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Posted: 13 years ago

#1041

Originally posted by: SajanRox
Hey S3! 🤗 Wow.. Wonderful update guys! 👏 Finally Mr. Stubborn Samrat confessed his feelings towards Gunjan to himself! 🥳 That's a big win dude! 😆 Aw. I loved the way he asked Monish 😭"Kya Gunjan bhi tumse pyaar karti hai?" .. 😳 But I am starting to hate this 🤬 Monish even more! 😡 How dare he separate the inseparable SaJan? 🥺 I mean he actually wants to force in his love to Gunjan is pissing me off. 😡I just can't see Samrat so broken hearted! 💔 But I wish him all the luck for getting his love back in his life! 👍🏼 I am with you dude! 😆

But it is really funny to imagine all the 3 guys are after the same Gal! Wow.. Gunjan has blown everyone's hearts I must say.. 🤣

S3, you guys are doing a splendid job 👏 on carrying on this story Aage! 😆 I am so sorry that you guys updated on 5th November and your PM has been lying in my box for so long but I did not find time to come and read it!🤢 School is pissing me off 😡 and I have so much to do in so little time!

You won't believe I came online after what seemed like ages and went on every FF update and buttered all my writer-friends for an apology! 😉

I will try and read your updates whenever I come online! 😃 So keep me in the PM list!

Love
Nivriti ❤️

{P.S:: Confessing his love for Gunjan is a great achievement for Samrat and he should get a Noble Prize for it! 🤣 Hope he doesn't stop trying to get his Love and Life back.. 😭 Feel really sad for him! 😒}

Anyways, now I am sleepy 🥱 [Proving the lazy me!🤣 Lolz].. Good Night! 🤗 [Here it is night! Wonder when you will read this? 😕]
Gimme a break! 😲 Dude it is just 9:30! 😆 But then I have school tomorrow and an SST test! 🤔 I hope I am prepared! .. 😕
I mean seriously I think I am going to flunk!
Bus ab aur pakana band karti hun! 😛 You must be pissed off too.. 🤣

Thanx NiVi for your nice comment. V do understand the pressures of studies and exams, so no need to apologize.

SAMRAT is finally letting his heart win over his mind.So he has admitted that GUNJAN is the girl he loves. For a person who thought that love is something useless, this is a big thing.

MONiSH wants GUNJAN in his life and there are people who will go to any extreme to get the love of their life.

If someone as sweet and innocent as GUNJAN is around them, it is not surprising that each of them wants to have her in his life. Then even if there were more than 3 guys, it was fully justified. Look around you, Nivi and you may find a similar scenario.(If,U R GUNJAN type girl😆)

and V will Pm U, So don't worry.

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Posted: 13 years ago

#1042

Originally posted by: ..-Sanzz-..
Just Noticed That The Thread Is Finished Soon =) 😳 Congratss 🤗

Thanx Sanzz !! Yaa...Finally...Thanx to the all regular Readers...n their sweet comments😳 and especially some Big fan of this FF...just like U...😳😆 Next Part is last part of this THREAD.

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#1043

Originally posted by: ..-Sanzz-..
Just Tomorrow, One Day To GOOO 🤗 & Then BIGGG Update Coming Up 😍 Can't Wait 😳 LOVEEE YOUUU Guysss, PLEASHH Do Update, The First Thing In Morning Pllzz 😆

Yaa ! V R updating on Next day early morning.😳 and about Big update... Actually,1st V thought about Big update (Approx.8-9 parts) But,now... V'll be post only 6 parts (And ,1 PRECAP scene too😳)... b'coz,V think...these 6 is more then enough for readers...😳

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Posted: 13 years ago

#1044

Originally posted by: ..-Sanzz-..
24th ?! YAYYY, Can't Wait :) 😳

Yep... will be updated 2morrow morning. 😊

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Posted: 13 years ago

#1045

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#1046

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Hi Friends,

We are back with another update. This update will be the last one on this thread. V would like to thank all our readers... those who hit the LIKE tab, those who take time to drop a comment and all our silent readers too.

It is because of our lovely readers that we have come this far. V never expected that this story would be accepted so well. It is not a typical love story. Thanks Joseph, for handing over this awesome story to us. Thank you readers for commenting on the updates. We enjoy reading each comment that you all write and love replying to you all.

Thank You to all readers, just like :

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With lots of Love,
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..Mushkil Bada Yeh PYAR Hai !
[-A Passionate Love Story]

PART-35 [1/5]

[A]

KIWISH INTERNATIONAL (H.O.)

MONiSH's Black 'Mercedes' stopped at the porch of KIWISH INTERNATIONAL Office. The drive till here was pleasant. Most of the time MONiSH was on call and so GUNJAN was saved from answering any questions or striking a conversation with him. So far so good, she thought. First day of work with a new boss and such an important meeting... GUNJAN was worried and this worry showed on her pretty face... even though she tried to hide it behind her gorgeous smile.

She was brought out of her trance as the door of the car opened and MONiSH forwarded his hand to help her out of the car. She looked at the hand and then at MONiSH and smiled at him. Much as she did not want to, she kept her hand in his hand and got out of the car.Once out, she immediately let go of his hand and clutched the end of her dupatta in nervousness... MONiSH was looking at her... He could sense her discomfort. He would have to slow down...He smiled at her and waited for the driver to take out the files and his lappy bag from the car, which the driver did promptly. Asking his driver to follow him in, he waited for GUNJAN to walk ahead of him.

GUNJAN looked at him and slowly moved up to him and then both walked into the huge office building. MONiSH's driver handed over the files and the lappy bag to the office boy who had accompanied an executive from KIWISH INT. to escort MONiSH in. After MONiSH and the executive exchanged pleasantries, MONiSH introduced GUNJAN to the executive who forwarded his hand for a handshake. A crisp handshake later, the trio walked in...

MONiSH was doing all the talking, leaving GUNJAN with her thoughts. She prayed that she could pull off this first meeting as an employee of the KHURANA's successfully. She looked at MONiSH who had a smile on his face as he talked to the concerned authorities... and then she remembered SAMRAT... who always had a frown on his face as he spoke... his voice was always harsh. Yet, she would feel so comfortable with him... even at 'THE AMBASSADOR', when the CEO of the RAHEJA's had hit on her, she knew she was safe... it felt strange for her to be thinking like that But, with SAMRAT around, she always felt secure... even yesterday, when he opened the cabin door. That sense of relief that it was SAMRAT was not to be forgotten so easily. But why???

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She had decided to move on...then why was he still there, dominating her thoughts???

MONiSH snapped his fingers in front of her and she came back to the present. He looked at her as he raised her eyebrows, asking her 'WHAT??' She simply shook her head and smiled. He asked her to move towards the elevator and himself started walking towards the elevator. GUNJAN just followed.

As they waited for the elevator, MONiSH's cell buzzed. He got on the call and GUNJAN looked around. She was getting even more tensed now. MONiSH was nice with her, he was speaking gently with her, yet she was a bit uncomfortable. Since she had started working, this was the first meeting she would be attending without SAMRAT and she felt weird. Though otherwise SAMRAT was brash with her, at all the meetings, he would tone down considerably. She was playing with her fingers as her face clearly showed stress.

As MONiSH disconnected the call, he looked at GUNJAN with a smile, that soon vanished.

M- R U Ok...?? he asked her in his normal, soft tone.

She was startled as she heard his voice. She looked at him and nodded a YES... but her eyes showed her distress even as she quickly moved her face away But, MONiSH noticed the stress. Holding her gently by her shoulders, he turned her around and gently lifted her face, using his thumb and index finger. He looked into her brown eyes as he spoke, lovingly...

