advances, but she is not yet ready to stop fighting with the way u treat her…"

Mind: "and what exactly is that suppose to mean? I treat her pretty .. nicely…"

Heart: " no u treat her like u treated other woman… but u forget that u chose her because she is not like that other woman u know…oh damn! U still cant comprehend? She attracted u because she was not like those other fast woman u just use for pleasure.. her innocence is what u treasure…u just made love to her once, and that also brought only guilty… but u still feel pleased when she is around.. or can u deny that u need her as a whole.. not just her body… but her soul too…."

Mayank again looked at her and she looked sad… her brows were knitted and her closed eyelids were getting wet…

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when they reached home, Nupur went straight to have a bath and cried until she felt at peace,.. she quietly returned and lie down in the bed, turning to the opposite side and closing her eyes.. she felt exhausted after their small argument…

she was aware of his footfalls and was getting irritated by the way her heart and her senses were following him… until she finally felt the bed shift and he lied down… cuddling to herself , she hugged herself…

"if u would turn around, I can do that better…"

Nupur: " do what exactly?"

Maynk: "hug u…"

Nupur decided not to listen to her heart and cuddled more to herself, " no thanks…"

She heard him sigh and lie down… just when she thought he had quitted , and she felt a strange feeling of loss entering her heart, she felt a pair of string arms, around her, pulling her towards himself…

Nupur: " meien kaha na I don't want u to …"
Mayank: " ssshhhsss! Just come here…"

Nupur: " mujeh nahe aana!"

She glared at him as he had already succeeded in turning her face towards him, "and will u kindly leave…"

But remaining of her protests were subdued by his lips… he placed them softly just to silence her, but as soon as she got used to the sensation and kissed back, Mayank had no other option but to deepen the kiss…

Only when oxygen became necessity Mayank moved away buried his face in her neck, leaving kisses everywhere, earning a moan form her..

Just when Nupur thought she was losing her senses , Maynk held her face in his hands and caressing her cheek, he kissed her eyes, " I am sorry…"

Nupur wanst expecting this but she also realsied she didn't want a sorry…

Nupur: " u don't have to say sorry! Just atleast try and understand m to like them…"

She looked at him helplessly and he felt his heart pierce…

Mayank: " I know u are not like them… now how about I hug u and u get some sleep?"
Nupur looked in his eyes and knew he would have loved to do many other things… his eyes were burning with passion but she knew , a hug was all she needed….

Nupur placed his head on his chest and whispered, " goodnite…"

Mayank smiled and placing his arms around her and kissing her forehead , replied with a "goodnite kid" and closed his eyes too….

It was then that he realized the truth behind what his heart had said… his mind still didn't want to accept it, his body did crave for her… but somewhere, just having Nupur in his arms, was enough and it did make him smile when she cuddled closer to him in her sleep, or when she mumbles something in her sleep/……