Living without you(Maneet ff)part 16-pg46 - Page 20

very well written...omg!!!i almost cried wid geet...

Tere Dil Ka mere dil se Rishta poorana hai

"How could you Geet?" Maan looked at her scared realizing if he did not come in to the room, she would have drank the poison.

"ANSWER ME DAMN IT!!" Maan said grabbing her by the shoulder and shaking her.

"GEET!Tum kuch bolti kyon nahi ho.Kuch bhi kaho mujhe maro,laro magar aise na saza do."Maan wishpered afraid that he would not be able to take the pain any longer.Soon his pain turned in to anger

"Let's go eat Geet,I am hungry."Maan said trying to pull her to the door,but he saw her protest and look at him with swollen eyes.

"Maan,I t-hink you should give me a divorce.I am bad luck."She said making maan tremble for the first time.

"Let's go" He said avoiding her question and dragging her to the table where everyone was playing with their food,upon seeing Geet their face kind of brightened.

Maan pulled a chair out for his wife,and gave her a demanding look.She silently sat down and pt her hands in her lap,Maan sighed before filling her plate up with food.He pushed the plate further towards her and took the spoon lying right beside the plate. Deciding to feed her he brought the spoon near her mouth and asked her to open up.After ten million tries,he threw the spoon on the floor making everyone surprised.He looked at his wife and clenched his hands in to a fist.

"ENOUGH! I HAVE HAD IT WITH YOUR STUPIDITY UNDERSTOOD GEET.DO YOU NOT SEE THE TEARS IN OUR EYES!!!DO YOU WANT TO EMOTIONALLY MAKE US SO DISTURBED THAT WE CAN NOT EVEN FACE THE WORLD HUH? DO YOU SEE THOSE PEOPLE GEET!!THOSE PEOPLE THAT YOU CALL SISTERS,IS IT JUST A WORD YOU THROW AROUND.HUH?!TUMHEIN LAGTA HAI KE TUM AKELI HO,TOH PIR HUM KON HIN.KOI GALI KE KHUTTE HEIN JO HUMARE SAATH ASA SALOOK KER RAHI HO.YOU HAVE LOST SO MUCH WEIGHT,THAT IT IS SCARING ME GEET.TUM MERI HO KER BHI NAI MERI,YEH KAISI SAZA HAI.YOU PUSHED MY FAMILY AWAY AND NOW YOUR PUSHING ME AWAY!ME?!YOUR HUSBAND!THEEK HAI GEET TUM ASA HI KERNA CHAHTI HO TO KARO,MAGAR AGAR MUJHE KUCH HOGAYA TOH TUM EIK ANSOON BHI NA GIRANA,KYONKI TUM MER SE PYAR BHI NAHI KERTI." Saying this Maan left,making Geet blink a few tears away and look at the rest of the family

He was right,they really were there for her.She was not only hurting them but herself as well she loved this family,they had made her feel so wanted as a person.She watched as everyone left the table leaving her behind,she looked at the food and suddenly felt the hunger.Slowly she picked up a new spoon and began to eat,with each bite she would shed a tear.Maan who had silently stood by the door and watched smiled,even though he was hurt he was happy that she finally ate something.Geet had cried the remaider of the dinner,with Maan wanting to reach out to her but knew that she would one day come back to him.He went to his room,pulling the blanket and laying down on the comfy bed,their bed.He missed her.He wondered how much time he would have to wait.He slowly closed his eyes,and kept them closed as he felt Geet enter the room.Geet slowly saw a sleeping Maan,and went to lay down by his feet.

"I'm sorry Maan,Mein bohot hi selfish ban gayi thi,I am so bad"Geet cried holding his feet before she felt his hands grab her hand. Looking athim she saw him disapprove of what she had uttered out.

"Come here Geet" He sat up on the bed and patted the spot beside him. When she sat down he saw her clutch on to him and cry.All of sudden he knew that his Geet was returning. He held on to her and cradled her in his arms like a little baby. Maan felt his shirt wet from her tears, and although it pained him he let her be.