"Mere saath aao... kuchh baat karni hai...phir chalte hain..."

She nodded and followed him to the corner of the lobby, where no one would be able to hear them.

He turned to face her. She looked downwards. MONiSH spoke in his normal, gentle tone...

M- Why R U feeling nervous...? Tum yahaan akeli nahin aayi... Main tumhaare sath hoon naa...

G - Nahin...wo...woh baat nahin...actually,mujhe iss Project se related zyada kuchh pata nahin...iss liye... she stuttered as she avoided his gaze, b'coz, she knew this was not the truth.

M- Oh ! bas itni si baat...?? Don't worry...Main tumhare saath hi hoon..so just relax...tumhein kuchh nahin karna hai...tum sirf mere saath rehna...Deal ke according some points note karne honge...woh bhi jab main tumhein kahoon tab hi. aur agar tumhaare bhi koi doubts yaa questions hon...mujhe dheere se keh dena...main usse clear kar loonga...

MONiSH spoke nicely... had it been SAMRAT, he would have probably yelled at her for being so stupid... this thought and she looked down again...again SAMRAT... what was wrong with her?? MONiSH was about to say something when he heard someone wish him...

"Hello ! Mr.KHURANA

MONiSH looked towards the direction from where the voice came and his face broke into a wide grin. GUNJAN too looked at the person who had just wished MONiSH...

M - Hello Mr Dixit !! Aap yahaan...??

Mr D - Haan...woh actually Mr.SiMON se milne aaya tha...INDIA mein woh hamare client hain...lekin,aaj shayad woh kisi imp.meeting ki preparation mein busy hain...

He looked at GUNJAN and then again at MONiSH , this time questioningly. MONISH looked at GUNJAN and kept his hand on her shoulder, as he introduced his new PA to Mr. DIXIT... GUNJAN nodded at Mr.DIXIT and gently moved MONiSH's hands off her shoulder. She then moved away from MONiSH a bit.

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MONiSH and Mr.DiXiT started their talk...their business talk which GUNJAN did try to grasp, but was unable to. The trio moved away from the corner and in the process, GUNJAN and MONiSH had their back to the entrance and Mr. DiXiT was facing them. One hand across on her stomach and the other fidgeting with her ear-ring, GUNJAN stood listening to the 2 talk.

Someone hit the elevator button, waiting patiently. Today, SAMRAT SHERGiLL was relaxed. He was calm.

He had made a decision and he would stand by it... even if it meant letting the most prestigious 'KIWISH Project' go. He knew, this time he had taken the right decision. GUNJAN... and he looked around... she was here... He could feel her presence... but , he looked around. He could not see her... but then... He saw some people standing at the other end, talking... 2 men and a woman. He could not see the faces of one man and the woman who were facing the other side. He looked around again... but, he could not see her.

Just then the elevator door opened and SAMRAT entered the elevator. As the door of the elevator closed, he saw the two people turn around, but before they could face him and he could see their faces, the elevator door closed.

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[B]

Meanwhile GUNJAN

GUNJAN and MONiSH turned around to walk with Mr. DIXIT... But. the discussion had not yet stopped. MONiSH had to discuss his new venture with Mr. DIXIT that he was to start in LONDON. And this was a perfect time. But, GUNJAN was getting bored with all this talk. She did not understand anything about all this. MONISH glanced at her a sthe three slowly walked towards the elevator. He could understand GUNJAN's situation. Just then Mr. DIXIT received a call and excused himself. MONiSH took this opportunity to talk to GUNJAN... "GUNJAN ! tum jab tak meeting hall mein mera wait karo... Main bas thodi der mein aa raha hoon.."

G - Ji...! Lekin,mujhe pata nahin... meeting kaun se floor par hai..toh...

M - (smiled softly) Wait... He looked around and called an office boy who was standing close to them. He instructed him... "Madam,ko 'Meeting-Hall' tak le jaao... Woh mere saath hain...mere saath hi hamari Company ko represent kar rahi hain..."

Staff - Ok..Sir ! (turned to GUNJAN side) Aap mere saath aaiye Mam...

GUNJAN only nodded as she looked at MONiSH.

MONiSH smiled at her and asked her to go with the staff who would escort her to the hall. GUNJAN forced a smile... and walked towards the elevator. As she got in the elevator, she closed her eyes. the strong smell of the Deodorant used by SAMRAT was unmissable... ((Yeh Perfume toh...?? Yeh toh waise hi perfume ki khushboo hai jo SAMRAT Sir use karte hain...toh kya...? Kya...? Woh yahaan aa chuke hain...?? she opened her eyes and took a deep breath as she tried to make herself understand...

No...!! Main bhi kya soch rahi hoon...?? Yeh zaroori toh nahin ki... woh perfume sirf SAMRAT Sir hi use karte hon..? Koi aur bhi toh ho sakta hai...? Its a very common thing... aur agar...aur agar... woh hue bhi toh mujhe kya farq padta hai...?? Maine...maine unhein koi cheat nahin kiya... Main toh sirf apni job kar rahi hoon... Aakhir mujhe kahin toh job karni hi thi naa...phir MONiSH ke saath kyun nahin..? Woh toh...hamaare family member jaise hain... toh phir, SAMRAT Sir ko kya problem hogi...??

WHAT ?? Yeh mujhe kya ho gaya hai...? Main unhein kyun nahin bhool paa rahi...? Main yeh kyun soch rahi hoon...ki,woh kya sochenge..? Woh kyun kuchh sochenge...? Main hoon kaun...jiske liye woh kuchh bhi sochenge...? Unhein koi farq nahin padega...agar main kisi ke saath bhi kaam karoon... She felt weird as she thought about this...she was hurt... she remembered that awful night...

Agar woh mere baare mein sochte toh uss raat mujhe kabhi itna kuchh nahin kehte... Toh phir main kyun unke baare mein itna soch rahi hoon...?? No...This is not the right thing... Main...main... ab unhein puri tarah se avoid karoongi... Main yahaan MONiSH ke liye KHURANA Co. ko represent kar rahi hoon...aur ab Mujhe sirf MONiSH ke instructions hi follow karne hain bas...aur kuchh bhi nahin... Na kuchh sochna hai... na kuchh yaad karna hai...))

Her fingers moved over her lips and she turned her palm around to wipe her chin. As the elevator reached the floor where the meeting was to be held, GUNJAN had composed herself. The office boy who had escorted her showed her where the meeting was to be held. She thanked him and walked towards the 'Meeting Hall'.

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#1048

..Mushkil Bada Yeh PYAR Hai !
[-A Passionate Love Story]

PART-35 [2/5]

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[C]

A huge Hall... accommodating 8/9 round tables with 2 chairs... 2 mineral water bottles, a Note-pad, a pencil, eraser and pen neatly kept on each table... and in the middle of each table stood a glass bowl with purple orchids floating... each company's name engraved on a gold plated plate kept in front of the glass bowl...

SAMRAT walked in the room... and looked up. Tasteful, he thought. He saw the name of his company on a table towards the right of the room and walked over to take his seat. He was here for the meeting alone, without any other staff from his office. He looked at the empty chair next to him...If only he had not behaved impulsively, she would be here, with him... but... all that would now change... He would change everything... he thought about something and made a call... which was received promptly... in a business-like tone, SAMRAT said...

S - Mr.PAUL ! Next month hum apne Mobile ke jo new model range launch karne waale hain...kya unke samples ready hain..??

Mr.P - Ji..Ji.. Sir ! woh almost ready hain...only,packing par work ho raha hai...hamare designers ne Design final kar li hai...Next day tak woh complete Packing-box mein available honge.

