Chapter 24.
At 7, i was all ready and dressed up to go to Dash's party. I quickly stepped out of my dorm and joined the rest of the girls. We got into the cars that we were waiting for us outside the gate of Easton.
Moments later, i was stepping into a Dash Mcafftery's mansion. The lights were on dim and music blared from huge speakers placed near the stairs. I saw some couples leave the house to go to the terrace where tents were set up. I knew exactly why there were tents and honestly, i didn't understand why Dash would even have those put there. Did he really want teenagers ****** each other at his house? Disgusting.
I was brought out of my thoughts when Aalia grabbed my arm and offered me a pink drink. I shook my head. It seemed like alcohol and i was NOT a fan of alcohol.
"Oh, c'mon! It's just one drink! It's a party Krips. Let go a little." She said. I sighed and grabbed it from her, gulping it in one go. It wasn't long before i was grabbing another pink drink. It was addicting, somehow. Everything seemed fuzzy and exciting all of a sudden. I felt so energetic. Aalia and some other girls from school dragged me to the dance floor and although i wasn't the kind that danced, i actually did. I danced and had a lot of fun. That was until Angad came and pulled me close to him. "Can we go?" He murmured in my ear. I turned and looked at him. He seemed so uncomfortable. How odd. "Why? I'm having fun!" I shouted so he could hear me over the loud music. He gave me a look that was definitely not pleasing. "This is fun?" He snapped. Some guy bumped into him and Angad shoved him away giving him a death look.
"Yes! I'm having fun! Why are you being such a spoil sport? This is not you!" I yelled. "Yeah? This whole getting drunk and acting like everyone is beneath you is not you either!" He yelled back. I flinched glaring at him. "I'm not acting like anything! This is your world and i'm trying to live it!" I yelled pushing him away.
"Since when did you get to be such a BILLING'S GIRL?" He spat out. My heart broke into little tiny pieces. He might as well have just said "bitch", the way he said it. "Screw you." He sighed and i turned away.
"Kripa, please. This is it. I want you to choose. It's either me or them." He pleaded. I gulped back a lump in my throat. Why was he doing this to me? "I don't wanna choose." I said defiantly. "Well, i'm asking you to." Angad mumbled. I bit my lip to keep from crying. "I can't do this to them. They're my friends." I pleaded. His face became unreadable and he said "Have fun. Goodbye Kripa." and he walked away. My heart broke, again. Aalia walked over to me. She probably saw my face. I blinked back my tears. Why couldn't he ever understand me? Why? Aalia sighed and handed me a paper. I looked at her confused. "Some girl gave it to me and asked me to give it to you." She explained. I opened it up.
Meet me in a red tent.
It was all it said. I didn't want to go. I was too heartbroken and i felt way too fuzzy to do anything. "Are you gonna go?" Aalia asked. "Yeah." I mumbled. I was gonna go. I didn't care about anything anymore. I stumbled my way toward the stairs ignoring the fact that i was barely in my senses.
Upon reaching the red tent, someone grabbed my arm and pulled me into it. I gasped and i saw myself staring into a pair of intense blue eyes and i realized it was Dash Mcafftery. His eyes seemed unfocused and lustful. I wondered if he was on something and finally realized that i was in his arms. I was in the arms of Greek God, Dash Mcafftery. That was huge. "Hey." He whispered. "Hey" I whispered back confused. Why was i here? "I've been watching you all night. I couldn't control myself. I had to..." He gulped trying to hold something in. Before i knew what i was doing, i stepped closer to him. "What do you want me to do Dash?" I whispered and he kissed me. Everything exploded inside of me. How many times had i fantasized Dash kissing me? I wrapped my arms around his neck and we slowly walked toward the huge, comfortable looking bed. I was so heartbroken and hurt, i didn't care about anything.
It was barely 5 minutes and Dash's shirt was off and my dress was half off with my breast exposed. My fingers slowly worked to unzip his pants with shaky hands. And then i heard something drop and a scream. The curtains of the tent were swung open and i saw Angad standing there with the hurt and pain in the whole wide world visible in his eyes. He turned and took off and i pushed Dash off of me running after him. "Angad!" I yelled. But he didn't stop. Finally i caught up to him and grabbed his arm to stop him. "Angad please!" I cried out. He refused to look at me. "I'm sorry. I-i don't know what the hell i was doing. I swear." I pleaded. Angad shot a glare at me. "I came to look for you to apologize for the way i behaved a while ago! And where do i find you? Underneath one of my best friends?" He snapped. A few guys laughed and remarked "Dude! It's a party! Chill!" Angad ignored them and started to walk away again. "Angad, i'm sorry! I swear i didn't know what i was doing." I wiped the tears that slid down my cheeks. "It's over Kripa!" He yelled before walking off leaving me heartbroken once again.
Feeling like shit, i slowly walked down the stairs fixing my dress. I sobbed silently. This was hell. Actually, that was an understatement. Especially after what happened next. A text was sent to me. To my horror, it was a video of what just happened between Dash and i. My heart stopped and i felt like someone had just punched me in the gut. I looked up and saw Noelle glaring at me. And that was when i understood that the text was not just sent to me, but everyone. Noelle and the rest of the Billings Girls strode out of the house. Everyone else continued to stare at me. I ran out hoping to be able to explain to Noelle but she was gone by the time i was outside.
-Jot.
[Chapter 25-the next post.]
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