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really nice OS.. please update sooon :)

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i know i m very late in updating...but i had many problem to deal with....so i finally updated...i dont know its gud or bad...as i didnt cross checked it.....its preety long also....so i may think u can get bored also....but pls read it and tell me hows it....its gud or not is depended on u only....and waiting for comments from all the readers.


part 2

The scene is out the operation room.

The sam is moved to operation room on stretcher and gunjan is running with him…crying looking at him and saying…nothing will happen to u samrat…tumhe kuch nahi hoga…with tht the wardboys gone inside operation room with sam and gunjan is just looking at the room door closing ….crying looking the condition of sam….now she has nothing in her mind…no anger towards sam just scared for sams life…she sits thr on the table beside…looking down….remembering wht happened in few minutes ago.

After some time someone was coming towards the operation room….gunjan heard the sound and looks at it…she saw sams mom…coming towards her very scared and why not…her son is in danger.

Watching sams mom gunjan quickly wipes her tears and says.

G: aap samrat ki mom hai na????

SM: ha…samrat kaisa hai??

G: uska operation chal raha hai…ab tak doc ne kuch nahi kaha…ek ghanta ho gaya hai.

SM : (sits on desk) ye kya ho raha hai mere sam ke sath.

G: aunty agar aapki izazat ho to kya mai ab ja sakti hu….muzhe mayank ko dekhne jana hai…aura b aap aa gayi hai samrat ke lia to meri yaha rukane ki jarurat nahi…..and she walking away….whn sams mom says.

SM: ruko gunjan.

G: (shocked how can she remembers me…turns and watching her with shocking expression)

SM: tum yahi soch rahi ho na ki mai tumhe kaose janati hu???...maine tumhari tasveer dekhi hai samrat ke paas….tum dono ek dusre se pyar karte ho na.

G: nahi…ab sab khatam ho chukka hai…ab mai samrat se sirf aur sirf nafrat karti hu.

SM: agar tum samrat se nafrat karti ho…to tum mere ane tak yaha kyu ruki…aur tum ro kyu rahi thi?????????

G:wo..wo mai mayank ke liar o rahi thi.

SM: gunjan maine mayank ke bare mai doc se baat chit ki aur wo ab bilkul thik hai….to tum maan kyu nahi leti kit um yaha samrat ke lia ruki hui ho.

G:nahi aap galat hai.

SM: ok…magar tum ye nahi janana chahati ki in 3 saalo mai sam ke sath kya hua????

G: (wanna know but.)nahi…(and walking away)

SM: nahi tumhe sunana hoga…tumhe samrat ki kasam.

G: (stops whr she is…turns)….ok….boliye..aapko kya kehna hai.

SM: tumne uss incident ke baad muzhe apni ring aur locket de diya….and u didn't met sam and left him forever…..did u ever thought wht emotional turmoil he was at tht moment.

SM: whn he woke up….he first ask abt u guys….he was so worried abt u…when I told him abt nupur's death….and gave him the locket and ring given by u….he started blaming himself…and started cursing….he started beating his hands on walls saying…"inhi hatho se maine nupur ko mara hai"…he was hitting it till those hands till thy started bleeding…it was very difficult to control sam at tht time…...he was crying and telling me…why u guys left him without any punishment…..why didn't u said anything to me…why u left me chashmish…why u didn't punished me…he was talking like tht continuously like mad and thn after some time…he got his ans…this is only my punishment…..to stay alone forever….away from any love….frends.

SM: tum dono ke jane ke baad sam ki life hell ban gayi thi…..magar usne isske liye kabhi bhi tum logo ko dosh nahi diya….usne yahi samzha ki tum dono se dur rehna…kisi bhi frend ka na hona..yahi meri saza hai.

SM: gunjan tumne uss din apni di khodi and mayank ne apna saccha pyar…mai maanati hu ki ye news tum dono ke lia bhi itnihi heart breaking hogi…..aur ye tumhe todne ke lia kafi hai…..magar tum logo ne sam ke bare mai kabhi nahi socha?????

