Hey guyz
I know a few of you know me, for all I am Madhu a fervent Krazy KaShian,😳 guyz I know you must be shocked to see me in this section as you all know how much I suck in writing sh*ting, yes I myself also quit uncertain about the fact still yet😆, I never create any courage to write anything on anyone as firstly let me tell you Neither I write well nor I am so much imaginative to write anything based on imagine a concept. Though one of dearest friend Sabz encouraged me a lot and asked me to write something on KaSh much before, but I really couldn't gather courage to write rather for having examz, sorry Vegg I am packed up with exam schedule cudnt get time to write, now read and see how much I suck in it😛.
Well guyz now let me you tell you I have written this OS for a special person of my life on his birthday, yes today it's his birthday and he asked me to write something, as he himself a bookworm!😳 So assembling some extend courage I clutched my pen yesterday trying to write something on my favorite couple KaSh. And today I shared it with you. No no he's neither a KaShian nor knows about this IF things fit. Well this is my first and probably last script, there are so many excellent writers over here; I love all their writings though I have read a very few of them, but I must state that all the writers are so amazing and dynamic⭐️.
[title is inspired from Charle Baudelaire poetry] So guyz plz do read and criticize it.😛
OK these are my one shots i have written so far pata nai kaise🥱🤣
UNSPOKEN-Love beyond the destiny
Comme O Albatros
Today the day is too similar of that day, that grumpy weather, same hushed dreamy atmosphere, only a few couples sitting here n there all around the lake, everything is juzz similar except him, all r placed at the same spots only she is not here, that day when he was about to be confirmed abut her love, how badly he wanted to make her confess, he did everything to be merely with her but he couldn't disclose his love to her, more like she dint let him do so. But as far he cud recognize her he was certain abut her feelings for him, he thought she loved him, but his trance came out as a pretty crap! He was totally wrong.
Shona! Shilpa Anand the most vivacious, pretty, smart yet innocent gal of Harvi College. She was soft tender enough towards everyone, totally opposite of his scenery. Yet he was madly love wid her since d day he first saw her. Those big sparkling emerald eyes, butter soft cheeks, those alluring juicy lips, made him go all crazy. Karan Singh Grover a guy like him who born to flirt, he started flirting wid gals from the very beginning of his school life, though he was conscious enough abut his limit, he never crossed it. He used to be famous as a playboy, and he liked his Casanova image. Yes he was happy wid his uncountable no of galfrnds. But juzz den She entered in his life n everything got distorted. His life was going through varying!
Though she used to avoid him at d beginning but through her best friend Tiha he was able to make friendship wid her n slowly dey becum gud frinds. Then he got to knw an odd fixation abut her. Shilpa dint belive in love and she never wud go for love marriage. One day when Karan asked her what she wud do if anyone proposed her, she calmly answrd dat if d person was a familiar one abut her she wud give a hard slap to him and if he was an alien den she wud simply avoid him. "But wht will u do if someone really loves and want to make you his?" wid d same calmness she uttered dat she dint care abut anyone's love as she herself dint believe it, "in fact I can't take all dis rubbish with me" she replied. Karan was snapped at d moment, he knew she never jokes or talks useless. Being a very practical n serious girl she wasn't lying, he cud understand well. He was desperate but he realized that he had to be patient and determined, he couldn't loose her anyway. He couldn't even imagine his life without her. Being resolute he started to be more closed to her, he started knowing everything on her, her likes, dislikes, n everything. Everyone cud see d gigantic change in him except her. "Did she really can't see it? Or she dint want to!" still today he's probing the answer. He struggled a lot to find out her but every time he has become failed. N ultimately he got insolvent!
No! he is not finished yet, if it was so den why he's thinking of her still yet!, why he has kept a bit of hopes alive in his heart, why he cant just rub out her matter from his mind.
"Where are you Shona!" tears dip out from his sleepless Red eyes. Only he knows how many restless nights he had spent thinking n needing of her.
