part 5
arjun payed all the fees necessary and was checking all the papers which need to be checked properly...esp the xerox copies of all the certificates of geet...meanwhile get came and hugged him sideways and slept upon him standing...arjun checked the time and saw that it was very late now...as he was about to wake up geet, phone in her hand rang and it was again from home...they poured him all the questions and he answered patiently...when he woke up geet she told sonne do na papa...arjun tried waking her up again and again...geet bete..hotel mein chalthe hai...phir jitna marzi chahe soh lena...but geet was too lazy to do so...papa plzz na...he just tried walking with her until car and somehow reached hotel...
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but he stood there as a statue watching every move of her...geet...
his dadi was too surprised to see the new side of his grandson...
after all the procedures they too head towards their home...
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he had barely slept that night...her beautiful eyes...her sleeping form...her voice were all flashing in his mind...the shocked yet confused expression of her eyes was haunting him...he for the first time couldnt understand what was happening to him...he woke up abruptly from his bed and walked upto his canvas, took a new sheet and sharpened his pencil and just drew her...starting off with her hairline...forehead...amazing eyes...slim nose...her well defined, sealed, inviting lips...her beautiful jawline and swan shaped neck...he drew a small chain around her neck with a slightly bigger heart shaped pendent studded with diamonds...then her amazing ears with small pair of hangings...giving a few stokes to lengthen her hair and few to shade her cheeks...he completed it...
he was amazed as he dint use his eraser even for once...he stared at it without even blinking his eyes...time stood still for him...he was just into her completely...hours passed...
the only voice that brought him into reality were that of servants who woke up early in the morning to do their dialy chores...he glanced at the time...he still had few hours in hand before going to college...he went into a disturbed sleep...
he somehow managed to get up at 7...he went for a jog...this was the routine he could never miss...he always goes to the outskirts of the city for jogging where none would be there...but this time someone with him...thoughts of geet within him...the cool breeze of the morning reminded of her
after he returned home he couldnt help but glance the beautiful flowers of his garden which inturn reminded of her...controlling his thoughts he went to attend his college
he was studying his second year PG in surgery...he was greeted by nurses and few house surgeons on the way to which he nodded his head and proceeded to do his duties
as it was weekend none of the associate professors and assistant professors were on duty..all the final year PGs were out to present seminars...he was now incharge of the whole surgery unit...he set out to see as many inpatients as possible..
most of the cases were minor burns cases or diabetic foot ulcers or atherosclerosis cases...which he gave off to housies...
there was a casualty case in which the patient had severe blunt injury abdomen...patient was in the state of initial stage of cardiac arrest and hypovolemia [loss of blood]...he tried replacing the blood with ringer's lactate...but it dint work...the patient's blood pressure still dipped low...he was unable to control anything...the housie who assisted him suggested blood transfusion as the patient's hb levels were also very low...after much efforts the patient was saved..
he went to update the case sheet of that patient but he dint knew what he was writing...the nurse corrected his mistakes...
he came out of his department when a small child tugged his pant...the child's smile reminded of geet...he completely lost it...he left from there
he was frustrated with himself...he phoned n took half day leave from his HOD...n just drove his car to the farthest end of the city...stopping his car he sat beside a small canal...his place..
though he always has been alone none invaded his thoughts...but the scene was quite different now...she was always with him...in his thoughts...esp when he was alone...
one side of him just wanted to get her any cost while the other side wanted to leave her alone...the people who were very close to his heart always ended up their lives...he felt he was a curse...so he remained detached with everyone around...even his dadi and sister who were only people remaining...he thought something bad would happen if he stayed close to them...so he had a very thick shell around himself always..but now it was broken
he wanted to go around the world to search her...to make her his...but his conscience warned him not to be selfish...he came back to his senses...he dint want to harm geet by staying close to her...he dint want his curse to rub onto her...he decided to feel contended with her single glimpse...that single glimpse of her would be enough for his whole life...a lone tear escaped his eye without his knowledge...
days passed by...
maan was still struggling with his mental battle...her thoughts never left him...he drew geet every time to calm his senses...
he wondered if a single glimpse could change him to this extent, what would happen if she stayed close
he wondered of his survival now...
he again was in tears thinking about her...
tere bin main yun kaise jiya
kaise jiya tere bin
tere bin main yun kaise jiya
kaise jiya tere bin
lekar yaad teri raaten meri kati...
mujhse baaten teri karti hai chaandani
tanha hai tujh bin raaten meri
din mere din ke jaise nahi
tanha badan tanha hai ruh namm meri aankhen rahe
aaja mere ab rubaru
jeena nahi bin tere
tere bin main yun kaise jiya
kaise jiya tere bin
kabse aankhen meri raah mein tere bichhi
bhule se hi kabhi tu mil jaaye kahi
bhule na mujhse baaten teri
bheegi hai har pal aankhen meri
kyun saans loon kyun main jiyu
jeena bura sa lage
aaja mere ab rubaru
jeena nahi bin tere
tere bin main yun kaise jiya
kaise jiya tere bin
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Edited by millie_maaneet - 14 years ago
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