Iss incident ne sam ki life ko uss kagar ke paas kele chod diya….jaha kuch nahi…sirf akelapan….tum log to zindagi mai age bad gaye…magar sam zindagi mai age bad hi nahi paya…uski zindagi wahi ruk si gayi…jaise sab kuch khatam ho gaya ho…usne iss incident se tum logo se jyada khoya hai….apna best frend mayank jisse wo apna bada bhai manata tha…apna saccha pyar…tum…jisse aaj bhi wo benataha pyar karta hai….apni best frend and well wisher….nupur….tumhari di..jisse wo apni di manata tha.

SM: tumhe pata hai..ghar pea ne ke baad …usne apne aap ko apne kamare mai kaid kar kiya……apne kamre ko unn sab yado se bhar diya….jo kisi waqt khushi ki yadden thi…magar uss incident ke baad wohi yadden usse…apne ki hui galati ki yaad dilate hai…..mostly jiss jagah sam tha..uss jagah koi bhi hota to wo unn sab yado se dur bhagata…jo usse dukh phohochai…magar sam ne unhi yado ko apne paas rakha…pata hai kyu?????.....kyuki inhi yado se usse yaad rahe ki usne apne zindagi mai kitni badi galati ki hai…….har din wo ghar ke piche ke outhouse pe jata…jaha kabhi tere jiju aur nupur rehti thi…magar kabhi bhi wo andar nahi ja saka…just bcs the memories of past break him severly…wo wahi stairs pe hi baith ke bohot rota…aur tum logo ko yaad karta….uss incident ke baad kabhi bhi samrat ko sukun ki neend nahi ayi…jabhi sota…uske samne wo incident aa jata…aur wo nupur chillake uth jata….aur rone lagata.

SM: ek waqt tha jab yahi samrat…hasata rehta…sab ko hasata…sab se ladta apne fav cheese ke lia…basketball champ tha….magar ab woe k zinda lash ban gaya hai…jiske paas zindagi mai kuch bhi nahi raha…na uska pyar nahi uske frends.

SM: maine usse kaha…ki hum tumhe aur mayank ko dhundate hai…kyuki muzhe pata tha…kit um log hi usse iss sab pain se nikal sakate ho…magar wo hasate hua keh deta…mai unka muzrim hu….aur kis chahare ko leke unkepaas jao…jis chahare ko dekhke unki buri yade was aye…..maa ab mai kuch deserve nahi karta…nahi love aur nahi friendship…only anger..hate…and loneliness….god ne muzhe bohot achi saza di hai…ki mai unse dur rahu jinhe mai sab se hyada pyar karta hu…..mom hamesha aisa kyu hota hai…ki mai jinase bohot pyar karta hu…jinake paas rehna chahata hu…wo hi mera saat chod ke chale jate hai….wht I ans shd I give to sam on tht question…whose ans I also don't kno.

SM: gunjan…tum ek wohi insaan ho jiske lia sam aaj bhi ji raha hai…wo hamesha apni life ko khatare mai dalta….kyuki jabhi wo maut ke karib hota…wo tumhe apne paas pata….tum kisi na kisi tarah se usse rokh leti….uski sirf ek hi icha thi…ki wo zindagi mai tumse ek baar mile…tumhe khush dekhe

SM: wo mila bhi tumse….magar kab? Jab tumhari sagai mayank se ho rahi thi….whn he told me abt ur call to him by mistake…I was very happy….tht finally u two talked after like ages….but I didn't seen any happiness in his face…and he told me tht u r marrying mayank….and ur engagement is thr after few days….i told him tht he shd talk to u and tell u tht he still loves u and don't do it….but he again stopped me saying…chashmish ne jo faisala lia hai wo soch samaz ke lia hai…aur uske dil mai mere lia sirf aur sirf nafrathai….aur mai issi ke layak hu……aur mai bhi yahi chahata tha ki chashmish muzhse nafrat kare…mai bas yahi chahata hu ki chashmish khush rahe…mayank usse bohot khush rahega…aur raha mera…..mai apne akelepan mai khush hu….yahi mere lia acha hai aur unke lia bhi….bas akhari baar mai gunjan ko dekhna chahata hu aur isiliye wo tumhe best wishes deneke lia….waha party mai aya tha.

