!!!Winds of Desire !!! (sk ff) (pg93 last part) - Page 10

PART 9

Next day was very tiring for sujal, at last his meeting finished at 1 pm & he headed to his cabin.

As he pushes in the gate of his cabin, he witnesses kashish sitting on the chair.

s-hey, audition kaisa...

He stops as he notices that she is crying.

He quickly walks to her & kneels down on the floor near her.

s-kya hua kashish? Why are you crying?

She is still sobbing badly, with her face hidden in her palms.

s-kashish, shhh...look at me now..come on, look at me.

He makes her chin up with his fingers.

Her eyes are red & watery with excessive crying.

s-kya hua? Mood kyun kharab hai? Lemme guess, audition acha nahi gaya, hai naa.

She shakes her head.

k-nah...[she unable to speak, her voice is chocked because of her sobbing]..aud...audition hua hi nahi.

s-oh, bas itni si baat, kal ho jayega.

k-nahiiiii !!!![she squeals]...

she again starts weeping.

Sujal is worried seeing her cry like that.

s-hua kya hai? Tum aise ro kyun rahi ho?

k-main...main jaa rahi hoon

s-jaa rahi ho? Kahan jaa rahi ho?

k-wapas raigaunge...mujhe nahi rehna yahan...mujhe nahi banna koi actress-vactress...

s-kya ? actress nahi banna??? Tum yahan actress banne hi aai thi naa, kashish. This was your dream. Ek film ka audition achcha nahi hua to tum...

k-baat wo nahi hai !!!!!!!!!

s-kya baat hai?..ek mininute..have some water first, phir aaram se just tell me, ok?

He gives her a glass of water, she becomes a bit calm after having a couple of sips.

She looks at him who is still looking at her with patience filled eyes.

k-main..wo..wo..Sudhir Sharma ke...wo..main...

she again starts sobbing.

He is patting her slowly on her back to calm her.

s-kashish I am getting worried, kyat um bataogi kya hua hai?

k-he said..i was beautiful & talented

s-yes you are then?

k-wo..wo...[she is trying hard to control her tears & form a sentence]...he said that..he would cast me in the movie..only..only if...I start living with him till the movie is made..as his keep

she starts sobbing again.

s-shhhhh kashish, don't cry, people here are....

k-mujhe..lagta tha..wo kitne achche hain, kitne experienced hai, kitne responsible hai ki women issues par movies banate hain, I respected him..& he...

she is softly crying, hiding her face.

s-kashish [says in a caring manner], listen to me...

but she cuts him.

k-main, bass tumse aakhri baar milne aai thi.

s-akhri baar?

k-aaj meri shaam baje ki train hai

s-no ! [he protests] you are not leaving. Just..meri baat suno...

k-mujhe kuch nahi sunna hai, kuch nahi samajhna hai. Maine faisla kar liya hai, bass. Ye jagah mere lie hai hi nahi, mujhe jaane do.

She abruptly gets up & walks out of his cabin.

Sujal remains sitting at the same place with a pensieve expression, he does'nt know why his hears feels so heavy.

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After about an hour sujal walks into kashish's place.

She is busy in her hasty packing in a simple salwar kameez

s-kashish !

she looks up. The usual cheerfulness & joy in her eyes are missing.

k-tum? Yahan?

s-socha tumhe station tak drop kar doon.

She nods.

k-thanks.

He notices her broken mobile phone lying on the floor.

s-ye..? phone kyun toda?

k-mujheyahan ki duniya se koi vaasta nahi rakhna hai.

She replies while throwing away the sim from her balcony.

s-kashish, ek baar phir se soch lo, please.

k-main faislaa kar chuki hoon.

s-ek failiure ka matlab....

k-maine kaha naa, bass.

Sujal doesn't say anything