Even after being too closed to her when he couldn't make her confess he took a crook way, he knew that Tiha had a massive crush on him, she was of his category, liked many boys companionship. He began to flirt wid her to make Shilpa jealous, he wanted to know if Shilpa fell something for him. But he can remember there was no reaction in her when he told her dat he loves Tiha. She was calm and blank like always, He was fed-up n abut loose his temper at d moment. He wanted to make her his forcibly at d spot. But he couldn't do it! He juzz couldn't do becoz he loved her like anything, he couldn't force or hurt her for anything
"You r a coward Karan! You can get any gal u want in your life but whom u luvd from d bottom of your heart can't make her yours!" tear keeps diving out of his eyes.
He noticed she was getting reserved from him ever since he paired up wid Tiha. She always conducted wid him decisively, without any hesitation, her sparkling eyes turned more excel when she talked. But those few days he was Tiha to make her resentful he felt that she was avoiding him, she was not comfortable wid him like b4. When he asked her the reason she uttered that Tiha dint like deir closeness, n as a friend she dint want to make her anxious, so she better thought to stay away from them. Though Karan himself too knew it, but he couldn't accept its d only reason she was trying to avoid him, was there nothing more than it! Was she hurt! Wasn't she jealous! He dint know why but somehow he was content in his mind wid this. But as days were passing through he felt that sum more complications arriving in dem, she was going too far away from him instead of coming closer. He couldn't let it go further and one day in front of the d whole class he stated that he dint Luv Tiha, and Shilpas friendship was much more valuable to him than Tiha, so he dint want to tug d fake relationship wid Tiha anymore. Shilpa hated him a lot for doing this wid her best friend. She stopped talking to him, but slowly he was able to manage her. Dey decided to be just friends, no more love n complications between dem. Yet a silent distance was residing b/w dem, she couldn't be gratis wid him as she was before!
He moves his head up to the cloudy sky and closed his eyes trying to soak up that evening. That was the Platinum Jubilee celebration day in their College; it was raining heavily, after the program he offered her to drop to her hostel. As he gave starts his Bike taking her on his back sit, rainstorm started falling mercilessly, stopping d bike dey run towards the stadium building to escape the rain. They reached under the pillar outside the building.
Dammit rain! Don't get tyme to fall! Karan wid an irritation looked at her stunned, Shilpa was standing beside him quit, she was drenched fully, her lime blue short dress was pasted to her body showing her each perfect curve, she was looking dreadfully gorgeous in soaked hair, and he was gazing at her mesmerized by her beauty. She was standing staring at d road, suddenly she moved her gaze to him, she was looking so irresistible karan cudnt help himself, he started moving closer to her, yet she was standing dere blankly, no reflection was in her, she dint even try to move back. Karan stopped as his body jammed with her delicate one; he looked in her eyes intensely, it was full of passion as far Karan cud comprehend , He raised his right hand on her face trailing a finger from her temple to d corner of her ear sensually, she closed her eyes wid this. He moved his oder hand towards her waist and caressed it slowly, while Shilpa put her one hand on his chest to get support from her rising feelings, Karan held her Chin n moved her face upto his level for dere eye lock. Pulling her more closer he whispered- Shona! She opened his eyes and looked in his passionate one vacantly. Wht was her reaction! Wht did she want! Didn't she find anything in his eyes! Tears keep flowing out of his closed eyes. Ohh! Why he cudnt just bound over her at that instant moment! Then today she wud be wid him!