SM: gunjan ab tak samrat ne tum dono ne jo saza di…wo hasate hua maan li….mayank jab excel mai join hua…tab bhi usse baat nahi karta…magar samrat usse hamesha pareshan karta…jisse wo apna gussa samrat pe nikale…kyuki samrat yahi chahata thaki sa usse nafrat kare….kyuki ab wo sochta hai ki usse pyar kabhi nahi mil sakta.

SM: usne excel issi liye join kiya….kyuki usne jo galati ki hai…wohi koi aur na doharaye….

SM: gunjan pls samrat ko maaf kardo…aaj bhi wo tumse bohot pyar karta hai…aur issi pyar ke liye usne….apni parwa nahi ki…aur uski halat kharab hote hua….tumhe aur mayank ko hospital pohochaya….akhir tak usse sirf tum dono ki chinta thi…pls usse dur mat jao…mai janati hu ki tumhare dil ke kisi kone mai abhi bhi sam ke lia feelings hai…pls usse maaf kardo…pls usse uska pyar mat cheeno..nahi to wo mar jayega.

(gunjan had tears in her eyes….whn he heard abt wht sam gone through in 3 years…she sat on the bench…crying…thinking why sam why u llove me like tht…I left u…I hurt u…I hate u still u love me….but why I was away from samrat…I was also sad bcs of my di's death…but sam also na…for me mayank was also thr….but for samrat thr was no one to share his pain…he endured all through himself…he kept all his guilt and anger to himself….he punished himself….he lived everyday in juggling between life and death…and in all he was just wishing to see me once...and wht I did….left him…but how can I go back to him…now I m engaged to mayank….i cant break tht relation…but I wanto go to samrat…I want to be thr to my love…he is waiting just for me.)

In this all doc came out…operation was ended….gunjan rushed to doc and asked in teary eyes.

G: doctor…sam thik to hai na….usse kuch hua nahi na….pls aise chup mat rahiye..bataiye na….samrat kaisa hai.

D: I m sorry mam.

G: what?

D: I m sorry mam…samrat ki halat bohot nazook hai….we tried our best but his body is not responding to any of our efforts…..like he don't want to live…he lost all his hope from life.

Gunjan was shocked….she remembers sams last words.

"Tum khush ho…ab mai sukun se mar sakata hu."

G: nahiiiiiiiiiiii.

(and she runs out and goes to small temple in the hospital… and starts praying for samrat in front of idol of ganapati.)

G: bhagwan…aaj tak maine kabhi bhi apne lia nahi manga..hamesha dusro ki khushi chahi…magar aaj mai apne lia maang rahi hu…muzhe mera samrat wapas dedo….pls usse bachalo….pls god maine apne di ko to kho hi diya hai…..magar mai samrat ko khona nahi chahati…

(and she broke down…when someone placed hand on her shoulder….gunjan looks back and gets shocked….its none other but nupur in white dress)

G: di aap…and she hugs her….tears r flowing from her eyes.

N: gunjan…samrat ko kuch nahi hoga….usse ab teri jarurat hai….usse tere pyar ki jarurat hai…samrat ne inn teen salo mai bohot kuch saha hai….main to ab tumhare sath nahi hu…magar tum pls samrat se dur mat jao….mai nahi chahati kit um bhi mayank ke tarah apna pyar kho do….sam aaj zindagi aur maut ke bich khel raha hai…..aur usse koi bacha sakata hai to wo tum hi ho…tum uski zindagi ho….wo sirf tumhara wait kar raha hai…apni chashmish ka…..usne hamesha tumhara acha chaha…kabhi bhi tumhe kisi bhi baat ki takleef hone nahi di…mai janati hu..ki sam ne galati ki..magar wo accident tha…aur usse saza deke mai was nahi ane vali….aaj bhi samrat apne aap ko zimmeddar manata hia uss incident ke lia…magar isme humari bhi galati thi…maine aur mayank ne hi to usse gadi tez chalane ko kaha tha na….sirf mere wajah se tu sam se dur mat ho…usne bohot kuh saha hai….agar aaj tu uska sath nahi degi..to wo bhi hamesha hamesha ke lia chala jayega.

G: nahi mai aisa nahi hone dungi….samrat ko wapis ana hi hoga…..mere lia….apne chashmish ke lia.

