SS-- A Second Chance! - Page 55

Originally posted by: Palak.MS

OMG!!!!!!! Manjari...u r an excellent writer!!!

I read this SS ryt now...and all i cud say is WOW!!!!!!

I even cried at several points....u've described each feeling soooo amazingly...Girll....U owe a standing ovation!!

Add me to the PM list! :))))

Love,

Palak

Originally posted by: SM_317

heyyyyy manji...

im damn angry wid u...u dint pm me😡

superb update yaar...loved it..

sam is staying wid thm...😊

n sam adi bond is soooo cute...

loved sam shwing adi pics...

u really selectd wonderful pics..

dat photo convo was really sweet....

sam obsessd wid gunjan...😉..

n sam is still possessive abt anyone calling gunjan chahsmish..aww

he is soooo sweet😍..even i love it...

n gunjan hving insecurities...abt sam..

n d precap is damn intrsting...i really wantd 2 knw sam's side of story 4rm d beginning...u better cont this ss soon..i just love this ss...

Hey Guys!

I know there are only two updates left and that all of you are going to miss my updates..

Im saying this because many of you have told me to extend this SS or make it into a FF! But guys trust me you wont like it after this.. because once their life is set then there wont be anything else right? No problems , no issues.. and the whole meaning of the title of this SS will be ruined.. ryt? I hope you guys understand.. and in this update all misunderstandings are cleared.. so the next update is wholly about their life after this.. if after reading the next update you guys think I should extend the SS i will.. But please try and think about it..

But thank you very very very much for loving this SS ssooo much! I loved each and every comment on this SS.. Thank you everyone! Reallyy your comments meant alot to me..

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Gunjan's POV:

My heart was still racing.. it didnt slow down.. I had to go and see aditya.I had to make sure he was there... I got out of bed and practically ran to his room.. I opened the door slightly knowing that samrat would be inside too.. I entered the room to find only Adi there.. he was sleeping peacefully hugging his pillow.. like he always slept.. I went to his side of the bed and went on my knees.. I looked at him sleeping turning over to my side.. His eyes was shut and he looked very innocent! His face was calm and serene and he slept peacefully.. but then suddenly it occured to me... where was samrat? Why wasnt he inside? Had he.. had he left.. I looked around.. his suitcase was there.. *phew* thank god he was there..Then again.!. What?! Why was i worried abt him? No.. Come on! This wasnt true.. Why would i possibly care.. i loved adi and he was in front of me sleeping.. I kissed his forehead and as my heart calmed down.. I stood up and turned to leave.. i switched off the lights and went out.. i was heading for my room.. when I thought i should see where samrat is.. I looked in the kitchen and in the living room.. he wasnt there... I was pretty worried.. but.. but my so called ego didnt let it come to my face.. then suddenly I saw him in the balcony.. he sat on an armchair and staired at the blank sky.. I wondered what he must be thinking about at this time.. I walked up to him and noticed he was talking on the phone.. he was whispering to the person.. Who was he talking to? Why was he whispering? What was the matter.. I grew more curious as seconds passed.. He stood up and walked to the grills at the edge of the balcony.. he banged the grills and kept the phone.. I could barely hear a word he said?! But I was curious.. who was this person he was talking to! This was so not samrat.. he never talked so softly! Even when he was worried he talked out loud.. But today he seemed sad.. I slowly walked up to him.. his back was facing me.. i thought of tapping on his back and asking him what the matter was.. but then something stopped me.. i pulled my hands back and thought of minding my own business.. IT was NONE of your BUSINESS any more..! my inner soul told me..! you decided to keep him away from you! Now how can u just do this..?? I turned to leave .. when to my surprise I heard sobs.. was he.. i mean.. was he crying.. I immediately turned around.. samrat couldnt cry like this.. atleast I couldnt see him do that..! I put my hand on his shoulders and rubbed it.. I cudnt help but comfort him.. Afterall I loved him too much.. He turned around and stared at me..

"Chashmish..." he whispered again..

My eyes were filled with tears seeing his eyes.. they were red.. he smiled looking at my tears..

"You still love me.. dont you?"

I nodded.. I dont know why.. but For once, I felt like just admitting the truth.. I did love him and I couldnt see him in pain.. I couldnt bear to see him cry in front of me..

"I knew it.." he whispered again.. "thats why I havent left yet.. Just give me one chance chashmish.."

I had nothing to say... he had tears strolling down his cheeks and I had tears too.. but something within needed something more.. Why Did He Leave Me? If He Loved Me.. Then Why? Why did he just turn his back and walk away from me..!! The big 'WHY' was between us.. But at that moment something else was troubling me..

"Samrat.. Why? Why are you so worried? Whats wrong?"

I couldnt help but ask.. I just needed to know..

"Chashmish.. its very hard to explain.. Ill have to go back tomorrow.. I was here with both of you.. and I felt home.. but now I have to go back. My family needs me..."

"Familyy?" I whispered.. in shock.. the first thing that was hard to digest was that samrat was going to leave me.. once again.. and secondly.. he had a family.. was he married? Then why did he stay here and ask me for a second chance? No.. no.. he interupted my thought by clearing it..