"Where are you Shilpa?" He wanted to kiss her, he wanted so badly! Starring in those blank eyes he murmured- I want you Shilpa! I need you! He immediately moved his gaze to her fewer parted lips, when she was brought back to d world! She moved herself from him n turned back. Karan held her arms and turned her roughly to face him,
Wht was that shilpa!- he asked wid a stumped annoyed face. He asked ' why she cudnt stop herself coming closer to him, why she got lost in him if she dint feel anything for him,
She looked back to him bemused- "No it was nothing like that Karan! Plz lets go or I will go alone! She dint continue the converse and moved to the road. So Karan had to let her drop in her hostel in rain wid an upset heart. After that incident she almost stopped talking to him. Karan was hopeless, he couldn't do anything further. And finally dat day it was deir final day in college, who knew dat was going to be d most terrible day in his entire life. After getting their result cards they came to the lake while talking deliberately, dey were sittng on d fresh green grass. Suddenly between deir manifold converses Karan asked ' Shilpa! Wht do u mean of Love! She seemed to be awkward to hear him first, was looking at him quit for sum while den replied tranquilly (in a very bleak voice) - Love! (d first word came out from her mouth) it is d most desperate thing in our life, which makes us always go against our values, which makes us weaken n ultimately takes us to d demise, which makes us go crazy, it's a cheater, it never goes for our ideal views, it forms its total control over our hearts n drives it in its own deliberate way, it makes us liar, it makes us hopeless, we even cant realize when it takes place in our hearts mutely, we become hopeless, deres nothing left to do for us! She was speaking in a continue rhythm without any space, her voice turned into blubber while talking d few last lines. Her eyes looking too moist; it seemed she was lost in a cavernous thought. Karan kept starring at her moist eyes trying to obtain her words, find wht were dere in her eyes.
"You knw Karan I never thougt I wud have to tell these stupid someday!" wht were dere in dos uttering! Did she start believing in Love! Had she fallen for him! Is she hurt of his n Tihas matter! Can't she admit her love to him which making her bothered or she's still trying to keep her feelings secret! Karan was lost in his thoughts. No! She can't do this! I will make her confess! Karan kept thinking n convinced himself to confess his love to her immediately! But Shil'..! whr was she, No one was dere, he turned around to find her but no sight of her was dere! Did she leave? He ran to the road finding her intolerantly but cudnt see a sight of her, he took out her phone from his pocket n dialed her no. it was switched off! Wht d hell is dat shilpa! Wht is dis? Karan lost his temper n kicked hard on d bumpy road. He felt a deep fear arising in his mind, a pain n fear of loosing her. Did she leave him for forever! Damit! Wht is he thinking nonsense! Dis can't be possible! He gave himself assurance at d moment, yet he was anxious, He kept calling her but her no was switchd off! Till Today! Why did u do dis Shilpa! Tears keep flowing from his Red eyes, his pain keeps rising thinking abut the day. He tried a lot to find her, yes he did everything but all went in vein. She left her Hostel right that day; he got to know by calling in her Hostel. Even he went dere to be confirmed if she wasn't dere. His 3 years ov Love, Pain, Skill, frustration, patience all went in vein, she herself made him stiffened. He was lost yet he dint stop finding her, he keeps trying to get her, he has been finding her for d last 1 year frequently in her every possible spot, this 1 year had become d most dreadful period in his life, he was surviving a life of a living dead body. He was burst by Tiha when he explained everything to her. She dint believe him, how she cud! Whom he loves till d eternity if she can't den how Tiha can believe him! A sarcastic smile holds in his lips wid tears in his eyes.
Why did u leave me alone Shilpa! I need u, I want u, I love u badly, I won't be able to leave without u anymore. M finished Shilpa m just finished! D immense pain was killing him. He looks around seeing sum couples r lost in themselves enjoying deir moments. He was noticing how happy dey are wid each oder. a juvenile smile came on his face seeing dem remembering deir days spending together, though dey were not a couple but dey spent a lots of tyme merrily together here, dey were Happy wid each oder! Yes dey were happy! He saw d happiness in her eyes when she was wid him! But she did leave him for forever widout any clue! How cud u do dis! How cud I be such a b'.y fool! U never love me! U never want me in your life! N I kept dreaming of u! Why do I love u so much! Why!