N: ye hui na baat…ab ja jaldi…sam tera wait kar raha hai.

G: thanks di for reminding me abt my true love and showing me correct path.

N: mai hamesha tere sath hu pagali…ab ja.

G: ha.

(she goes to sams room but before in the way she turns and thr nupur was waving to her telling her to go ahead….she goes and nupur vanishes in air.)

Gunjan comes near sams room…but she watches mayank and sams mom thr.

G: mayank ke samane mai samrat se kaise milne jau…wo ab mera life partner banana vala hai…usse kaisa lagega.

M: (watching her)gunjan tum kaisi ho…thik to ho na.

G: huh…ha…mai thik hu..tum kaise ho…(still her eyes were on sams room)

M: mai thik hu…aur mai janata hu…kit um kya soch rahi ho.

G: kya???

M: tumhe abhi yaha nahi samrat ke paas hona chahiye…..aur mere bare mai mat sochna…mai to yahi chahata tha…kit um aur samrat ek sath ho…isiliye maine tumhe mumbai an eke lia kaha tha…kyuki mai janata tha kit um samrat se kitna pyar karti ho…aur mai tum dono ke bich nahi ana chahata tha….magar mai kuch karta…isse pehale god ne sab kar diya….pls gunjan ab wait mat karo…bhale samrat ne galati kit hi….magar uss accident mai sirf uski hi galati nahi thi…meri bhi galati thi…agar mai aur nupur usse tez chalane ko nahi kehte…to shayad aaj nupur zinda hoti…aur muzhe abhi pata chala hai..ki samrat ke car ke brakes fail ho gaye the…to usne apne aap se bohot control karne ka try kiya…magar god ko ye manjoor nahi tha…aur accident ho gay….mai janata hu…ki uss accident ki vajah se humari puri life change ho gayi…magar agar aaj sam nhi hota to main hi hota aur tum bhi nahi hoti…wo aaj bhi tumse benataha pyar karta hai…aur usne in 3 salo mai bohot kuch saha hai…to pls tum samrat ke paas chali jao.

G: thanks mayank…muzhe samazne ke lia.

M: ab jao.

(gunjan is going whn mayank stop her again)

M: ruko gunjan.

Gunjan looks at him….wy he stopped her now.

M: ek kaam reh gaya tha…and with tht he takes his hand in his hand and takes the engagement ring out.

M: ab tum free ho gunjan…jao..tumhara pyar tumhara wait kar raha hai.

Gunjan hugs him and goes inside the room.

(gunjan coming into the room...thr samrat was on the bed...all the electric instruments r attached to him...many needles were attached to his hands...he was looking pale.)

gunjan coming to sams bed....tears r welling up in her eyes..looking at sams conidition...looking him lying with battling with life and death...her heart was hurting like someone was stabbing her....all this happened to samrat,was bcs of her only...if she didnt left him alone...he will not be in this bad condition..when he needed suppport i left him...

even though he was badly hurted...he still was thinkinig abt her well being and here i behaved with him very rudely...how can i do this to my samrat...my only love of life.

his injury was paining him alot...it was unbearable still he drove us to hospital but didnt let us kno tht he was also badly hurted....she comes near his bed and looks at his injury...thr was big red spot on his stomach...looking at it she felt more guilty of whatever happened and anger was also thr...why didnt sam told her abt the injury????...he shd have told her....but she rememberd his last talk...tht he was alive just to see her once and to see her all happy...and even though he was in bad shape he came to here to ask abt mayank's wellbeing...here his life was in danger..but cared abt mayank only...who was not at all tht much hurt and who behaved with him so rudely after tht incident....he came to say bbye bbye to me...as he knew he will be seeing his chashmish last time now....at tht moment also he didnt asked for forgiveness...he was just concerned with my happiness.

why samrat...why u do this??? why u love me tht much...i m considering myself guilty for wht u have been through.....why didnt i feel pain of urs whn we were going to hospital...why didnt i asked u..did u got hurt?...why?...why i was angry on u...whn it was not ur fault completely..still i made u sole responsible for it....and u also accepted tht.

coming near him...she asks him...why dont u talk to me????...pls talk to me samrat?????...muzhe jawab chahiye ki tum muzhse itna pyar kyu karte ho.

