Hello everyone 🤗,
Well, most of you must be surprised with it ......as I ,myself, cant believe I am finally opening this.. 😆...m sure the people who compelled me for this must have even lost the hope of seeing this ..at least in this life time .. (Should I pinch you guys..? 😉🤣..)
*Ahem Ahem*.. *clearing throat*
So, yeah for those who don't know me ,(which m sure must be many) , m VINI ... an avid reader of AR FFs over here.. Recently, i had this idea at around 4am(i knw WEIRD like me😆) and it didn't let me sleep till i wrote it ... Anyways, i hope it doesnt happen to you too after reading it ... 🤣
Without any further delay m posting the intro of my concept !! *nervous*
P.S : Dedicated to Habz, PJ and Sani .. the three people who were after my life with their EBs..😆 and ..
And...nothing more ..*phew*
My First Creation Publicly.....🤣
Stuck In My Heart! ❤️
INTRODUCTION
As the darkness was increasing by every passing second , my heartbeats too were trying to find their way out of my body .. their thumping increased with every strange sound around and was causing more havoc to my current state..the prying eyes of monsters, so called perverts roaming uselessly in this park at 9pm , shattering me into small-small pieces BUT still my stubborn heart has made me glued here with the hope .. the hope of getting him back....HE?? The love of my life.. my soul's desire .. who took away my breath the moment I started loving him .....Some one who became my ultimate Weakness ..... Cant believe it all started in a swift and ENDED swifter .. some times I wonder if its teenage love or an eternal one! ... like the ones we hear in stories.. Hmmm.. so many questions..so many confusions.. .but no one to answer .. and that's why after a wait of 3 months, which were nothing less than waiting till eternity, m here finally waiting for him in this park where ONCE we used to spend blissful days in serene surroundings.....these trees, leaves, fountains, pets, and even the MOON is the witness of our love..... But NOW??
Every moment, every second that I died a million deaths...... I craved to talk to him, to see his lovely-dovey texts, to just see him wiping my tears, to get a hug, to look in his eyes which were full of love , to feel him, his love, his care , to just ......just hear from him that 3 letter word AGAIN .... I still don't know why I am alive after all this... But I guess I know the reason..
Once, almost few months back, when we were together and he confessed "Ridz, I'll die if we ever get separated .. I cant imagine living without you ... " .. It wasn't so usual when he used to share his insecurities and as obvious his eyes could speak more than he did .. I could clearly see the fear which was mutual .. I couldn't say anything to comfort him except holding his hand firmly.... We both were lost in our thoughts when suddenly I broke the silence and told him seriously, " You know what ! Whenever this happens na, I wont say ki I ll die at that moment as I know I have to live for my so-called family but the day I get to live my life , I m sure I won't survive one more breath " .... And that's the reason m living lifeless now ...God knows, how , when , why it all happened ..
Lost in my thoughts, I looked at my cell for umpteenth time to check any message and to check the time which perhaps was also acting like my enemy by moving with an exceptional slow speed... Suddenly I heard rustling and crunching of leaves from behind, my heartbeat intensified and emotions bulged up again thinking of the possibility of the wishful happiness. The sound kept on increasing behind me as if approaching me . With boundless thoughts and hopes rising again I closed my eyes and turned back only to hear a cooing sound beneath me. Startled, I shifted my gaze to a small puppy who perhaps was searching for pleasure in the dark happiness unlike me who was trying to find happiness in my dark life. I wonder if he will come here or no .. m still dubious about it..... yesterday, finally after thinking loads , I sent him a text saying that I will wait for him in this park ..i cant hold it any more ... and I won't leave till the time he comes here....no matter how much ever he made excuses I was adamant... I smiled thinking about my stubborn attitude.... Love makes u crazy , isn't it? Suddenly, my smile left me as I realized that awful day 3 months back when he said : " Ridz, m sorry..i cant hold on the relation any longer ... We cant be together any longer..perhaps, it wasn't meant to be! "..I was shocked, shattered ...my world came crashing down as I realized that he's serious this time ..its not any mere stupid fight !!
And with that he took my life with him... my desire ... my ARMAAN...
Precap : Keep guessing..😉..thoda sa kaam toh khud bhi kar lo na... 🤣
Useless Snippet :
I hope it was bearable..😆 The intro actually turned out to be longer than I expected......I wrote this with a motive of writing an OS but it will turn out to be SS now..*pouting* Hmm.. all thanks to my habit of exceeding the word limit.. i guess, bachpan ki aadat der se choot ti hai *Sigh* .. It will hopefully have max 4-5 parts
Do let me know if I should continue it or not.. ? Comments and criticism both are welcomed .. (at least tum logon thodi mehnat toh karoge na )
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Love ya all
Vinz...😆
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