S - Good...! Maine kuchh 'Exclusive special edition' ke liye bhi 1 model ko approved kiya tha... woh kab tak ready honge...??

Mr.P - Sir , woh bhi ready hain... but,ab tak unke sirf 10 pieces hi ready hue hain... with all Exclusive extra features... Actually,mujhe aap se uss 'Spl. Edition' se related kuchh poochna bhi tha...

S - Kya...??

Mr.P - Sir ! woh model as s 'Promotional Gift Copy' some VIP celebs ko hamari company ki taraf se dene the... Lekin,hamari List mein 40 name hain... I think hamein 30 more pieces banane honge.

S - (Straightly) No ab uski koi zaroorat nahin..

Mr.P - (strangely) WHAT ?? I mean...Sir ! Main samjha nahin... Aise mein hum 'Promotional copy'...

S - (cuts in middle) 'Promotional Copy' ke liye new range mein hi sabse Expensive Model ke pieces distribute kiye jaayenge...aur jahaan tak baat uss 'Exclusive Spl. Edition' ki hai toh uske sirf 2 pieces hi use mein rakhne hain,rest 8 pieces ko 'Manufacturing Deptt.' ko return kar do...aur unhein instruct kar do ki woh,yeh model ke dusre pieces dobara nahin banaye...

Mr.P - (confusingly) But,Sir ...!! Woh Model hamara ab tak ka sabse expensive model hai... Hum usse International market mein bhi launch karne ki soch rahe the... aise mein...only 2 pieces ko chhodkar uss Model ko hi ban karna...

S - (Very angrily) Mr.PAUL...!! I think... maine tumhein jo instructions diye...woh koi 'French' mein nahin diya... aur jahaan tak main jaanta hoon...tumhein 'Hindi' aati hai...nahin aati ??...toh ja kar classes attend karo... main yahaan tumhein tumhaare doubts ko clear karne ke liye nahin baitha... Mujhe agar uss Model ke sirf 2 pieces chahiye toh chahiye... iss mein kisi bhi tarah ka question arise nahin hona chahiye...

Mr.P - (worriedly) Sorry...!! Sorry Sir...!! Main...main... aaj shaam tak hi uss model ke 2 pieces aapke Office mein bhej deta hoon...

S - Good...! Its better for you... and remember 1 thing... Mujjhe woh model dobara kisi aur ke paas nahin dikhna chahiye (said in very strict ordering tone)

Mr.P - I understand Sir...!! Main...aaj hi 'Manufacturing Deptt' ko rest pieces hand over kar doonga and instruction letter bhi...

S - Good... !! and he quickly cut the call...

He leaned back, keeping his left leg over his right knee as he thought... the smile on his face indicating his happiness... (( Good !! Now...sab kuchh dheere-dheere set ho raha hai... Uska new Cabin bhi mere New Glass cabin se attached hoga... Ab woh har waqt meri aankhon ke saamne hi hogi... Bilkul mere paas. (smiled as he imagined) Aur, phir Hamari New Mobile Range ka 'Spl. Edition'... woh bhi sirf uske liye... Bilkul waisa hi set... jaisa main use karoonga... 'Exclusive n very Special' . Really...kitni, problem face karni padi mujhe,uske paas mobile na hone ki wajah se... !

Pata nahin...kabhi-kabhi mujhe kya ho jaata hai...? Main khud par control kyun nahin rakh paata...?? Woh uss waqt , sirf baat hi toh kar rahi thi... Main phone disconnect karne ko bhi toh keh sakta tha... par nahin... Maine toh usse direct tod hi diya... woh bechari toh darr se kuchh keh bhi nahin paayi... (His smile momentarily left his face as he could visualize her tear streaked face... that fear in those tear filled eyes... and he felt lousy... How could he have been so mean to her that day???)

Lekin, yeh new 'Exclusive Set' meri taraf se compensation hoga... I wish ki,woh usse accept kar le... She is different... and very 'self-respect' oriented girl... I know,woh easily nahin maanegi... lekin,Mujhe kisi bhi tarah usse yeh New set lene ke liye manana hi hoga... Ab main aisa kuchh nahin karoonga... jis se woh hurt ho... I know mere liye yeh thoda mushkil hai but, I'll try ki main uske saath ab softly behave karoon... warna toh woh mujh se hamesha hi darrti rahegi... (smiled softly).

Lekin,usse 'Sorry' kehna...?? God ! Its too difficult... Main...?? Sorry...?? Kaise ?? Kisi ne suna toh kya kahega...?? SAMRAT SHERGILL ne sorry kaha...?? woh bhi kis se...??

No...I mean ...I should say 'Sorry' to her... lekin... phir bhi...?? Kya woh khud realize nahin kar sakti ki, mujhe bhi bura laga hai... agar main usse dobara office join karne ko keh raha hoon... toh yeh clear hai naa ki, main guilt feel kar raha hoon... woh khud yeh simple si baat kyun nahin samajh sakti...??

Kya har feelings ko lafzon mein batana zaroori hai...?? But...?? These girls...?? Oh God ! Kahaan phans gaya main... Yeh 'Pyaar' insaan se kya-kya karwa deta hai... I can't imagine ki, main kabhi kisi ladki se 'Sorry' bhi kahoonga... But, this time kehna padega... warna,woh kabhi nahin aayegi... Aur ...main usse jaane bhi toh nahin de sakta...

Ok...No second thoughts...Aaj evening mein uske ghar jaana hai toh bas jaana hai... I know,usne zaroor apne Uncle-aunty ko uss raat ke incidents ke baare mein sab kuchh bata diya hoga... Aise mein... bina unki permission ke woh kabhi Office nahin aayegi... iss liye toh Mujhe khud hi uske parents...yaa guardian...jo bhi hon...unse khud baat karni hogi.. ..

Lekin...??

Oh God ! lekin, Main unse baat kya karoonga...?? I mean kaise karoonga...?? Maine yeh toh socha hi nahin...?? Mujhe toh sirf apne Business associates...yaa staff se hi baat karne ki practice hai...?? Main.. main nahin jaanta ki, 1 normal conversation kaise ki jaati hai...?? 1 simple family conversation... woh kaise start karte hain...?? Mom Jab thin toh... His thoughts, for some time, moved over to the days his mother was alive... and his eyes welled up with tears. He remembered how he would attend family functions with his Mom, clutching her hand tightly as he was scared of getting lost in that crowd of unknown faces.

He remembered how his Mom would be welcomed by all around her...How loved she was... and he felt proud of her... and then he remembered his life after her death... He wiped his eyes before the tears left his eyes...his thought process still continuing... Unke jaane ke baad toh... Maine koi Family Function tak attand nahin kiye... Mrs.SHERGiLL ki permission hi nahin thi... aur phir Boarding jaane ke baad toh... 'Ghar' naam ki koi cheez bhi nahin rahi...

Ok... I know...woh thode se naraaz honge... Shayad thoda dantenge bhi... lekin, Koi baat nahin, Main koi argument nahin karoonga... aakhir,maine galti bhi toh ki thi... Maine GUNJAN ke saath itna bura behave jo kiya... lekin,agar main chup-chap unki daant sun loon...? aur phir unse 'Sorry' bhi kahoon...? Tab toh woh maan jaayenge naa...?? Phir,toh woh GUNJAN ko aane denege naa...?? But...uske Uncle...?? SAM Dude don't forget ki,...woh 'Vice Principle' hain... then Obviously , kaafi strict honge... woh kaise maanenge...??