...with tht the song starts...

Piya .. mora .. piya .. mora piya ..

Mora piya maanat nahin .. mora piya ..

(gunjan is walking towards samrat and crying also and this words r in the background )

Mora piya mo se bolat naahin

Mora piya mo se bolat naahin

(you are all I want and nothing but you, just look at me please, say something)

Dawar jiya ke

(why won't you speak to me, you are all I need)

Ooo dawar jiye ke kholat naahin

Mora piya mo se bolat naahin

Mora piya mo se bolat naahin

(and in mind of gunjan also same words and feeling r thr...she want to hear sam's words...she wants to talk with him...her heart want him so badly....seeing him silent….watching his lifeless..her heart is crying and the tears r not at all stopping from her eyes...she has only one thing in her mind and thts…..why samrat is not saying anything to her?....why he is not opening his eyes?…..why he is not sharing his pain with her?.....pls samrat pls wake up and say something to me...she is craving for sam to say chashmish to her...his chashmish...who loves him so much in this world tht she forgave him for wht he did 3 years ago.)

Darpan dekhun, roop niharun

Hoo darpan dekhun, roop niharun

Darpan dekhun, roop niharun

Hoo darpan dekhun, roop niharun

Aur sola shringaar karun

Phir nazariya baitha bairi

Kaise ankhiyan chaar karoon

(she remembers the scene of morena whn she was trying for earings looking into mirror and sam came thr and gestured her abt wht she shd wear and wht not...she remembers the scene of sam giving locket to her…..also the scene before the engagement..whn she was tensed and he came and told her tht nothing will be wrong and she looks awesome.)

Koi jatan ab, hoo koi jatan ab kaam na aave

Uss kach sohat naahin

(but now he is not looking at her….and tht is hurting her so much)

Mora piya mo se bolat naahin

Mora piya mo se bolat naahin

(she sits beside samrat and praying from god to let im knot ht hr chashmish is here with him and waiting for him to wake up…and see tht…as she is craving for his smile….as tht only can make her smile.)

Hamari ik, muskaan pe woh toh

Haan hamari ik, muskaan pe woh toh

apni jaan lutaata tha

(she remembers the moment of their first date….whn she came thr in coll in new avtar and smiled…sam nearly fainted…also of talent parade…whn he tried to make make her comfortable for stage performance.)

Jag bisra ke aanthon pehariya, more hi gun gata tha

(remembers the scene of pool..whn sheena blamed her…but he took side of her….in radio show competiton…how he helped her.)

Baagai ka ooo

o baagai ka koyi sautan ho ke mora kuch baawat naahin

(she remembers the time of sheena…whn she didn't liked sam roaming with sheena…those were most sad days of her life…but inthose also he came to help her…and always considered her special….finally she remembered the confession scene…whn she was angry on him and came to morena…and he came to confess his love for her…those were happiest moments of her life..the song again starts..)

Mora piya mo se bolat naahin

(say something, why won't you speak to me, look at me)

Mora piya mo se bolat naahin

Dawar jiya ke

(just speak to me please)

Ooo dawar jiye ke kholat naahin

(don't you know I just can't live without you)

Mora piya mo se bolat naahin Mora piya mo se bolat naahin

Mora piya mo se bolat naahin Mora piya mo se bolat naahin

(now she is sitting just beside samrat…and looking at his face…which is expressionless…how much she loved smile on this face…..how she always enjoyed the moments with him…how he used to make her smile always…she remembered the time whn sam consoled her and boost her confidence to do acting whn she was sad bcs of neils harsh words…she finally remembered her most beautiful moment of life whn sam confessed her in front of everyone and tht blissful night …whn thy became one soul…on tht day thy taken one promise tht even though anything happen thy will not separate…but wht she did…she left him….alone in all this pain…but still he was waiting for her…with no anger for her….he accepted all the punishment…and had only one urge to meet me…her love…her chashmish…and I told him to not call me chashmish…the word which was only for samrat…how much it will be hurting to hear tht to not say chashmish…but he didn't argued…..she considered her lucky today for getting lover like sam who made her smile, made her cry,boost her confidence,.always stood beside her whn she needed him…but wht I did…bcs of one incident…she left him in all misery and pain….whn he needed her most…she left him…tht guilt was troubling her so much..he wanted to share my pain with him but I didn't allowed him.)

