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nainatara lowered her head not knowing what to answer...tears rolled down her eyes due to the pain that she locked in her heart...when geet saw tears in the eyes of nainatara, she felt bad . She came near nainatara...
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Part 34
geet: didi...mujhe maaf karo..mujhe aise sawal nahi poochna chahiye tha
nainatara wiped her tears and touched geet's cheeks...
nainatara: nahi geet...tumne koi galathi nahi kiya...bas kuch sawal ke jawab hum chah kar bhi de nahi sakthe...maan aur dev hamare liye intezaar karthe honge...ab hum chale...
geet understood that nainatara doesnot want to discuss anything about dev...geet nodded for nainatara's words and followed her to the dining table...
Maan was looking at dev past 1hr...dev was busy in drinking and was not paying any attention to maan...maan got irritated with dev's behavior...
maan: dev...kuch tho sharm karo yaar..mein pichle 1 ghante se tumhare sath baita hu..tumtho apne sharab peene mein busy hogaye...
dev looked at maan with drunken eyes...
dev: oh..iam so..sssorrry maan...mujhe maaf akro
having said these words he hugged maan...maan snapped his hand away...
maan: dev...kithna sharab peetha hey tho...mein nafrath kartha hu iski smell se...dhoor jao mujhse...
dev got hurt with maan's words...he silently sat at a distance from maan...turning his face aside...he then started crying thinking about his life...maan got shocked with dev's behavior...he came running near dev...
maan: arey yaar...mein tho mazak kar raha tha..tum usse dil pe le lliya
said these words maan turned dev's face towards him...dev couldnot control his tears before maan...he hugged maan and started crying saying "mein marna chahatha hu maan"
maan stood speechless with dev's words...
maan: dev...calm down..kyu aise baathein bol rahe ho...chup ho jao...
dev: nahi maan...i want to die..i can't live like this anymore...for me death will be more happy than the torture iam going through everyday...
maan couldnot understand what dev was saying...he knew dev from his childhood...unlike him dev was a brilliant student...he topped in school,college and university...nainatara and dev were chilld hood friends..they were born on same day too...with age their love also grew...finally witrh elders blessings they married at the age of 21...they had everything..property,job,love..everything...
maan couldnot analyze dev's situation...he couldn't understand why dev was in so much pain
maan: dev..jo ladki se pyaar hua..usi ke saath tumhara shaadhi hua...property hey..duniya mein bada naam hey..aur kya chahiye tumhe...kyu marna chahthey ho?
dev: money...kya faidha maan...jab mein apne biwi ke saath nahi rehsaktha..jisko mein apne jaan se bhi zyaadha pyaar kartha hu..tho in sab cheez hokar bhi kya faidha...
maan got confused ...
maan: dev...now u r living with nainatara only no..then what is the problem...
dev: agar ek chath ke neeche rehna ko saath mein rehna kehthe hey...tho haan hum saath mein hi reh rahe hey...
maan: mein kuch samja nahi dev...aaqir baath kya hey...
dev: maan...mein nainatara ko chahkar bhi chu nahi saktha...pichle 2 saal se mein unse apne dur reh raha hu...ek ek pal mar raha hu...
maan felt bad for dev's condition...his heart wrenched when dev was crying like a kid...
maan: dev...tumhare personal baathein poochna...teek nahi hoga...lekin..phir bhi mein tumhe iss halath mein nahi dekhsaktha...isliye pooch raha hu...aaqir hua kya hey
dev wiped his tears and held maan's hand...
dev: 2 saal pehle...nainatara concieve hhu thi...hum dono bahuth kush the...we dreamt of that child...our happiness...but everything smashed in one day...when i took her for scanning...it was diagnosed that she was having uterine tumor...baby couldnot survive...after that she had hysterectomy...surgery ke baad nainatra bilkul azeeb sa behave karna laga...naa mere kareeb aathi thi ...naa mujhse baath karthi thi..jab bhi mein unhe apne bahon mein letha hu...she used to show no interest...
maan listened carefully...
dev: then i came to know from the doctor that she cannot be intimate with me as before because of changes in her body and hormones due to hysterctomy...uss din mera saare sapne,mere kushi..sab chale gaye...yeh baath nainatara ko bhi patha tha...isliye woh mujhse dhur reh thi thi...mein unke paas nahi jaa saktha...apne feelings ko control bhi nahi karsaktha...isliye yeh sharab peena shuru kardiya...nainatara ne mujhe doosre shaadhi karne keliye ko bhi kaha...leikn maan jis insaan se mein bachpan se pyaar kar raha hu...usko chodke mein kisi aur se ..chi..chi..mein uske baare mein soch bhi nahi saktha...
maan couldnot control his tears.
dev: jab mein shaadhi keliye nahi maana..nainatara mujhe chodke jaane keliye tayyar hogayi...then to stop her i threatened her that in case if she leaves me i will kill myself...kya karu mein unko dekhne bina ek pal bhi nahi rehsaktha...jab bhi mein unhe dektha hu...usse chune mann kartha hey...lekin chu nahi saktha...isliye apne aapko iss nashe mein rakh raha hu..taaki jo desires he mujhme woh aise hi dub jaaye meri andhar hi...ab bathao maan kyu mein zinda rahu...nainatara jab bhi mujhe dekhthi hi..woh apne hi andher mar rahi hey..ek ek pal mere tarah...zinda reh kar har roz har pal marne ki bina...nainatara ko har pal marthe hue dekhne ki bina ..ek hi baar marna achcha hoga na maan...
having said these words dev completely broke down before maan...maan too couldnot control his tears...he could not understand what he should say to console him...just then he saw nainatara who was crying her heart out silently listening to dev's words...actually she came to call maan and dev for dinner...but at that time only dev told everything to maan...without saying a word nainatra wiped her tears and came downstairs silently...maan tried to stop her but couldnot as dev was hugging him and crying...
nainatara silently reached downstairs and started arranging items on the dining table...
geet: didi aap upar gaye the na...jiju aur maan ko bhulane keliye...woh abhi tak aaya kyu nahi?
nainatara gave a fake smile...
nainatara: geet... jab mein gaya tha..woh kuch important issues discuss kar rahe the...tum ek kaam karo maan ko call karken neeche aane keliye kaho...hmmm
geet looked at nainatara confused and did what she said...by then dev calmed down a bit...maan took out his mobile and saw geet's incoming call...
geet: maan...khana tayyar hey...aap jaldhi neeche aajayiye...
maan: teek hey geet..bas abhi aayi...
said these words maan cut the call...maan then made dev to stand...
maan: dev...jo bhi ho...aaj keliye tum woh sab bhul jao...agar tum udaas rahega..tho nainatara ka halath tho ek baar samajho..unka dil kithna dukhegi...kamsekam unkeliye yeh marne ka baath chodo...chalo neeche chalthe hey...
dev listened to maan and came downstairs with him...for dinner...
to be continued...
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