Off course maan jaayenge... GUNJAN unki kaafi respect karti hai... toh sure ki woh bhi ussi ki tarah simple aur soft nature ke honge... aur main be-wajah hi darr raha hoon... Maine toh uss lady se... (thinking quickly) No...No... It does not sound good... Lady..?? Woh GUNJAN ki aunty hain... I should call her 'Aunty' ... yaa... Its better... Maine khud unse baatein ki hain... aur unki baatein bhi suni hain.. She is really a very loving n caring person... Bilkul hi meri Mom ki tarah...and I am sure agar main unse 'Sorry' kahoonga toh woh GUNJAN ko kabhi bhi SHERGILL's join karne se nahin rokengi...whatever,woh idiot MONISH unka kitna bhi bada 'Family Friend' ho...

This thought and SAMRAT's face clouded with anger... He moved his leg down and kept his hands on the table. His eyes emitting anger... he thought... 'Family Friend' !! 'Family Friend' , my foot...!! Khud ki family ka pata nahin... others ki Family ka friend bana ghoom raha hai... Kya kaha tha isne...?? Pyar karta hoon... Shaadi karoonga... !! woh bhi GUNJAN se... meri GUNJAN se...?? I'll definitelly kill him..agar isne aisa dobara kaha... Disgusting guy...!! Yeh...yeh...yahaan aaya hi kyun...? (fuming with anger) Iska kuchh toh karna padega... Kuchh aisa jiski wajah se yeh wapas dobara LONDON chala jaaye... Main isse yun hi nahin chhod sakta... warna...yeh hamare beech aage bhi problem create karta rahega... Lekin abhi toh... ))

And he stopped speaking as he heard the door open. He turned around and was spell bound... His dream... His GUNJAN stood at the door... wearing a light pink churidar suit... her lips sporting that gorgeously lovely smile, as her brown eyes shone behind those glasses. Small diamond studs adorned her delicate ears which had tucked behind them the strands of her light brown hair...as a delicate bracelet wrapped itself around her dainty wrist.

SAMRAT was lost in her... lost in her beauty... and he smiled yet again...forgetting whatever thoughts that were running in his mind... he shook his head and looked downwards as he thought... (( Oh ! Come on Dude...!! (smiled) Yeh kuchh zyada ho raha hai...I accept that, I love her...lekin,iska matlab yeh toh nahin ki, maine usse har jagah imagine karoon... ?? God !! yeh sab films mein hota hai... lekin,phir mere saath kyun...?? God ! Please help me... Main khud par control kyun nahin kar pa raha...?? ))

He looked up again to see if she was indeed standing there and was surprised to see that she was still there... talking to the attendant who was pointing towards SAMRAT's table... She looked towards him and again at the attendant as she seemed to confirm her place.Smiling at the attendant after thanking him, she started walking towards SAMRAT... looking downwards to avoid anyone's gaze.

She had not noticed SAMRAT as he was standing a bit to the inner side... slowly, she walked towards SAMRAT... a totally mesmarized SAMRAT...As SAMRAT saw her walk towards him, he realised it was not a dream...she was here... (( No... is not my imagination... She is here... means...?? Woh...yahaan...?? kaise...?? Mere liye...?? (smiled badly) Kahin aisa toh nahin ki, Mr.SHARMA ne usse usski re-appointment waali news de di ho... aur unhone hi usse mere yahaan hone ke baare mein bataya ho...?? May be... issi liye woh mujhe join karne yahaan... ! Oh God !! Is it true...?? He smiled even wider...adjusting his glasses as he looked at GUNJAN who was walking towards him... still looking downwards...

Wo...woh.. idhar hi aa rahi hai...lekin...?? Lekin.. main... main... itna nervous kyun feel kar raha hoon...?? Kya kahoonga main uss se abhi...?? she came little close to his table... Come on Dude...!! Be a man...You are her 'BOSS' ...abhi usse meri feelings ke baare mein pata nahin...woh...woh..yahaan as a P.A... P.A. of SAMRAT SHERGILL ban kar hi aayi hai...

Mujhe khud par control karna hoga... Thoda dificult hai... but,let's try naa... don't forget...You...you are SAMRAT SHERGILL !! aur main... main khud par control kar sakta hoon... yes.. !! Its final... Abhi main normal Boss ki tarah hi behave karoonga... very calmly... very politely... woh...woh...ab daily mere saath hi toh hogi...Phir,itna over excited hone ki kya zaroorat hai...??)) SAMRAT smiled at his own thoughts... But then, when he saw her close to him, he quickly wiped that smile off his face... and looked at her with seriousness...

SAMRAT kept looking at GUNJAN... she had not noticed him yet. She was about to look up when someone called out to her name..." GUNJAN !! "

She looked behind immediately. SAMRAT was a bit upset. Just when he was about to say something to her, her attention was diverted. He tried looking through the maze of people who had suddenly entered the room. He stood up and craned his neck to see if he could make out who had called out to her. GUNJAN was busy looking in the same direction as SAMRAT.

And finally he saw him... his face darkened with anger and his eyes were short of spewing venom... MONiSH... He was walking towards them, that disgusting smile on his face as he came closer to her.

He came closer to her and said in a gentle tone... " Tum wrong direction mein ja rahi ho... Hamein dusri taraf jaana hai...Please,come with me..."

And MONiSH gently held her wrist. SAMRAT's eyes followed MONiSH's hand as they touched her delicate wrists and he clenched his fist in anger. But before he could do or say anything, MONiSH walked away, gently dragging his GUNJAN... SAMRAT's GUNJAN with him... they walked over to the table that was positioned diagonally in front of his table.

SAMRAT shut his eyes as some tears left his eyes to rest on his cheeks. He was too shocked to say anything, leave alone do anything. GUNJAN was with MONiSH!!!!

She was sitting at the table allocated to 'KHURANA INDUSTRIES'... He sat on the chair listless... Was he late??? Had he lost her?? The pain in his heart was excruciating... He had never felt this pain before... It was as if his heart was breaking into tiny pieces...

He looked at MONiSH and GUNJAN... they were talking about something...what... he could not understand as he was unable to hear them... but he was hating the very sight of the two of them together... MONiSH close to her as he was telling her something and she simply nodding. He looked away as he wiped his tears.

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GUNJAN and MONiSH took their seat at the table allotted to the KHURANA's... GUNJAN looked nervous... she looked disturbed but,she was smiling forcefully...

But, MONiSH did not notice that. He opened the file and kept it on the table and moved his chair closer to GUNJAN's chair. GUNJAN was not very comfortable with this undue closeness that MONiSH was trying to create. She gently moved her chair a bit away from MONiSH.

MONiSH was now upset. Earlier too, she had removed his hand that he had kept on her shoulder and now too, she was moving away from him. He composed himself and tried to ignore GUNJAN's actions as he updated her with relevant points.

GUNJAN was surprised at this sudden transition... the fun-loving MONiSH that she knew was talking like a thorough professional. She was trying to pay attention to what he was saying, but strangely, her attention seemed diverted...

And she knew why. Suddenly she heard pieces of glass hit a hard surface. As she was seated closer to SAMRAT's table, she was able to hear that noise even through the talk that was going on between people present at the meeting venue. She looked in the direction of the noise and hurriedly looked downwards. She knew he would be here, just that she did not expect his anger... why??

She slowly looked up and tried to look him in the eye. But, she was unable to. His bloodshot eyes and his expressions indicated his high temper. She wanted to read his eyes...read those unspoken words that she wanted him to say... but she quickly composed herself and turned around to look at the file. She remembered the decision she had taken.