Now gunjan is completely broken by seeing sams silence and she takes sams hand in her hand..and says.

G: samrat pls uth jao…mai aa gayi hu tumhare paas…tumhari chashmish….pls uth jao…mai nahi chahati ki jaise maine di ko kho diya….waise hi mai tumhe na kho du….muzhe bohot darr lag raha hai…pls uth jao....she starts crying and some of her tears fall on his face.

Thr is some action from samrat…gunjan got happy tht sam is gaining consciousness…but her happiness got into worry as sam started trembling wildly…and looking at him gunjan got hell scared…she run outside and started shouting for doctors.

Mayank and sams mom also got worried….as doctors came inside hurriedly and thy told gunjan to go out but she is not going as she cant see sam in this state…she wanted to hold his hand….but mayank taken her out.

Gunjan was watching from outside of the room…the doctor are trying to calm samrat and ty given injection to sam….but gunjan is getting very hurt….by seeing all this….she cant see sam in such state….the pain he is going through was unbearable for him and looking at him her heart was hurting.

Doc came outside and gunjan rushed to him.

G: doctor…bataiye na samrat ko kya ho gaya hai…pls boliye na…samrat thik to hai na????

D: ab wo thik hai…wo hosh mai aa raha tha..magar injuriy ke vajah se usse bohot dard ho raha hai so he was behaving like tht but now he is fine.

G: (finally relaxed)kya mai usse baat kar sakti hu????? Pls doc.

D: hmmm abhi nahi…abhi to maine unhe injectiondeke sula diya hai…ab wo luch der to sote rahenge…to aap unse kal mil sakatte hai.

G: ok sir…mai yahi rukati hu…samrat ke paas.

M: nahi gunjan….hume chalana chahiye…samrat ko aaram ki jarurat hai…tum usse kal mil lena…waise bhi tumhari tabiyat kharab ho jayegi…agar aur der tum yaha rahi…kal subah hote hi…tum usse mil lena.

D: ya thts right…pls mam..now samrat is sleeping so u can meet him tomo.

G: ok.

(finally he goes inside sams room to look at him…he was sleeping peacefully.)

G: samrat mai kal aaungi….aaj tum aaram se sona…kyaki kal se humare nayi zindagi ki shuruwat hogi.

(with tht all leave.)

Next day gunjan came with tiffin with her hand…she was very happy….she cooked gajar ka halwa…samrats fav….she was happy and excited to see sams expression whn she will tell him tht she forgiven him and thy will stay together forever.

Gunjan opens the room of sam to is abt to see sam but she is shocked.

WHY?????

Samrat was not thr in the room…his bed is empty.

G: whr is samrat……she is hell shocked…he just woke up from a big injury from yesterday thn where he gone.

Gunjan runs to the outside corridor…looking for sam…..she goes to docs cabin asking him whr is sam.????

Doc is also shocked to hear tht ssam is not in his room….he is not in good condition to go out…thn where he is.?????

Doc calls all ward boys and asked thm whr is samrat…but no body knows….all r shocked…gunjan is crying very badly now…she is scared to the hell…whr sam gone now.

All the wardboys' start looking for samrat here and thr…gunjan also starts looking for sam here and there……she became mad not finding samrat…. many bad thoughts started coming in her mind now.

She asks one of the nurses.

G: tumne abhi kisi patient ko yaha se kahi bhi jate hua dekha hai….jisse pet pe ghav ho?

N: hmmmm….are ha..aisa ek patient maine to dekha tha…wo stair pe chad ke upar jar aha tha…lagata hai terrace pe jar aha tha.

G: WHAT?????????

N: ha maine roka bhi tha…magar usne kaha ki khuli hawa lene terrace jar aha hu.

Gunjan is now very scared…..she remembers sams mom words tht samrat tried to kill himself…many times….did he is trying again??????

G: nahiiiiiiiiiii.

And with tht she starts walking the stairs.

Here on the terrace…someone is walking towards the edge of the terrace…..with ring and locket in his hand.

Its samrat…..he is walking slowly towards the edge.

