New FF: New York times with Maan and Geet - Page 107

Life is always unpredictable and change in life in inevitable. Geet had planned to go to SF, but life had plans for her in India. She had considered Dev as her family when she moved away but realized that her family was actually Yash and Meera (Maan falls in a different category)

She came back to India to see her sick Darji and meet her family but staying with them for just a few days tortured her that she so wanted to get away from them and go to Dehli where Maan was and in her words ' Maan was her sanctuary.

When does a person value someone? Well, maybe when they have just met the relationship is new to them. Once you fall into the routine the tendency to take the other person for granted is significantly higher.

In Geet's case, she knows that she has feelings for Maan and he is the 'first breath that you take' but still she has not verbalized 'but still she has not accepted this in her heart. In her subconscious this thought lingers all the time'but she has not fully accepted it.

Their argument after the media fiasco was painful'but what can you do? The misunderstandings are too much for both to handle at this point in time. Maan lives away from all this because he does not like media attention and he has dealt with all of these from years and knows how to handle this'on the other hand'Geet ' being the way she is crystal clear ' sees it from her perspective'she would have rather just been honest with the media, answered one or two of their questions, have a picture taken and be done with it. But she is not aware of how media actually works.

She connected all of this with Maan's anger..she thought that breaking the camera, etc'created more disturbance, she wanted to handle the situation peacefully ' the way she is'.but alas that is not the case with media.

Maan is also frustrated because she is still not ready to accept him fully in her life'and he has been having patience with her since a long time'.when she took a dip in the pool, vegas, his birthday, the incident in the alley, the pink slip incident, and the instances in India'.

He could not handle it that she blamed him for all of this'whereas he has always looked after her, cared for her, put her first always'.

Both are frustrated with because of their differences in thought process. Once Geet leaves for HP and finally goes to SF, I am pretty sure she will realize what significance Maan holds in her life. Right now she sees his love and care, but she is also measuring his anger, his life in India etc. Once she is alone she might realize that he is actually in each and every vein of hers just as she is for Maan.

Maan will also realize that maybe his anger was a bit too much, etc. Also the fact that Maan's feelings and emotions are open now as per Pandora's box and he also knows that he cannot live without Geet'but this realization will heighten its sense once Geet is not around him.

Unless they are apart they might not get to think..and process whatever has been happening in the past between them.

For Geet also ' she cannot control herself around him because of his actions, his closeness, his whispers in her ears..etc. She said..she was almost ready to give in because of him'..but she needs to give into him herself when she feels it is 100% right for her'.and I hope they are both able to realize this'once they are apart'.

Love

Rachana (Wow, this was my 600th post on IF)