"My Mom. And my sister.. they need me.. Gunjan.. Do you Recognise the Date Tomorrow?"

He called me gunjan.. I recalled what was the date today and tehn thought about tomorrow.. Oh Yes! It was 8^th January.. Di and Jiju's Anniversary.. It was that horrible day when samrat left me.. but wait. Why did he have to go back?

I nodded once again in response.. this time he could make out the pain in my eyes..

"look chashmish.. Im sorry.. I know you have been hurt by the way I left you.. But that time I had NO other option but to leave.. without telling you a THING!"

"why samrat? What was so important that you couldnt even tell me? Damn it I was going to tell you about our baby that day.. and you.. you never showed up? What would I think?"

"Chashmish.. calm down.. and listen carefully" He put his hands on my shoulder.. I couldnt calm down.. it was the most horrendous day of my life! When ever i talked abt it there were tears in my eyes..and my heart always pained.. the pain was excrutiating! It was as my heart would burst and that pain would come out with my blood..!

I looked down trying not to breakdown...He continued..

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Samrat's POV:

It was so hard for me to tell her.. I didnt know where to start and what all to tell her.. She was almost breaking down.. I knew it was tough for her but she had to listen to me.. I couldnt possibly tell her all this seeing her cry or break down this way.. but now it was time.. I had to leave tomorrow.. and I had to clear things with gunjan.. because I couldnt take another chance and leave her! I couldnt!

"Look chashmish.. listen to me carefully.. You know that I hated my family right? My mom, my dad, suhani, everyone.. until suhani came back for me.. you made me and suhani patch up and then she left.. the day before mayank's wedding I got a call from her..

XXFlashBackXX (As told by samrat to gunjan)

"Bhai bhai.. I really need you here bhai!"

She seemed so worried..She was crying on the phone! I got scared..!

"Suhani? Whats the matter? Why are you so tensed!!"

"Bhai please.. please bhai come home.. come to US please..!"

How could I possibly leave that time.. you know I had to attend Mayank's wedding.. he depended on me.. and I was so excited for this wedding!

"No suhani.. I cant come now.. Mayank is getting married and'

"No bhai.. you cant do this! Its urgent.. Dad's in ICU... he commited suicide."

"WHAAAT?" I was very worried and then I was in deep thought! It was difficult to choose.. my parents had never given me time..and i hated them.. why should I go back to them? They were never there for me!! and Mayank, he was like a brother! Mayank and Nupur were more close to me! but again.. they were my family.. Even though I hated them.. I had to be there for them.. I left early next morning and i was panicing and praying nothing happens to dad! I was in a mess chashmish.. what would I have done? You tell me.."

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I looked at gunjan.. her face was blank.. her tears were dry.. probably because of the wind that blew against her face..

"Samrat... why didnt you tell me that night itself? I know you were anxious and worried.. but maybe just a text.. I would have been there for you.. why samrat?"

"Exactly chashmish.. I didnt want you to be there for ME! I wanted you to enjoy Nupur's wedding! You remember what you used to tell me... Di ki shaadi main yeh karoongi woh karoongi.. How could I break your dreams.. your heart.. that was your family gunjan.. they needed you! You would have never left me alone if I would have told you then.. I didnt have the COURAGE to tell you anything.."

"Samrat.. why.. why do you only think about me? I hated you so much that time.. and you were bearing all this..When people are worried they dont think about others samrat!!ok....what.. what happened then?"

" I reached US in the next 24 hours.. and went straight to the hospital.. I was so worried for dad.. I wanted to know why did he suicide.. On reaching I only saw his dead body.. (Gunjan gasped) Yes.. He was dead.. Mom told me about his suicide note.. He wrote that he couldnt take it anymore... He was in deep debt and his company was in ruin.. Mom was crying badly and they needed me.. I tried calling you two three times but it just showed that the number doesnt exist..." I shook my head..

"Thats because the third day.. I broke my phone.. out of frustration.. but my landline was there.. you could have called samrat! ONE call and I would be there.. One call samrat"

"Chashmish.. ONE? I must have called a million times in those 2 years.. every now and then I would think of you.. I worked day and night without rest and built up my own company.. I paid back the debts and loans.. That took me about 1 and a half years.. I had to do that.. for suhani and for'

"C'mon samrat! If you had called on my landline someone must have picked up.." she said still looking down.. she was in tears again.. It was just too hard to talk when gunjan cried that way..

"Chashmish.. someone did.. and that someone was your dad.." and there was a long pause.. she looked into my eyes.. and I guess she got the whole story.. My eyes were watering.. and so were hers.. she put her hand on her head.. It was as if she couldnt take this anylonger! I couldnt see her that way.. I never wanted to tell her all this about bauji.. I know she loved him alot!

"Shit.. Bauji.. How could he do that to me? He knew you were my life and he still kept you away from me.. why? Why.."

And she sank to the floor.. I bent down.. I never wanted to tell her this.. but now.. I just had to..