"Shhhhh sweety,Im sorry mein kuch ziada keh gay.Magar I was scared Geet.I did not want to lose you tum ise toote hue dil ka sahara ho Geet.You make me a better person,without you I am incomplete,my family is incomplete.Tumhe roona hai toh meri bahoon mein toote ki roo,kyon ki atleast mujhe patha toh hoga ke tum meri hi ho." Maan said holding her face and wiping away her tears.

"Maan,she left me.How could she?"

"Geet,hun life and death is not in our hands.You shouldn't blame yourself for her death, because I have seen how much she admired you.She loves you,and death does not mean that all bonds are broken. Geet the people that live in our hearts,always stay with us spiritually. Chalo, ab tume so jao,you can sleep here on the bed I will go sleep on the couch.I know you need space,just don't shut me out."Maan said as he got up feeling better.

"Maan, where are you going?Can I please sleep with you."Maan looked at her with the biggest smile and nodded before going back to his spot.

"I love you Maan,I will try to be the old Geet again just for you."She said lying down with her head on her arms. With that the couple slept peacefully. The next morning the sun finally came out,it was like the dark gray clouds had vanished. Geet woke up in the morning feeling a lot better She went to take a shower and dressed up like she usually did.Maan felt a lot better seeing his wife in a better mood, he had walked downstairs to see her cooking.

"Maan can you pass me the pancake mix."geet said noticing his presence.

"Here"Maan said as he circled his hands around her petite frame and rested his hands on her stomach. He moved to tie her hair back, because they were bothering her.He grabbed the clip that was attatched to her saree, taking her silky in his hair he twisted them up and clipped on her head.Then he placed a kiss on the exposed skin on the back and turned her around.

"So Mrs Khurana,where is my morning kiss."He asked teasing his beautiful wife.

"Your kiss,Maan you're a bad kisser."She said trying to hide her smile.

"Oh yeah,well you know practice makes perfect sexy."He said catching on to her teasing.

"Sexy..chi chi chi yeh kitna gandha lawaz hai.Yeh saare angreez poori duniya per apna jadoo ker rahen hain.Sakun se nai beth sakhte."She said in her old Geet style making Maan burst out laughing.Geet stood and watched him laugh, and at that moment she decided that she would be happy for him. He was her world now.

"Kiya dekh rahi hai Mrs Khurana." He asked Geet sticking his tongue out.

"You know I love you?Right Maan?"Geet said with tears in her eyes as Maan hugged her. His chin rested on her head,Maan caressed her hair and rocked her in his hands.

"I know..I know……...Thank you Geet for returning my life to me." Maan said enjoying the moment. Little did they know the family had all been watching from far. Arohi looked at the rest and told them that it was time to make her feel wanted.

"We have to make her realize her importance. So let's bring back the moments that we missed the most with her." She said to everyone who nodded.

"Maan tumhe jalne ki boo aria hai!"Geet said before turning around to see her pancakes

"Uff Aae babaji,yeh Maan na mujhe poor aka poora pagal kere ga!"She said as she threw pancake out.

Maan looked at her with pure adoration, how could a girl have so much to give? He shook his hand before placing a quick kiss on her checks and leaving to sit down. As he got close to the dining table he noticed the whole family there with big smiles on their faces.

"Mission bring back Geet Khurana starts now!"Vicky said pumping his fist in the air.

"I don't think that is necessary anymore."Maan said smiling at his confused family.

"Kyon"arohi asked.

"She already knows your importance, she had her last break down session last night.I think she will be fine."He said As Dadi smiled

"But it will be fun na."Arjun said

"ok then let's do it."Maan said

"Geet!!!Hurryyyy mujhe bhook lagi hui hai!"Vicky yelled getting a quick ok from her.

"Geet Geeeeet Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttt"Vicky started to sing,knowing his bhabi would get annoyed.

"Oye wasaiy tumhe bilkul Maan ke hi bhai ho,wait nai ker sakhte"Geet said coming to put the plate infront of Vicky making everyone giggle

"Morning Mishtiiiii"Everyone sang out making Geet blush.