S: chashmish…tum meri nahi ho saki….kal maine jab tumse yeh suna kitum mayank ke sath khush ho…to mai bohot khush ho gaya…kyuki muzhe laga…kimai to marne vala hu ab…mere baad mayank to uske sath hai…magar mai bach gaya…..pata nahi kaise…kal maine to harek feelings ko muzhse dur kar diya…magar I felt tht my chashmish was thr with me….she came back to me…..but whn I woke up I seen nothing…again tht killing loneliness…which is hounting me from last 3 years..

I cant stand with this now….i cant see my chashmish going with someone…without chashmish in my life thr is no meaning to my life….I thought tht yesterday I will die but I lived but now I m gonna make sure tht I die…..i wanna be free from this feeling of hurt….guilt…and being away from my chashmish..

And he is moving to the edge slowly.

Gunjan is moving quickly to the terrace her heart has skipped many beats just thinking tht sam can be in danger….if he goes again to kill himself…no she not want to loose samrat now…she seen sam on tht position whr he was battling with death…not again.

Now sam is at the edge…looking down to all the people…and thn looks at the locket and rings….he remembers his all memories with gunjan….pool party…talent parade…drama…their confession….valentine party….and finally that blissful night which made thm one soul...true soulmates….a tear fall from his eyes….

S: sorry chashmish…magar mai ab aur nahi seh sakata iss guilt ko…tumse dur bhi nahi reh sakta aur tumhe dusre ke sath bhi nahi dekh sakta…aur tum muzhe nafrat karti ho….wo gunjan jisse mai pyar karta hu…wo kahi gum ho gayi hai…..shayad mai usse fir kabhi na deh pau….mai jar aha hu chashmish…hosake to muzhe maaf kar dena.

And he is abt to jump whem someone pulls him and slaps him

Sam is shocked….sees whose this and he is double shocked….its gunjan…crying like hell.

Sam looks at him and gunjan not looking anything just hugs him.

Sam is not able to believe whts happening…is his chashmish here…for real?????

Gunjan breaks hug and says sam

G: marne se kuch nahi hoga samrat…..agar marne se hi sab thik ho jata to muzhe bhi marna hai tumhare sath.

S: ye kya keh rahi ho tum gunjan.

G: kon gunjan???????…mai sirf chashmish hu…samrat ki chashmish…aur tum mar jaoge to mai kaise zinda rahugi…mai bhi marti hu tumhare sath

S: nahi gunjan…nahi.

G: firse gunjan….maine kaha na ki mai chashmish hu…tum khudko samzate kya ho…jab man aya galati kar li…khud ko saza de di…aurab marne ja rahe ho…tumne mere bare mai bilkul nahi socha?????? Mera kya hoga tumhare bagair….pehale hi maine apni di ko kho diya hai…..ab tum muzhse mera pyar bhi chinana chahate ho????

S: nahi nahi chashmish…wo muzhe laga kitum mayank se shaadi kar rahi ho…aur muzhse ab tum koi bhi rishta nahi rakhna chahati ho…tum mere lia sab kuch ho chashmish….tum kisi dusre ki hote hua mai nahi dekh sakta….usse acha mai marna pasand karunga.

G: (keeps hand on his mouth)firse kabhi bhi marne ki baat mat karna….aur mai tumhe chodke kahi nahi ja rahi…samzhe….ye dekho….mayank ne sagai kab ki tod di…usne ye sab sirf muzhe tumse milane k lia kiya tha….muzhe tumhari halat dikhane ke lia kiya tha…yahi dikhane ki aaj bhi tum muzhse bohot pyar karte ho…..bhale hi mai tumse kitni bhi mafrat karti thi….magar tumhara pyar akhir mai jeet hi gaya…aur aaj uss nafrat ko pyar mai badal diya.

S: to tumne muzhe maaf kar diya?????

G: haa samrat…wo ek accident tha….aur usme tumhare sath humari galati bhi thi…aur tumne apne lia bohot saza pali hai…ab aur nahi…aur tumhe saza deke di wapis nahi ane vali….ab yahi thik hoga ki hum past ko piche chod apne present pe concentrate kare.

S: (first time after 3 years sam smiled)sacchi chashmish tumne muzhe maaf kar diya??

