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Part ~ 1
Shilpa's Point of View: ~
Why my life is suck. Its not that i don't have anything i have my family, my friends. I m studying in gud school. But no one loved me not my parents. Its not that they raise hand on me but still they dnt luv me. Every kids parents treat them spl like take them out know what they want & most imp they hug their kids luv them. But why i dnt get all this i don't need things i want luv. I try my best to get my parents luv study hard dnt say no what they said and dnt demand anything. But still i dnt get that what i did that i deserve all this. Life is so pathetic but i have friends and my sis who always luv me. I enjoy their company. But still i miss my parents luv that's why i dnt have confidence in me. I can't express my feelings to anyone i dnt know why but its tough i fell they judge me from all this and think i don't deserve anything.I know i m not smart and beautiful i m ugly i accepted when ur 70 kg what u expect from others. Its not my fault i m fat i dnt eat much and that's the reason i m fat(cum to know about it very late). And having I use to think every thing is for best & no one is bad in this world only in movies villain not in real life. But my friends prove me wrong sum people can do anything for their fun i cant believe it. I always use to think if sum-one is ur friend then he/she always care for u and always help me & stands with u in difficult time. But as usual i m wrong again. One of my close friend whom i think my Best Friend cheat on me. For his own fun he insulted me & blame me not directly but make fun of me by his act. He make sum fake pictures & posters of my name & show it to everyone that i m having affair with that boy. Everyone believe him all my friends except by 2 friends Tanvi & Tanya. At least sum-one believe me and i think my parents too believe me and stand with me in this difficult time. But no when they know they dnt believe me no one not mom not dad. And they think if i don't exist its best. Even i think its best and i know i did biggest mistake of my life. By trying to commit suicide & when i did i realize how wrong i m so i tell them i m alive now. But that change lot of things i converted myself into a shell i dnt talk to anyone only my di and by best friends Tanvi & Tanya. Thank god that time we r having holidays in school due to our Annual Function. And when i m recovering my friends prove that that's not my fault & sum one make these fake posters and pictures. And i got slap from my friend for trying to commit suicide.
Hi Guys!
How R U!
I hope u all r enjoying...
Guys at last update Part 1 i hope u all like it. Guys this time i have written from Point of View(POV) style. I hope u like it coz its sumone point of view and i m giving wording to it. I hope i do justice. So plz read give ur reply but dnt hate any character. I hope no one judge Shilpa(my friend) from it..
With Luv: ~
Nidha
Shilpa's Point of View: ~
Why my life is suck. Its not that i don't have anything i have my family, my friends. I m studying in gud school. But no one loved me not my parents. Its not that they raise hand on me but still they dnt luv me. Every kids parents treat them spl like take them out know what they want & most imp they hug their kids luv them. But why i dnt get all this i don't need things i want luv. I try my best to get my parents luv study hard dnt say no what they said and dnt demand anything. But still i dnt get that what i did that i deserve all this. Life is so pathetic but i have friends and my sis who always luv me. I enjoy their company. But still i miss my parents luv that's why i dnt have confidence in me. I can't express my feelings to anyone i dnt know why but its tough i fell they judge me from all this and think i don't deserve anything.I know i m not smart and beautiful i m ugly i accepted when ur 70 kg what u expect from others. Its not my fault i m fat i dnt eat much and that's the reason i m fat(cum to know about it very late). And having I use to think every thing is for best & no one is bad in this world only in movies villain not in real life. But my friends prove me wrong sum people can do anything for their fun i cant believe it. I always use to think if sum-one is ur friend then he/she always care for u and always help me & stands with u in difficult time. But as usual i m wrong again. One of my close friend whom i think my Best Friend cheat on me. For his own fun he insulted me & blame me not directly but make fun of me by his act. He make sum fake pictures & posters of my name & show it to everyone that i m having affair with that boy. Everyone believe him all my friends except by 2 friends Tanvi & Tanya. At least sum-one believe me and i think my parents too believe me and stand with me in this difficult time. But no when they know they dnt believe me no one not mom not dad. And they think if i don't exist its best. Even i think its best and i know i did biggest mistake of my life. By trying to commit suicide & when i did i realize how wrong i m so i tell them i m alive now. But that change lot of things i converted myself into a shell i dnt talk to anyone only my di and by best friends Tanvi & Tanya. Thank god that time we r having holidays in school due to our Annual Function. And when i m recovering my friends prove that that's not my fault & sum one make these fake posters and pictures. And i got slap from my friend for trying to commit suicide.
Hi Guys!
How R U!
I hope u all r enjoying...
Guys at last update Part 1 i hope u all like it. Guys this time i have written from Point of View(POV) style. I hope u like it coz its sumone point of view and i m giving wording to it. I hope i do justice. So plz read give ur reply but dnt hate any character. I hope no one judge Shilpa(my friend) from it..
With Luv: ~
Nidha
CID
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