OS: Remembrance Part 2 pg48 Aug16 - Page 41

hate you !!!

you made me cry again!!

Originally posted by: euphoric

Hey sweetheart🤗 hello yaar!! 😃

Hmm... i see... u cut down edges to save the evil Aash🤔... chalo koi nahi... ashu tu is baar bhi bach gayi😈😆 ya...i felt bad...bechari...😆

Now remembreance... the feelin of nostalgia can be as flowery as pricky... a parched soul looks back to see the flashes of refreshing pond when he was once there... so that is how i see is Maan's agony you're right...that is how i wanted to portray Maan's agony as well...there is nothing he can do to change the situation he's in...all he can do is remember the life they shared 😕

at the end of the first part i felt contented for finally Geet's wishes were answered and she found peace in her death... but as they say na... a person never dies alone... hopes and dreams dies along with them... clearly a part of Maan was killed with her and he lives through the day a die a small death everyday... certain parts really got me choked here... the end of the first part...i was happy with in the sense that...you're right...in death she found the peace that often eluded her in life...but that peace that she found only raised turmoil for maan 😭

He engrossed himself in work... nothin new for thats how he has been... but where do u toss away the pinning of one's heart and the unfulfilled desires? and thats exactly what happens... the more he tried to shut himself off the more he comes to face her memories and then he welcomes it for he knew he can not fortify himself from the only source of warmth... the warmth of her love and embrace... his only reason of survival! and then he encounter her memories all around him... her belongings... their pics together... it was so overwhelming to see Maan living those moments and at the same time so distressing to see him yearn silently as we all know that he's going to drown himself in this pain but never would go and express his supressed despair to anyone... the supressed pain that is more dangerous for it bears the potential to burn the person's insides in their own agony and remorse and here all the more as guilt is the fuel that would never let the fire subside try as he might he cant run away from the memories that he has of Geet...those memories are like a double edged sword...on one side...when he doesnt think of her he hurts because its as if he's ignoring her presence but on the other side when he gives in to those memories...he is literally dying in pain...bechara maan!!

strange is the longing of a dying man... u may not live the other day never supresses the man's urge to dream of it... and its the same with him... he can't help but think about "what if" oh how torturous it would be come to out of that dream to live the other day as u may realize that what if would never happen😵 that is the one thing i hate about life...when you make decisions about something...often you are left with the big question..."what if"...and there is no answer for that

its beautiful yet sad to see how he tries to steal little moments with her through the dreams... he tries to hold her... hoping the dream to last... he searches for her in the meadows and darkness... and finds sunlight and life only where he finds her... symbolizes his life with and without her😭 ...lol 😆...you pick up on symbolism very well! even better than me...cuz omg...when i was writing...i didnt realize that 😳

how painful it would have been for him to realizes what he had wished for the other day would mean that she would be taken away from him... the memory though gave him peace is goig to add to his nightmares... adding to yet another what ifs... what if he had asked for something else... what if only he had been selfish that day to ask the lord to grant him a lifetime with her! i so want to see a scene like that on the show...where maan finds out what geet asked for...only because i know GC is going to rock giving us those expression!! 😛

His guilt and remorse... anger and despair came out so perfectly that my heart went out for him... the last lines were so beautiful! i loved that poem too!!!

wonderful job Jaz... thanks a bunch 😊 aww..glad you liked it yaar!! 😳