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will add you all to the PM list, enshAllah! 😃🤗Chapter 2we were both looking at each other, he was so close.. as if he flew to me and standing right in front of my window, no cars were heard, no people were walking by.. just me and him.. looking at each other, a smile appeared on his face, i blushed looking at him smiling at me.. i wish i had laser eyes so that i could see him closely, but i was happy with what was happening now.. he's smiling at me and no one else's.. well, now he's not.. he is looking around for something, he walked over to a kid that was sitting on bus stop and was drawing.. he was talking to him and the kid looked my window. I'm not sure if he laughed of giggled. He took his sketch board and gave it to him.. he started writing something, then gave the kid the sketch board, the kid ran across the street and stood right down my window and lifted the sketch board up
"
can i talk to you?"
it was written in bold letters, i already feel warm by his hand writing.. i looked at him, he was waiting for my answer.. but i had to shake my head as no, how can i talk to him? what will i say? "hello, im Geet, ive been watching you for 2 years" no way! he'd think im crazy.. besides, mom is waiting for me.. i cant leave the house and go talk to him, he looked down, the kid ran towards him.. flipped the page and started writing again, the kid came back and lifted the sketch board up
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why not?"
i sighed, how can i tell him this? i looked around my room and found my old school sketch board, got it out and wrote "
i am not free now" i showed it to the kid who read it, nodded once then ran to him and told him what i wrote, he looked at me, and smiled, then started writing.. the kid came running and showed me what he wrote
"
tell me when you can, i will be here"
i slowly looked at him, my eyes were sparkling and i think he saw that, cause he looked worried.. why does he want to talk to me? its silly that my eyes are full of tears, but i have been waiting for him to just look at me.. i never dreamed about this, about talking to him.. getting in touch with him, i looked down at my sketch board, was about to write something when i heard knocks on my door, i freaked out literally freaked out, i looked at him.. the worried look on his face got more intense
"
Geet!" mom was now banging the door
i started to breath heavily, i shook my head at him, then closed the curtains, hid the sketch board beneath the bed then took my mp3 player and put it on my bed "
coming" i ran towards the door and opened it
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what took you so long?" the look on her face, she is angry now
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i was lying down, with my headphones on.."
she looked at my bed "
why are you listening to music now? and why are you lying down?"
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i think i am getting it" i sighed
she looked at me "
uh hm.." she nodded "
chalo, Amit is on TV now"
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ji" i nodded and followed her, i wanted to go back, to tell him what time i can meet him.. but i couldnt, it would be risky now.. i dont want mom to know about this at all.. i didnt know why, but i know she would freak out if she knew.. the last time i told her, i had a crush on a guy, she had me investigated everyday, i dont want that now.. i dont even know him.. and today was probably the last time i'll ever see him, how rude to close the curtains on his face?
"
gosh, he is so good" ma said wiping her tears away
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ye.. very good indeed" Ela rolled her eyes then looked at me "
he cant act" she whispered
"
shhh!" i giggled, leaned down and whispered in her ear "
tell mom that you want me to drop you at your house"
"
why? its just few blocks away"
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Ela, just do it" i looked at her firmly
she sighed and looked at ma "
aunty, its getting really late.. i have to go now"
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sure" mom was still in the TV series mood
"
i will take Geet with me"
"
sure, sure"
i grinned "
bye ma" we both left towards the elevator "
you wont believe what happened!" i said as we both were inside the elevator
"
he didnt show up?"
"
he LOOKED at me!"
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WHAT?!" Ela looked at me shocked "
how?"
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i dont know, he just stood there.. talking to me, through a kid!" i giglged
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oh my God! Geet are you serious?" she was a bit more excited than i am
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yes! it was just amazing.." we both started walking outside the elevator "
i didnt really get a close up on his face.. but he was smiling.. that beauti.." i stopped talking, its as if someone twisted my tongue and now i cant talk
"
Geet?" Ela put her hand on my shoulder "[COLOR=blue]are you alright?" but i wasnt even breathing, looking ahead of me "
Geet, please what's wrong? you're scaring me!" she was shaking me by now
"
he.." that's all what i could say
Ela looked at where i was looking then gasped "
holy!.. is that him?" i turned and was about to go back into the building when Ela stopped me "
are you crazy!? this is your chance! go and talk to him"
"
no Ela, i wouldnt say a word.. im shaking just looking at him!"
"
look.. he is there, WAITING for you! at least talk to him.."
i slowly looked at him, he didnt notice that we were standing in front of our building's door, he was sitting at the bus stop, looking around "
i cant.. Ela, i just cant"
"
you've been dying to have one look from him for the past 2 years" i looked at her, my eyes were already teary "
dont you want to hear his voice?"
i do.. i really do, but i dont think i can walk towards him without fainting first, he is the reason why i got over my father's death, even though, he doesnt know about me.. just looking at him, smiling to everyone made me forget all pain of losing my father, now she wants me to go and talk to him.. how will my mouth open to say "thank you"? i shook my head looking at him "
i cant" i whispered
"
fine then" Ela walked towards him
"
WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?" i grabbed her arm
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i am going to talk to him"
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NO ELA!" i held her hand tight but my shaky hand got slipped away by her's so fast "
oh God please"
"
EXCUSE ME" Ela shouted
i was about to run away but she held me tightly "
leave me, or i will die right now"
she giggled "
no you wont" she looked at him "
oh he's smiling, walking towards us"
i was giving him my back.. a sudden energy was going through me.. i know he is standing behind me, his warmth covered me up.. i am shaking, my lip is about to bleed cause of my bite "
yes?" oh God.. his voice.. i closed my eyes tightly hearing it, letting my body absorb it
"
um, im Ela.. this is" she tried to turn me around but i froze in my place "
well, this is Geet"
i can feel his eyes on me, he is looking at me now "
Geet.." i couldnt say anything back "
you finally came" i smiled "
arent you going to turn around and talk to me?" i shook my head slowly, there was a pause.. i didnt feel right about the vibes i was getting from him. Was he angry? or was he irritated that i didnt turn to see him? "
i waited 4 hours for you to come out.. dont you think i deserve something back?"
His warm voice was mixed with coldness.. yet, it made me feel like someone just poured cold water on me.. the heart beat would rise up, you would gasp for air.. i was like that, as i slowly turned around, not looking at him.. how can i describe how i feel now? he was standing there.. in front of me.. the same man that i looked at from my window for 2 years, was there talking to me, wanting me to talk to him "
i guess.." i whispered
he got a step closer, just not too close "
can we go to somewhere private?" he paused, expecting me to look at him but i didnt, i was looking down "
you can bring your friend if you dont trust me.."
"
i do" i said it fast looking up at him, my heart stopped.. my breath is back to normal.. his face is perfect, his eyes were big.. light brown, his nose was perfectly shaped.. his lips were fine.. just kissable, i never liked a guy with beard but his was beautiful.. i wanted to touch his cheek.. to feel his skin and that made me blush and look down
"
you shouldnt look down and hide your beautiful face" he whispered, i slowly looked at him, he was having that contiguous smile, that made me smile too "
shall we?" he reached his hand for mine, i put my hand in his and shivered, the butterflies in my stomach were flying inside my body now as we both walked together, holding hands.
Edited by blueyRu - 14 years ago
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