She shut her eyes and took a deep breath as she tried to read the file that MONiSH had asked her to, but she was unable to concentrate... SAMRAT was dominating her thoughts... looking at the file that she had kept on her lap, she tried to make herself see sense...

(( No...GUNJAN... You can't be weak... Its not right... Maine aage move karne ka decision le liya hai... Woh mere liye nahin hain... Mujhe ab unhein bhoolna hai... Main khud ko kamzor nahin padne doongi... Nahin dekhoongi unhein... Mere dil mein ab unke liye koi feelings nahin... Main akeli hi khush hoon...

Mujhe kal bhi unse kuchh nahin chahiye tha... Main aaj bhi unse kuchh nahin chahti... Mujhe ab unhein ignore karna hai...toh hi main unhein bhool paaoongi... Main unhein kabhi maaf nahin kar sakti... chahe woh kitna bhi...

SAMRAT saw a tear trail down her cheek...and another one follow... his heart felt that same pain that he had when, he realized that he had wronged her... He wanted to wipe those tears and hold her close ... He felt helpless then... He saw her raise her hand and wipe her tears... She was still looking at the file...

Kya galti thi meri jo unhone... She moved her hand away from her face and kept it on the file as she looked at SAMRAT again. He was still staring at her... she looked away again... Woh ab bhi mujhe hi dekh rahe hain...? Lekin,kyun...?? aur unki aankhein..?? woh toh...?? No...Main kuchh nahin jaanti...kuchh samajhna bhi nahin chahti... I am a big fool... Main logon ko pehchaan nahin paati... unhein samajh nahin paati... Mujhe nahin pata ki,maine abhi unki aankhon mein kya dekha...?? Mujhe nahin pata ki woh dard tha... nafrat thi... yaa kuchh aur... ?? Main...main...pehle bhi yeh galti kar chuki hoon...

Oh God ! Kitni badi duffer thi main...?? Maine soch bhi kaise liya ki, main SAMRAT SHERGILL se kabhi pyar kar sakti hoon...?? Itni badi galti kaise ho gayi mujhse...?? Woh SAMRAT SHERGILL hain... SHERGILL EMPIRE ke owner...!! Mujhe kabhi aisa sochna hi nahin chahiye tha... Meri jaisi ladki unhein kabhi samajh hi nahin sakti... main kal bhi galat thi... Main aaj bhi galat hoon... aur mujhe yeh galti dobara nahin karni... Kuchh nahin tha unki aankhon mein... jo tha woh sirf mera waham...jo ab door ho chuka hai...

Main nahin chahti ki,ab main phir koi galti karoon... Nahin chahti ki,woh dobara mere Maa-Papa ko abuse karein... Hamare class ki wajah se hamein characterize karein... Nahin chahti ki woh phir se mere character par ungli uthayein... Kal se aaj tak mein kuchh nahin badla... Na mera Class aur na mera social status...sab kuchh waisa hi hai... Main aaj bhi wohi GUNJAN hoon... and I am proud of myself... Main jo hoon...jaisi hoon...apni chhoti si job aur apni 'Family' ke saath khush hoon...

Woh bahut bade businessman honge...lekin,iska matlab yeh nahin ki woh apne comments se mujhe yaa mere parents ko point-out karein... Unhein meri shakl se bhi nafrat hai naa... toh its fine...main bhi kyun dekhoon unki taraf...?? Agar woh yahaan apne work ke liye aaye hain toh..main bhi yahaan apne work ke liye hi aayi hoon... aur mujhe ab sirf apne work par concentrate karna hai...dusre logon par nahin...)) MONiSH's voice brought GUNJAN out of her thoughts as he asked her in a gentle tone...

M- Hello...!! Kahaan kho gayi...?? Main toh yahin hoon...aur tumhin se baat kar raha hoon...

She looked at MONiSH and then looked at the file again as she stuttered... " No..No...main bhi toh yahin hoon... "

M - (smiled softly) R U Ok...??

G - (tried to act normal) Ya...yaa...I M ok... woh... woh.. main... some figures ko samajhne ki koshish kar rahi thi...I M absolutely fine.. (smiled forcefully)

M - Oh ! Mujhe laga ki...any way forget it. Come on ,GUNJAN ! Its only a formal meeting... itna serious hone ki yaa tension lene ki zaroorat nahin hai. Hamari 'terms n Condition' pehle hi clear kiye ja chuke hain...abhi toh hamein sirf unki announcement ka wait hai...and I M sure... Yeh deal hum hi crack karenge... so just chill (Very confidently, MONiSH spoke with the smile still intact on his face...)

GUNJAN forced herself to smile... but it was getting very difficult for her to hide her feelings, so she was trying to avoid looking MONiSH in the eye. She looked downwards... MONiSH smiled and continued his discussion with her...

SAMRAT was losing his temper with every passing moment. He was hating what he was seeing. MONiSH and GUNJAN so close... every time MONISH moved his lips closer to her ears to whisper something to her and she simply nodded and jotted it down on her note pad... SAMRAT felt his heart beat increase.The smile of their faces infuriated him even more. GUNJAN knew his eyes were on her and she was trying to avoid his gaze... this, more painful for SAMRAT as he saw her smile. His anger at an all time high,he thought about something and picked up his cell and left to corner side...dialed a number ...

barking some instructions to the person on the other side he cut the call angrily.

Shortly an attendant walked over to MONISH and whispered something in his ear. MONiSH looked at the attendant and said to him.. "Ok..Tum chalo...Main abhi aata hoon..." The attendant walked away and GUNJAN looked at MONISH, a bit worried as she said...

G - Aap kahin ja rahe hain...??

M - (in normal way) Haan...woh actually Mr.SIMON ka msg. tha...woh meeting se pehle mujhse kuchh zaroori baat karna chahte hain... wait...main abhi aaya..

GUNJAN hurriedly kept the note pad on the table and looked at MONiSH again. She did not want to stay alone here, especially with SAMRAT around... stammering, she asked MONiSH...

G - Main...main bhi saath chaloon...??

M - (smiled at GUNJAN as he said...) No... Tum yahin aaram se baitho... Main bas yun gaya aur yun aaya... Don't worry... !! Waise bhi abhi thodi der mein meeting topic se related 1 File distribute ki jaayegi...jab tak main aata hoon...tum usse read kar uske some imp. points figure-out kar lena...Main baad mein aakar tumse samjh loonga...is it Ok...??

GUNJAN nodded in positive... she could hear her own heartbeat... SAMRAT's mere presence did this to her. MONiSH smiled at her reassuringly and left from there. GUNJAN sat down, her hand holding the edge of the table as she looked flustered... her eyes moist. Shortly a waiter walked up to her and handed her a piece of paper. She looked at him blankly as he held the paper... she looked at the paper and hesitantly took it from his hands. Slowly she opened the folds of the paper and held her breath as she read the contents...

" Hall se bahar aao...Mujhe tumse kuchh baat karni hai..." - Samrat.

Slowly, she moved her gaze towards SAMRAT. He was still glaring at her. She looked away hurriedly as she folded the paper and handed it over to the waiter... and in her soft, sweet voice, she said...

G - Sorry ! Lekin,yeh mere liye nahin hai...

W - Par...Mam ! Unhone ne toh aapko hi dene ko kaha hai...

G - No...I think aapko koi misunderstanding ho gayi hogi. Aap please unhein wapas lauta den.

The waiter simply nodded an affirmative as he left. GUNJAN hurriedly opened the file lying on the table and pretended to read it, but she was clearly upset. She did not realise someone standing behind her, till the file lying in front of her was yanked out of her grip. She was startled as she looked up to see a fuming SAMRAT glaring at her. She gulped in fear and then gathering courage, she stammered... her eyes still not able to meet his gaze... "Aap...aap... ne meri File kyun band ki...? Main...main...woh read kar rahi thi..."

