Part:2
Days passed yes now I am in Mumbai , safe and sound living on fullest.. are u nuts, I am feeling I have lost life. Yes I got the next bus, and that bus has four seat unreserved, just imagine four of them.. I just keep regretting why I didn't said yes to her suggestion, why I let her go.
May be this was destiny, our paths just meet as God want me to feel this feeling, a feeling that has given me so much restlessness, yet evrytime I think about those two days, my heart fill with joy, my eyes glitter with happiness.. I will keep these thought safe in my heart forever.
With this thought I went to get ready, u wont believe I am actually not feeling like going to college, ya the same college were I so want to go, about which I was so so excited.. yet sigh.. I have to..
Reaching the college I was going through ht corridor.. lost somwhwere in her, just than a girl collided with me, and turn to say sorry and she with her back said okay and rushed away.. yet something make me go towards her..it was as if I can see her in her..but I didn't found her..
God I have alost it, I need to take grip on myself, else I will loss everything.. I am goonaa soon be declared as patient of psychosis
Next day I was standing in the corridor talking to a class mate, just than my whole world stop and I couldn't help yet to grin.. she ..i mean she… aray baab Nupur was standing right there… right there…right there can u just believe
She too stop there and smile… so she does remember me really..
I took slow step to her, and she came near me..
Mayank: nupurr….
Nupur: han mein hoon tumhain kya laga madhuri dixit hai…
I broke into laugh… got I saw missed her such talks…
Mayank: I didn't thought I will see u again..
Nupur: she was taken back yet she smile….kyun mein ny tu kaha tha cya soon…phir..
Mayank: tum yaha kaun se year mein ….
And than we started .. I got to know that she is in same year with me in class.. and I was actually feeling like dancig…..ya ya ya…okay control…we want to class and had actually fun
College life just now is appearing to be the most amazing one…and she made me do all that I never that can make me feel so good. For me she was never just a friend and for her..as she say now it was confusing…. At times I behave so much possessive, at times I become over caring and to her I took her complete for granted and will pour evryitng on her ..even my angry..
We had are bestest time..whether its our college picnic or its studying time… or our trips back home together in vacations….and that's how we even get acquainted with each others family…..it was as if we don't spend a single second without each other…
College picnic specially the beach ones have always been fun….throwing her in water playing beach ball with class mates… having loads of fun…making her jealous with girls whn they asked me to have a walk and ahem..
Nupur: tum dekh nhi rahi ho k hum khel rahy hain
Dia: woh barah hogaya hai nupur...ab us ko kuch aur bhi kehl ny do..tum us ki maa kyun ban rahi hoo….
Mayank: dia…mind ur tongue or pls..mjhy tumhary sath nhi jana …
Nupur: tum ko zaroorat kiya hai is larki se itna free hony gi…aur by the way tumhari shirt kaha hai…
Mayank: Kyun nupurrr…. Aj tu kam se kam meray roz k 1 hr k work out k kuch tu faida uthany do…cant u see.. I am enjoying the sighs and waoos..i am hearing…
Nupur: sharafaat se wear it…zayda salman khan bany ki zaroorat nhi hai…
Mayank: kuch jal raha hai. Kiya….
Nupur: mein koi jal wla nhi rahi hoo…ek tu tumhari izaat bacha rahi hon in se aur tum… jao jao,. Mein bhi ja rahi ho.,adi k pass,..
Mayank: oye.. nupurr..suno na…. hum doosri side se hoker atay hain….
Gosh I so love her when she actually show her full on right on me… but this is not done..i hate this adha raaj… aur yeah hamesha us se hi kyun hata ti ha meri…jab us k pata hai already meri bht hati hai … errr…
Sitting there with our feet's being touch sometime by waves, it was a beautiful experience always… it was pecful..completle…. having her head on my shoulder..ya ya..itna tu chalta tha ..we were bst friends after all… and there was almost no one there….
But this torture nah… my hand was aching to hold her too… but even than she being close was enough…
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And than the major turn arrived…I was wonder when and how to tell her all..and God provided the best way for this… drama…..though I wasn't sure I can act or not..yet I have to …she made me do that..somthing I donot wanana do….
Mayank: mera deemgh nhi karab jo mein yeah kero ga
Nupur: thik hai tu adhiraj keray ga… mein ny tu kah diya hai ma'am se adi will be perfect romantic hero for me
Mayank: nupur.. tumko pata hai nah woh kis ksim k insaan hai..
Nupur: tum ko kiya… mein tu drama mein part lo gi… tum sirf dekhna…
Mayank: nupur pls nah
Nupur: mayank pls nah…
Mayank god..