"Maan mein tumhe nahi choorongi."She said knowing it was him who had told them that name.Maan on the other hand thought how these people would make him get in trouble.

"Dev get offff,I want to sit beside Geet."Naintara said trying to push her husband off.

"Tum Geet se hi shadi karlo since you love her more."Dev mocked.

"Nahi nahi,its okay I am going to sit beside Arohi.."

"Hey that's not fair bhabz"Pooja said teasing her.

"I know!You always pick Arohi."Vicky said dramatically

"Well I am the better more understandable."

The family continued to fight over Geet,making her feel so loved,and guilty.She felt the guiltof pushing them away.Her mom was right she really did find a great family.After breakfast Geet had told Maan to go to the office as he has been not going for awhile.He had said no,and told her that he would start going tomorrow .She fixed the bed and sat down,looking at the letter from her mom.With all her courage she started to open it.She saw Maan try to leave but she had held him back.

"Where are you going."She asked holding his hand.

"I thought you would want some space."

"No,I told you Maan you're a part of me.You have every right to read this."Maan felt happy before sitting her down on his lap like a baby,and watched her open the letter.

Dear Pagli si Geet,

I am writing to you with the hopes that you have forgiven my childish behaviour. Although I would like to tell you it was not because you did not deserve to know,but it was because you already had so much pain.I know you will be angry,because that is your nature. To worry. Geet you should be so happy that you found him.Your love for him reminds me of the way your father loved me.So pure and yet passionate. I guess his death affected you,but you did not know because of Ali.I loved him,just like I love you.He was so innocent and dedicated to what he did.I guess good people always leave before us,but as I leave you have Maan.I know from the first time I saw him that he would love you to a point that you would forget me.I can't believe how big you are now baby girl.I still remember the numerous nights when I would hold you in my arms because you were scared of the dark.As years went by I saw a change in you,sometimes they say a person death makes you change.You became stronger,but today I need to thank you.Thank you beta for coming in to my life.Thank you for making me realize the importance of having a child.The blessing to have a beautiful girl.You know after having you and losing your father I realized that when you have child.It kind of occupies your time,and then you really do not need anyone else.Thank you for being the daughter and son I needed.You supported me,even though you lost so much.I know today I can rest in peace,because I raised my daughter well.I can see the love Maan and you share.It makes me happy.I wish I could have more time though,to see your children.I want to tell you thst you will make an awesome mother.A mother with values and lots of love.You made me learn a lot,you showed strength that I never had when your dad died.You took in charge,and today I can say that you were the perfect daughter.A mothers only wish is to see her daughter happy,and experience the love she has to give.You know they say daughters are like wax,the melt so fast.I really do love you.You made me grow up and realize my responsibility .At the end I want you to smile,because if you cry I will cry. Cherish the time you have with them.Be the best while having fun.Meri taraf se yeh Alvida nahi hai,balke mein pratna kerti hoon ke har janam mein mujhe tum jaisi beti mile.Kuch baatein yaadien ban jati hain,inhe sambhal lo Geet.Samne se aage bagho,or agar giro bhi to yaad rakhna ke tumhare paas har eik cheez hai.Tumhare liya sara jahan hai Geet.Love you

Yours Truly

Shilpa Handa

Geet and maan sat there frozen,her words making them shiver.As Maan looked at Geet he was surprised to see her smile.That's when he knew that the letter had made her happy.She was right though,Geet was a great person.Slowly he hugged her and she looked at him and gave him a chaste kiss on his lips.

"Let's get a frame for this okay?"Maan said as he moved her off his lap and went to find a frame.As he returned he took a picture of the letter and put it in a frame.Putting it beside their bed.

"Youuuu KNOW Mrs Khurana..Your Mom wants a baby..I want a mini you..So..." he said inching closer to her.

"So"She said as he cupped her face and kissed every part of it.

"Let's make babies"He said pulling him down on the bed ,and with the scene faded

Precap: Geet:OMGGGGGGG NAINTARA YOU TOOO…ME TOOO YEYYYYY!!