SAMRAT flung the file on the table and kept his hand on the file as he bent slightly towards GUNJAN and said in a harsh tone... " Maine tumhein apna msg. bheja tha...shayad tumne thik se usse read nahin kiya... "

G - (Looking downwards, she stuttered... ) Main...main... (She stopped and gulping once again, she tried speaking strictly... but what is not to happen will never happen...GUNJAN could never speak in any other tone, but her normal, soft one...) Main aapse koi baat nahin karna chahti...(looked at him) Please ! leave me alone...

S - WHAT ?? Kya kaha tumne...?? Repeat again... Main dobara sunna chahta hoon... Aaj tak SAMRAT SHERGILL se kisi ne iss tarah baat nahin ki... How dare U to talk like this to me...?? (Yelled)

All the mummer going on in the hall subsided as everyone looked at SAMRAT and GUNJAN... GUNJAN was shuddering with fear as she heard SAMRAT yell. He bent a bit closer to GUNJAN... she shut her eyes in fear. But, before SAMRAT could say anything an executive of KIWISH came towards them and asked SAMRAT... "Any Problem Sir...??"

SAMRAT stood up straight and gave the executive an angry look as he said in a strict tone... "Kya maine tumhein bulayaa...??

A - (Worriedly) No...No...Sir ! woh...

S - (Cuts angrily) Toh...?? Tum yahaan se ja sakte ho...Yeh hamara 'Personal matter hai... and glared at every 1... said in almost yelling voice... 'Tum sab apna kaam kar sakte ho..."

GUNJAN opened her eyes...wide in fear... 'PERSONAL MATTER'... this word scared the living daylights out of her. And as she saw the executive scurry away, she got even more scared.SAMRAT turned to a petrified GUNJAN as he said in a harsh tone... "Haan...! Toh tum kuchh keh rahi thi...".

GUNJAN slowly looked at him and was about to say something when a staff of KIWISH came and said to SAMRAT... " Excuse-me Sir !! Woh...Mr.SIMON wants to talk with U...before, start the meeting... Unhone aapko... apne Cabin mein aane ko kaha hai...

Without batting an eyelid, SAMRAT kept looking at GUNJAN... and said to the staff... " Tum chalo... Main aa raha hoon... ! "

SAMRAT was still looking at GUNJAN... she however had moved her gaze downwards... fidgeting with the edge of her dupatta, she was hoping SAMRAT would leave... just then she heard him talk...in his trademark harsh tone... " Yahaan kuchh zyada hi disturbance hai... wait..."

Banging his palm on the table, he walked away. GUNJAN jumped out of her skin as she saw his hand hit hard on the table. She looked at him as he walked away... what did he want now??? She had quit his job... he had said he did not want to see her in office again... then why was he so rude with her now??? She however felt relaxed as she saw him leave.

As SAMRAT angrily stormed out of the hall, he saw the waiter standing... He called him and give some instructions with him and left from there.

As soon as SAMRAT left, GUNJAN turned around, her eyes brimming with tears. Just then the waiter came up to her and gave her a message. She looked at him and then got up and left.

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..Mushkil Bada Yeh PYAR Hai !
[-A Passionate Love Story]

PART-35 [4/5]

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The Elevator door opened and GUNJAN entered the empty elevator. She was about to Press the Ground Floor button as she saw the door close,when suddenly... someone forced the door open. GUNJAN moved her hand back... and looked in surprise... this look turning to fear as she saw the person who had entered the elevator... SAMRAT... She was scared. She moved back... without looking at her, He pressed the 15th floor button and did not face her. She saw this and in a tone which reflected her fear, she said...

"Yeh aap kya kar rahe hain...Mujhe Ground-Floor par jaana hai..."

He said nothing...simply glared at her... She was very worried. gathering courage, she said again... "Please stop on the next floor... Mujhe jaana hai..."

He pressed the 'STOP' button... as the elevator stopped... He turned to look at her. She moved a step backwards. SAMRAT moved towards her, his eyes blazing with anger... As he moved closer to her, she moved back... till she could no more move back... she hit against the hard cold steel wall of the elevator...

She looked downwards as SAMRAT came very close to her. In a tone that not only reflected his anger, but also his pain, he said... " Kyun jaane doon tumhein...? Kyun manoon main,tumhaari baat...? Kya tum mujhe jaanti ho...?? Kya hum ek dusre ko jaante hain...? Tum mere saath aisa kaise kar sakti ho...? Main... "

GUNJAN was shocked when she heard these words. She looked at him... her eyes meeting his eyes... those eyes which reflected the pain his heart held. GUNJAN shut her eyes and when she opened them, she expected SAMRAT be looking at her. But he was not. he had moved his gaze away. In her soft tone, she said...Yeh aap kya keh rahe hain...?? Maine kya kiya hai...?? (her eyes were moist)

S - Kyun...? Kya tumne uss MONISH ki Company join nahin ki...?? Kya main pooch sakta hoon kyun...?? Tumne ek baar bhi nahin socha ki... (SAMRAT had raised his voice a bit as he asked her this question, but the hurt in his tone still remained...)

G - (strangely) What...?? Toh aapko iss baat se problem hai ki, maine MONiSH ki Company kyun join ki...?? Lekin kyun... ?? Kya chahte hain aap...? Ki, SHERGILL se nikale jaane ke baad main saari zindagi kahin kaam na karoon... ?

S - (Angrily) Jhooth... ! Bilkul jhooth... Maine tumhein nahin nikala tha...tum...tum khud SHERGILL's chhod kar chali gayi... Tumne 1 baar mujhse milna bhi zaroori nahin samjha... Kyun...??

G - Haan...Maine khud SHERGILL's se resign de diya...Kyunki, agar maine resign nahin diya hota... toh aap waise bhi mujhe terminate karne waale the... Aapko kya lagta hai... Uss raat ki baizzati ke baad main wahan aur ruk kar, apni aur baizzati karwane ka intezaar karti rehti...

S - (yelled but,convincing tone) Stop it... Just stop it... Maine...maine aisa kuchh nahin kiya... jo...

G - (Shockingly...) What...?? Yeh aap keh rahe hain...?? Aapne kuchh nahin kiya...?? Uss raat aapne jo bhi kiya... jo bhi kaha... Uske baad bhi aap umeed karte hain ki, main SHERGILL's mein work karti...?? Maine yeh job apni self-respect ko zinda rakhne ke liye kiya tha Mr.SHERGILL... Khud ki self-respect khone ke liye nahin...

Not changing her tone a bit... keeping it soft she spoke. But the tears in her eyes were not to be restrained. They slid down her smooth cheeks... she wiped her tears as she continued... "Aapne uss waqt jo chaha... woh kaha... Lekin,unn baatoon ka dard aap kabhi nahin mehsoos kar sakte...

Aapne kaha... Main paisoon ke liye kuchh bhi kar sakti hoon... Kya kiya hai maine paisoon ke liye...?? Khud ko becha hai...?? Kabhi khud ki keemat lagai hai...?? Phir kyun...?? Kyun aapko aisa laga...?? " She looked at SAMRAT... and SAMRAT, for once had no answer to this question.

He looked at her, his regret evident in his eyes. But, GUNJAN was too hurt to notice that regret... She continued, her voice choked... " Agar mujhe paisoon ke liye kuchh bhi karna hota... toh main kabhi aapke office mein 9 to 6 ki job nahin karti... balki, kuchh aur kar rahi hoti... jahaan mujhe uske zyada paise milte... (wiped her tears) But,sorry to say Mr.SHERGILL... maine na toh kabhi apna Jism becha hai... aur naa hi apna Zameer..."