I hate her ..i so hate her.. she knew so well that I will not let her do romances with anyone else but … and why I am not doing so..
a. Now a days I am getting completely out of control
b. Reason.. she is actually responding to my all love filled gaze, my compliments, my anger,
c. I think she knew I love her, actually she knew it way back…
d. Han tu point se hata diya phir se… the point is I think..actually think she loves me to…
e. I have strt earning blushes, glared when I donot care myself, love whn I actually do something such
So because of all these things I am actually afraid I will forget that this a play..but then somehow I realize its good, its now time I can confess my feelings to her..
The play started and so as our loves story on a full flash expression…and a unique session of "I am lost"
With the dance part, I twirl her, pulled her, hold her close to me, I can see passion too oozing out from her eyes to.. we didn't need any one to chorography us, the rhythm of our hearts, and feeling of our hearts was enough to make us go wao in each other arms…
Yes I was too much at times…when I snaked my arms deliberately so slow tht can feel her shiver.. yes I was too much.. when I actually brush my fingers removed her hairs from her shoulder and heard sigh,..or when I slowly brush my fingers on her cheeks..
But then all this were making me more and more determined that yes she is my love and she loves me with the same passion…and more n more restless….
It has never been easy for me to hold all this from so long, yet I never want her to just get scared and run away from me. She was slow in getting things or rather excepting this and I want to give her all the time she wanted….
And than the time arrive. And the confession part rehearsal strted of the play…
Though she still didn't said the word, neither do I …yet I said wht I have in my heart from so long…years long…three years I have kept this in my heart.. no more now.. I want to say it again n again,..
That day she saw all the passion, I didn't said the scripted dialogues yet I said wht my heart had for her, and yes she got it..when I said I have kept it years long in my heart..though I didn't plan to say tht yet I said it,..i was happy
Mayank: kya baat hai aj nupur k pass kuch kahny ko nhi hai…
I said as we walk to her home, it was night time and we were almost at her door step..
Nupur: nhi…khamsoh raho tu kuch problem hai…
Mayank: han.. tumahri khamoshi khalti hai…
Nupur: play k rehersal kahtam hogai hai…
Bye mera ghar agaya….
I grip her hand and stop her…moving near slowly I can see her getting more and more restless..yet I was in a different mood that day *wink*
Whispering in her ears..i said wht she wanted to hear..
Mayank: play khatam ho ya shoro ho… things will not change… feelings will not change..
Nupur: kaun se feelings…
Her voice was shivering …
Mayank: woh jo tum is waqt feel ker rahi hoo..and those I have kept years long…
With this I let her go..and went back few step…she looked back at me..and I smile and turned around and went to my home..the night was again special as the final step was near..my three words confession ..gosh I cant wait… kuch hojay ..DTPH style mein…
Now don't ask me yeah kya hai…dil tu pagal hai… know tht film.. should be knowing…
The last scene appear, and hero was suppose to propose girl..and here I cum and said all to my sweetheart..
And than the confession…
Mayank: yeah sab kuch rahy na rahy, yeah log, yeah stage, tum mein kuch bi,…nhi badaly ga tu woh jo tum feel kerti ho..jo mein feel kerta hon.. woh jo us din se meray dil mein jab tum ko us ek seat k liyan khud se dur jany diya tha..woh jis k liyan yaha mera ana sabhal hua… woh jis ko kahny k liyan I wait 4 long year…
I love you…Nupur… though I whispered her name in her ear….
She looked at me with tear and smile… I opened my arms to welcum her in them…she went away..hay meri filmi nupur..she always said hug kerny ka maza tab ata hai jab confession k bad heroine daur se bhag ker ati hai slow motion mein… and I was laughing now pls donot come in slow motion just rush towards me..
And my girl did wht I though of ..she rushed and jumped on me..and I took her in my arms.. crashing her in them…
I am still living in that moment, though we have a long way from there now..yet those time were the most precious..
Nupur: hmm.. aray meray Hindi film k hero…phir se kho gay..tum jab college atay ho na tu devdas ban jaty ho
Mayank: oye… meri paro meray sath hai… chandermukhi na bano tum….i still actually cant believe this all happen..and I did it..
Nupur: tum ny kya kiya mein kerwaya…
Mayank: acha tu is k credit bhi apaka
Nupur: janab tumhari life mein jo acha hota hai meri wajah se hota hai samhjy…
Mayank: agreed aur abhi bhi jo acha hony wala hai woh tumahri wajah se hi hoga…
Nupur: kya…
He smirked and pulled her close to seal his love with her.. letting her know how much love he hold for her… how much he loves her…
The End
Edited by drfizaahmed - 13 years ago
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