Karan stands up n moves to his bike almost senselessly. As he gives starts d bike his gaze abruptly fell on sum one sitting on a bench outside d lake, he cant see her face as she is sitting backward, he can see only her soft smooth long hair falling on her back, he cant conspire why but he felt an immense attract to d alien. He felt his heartbeats began hopping heavily. He drops down from his bike immediately and steps forward to her.
Excuse me! Shilpa turned around hearing d familiar tone.
Karan! You! She got flabbergasted seeing him unexpectedly.
Karan was stiffened; tears started falling from his blood eyes instantly. Both couldn't speak a word for sum while.
Karan! U r here! Shilpa murmurs to see d tears in his eyes
Karan at once put his one finger on her lips making her quit. Don't you dare to talk Shilpa! Only I will say today n you have to listen! How dare u to leave me like dis! Karan huskily spoke between his joined teeth.
Karan actually'. She can't understand what to say as she herself dint know d answer!
Actually! Do u even know how much your idiocy festered me! How much I have been blazed widout you! For d last one year m living a life a deceased person. How frantically I have looked for u! I cudnt sleep a single night well, u took my life wid u! How dare u do dis to me Shilpa! Answer me!
Karan! Wht are you saying! Shilpa mumbles in a stumped face.
What m saying! U can't understand what m saying! Karan immediately held her arms n pulled her closer to him giving her a killing look; his eyes were full of blood.
a..ouch wht r u doing! Leave me karan! It's paining- shilpa whimpers in pain.
And wht abut dat pain u have been giving me for d last one constant year, wht abut dat Shilpa! He mutters gradually. It was paining in his gullet to talk, he cud not talk.
Shilpa slowly looks into his eyes, she tried to find out wht are dere in dos restless red eyes, she cud clearly see d immense pain n love in dem, does he really love her? Is he hurt of her deed? Did she do any wrong to him by taking d decision?
Only she knows how much she loves him till today, how much it hurt when she saw him wid other girls, how much it bothered her when he did flirt wid them, no he never did any misbehave to her! But he was scared to be used den thrown by him like the oder gals. She was not at all his type, she was totally different from those so called modern gals, and she never wants to be so. She was a very simple girl who had a fear of smashing her heart badly, who dint want to be hurt by her loves one. She always wished for a simple tender life with a perfect person. Yet she fell for a guy like Karan! Dat was unimaginable! First she tried a lot to avoid her feelings But she cudnt help her, fell for him. Yes she was madly love wid him, she thought she can make him change wid her love, but when he did start flirting wid Tiha and then broke up wid her within a few days she was snapped and confirmed dat dey never can be together, he was her wrong choice. Being a very practical gal she decided to stay away from his life as she couldn't see him wid any oder gal in front of her eyes , she was hurt, she got offended. But she couldn't prevent herself from loving him. Till today she loves him like anything. Yes she does, she can't deny d fact.
Wht r u thinking! She brought bak to him from her abstraction wid his vibration on her.
Karan yes m sorry, I shud tell u before leaving! But what are you saying? How did I give up u? How did I bother wid my deed.
Ohh toh U can't understand anything! Wow that's great! He huskily utters turning back leaving her arms!
I really can't understand!
M making u understand! He turns back to her instantly holding her face in his large palms and moved it up to his level mumbling between his teeth- look at my eyes Shilpa and say u don't feel anything for me! Say u dint love me ever! ' His cold voice turned into blubbering.
Shilpa cud clearly see d immense love, pain, eagerness, need, anger n every single passionate emotion for her in those eyes, he was looking at her keenly begging for her response, She felt a massive pain in her heart seeing him like dis. She is answerable for his awful situation. But what will happen if she comes out wrong!
Don't be quite! Say something! Tell that u love me! Plz tell for once! He pulls her face closer to his so closed that she cud feel his hot rapid breaths on her face.