These words seemed to have hit SAMRAT the hardest. Each word that she uttered, pierced his heart...

Aapko lagta hai,main aapko phansane ki koshish kar rahi thi...?? Kya kiya tha maine aapko phansane ke liye...?? Bataiye mujhe...?? (She looked away as she turned around, her cheeks wet with tears... she continued...) Mujhe, aapka pata nahin... lekin aapke iss ilzaam ke baad main khud se nazrein nahin mila pa rahi thi... Aapne uss raat ek hi pal mein, mujhe meri hi nazroon mein gira diya... (tears again fell from her eyes... she wiped her tears...)

She continued... " Aapne toh mere Maa-Papa... meri parwarish... sabhi par 1 question mark laga diye...? Kyun...?? sirf 1 project file ke liye...?? Aapko mujh par yakeen nahin tha ki,maine woh File banai yaa nahin...? Its ok... Aap mujhe...meri working ability par kuchh bhi keh sakte the... Mujhe bura nahin lagta...

Lekin,aapko koi haq nahin hai ki aap mere Maa-Papa ko abuse karein... Unhone toh kuchh kiya bhi nahin... phir,kyun aapne unhein woh sab kaha...?? (She was sobbing...) Aap kya jaante hain unke baare mein...?? Shayad kuchh nahin...phir,aap kaise unhein meri galti ke liye zimmedar maan sakte hain... ?? "

SAMRAT moved towards her. He wanted to hug her, comfort her...but, SAMRAT knew he could not. He interrupted her as he tried to speak... " GUNJAN ! Main woh bas... "

GUNJAN turned around and cut SAMRAT off as she spoke in a voice that was breaking now due to her sobs... " Bas...?? nahin Mr.SHERGILL... abhi bas nahin... !! (wiped her tears) Haan ! Main maanti hoon... Mujhe kuchh nahin aata... Main kisi kaabil nahin... Mujhe nahin pata work kaise hota hai...? Iss liye shayad saara din mujhe 'Sorry' kehna padta tha... lekin,mujhe kabhi bura nahin laga... Kyunki,maine kabhi khud ko 'Sorry' keh kar chhota mehsoos nahin kiya...

Lekin uss raat... Uss raat 'Sorry' kehne ke baad... Maine 1 baat jaan li...woh yeh ki, 'Sorry' kehne ke liye zaroori nahin ki aapne galti ki ho... agar aap majboor hain... toh bhi aapko 'Sorry' kehna aana chahiye... 'Sorry' for everthing... (wiped her tears again)

Aapne hamesha hamare Class... Status... living standard par comment kiya... Maine kabhi kuchh nahin kaha... iss liye nahin ki,main kuchh keh nahin sakti thi... balki,sirf iss liye ki main kuchh kehna hi nahin chahti thi... Kyunki,Aap kabhi nahin samajh paayenge ki, 1 middle class ka member hona kya hota hai... Hamare Bank-Balance bahot zyada nahin hote... shayad 1 ghar ki umeed mein kabhi-kabhi puri zindagi guzar jaati hai... Hamare sapne bahot bade nahin hote... aur naa hi hum unhein puri hone ki shart rakhte hain...

Hum jaise hain... jis haal mein hain... Hamein khush rehna aata hai... Hamari majboori hamari bebasi nahin hoti...woh hamari strength hoti hai...jo hamein aage badhne ko encourage karti hai... Hamare liye Badi khushiyaan important nahin hoti... kyunki,hamein hamari family ki chhoti-chhoti baaton mein hi woh khushiyaan mil jaati hain... jo kisi Bank-balance ke bade figures nahin de sakte...

Haan, Main hoon 1 Middle-class person... !! and I M proud of myself... Mujhe mere class se koi complain nahin... aur,naa hi mere sapne itne bade hain , jinhein pura karne ke liye mujhe aap jaise kisi High Status waale insaan ko phansane ki zaroorat ho... Agar aapko aisa lagta hai... toh yeh aapki problem hai... Meri nahin... Kyunki,main jaanti hoon ki,maine kabhi aisa kuchh nahin kiya...aur na kabhi karoongi... Mujhe apni zindagi guzarne ke liye aapki...yaa aapke paisoon ki zaroorat nahin...

GUNJAN spoke in her normal tone. Not once did she raise her voice while speaking her heart out. SAMRAT kept looking at her... his guilt writ large over his face... GUNJAN moved her fingers over her cheeks to wipe her tears. SAMRAT wished he could wipe her tears, hold her close to him... tell her he was 'SORRY''... but, his guilt and GUNJAN's words which were hitting him ensured he did not utter a word.

Maine agar MONiSH ki company join ki hai... toh unke saath 1 commitment bhi ki hai... hamesha unki company ke liye reliable rehne ke liye... aur main yeh 'commitment' ko pura karoongi... Toh aise mein aap...

The moment she uttered MONiSH's name, SAMRAT lost his cool. MONiSH and 'Commitment' towards him... these words ensured that SAMRAT's guilt gave way to anger. He came close to her. She looked downwards... she could sense SAMRAT's anger... she realised she had spoken too much. She was scared of this closeness. She tried to move back but realised that she was cornered... She was startled as she heard SAMRAT's harsh tone... " Tumne kaafi kuchh keh diya... Mujhe iss se zyada sunne ki aadat nahin... aur na main kuchh aur sunn na chahta hoon...

He hit his hand on the cold walls of the elevator... she was scared...very scared... he moved a step back as he continued... his voice as yet harsh... " Uss raat jo hua... Woh hum baad mein discuss karenge... now,Tumne abhi kisi 'Commitment' ki baat ki... ?? Lekin,uss 'Commitment' ka kya...? Jo tumne SHERGILL's ke saath kiya hai...?? Mere saath kiya hai...??"

G - (shockingly, ) What... ?? Kaisa 'Commitment'...?? maine aapke saath kabhi koi 'commitment' nahin kiya... (GUNJAN had no clue as to what SAMRAT was saying. She did not recollect having made any commitment with the SHERGILL's or SAMRAT. She looked at SAMRAT... )

S - (Strict tone) Kyun... ?? Tumne SHERGILL's join karte hue SHERGILL's ke liye... mere liye... honest rehne ki 'Commitment' nahin ki thi...?? Toh phir..unn 'Commitments' ka kya..??

G - (She moved her gaze downwards as she spoke in low tone...) Main...main... ab SHERGILL's ka part nahin toh...

S - ( smiled ) Koi proof... ??

G - (strangely) Means...?? maine resign diya hai...aur...?

S - Resign...?? Kaisa Resign...?? Kaun sa Resign...?? kisne approve kiya...?? Resignation approval ka koi letter toh hoga...?? Yaa...phir 'Resignation letter' par mere signature...??

G - (shockingly) What...?? Yeh...yeh ...aap kya keh rahe hain...?? Maine khud... Maine khud SHARMA Jii ko ...

S - Who is SHARMA Jii...?? Woh owner hain SHERGILL's ke...?? Kya unhone tumhein appoint kiya tha...??

G - (in tensed tone) Yeh...yeh... aap kya keh rahe hain...?? Zaroor koi misunderstanding...

