(read the above note plsss)
Neil sat there and remmembered their past
He first met her on their second day in the cantonment
They were already army generals but wanted to become black commandoes and thus they had to train themselves again for almost a year
Their group had only seven generals because only the best are chosen for a black commando squad
That day they had gone for trecking when he saw that her rope was tattered and could just tear at any moment
Yes he was her saviour that day………………also when she was to skid down the mud…………..and times many more….
In their group she was the only girl
One month after their first meeting-------(frinds from now on this is flashback haan)
Neil- hi chutki what are you doing here on the fence wall????
Chutki-ohh I was just…………………umm I had talk with my mom and then was just sitting here……………….
Neil-your family must be proud na???
Chutki-neil my family doesn't even know that im an army general
Neil spits the water and-whaaattt …………………chutki your family doesn't know
Chutki-neil I am living two different life …………………………..none of my family members know that im in army,im living here for 1 year and my family thinks thinks I an in arunachal pradesh for a year project where im not allowed to go home………………………….yes I know that identity is hid only by RAW or CIA agent but then no one from my family or soceity would have ever allowed me into this field
Neil-but every girl dreams of farytail life then why do you want this tiring fighting life
Chutki-my school was attacked by terrorists ,father was posted at punjab………………..i was 13 years old and that day I had witnessed the death of my classteacher and my best friend…………………….i….i (sHe started sobbing slightly on neils shoulder)
Neil-I understand but tell me was it revenge or serving the country
Chutki-none revenge cannot br taken ill kill 1 tommorow 2 will come and serving the country well maybe people assume it so but it's the country people who are also reason of false activities in the country
Neil-then
Chutki-just to save those nave people who are at no fault……………………..my effort to save them atleast few
Neil- you know what ……yes in somepoint patriotism does count in this but mainly it is what you said I agreee with you……………….our effort to save some innocent
That day she had opened her heart to him……………………………..gave him an important place I her life
A year passed and so many years passed…………………………..
He remmembered that dreadfull night----
It was a small success party at their capturing back their terretory from the terrorists
Chutki said she did not want to attend the party and would stay at her tent
The party was being celebrated at a larger tent at a distance of two kilometers from her tent
The men were high on drinks…………………they were at mountain peak and then brandy was best to keep them warm
Neil was sustaining himself on nonalchoholics
The party was almost on the verge of getting over but neil bade everyone a quick goodbye and went towards her tent to check on her ,he knew she wanted to avoid drinks and thus she didn't come but he thought that maybe she is unwell
As he approached the tent he heard some meak noices
Neil-chutki………………..oh my god chutkiii
Two of their senior members were almost ripping her clothes apart
Both were extremely drunk and in naked state forcing themselves on her ……………………and she was almost fainting trying her last ounce to defend
He quickly pushed the men out of her tent and zipped the tent
He removed his court and immidiately covered her bare form
He stilll remmembered her sobs,her hysterical cry,his soul was tearing apart ………………………she was humiliated and he was in better pain…………………..oh how much did he love her……………….his love for her was beyond immagination and unfathomable………………..the whole night she cried and finally drifted off to sleep mumbling his name in his embrace
She was shaken by that incident but only to result in a stronger being and a ruthless commando
The men were not punished…………………staying under extreme conditions away from family make them go mad with want and desire aching for fill
She knew he loved her he had said so or well she forced him to say so ……………….their situation was always like
Neil hugging chutki
Neil-I love you chutki
Chutki-hmm
Neil-don't you love me…………….
Chutki- neil I like you…………………… you are a part of my each breath ,a part of my each heartbeat,you are just not my saviour,my modesty's saviour but you are also its protector………………….i do love you neil but not as a brother,not as a friend ,not as a lover…………………..our love is deep and without any description or limit……………we live evryday to die for each other
He knew he could never get her but he was already in her
Flashback ends
Neil knows that she does love him,respect him and will give her life or take life for him such was their devotion for each other both tied in a relationship without any name………………………yes he did shower her with kisses love her and say so…………………she would gladly accept it………………..and uff his chutkis first kisss dream she used to always tell him that she will be first kissed and remain virgin till marriage
Chutkis continuous blabbering about some immaginary husband sitting on his lap……………………uff such a torture is it
Chutki-neil……………….mama aaj keh rahi thi that im 28 and must think of marriage…………….i to told her I want a love marriage cum arranged marriage………………my husband should be like this and that and etc….etc..etc
She used to even mumble in sleep when he would be placing her on bed and she would clutch his shirt tight and snuggle close to him lying on his chest and sleep ……………..poor neil
Yes physical desires were their on his part but he would supress it and prommissed her lifetime celibacy for her everlasting trust on him
HE COULD NEVER THINK OF HURTING HER.LOOSING HER TRUST WAS THE LAST THING…………………HE WOULD DIE FOR HER
He never dreamt of them being together but he knew that he was her anchor and so neither could he die nor live a desired life with her ………………….OH SWEET PAINFULL LOVE
But she didn't love him……………………she wanted to marry to be a proper girl with husband and kid in soceity as that what was her family wanted but inside in her heart she was waiting for her man whom she would identify just by one meeting
Maybe bump into him or………….share a blueberry muffin with him………………………
precap---
neil,dev,chutki,geet meeting
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