G: ha samrat maine tumhe maaf kar diya….ab pls tum muzhe bhi maaf kar do..tumse aise rudely behave karne ke lia…tumhe akela chod ke ane ke lia….mai bohot guilty feel kar rahi hu…jab muzhe tumhare sath dukh share karna tha….to maine tumhe chod diya….mai bohot buri hu.

S: (cupping her face) nahi chashmish…tum bohot achi ho…mai hi bura hu…maine jo galati ki uski muzhe saza mili…maine kabhi bhi kisi ko meri halat ka zimmeddar nahi teharaya….tumne aur mayank ne jobhi kiya…wo sahi tha…maine tumhe bohot dukh diya hai chashmish…mai bura hu…bohot bura hu…..

Meri vajah se nupur aaj zinda nahi…and sam again starts crying.

G:( has tears in her eyes also whn sam mentions abt nupur)nahi samrat…..aaj di humare sath nahi magar wo humare dil mai to hai…aur unhe bhi acha nahi lagega ki hum ek dusre se dur rahe….aur pls samrat kabhi bhi tum apne aap ko iska zimmeddae mat samazana…..pls.

S: ok chashmish…..i m happy now…after ages I got to see my chashmish…whom I loved so much.

And with tht he hugs gunjan and she also responds.

After some time

sajan r sitting on terrace with their hand in hand….gunjan watches the locket and ring in sams hand.

G: samrat tumne aaj tak uss locket aur ring ko sambhal ke rakha hai.

S: ha chashmish..tum nahi thi to yahi tha mere paas tumhe yaad karne ke lia….hamesha socha ki kabhi to tum wapis aaogi…aur muzhe maaf karogi…to tumhe ye wapis de dunga.

G: to der kyu kar rahe ho??????

Sam takes the locket and gunjan wears it and thn sam falls on his knees

and ask gunjan

S: can u marry me chashmish?????

G: (with tears in her eyes) yes.

And sam inserts the engagememnt ring in her fingers….both again hug each other….thy r very happy.

Sam looks at the tiffin box in gunjans hand.

S: chashmish….tumne mere lia tiffin laya hai?????

G: are ha..mai to bhul gayi…maine tumhare lia subah uth keg ajar ka halwa banaya tha…magar tumhari inn shetaniyo ki vajah se mai ye dena bhul hi gayi.

S: kya??????? Gajar ka halwa?????

S: chashmish tum janati ho…maine tumhare hath ka halwa kitna misss kiya tha…pichle 3 saal se maine gajar ka halwa nahi khaya…abhi ke abhi do…and he snatches the tiffin box from her.

Gunjan is smiling seeing kiddish behaivior of sam…..how she loves this fun loving samrat….her samrat…who loves to make others happy…eventhough he made a big mistakes…but he endured a lot of punishment for it and he deserved to be given a chance to start life again.

Samrat eating the halwa and gunjan is watching him…whn he takes some halwa and tells her to eat it.

G: nahi samrat tum khao…ye maine tumhare lia khaya hai…maine ate waqt kha ke aai thi.

S: zhoot mat bolo chashmish…..mai janata hu..tumne kuch khaya nahi hai…tumhara chehara dekh ke hi mai samaz gaya ki tumhe bhi bohot bhuk lagi hai…ab mai kuch nahi sunuga…tum chalo…khao…

And sam feeds her…gunjan also takes some halwa and feeds samrat…and this way thy enjoyed their meet after long time…..after long time two soul who r both hurt….r now together…and feeling very happy.

i hope all like it....if not thn i m really very sorry for disturbing all of u...and wasting ur times.

res :D

*EDITED*

Hey avi bhai

I knw m soo late.. but lately i hardly got tym to read updates ....

Anyways, the updates were really amazing .. i mean soo senti... samrat's dreadful lyf for 3 whole years..got tears in my eyes..it was no doubt touching... aww..mayank is soo sweet of understanding everything ...such a swthrt he is...lol....and the confession thing was soo ..i mean i was spechless for a moment ... it was great...!!

entirely loved this OS .. .thanx 4 d pm..

Love
Vini

awesooooooooome.........
superb....
fantabulous........
wonderful........
loved it to the core..........
thanx for the pm.........