"You know what? I was furious at you.. Bauji told me your married.. He told me you didnt want me anymore and that you were happy in YOUR life.. I dared to come to mumbai after that..to see whom you had married and how you stayed HAPPY without me in your life!! But the truth was I just COULD NOT see you with another guy! It was impossible for me..(I shook my head) I should have known you wouldnt do this..But when I came to mumbai you werent there!! After years I saw you here in singapore.. I thought I needed to ask you WHY did you not wait! Why did you not try to contact me.. find me.."

"BECAUSE I THOT YOU DIDNT WANT ME!!" she screamed..

"Bauji. He told me that maybe you didnt want me and that I should have an abortion and start a new life.. but I just couldnt.. I couldnt kill our kid.. he was my life.. I fought with dad and came to singapore.. Dad hated aditya.. he still does.. he never visited us.. it was Jiju who helped me out.. Finally he forgave me some months ago.. I didnt know that'

I hugged her.. she didnt need to say another word.. life was tough for her too.. she brought adi up on her own.. and made him so perfect just like her!Yes, I was furious at gunjan.. but after seeing her in singapore that turned into love.. I loved her soo much.. She hugged me back and cried louder.. My eyes were watery too.. I got my chashmish back! MY CHASHMISH back.. She was mine.. once again.. I was just soo happy!

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Gunjan's POV:

My heart was filled with love once again.. rather all my pains were flowing out with my tears... i was in his arms.. safe and secure.. he loved me and thats all I wanted.. He was mine.. and I loved him alot..I was an idiot all this time! I should have just listened to him once!! Mayb samrat was right! If not for my ego.. we would hav been together all along! I was never going to let him go again.. whatever happens this trust we just gained now was unbreakable.. whatever happened I would never doubt his Love again.. He was the best person for me and I knew it! All I knew was I loved him! I didnt even feel hatred for bauji! I hated MYSELF for not believing in samrats love.. for not trusting him enough! If I would have waited and called and acted more patiently we both wouldnt have spent 13 years of our lives away from each other! Bauji had created differences between us.. But it was us who believed him.. I was ashamed of myself.. I had hated samrat so much and insulted him in front of aditya.. but still he didnt give up.. I hugged him tighter! This showed how much he loved me.. I had failed in god's test.. His test to test our love..samrat always asked for a second chance but I kept refusing thinking he would hurt me again.. but in reality he was hurt even more.. i had adi with me to share my sorrow he had no one... just memories and a huge company to handle... He sighed as he broke the hug.. we got upslowly..

"Chashmish.. promise me one thing.." He looked into my eyes... "you will never ever leave me again"...

I nodded and tried to smile.. but only tears came out..

"I will never let you go away from me samrat! Never...!!"

We came close to each other and samrat smiled to the fullest.. and then his hands went up to my back and mine to his neck.. and we kissed... It was just as if our life had started afresh.. no problems no bad thoughts.. It was just us and aditya.. and our family was complete..we didnt need anything else.. I just loved the whole moment! We were ONE finally.. As I looked ahead I just saw us together with aditya living a happily married life.. with no issues or baujis! I laughed at the last thought! Samrat's kiss grew passionate as time passed and his embrace grew tighter! It was as if none of us would give up tonight.. we pressed as hard as possible against each other! We didnt end our kiss for what seemed like forever... but we finally had to break it because of the doorbell....

I freaked out hearing it! It was almost 12:30! Who would be there at this time? Samrat and me exchanged glances and we went towards the door...

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The Last Precap: A Fun-Filled Ending!

Hey Guys!

I just hope I did full justice to the SS... It would have ended here but as you guys wanted to see some family scenes so I am extending this SS to one more update..

Hope I didnt disappoint ANYONE.. If I did PLZ PLZ let me know! This has truly been a tough SS to write but I tried my best to explain each and everything to my best! Hope the reasoning was good and you'll are satisfied with Samrat's reason to leave gunjan.. I hope it wasnt silly!

Please Do give me your views/comments and even critisize if you were disappointed.. Im waiting for your reviews..

@ Silent readers: I would love to read your views too.. so If possible do give your comments!

And special mention to

@ Deepti: This Time You Better Comment! You havent Un-Reserved any of your previous comments! I really want to know your thought about the update! (Im really gonna get annoyed this time!)

@ Nisha, Ria, Shreya, Anu, Aashi, Anji Di, Nikki Di, Sonu, Adeen : Please Comment FAST! Waitingg for your comments!

@ Aditi: Its a request! That if you can please give me a short comment on if you liked my update!

@ All the people you lovved this SS truly: No one is going to reserve and leave it! Please please comment! Im Really waiting for your comments!

@ Richa: (who is very busy now) : once you read this you better give me a HUGE comment!!

Ok Why does it seem as if this is my last update? LOL! Well dont worry guys its not! There is still one update left! LOL!.. But still.. I want My comments this time! I better get them!

Love You,

A very demanding writer,

Manjari.. =)

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Originally posted by: SajanRox

I love it to the core.. U surely did justice to the ss... awwwww poor sammy, he had to go through all this..

And I hate BAUJI for creating differences in their lives...

I loved this dialogue "As I looked ahead I just saw us together with aditya living a happily married life.. with no issues or baujis! "

continue soon and do pm me..