She closed her eyes wid this n whispered- I.. don't la.. She couldn't finish her words as her lips were captured under his. She was abut to loose her balance wid this immediate action, she held him for support. Karan was kissing her impatiently pouring out all his love n needs to her. Shilpa tries wid her full might not to loose her control over him, she closes her eyes pressing hard trying to give up d kiss, but all went in vein, he was kissing her wildly without giving her a space to move. She feels herself loosing in him, he was entrancing all her senses from her, the kiss was effecting her badly, she got lost in him eventually, she moans and kissed him back wid d same flavor, getting d response from her he kissed her slowly yet passionately taking all d sweetness of her, he slowly moves his hands on her waist caressing it sensually when she put her hands around his neck and cuddles his hair wid her one hand pulling his head for going further. Karan starts to kiss her wid an urgency, as he bites her lower lip hastily she came bake to the earth. She cud realize whts happening between them, she opens her eyes immediately trying to remove herself from his tight grip, but she was 100 times weaker than him, with forcing all her strength she has she moves out of the kiss, Karan looks at her stumped and irritated.
Karan I need... she mutters huskily putting her words incomplete in her.
Karan moves closer to her and slowly takes her hands on to his ' I know you love me! U just gave me d proof! Now tell me just for once Shilpa!
No I don't love you! Why should I love you! Did u ever care abut my feelings? Did u ever want to know how much I got hurt seeing you with those stupid girls?
-But they were not my loves! I merely love you! I had changed myself d day I first saw you! Trust me! He tried to explain when she cuts him between -Really! N what abut dat when you were flirting wid Tiha! Her voice twisted into sobs.
Dat was to make u jealous Damit! I did do all dese to obtain u Shilpa believe me! U told me dat you wudnt keep any relation wid the person who wud propose u, I dint want to loose before getting u, yes I cant loose u at any cost, that's why I decided to step forward slow but deliberately, I wanted to make you feel for me, I wanted you feel jealous on Tiha so that you can comprehend your love for me! That's it! Look into my eyes you will get everything, you will get to see there are Love and longing merely for you from the d bottom of my soul, there is only your vision in the soul of my eyes; my heart is smacking there craving only you. He took one of her hands and put it on the left side of his chest making her realize the fact.
She could clearly comprehend his urging, she cud see the intensity of his Love for her, he wasn't lying at her! His eyes were damped, full of passion begging her for one positive reply! Plz Shilpa tell me once na! plz let me hear it from your chops just for once!
Yes I donno when n how I had started falling for you in sort of period; your every single action did effect me badly! I hated this! When you did cheat with those girls it did bother me a lot, so much that I cudnt occupy it anymore, decided to stay from your life for forever! But damn this swindler heart! Couldn't stop loving you for a single moment, I still love you with each fraction of my soul, yes I madly love you Karan! I love you so much; I just can't live without you, not at all- saying this she hugs him instantly sobbing hard.
Karan with a wild smile hugs her back tightly, his eyes crammed wid tears, his happiness has no bound, he hugs her hard breathlessly kissing her soft silky hair firmly, he wanted to forget the whole world at dat moment, all he wanted to love her like this forever.
As both came out of the long hug he holds her face in his palms moving it up to his level ' Don't u ever try to leave me again I am warning you! Karan (wid a gritty face) whispers on her face
And you don't dare to be closed to any other girl I am warning you Karan! She whimpers in an infantile look.
Ummm that.. lets see! Karan mischievously grins at her when as she broads her eyes with a big hh..www punches him hard on his chest- K'karan don't dare m telling you; he detains her hands instantly and kissed them tenderly'both again got lost in a firm hug.
[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bNbAPskUmv8[/YOUTUBE]
[here I wud luv to take my friends Kamini(aish_punk), OI(-Love.Kash-), Chikni(kashfull), n also Amber (Tahzeebkhan) names who suggested me some other nice songs for the vm, though getting confused which one to choose I made it on this song😳, well thanks a lot guyz🤗]
Thank you so much for bearing with me😊
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