Part 32
Geet's POV
As I think here about what happened to me in this last month, I feel confused;
on one hand I was being beaten brutally by Raj just because he could not break the shell I had woven around my self and also as he was in secure that as I am a friend of Shiv will do something that will ruin his image;
but I had no intentions to unmask him;
if I would have told my friends about him as Maan had asked me to then I would have been saved from the trouble;
But on the other hand if I see then I find that this accident of mine have helped me knowing my true feelings for Maan and also have unveiled his feelings,
When Raj pulled my hair and dragged me out and I asked Gauri to keep out of all this I knew somewhere that he will come and save me; and when I felt him running towards me I was elated and knew that now no thing can go wrong however injured I may be I will recover;
But as the days passed and I was unable to see him; as I sensed his fears I somewhere deep inside me knew that if I were not to heal soon he will breakdown, I tried my level best to recover I consoled myself that at least till Anvesha's marriage I have to hold my self strong;
As soon as Anvesha's car took off the Khurana Mansion I could not hold myself tough I tried very hard but I was not able to hold I heard Maan shouting on the phone asking Shiv to hurry up but I knew it would be late;
I felt myself very light; as if I were gliding on the clouds;
when I looked around myself I saw my fragile form lying on the bed;
I was surprised to see myself floating; I quietly watched Shiv rushing with some apparatus the nurse running here and there, my parents crying;
I just watched them calmly, nothing, no emotion touched me, then slowly Shiv sank down and asked the nurse to remove the equipments from my body,
he went and patted my father's shoulder and muttered a sorry; I was confused that why they were all crying I were out of pain I felt very comfortable then why were they crying;
It was then I saw Maan running;
I opened my arms to hug him but he simply passed through my form
rushing towards my body shouting No one just no one touches her, she will remain here,
and you all just get out;
It was then I realized that I have emptied my body;
I have died;
no this can't happen how can I leave Maan to live there alone
His words echoed in my ears and as he held the hand of my lifeless form
I felt some one pulled me and I went blank;
I then heard Maan calling me he was cursing himself blaming himself;
he was crying very hard;
he was weeping terribly I just wanted to go to him and console him but my body failed me I felt like crying with him
After some time he calmed down and talked to someone I could not register then I felt his hands wiping my tears and with that all my fears disappeared
I could feel his presence near me,
he was always by my side; I was happy that he was there for me;
what I did not know was that he has cut himself from the whole world;
He was talking to Adi the 2 man were having a heated discussion and to my shock Adi shouted at Maan;
I gathered all my strength and called him Maan''.. Maan'..
He simply said easy Geet easy I eased my self but the 2 again started and I could take it no more my brain was not registering the incidence but I knew that it was Maan was wrong,
I called him again Maan''' Maan'''..
I heard footsteps rushing towards me;
I could feel his breath near me then he touched me, it eased my restless mind;
there was some talking going on which I did not register; then suddenly I heard Adi calling me, he was talking to me saying something I could only gather few words Anvesha, Mr. Chopra, KC, Sasha, meeting, stake but not more
Then I again heard the same words they started sinking in my brain and then the words again played in my mind and I got them completely,
OMG Maan was ruining his business just because of me, he was destroying what he made with so much of hard work and dedication just because I opted to lay here,
he was not even bothered about his reputation,
no I can't do this and I tried to sit I suddenly felt very thirsty and asked him for some water,
he gave me some then I felt that I was being freed by from tubes,
and then I heard Shiv
now, Geet all is in your hands, you have to remain conscious else Maan will go in trance never to come back, you have to be strong, you are his strength
I slowly opened my eyes and saw his blank eyes, I very well knew he was going through self hatred,
I read his thoughts where he was cursing himself for my situation;
I have to pull him out of this self hatred session have to do something shocking and then I did what I would never have done
I squeezed his hand and said Maan, you are too hot, I mean handsome
I was so shy OMG what have I said but the reaction I got was the one I wanted
he totally forgot the thoughts he was having and instead asked me
if I have really come back or was he imaging and then I said I am real he gave me a bone crashing hug and then what happened
OMG and my mother witnessed, Oh God how long has she been there I don't even want to think
I just want to think one thing and that is
Aate Jaate, Hanste GaateSocha Tha Maine Man Mein Kai BaarWoh Pehli Nazar, Halka Sa AsarKarta Hai Kyun Is Dil Ko Bekaraar?Ruk Ke Chalna, Chalke RuknaNa Jaane Tumhe Hai Kiska Intezaar? Tera Woh Yakin Kahin Main To NahinLagta Hai Yehi Kyon Mujhko Baar Baar?Yehi Sach Hai, Shayad Maine Pyar Kiya Aate Jaate, Hanste GaateSocha Tha Maine Man Mein Kai BaarHothon Ki Kali, Kuch Aur KhiliYeh Dil Pe Hua Hai Kiska IkhtiyaarTum Kaun Ho? Batla To DoKyun Karne Lagi Maein Tum Pe AitbaarKhamosh Rahun Ya Main Keh DoonYa Karlu Maein Chupke Se Yeh Sweekar?Yehi Sach Hai, Shayad Maine Pyar KiyaHaan Haan Tum Se, Maine Pyar Kiya
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