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Chapter C
we were holding hands, walking through the streets of Mumbai.. it felt good, it felt right to hold his hand, we werent talking, just walking.. he was taking me to this restaurant that he loves, he only said "it's around the corner there.." it wasnt far from my house so that was good. we reached the restaurant, sat down on a table that was in the middle of it.
"i've never been here" i said as i looked around, it looked like it was an old restaurant but the decoration were really amazing
"i always come here when im literally starving"
i giggled, i looked at him and shivered, he is smiling at me, this sweet look he has is seriously making me dizzy, i blushed and looked down
"what?" he asked so softly
"it's my first time to sit down with a guy.." i was honest, i never sat down with a guy that i liked so much
"well, it's my first time to sit down with a girl"
"we have something in common" i smiled looking down at my shaky hands
"i think we have more in common"
"really?[B]" i looked at him "[B]like what?"
"you are shy.. obviously"
i blushed "i'm not"
"yes, your red face is giving you away Geet" he giggled as i covered my face "dont hide it please" i shook my head, i was embarrassed, i know when my face is red, its like about to explode it looked so weird.
I heard him getting up, sitting next to me, held my wrists and slowly moved my hands away from my face "really.. i love looking at your face, dont hide it" he whispered
i was looking at his eyes when he said that, the dizziness is getting more and more.. i dont know how he can do that? how can he eliminate everyone in this restaurant and make me only see him.. "excuse me" well, and that stupid waitress
he looked back and smiled at her "we still didnt decide" she rolled her eyes and left "not so friendly" he giggled at me "what do you want to have?"
"i'm not hungry"
he sighed "i really am starving"
i giggled "then you eat"
"i dont like eating alone, someone has to share my plate too"
"i will share it then"
he smiled his sweet smile at me then got a little bit closer, that i could feel his breath.. sweet breath on my face, looking straight into my eyes didnt help the dizziness "will you share it?"
i didnt realize that i was holding his hands tight, so tight that i felt my nails going through his skin, he didnt react to that he was still staring at me "you're not talking about the plate, are you?" i asked looking down, slowly losing my hands grab on his
i know he is now having this big smile on his face "no im not" he whispered, slowly leaning towards me, he rested his forehead on my head.. i closed my eyes, feeling him this close made me so calm, so relaxed "does this seem crazy to you?"
"no" i whispered
he was quite, just resting his forehead on mine, holding my hands.. we stayed like this for a while, i didnt want to let go of his hands, i didnt want anything to disturb us.. not that i cared about what people thought about us, i didnt.. he didnt seem to care too.. i slowly opened my eyes and looked down at his hands, they were big and wrapped around my hands, i smiled at the same time felt tears in my eyes "Geet" he leaned down more to look at my face, i looked up at him "why tears?" i shrugged, i cant tell him that this is exactly what it felt like when i say the word "home", he smiled then softly kissed my forehead "let's order something abhi, then talk about your tears" i nodded
he ordered, the waitress was really rude though, i dont know why she hated me.. i never saw her in my whole life but the way she looked at me made me feel that, i killed her mother in a past life somehow "[this is weird" i sighed
"yeah i know, the food is weird but delicious" he was eating
"no i meant her" i pointed at the waitress "why does she hate me?"
he looked at her then giggled "she doesnt hate you.. she acts like that with whoever comes with me here"
i blinked at him "what do you mean?"
he put his spoon down "see..whenever i come here, i am always alone.. and she always comes to bug me and i shush her away. but now i am here with you, which is a first.." he looked at her "dont mind her he looked at me then smiled and started eating again
"does she like you?"
"i dont know, and i dont want to know.. she works here, im a costumer.. thats the only link i want to have with her" he said coldly
i looked at the waitress, she was looking at him.. the way i look at him, i realized that she does like him if not even love him.. it broke my heart, i looked at him again "what if she loves you?"
he stopped chewing his food and looked at me "love me?"
"look at her, the way she's looking at you.. isnt just, costumer-waitress link"
"Geet" he swallowed his food "if she loves me, then its too bad for her.." i sighed, he sounds so mean "because i already am in love with someone"
my heart is now coming out of its place, i stopped breathing, i slowly looked at him, the tears in my eyes were getting bigger and bigger and ready to fall "you are..?" i asked
he nodded "she's a nice girl from around here" he said and started eating again, i felt like chocking, i started to breath heavily, i slowly moved the chair back and stood up "Geet?" he looked at me confused
"i have to go" i walked outside the restaurant, i dont know why i started crying.. maybe because the man that i loved watching everyday just told me that he loves someone else? maybe because a man that i still dont know what his name was doesnt belong to me anymore? when did he ever belong to me? why am i overreacting?
"GEET" i heard him shouting, i wiped my tears away and stopped "kya hua? why did you leave?"
"it's getting late, i have to go back or mom will get worried"
he looked at me but i wasnt looking at him, he sighed "you didnt let me finish"
"im sorry, you didnt have to run after me.. go finish your food"
"no Geet" he put his hands on my shoulders, made me shiver "i meant, you didnt let me finish my sentence"
i exhaled heavily "i dont want you to finish it, it's clear to me, you love someone else"
"look at me" but i shook my head as no, i dont want to get weak now, if im not already "the girl that i am in love with.. is standing right in front of me"
i was still standing, repeating the words he said over and over again in my head, i cant seem to understand what he said i looked at him, not paying attention to the tears that fell on my cheeks "who?" i asked that stupid question with a serious face
a smile appeared on his face, a hand let go of my shoulder and rested on my teary cheek "you" he whispered.
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