S - Yes... !! Misunderstanding... !! Right word... Lekin yeh Misunderstanding mujhe nahin... tumhein hui hai jo,tumne yeh soch liya ki,Tumne SHERGILL's se resign de diya hai... for your kind information... Tum abhi 'Medical Leave' par ho...so 'Get well soon' ... Mujhe aur tumhaare Cabin ko tumhaara intezaar hai... (His hands crossed across his chest and the victorious smile plastered on his lips, SAMRAT spoke in a sarcastic tone...)

GUNJAN looked at SAMRAT... she was not able to understand a thing. She stuttered... in a voice laced with worry... "Aap...aap aisa nahin kar sakte...maine khud... Maine khud Resign diya hai woh bhi... "

S - (Strictly yelled) Enough is Enough !! Bahot der se tumhaari bakwaas sunn raha hoon... iska matlab yeh nahin ki,aage bhi sunta rahoonga... Tumne mujhe...mere office ko samajh kya rakha hai...? Yeh koi College yaa Coaching ki class nahin hai jo jab dil mein aaya chhod kar chale gaye... !! He came close to her again.

She shut her eyes...she was petrified... He saw the look on her face and the stray tear that left her eyes, slowly trickling down her cheeks... he too shut his eyes as he looked away exasperated... then moving a step back, he said... " Achha hoga... agar previous ki saari baatein bhool kar...chup-chap apni job ko continue karo... warna..."

G - Warna kya kar lenge aap...? aapko kya lagta hhai...mera koi nahin... Meri family nahin... mere...

S - (Cuts in very straight way) I don't care !! Mujhe koi farq nahin padta ki,tumhaare saath kaun hain... Maine jo keh diya..woh keh diya... SAMRAT SHERGILL ko aaj bhi 'Naa' sunna pasand nahin...

G - (worridly) Aap...aap...mere saath zabardasti nahin kar sakte...main...

SAMRAT came close to her so quickly... and said in his anger tone... "Main kya kar sakta hoon... Yeh tum soch bhi nahin sakti... Mujhe woh sab karne par majboor mat karo...Jo main tumhaare saath nahin karna chahta... "

G - (worriedly) Lekin...maine... maine already KHURANA INDUSTRIES join kar li hai... Main...main woh nahin chhod sakti...Aap...ap aisa nahin kar sakte...

S -Aisa tumhein lagta hai...but,Its not true... main kya kar sakta hoon...yeh mujhe tumhein batane ki zaroorat nahin... He glared at her... and then his voice that exposed his possessiveness... he spoke... Tum bina meri permission ke...kisi aur company ko join karna toh door...aisa soch bhi nahin sakti... achha hoga agar yeh baat tum abhi samajh lo...

G - (Shockingly) Means...?? Lekin... Aap... aap aisa kaise keh sakte hain...?? Aapne khud mujhse kaha tha ki,...aap mujhe apne office mein dekhna nahin chahte...aur...

Angrily, SAMRAT pressed the elevator button making the elevator move up some floors... she looked at the number displayed on the panel and then at SAMRAT... she wanted to say something, but before that SAMRAT spoke with seriousness... " Main yahaan uss raat ke incident ko explain karne nahin aaya... aur naa hi main tumhein koi explanation dena zaroori samajhta hoon...

Iss liye,tumhaare liye better hoga...ki,kal se Office aakar apne work par concentrate karo...naa ki previous baaton par..." (This was an order...His tone made sure she understood this very well... )

She looked at him, her eyes brimming with tears... He was looking at her...his gaze moved to her eyes... He could see the hurt, the pain and the fear in those pretty brown eyes.

She too was looking in his eyes...trying to read them... trying to read the reason of this immense anger that he was showing... but surprisingly, she could not see any reason... maybe she felt so b'coz, of her feelings for him...but, she saw something much different... She knew it could never be... She slowly moved her gaze away... and in a low tone, laced with fear, she said... " Main...main...SHERGILL's mein wapas nahin aaoongi...Aap..."

SAMRAT cut her off... his tone told her that he did not care to hear what she was saying... in a casual voice, he said... " Maine tumse tumhaari choice nahin poochi hai , tumhein kya karna hai ? sirf woh bataya hai... Iske baad mujhe aur kuchh nahin sunna hai.." The elevator smoothly came to a halt and the door opened. SAMRAT moved to the side as he instructed her... " Jaao aur 'Meeting-Hall' mein mera wait karo...! Mujhe abhi..."

G - (cuts in her shocking tone) What...?? Mujhe...mujhe 'Ground-Floor' par jaana hai...wahaan MONiSH ...

S - (His frown returning and his voice turning harsh, he again yelled...) Don't show your concern for him...He is not your 'Boss'... Understand...??

GUNJAN jumped out of her skin as she heard SAMRAT bellow. She moved behind, looking down, her eyes shut... clutching the dupatta... as SAMRAT continued... "Chup-chap...woh karo , Jo karne ko kaha hai... uss waiter ko maine hi tumhaare paas bheja tha... iss liye,ab kahin aur jaane ki koi zaroorat nahin... "

She opened her eyes as she looked up again... she was shocked... she was about to say something... but , SAMRAT was in no mood to let her. He said in his normal, harsh tone... witha possesiveness " Aur achha hoga... agar tum iss baar SHERGILL's ke liye alloted seat par baitho... Mujhe tumhaara idhar-udhar baithna pasand nahin..."

She said nothing and hurriedly walked out of the elevator... She turned around and was about to say something, when SAMRAT spoke again... " Wait... I am coming...! Abhi zara tumhaare uss 'So called' 'Boss' ki bhi toh khabar leni hai..." He angrily hit the 15th floor button... she wanted to say something... but, the door closed and the elevator moved.

She said loudly... "Aap...aap... iss tarah zabardasti nahin kar sakte...Main...Main kabhi bhi..." But , she realised it was futile... neither could SAMRAT hear her and even if he did, there was no way he going to listen to her.

GUNJAN moved a step back. She looked around flustered. She could not fathom SAMRAT's behavior. Why was he angry?? And was that possessiveness she thought she heard in his voice?? Why would he be possessive about her??

Nothing made sense any more. She turned around to walk towards the meeting hall...her mind crowded with thoughts. ... (( Yeh aisa kyun kar rahe hain...? Kya ho gaya hai inhein...?? Mujhe achhi tarah yaad hai...Unhone mujhe khud office se terminate karne ki baat kahi thi... Phir...Phir ab aisa kya hua... jo woh mujhe wapas aane ko keh rahe hain...?? Main kya karoon...?? Main dobara wahaan nahin jaana chahti... Itni mushkil se toh woh sab bhulne ki koshish ki thi... Phir se woh feelings develope karna nahin chahti... Woh saamne honge toh...??

No...!! Main wahaan nahin jaaoongi... woh...woh..mere saath zabardasti nahin kar sakte... Main kabhi wahaan dobara nahin jaaoongi... never...!! suddenly, she remembered MONiSH... Oh God !! Woh MONiSH se milne gaye hain... woh bhi itne gusse mein... Kya karenge woh unke saath...?? Meri wajah se woh MONiSH ki bhi insult karenge... Meri toh kuchh samajh nahin aa raha...Kya karoon main... ??

1 baar unse baat karne ki koshish karoon...?? Lekin kab...?? kaise...?? Kya woh meri baat sunenge...?? Lekin...?? Lekin.. Main unhein wajah kya bataoongi...?? Kya yeh ki, Main unse Pyar karne lagi thi...iss liye, ab unse door rehna chahti hoon...??

Yeh sab...Yeh sab kuchh... itna complicated kaise ho gaya...?? Kaash... Kaash ki, RAHUL yahaan hota... ))

She had reached the Meeting-Hall. The attendant at the door held the door open for her as she walked in, lost in her own thoughts.

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Edited by SIZZZLER - 13 years ago