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Part 1

I am Nupur Bhushan, Dr. Nupur Bhushan and going to do my M.D. in gynaecology.

I want to share story of my life with you all.

6 years back i joined medical college just because i got good marks, it was my parents dream and also somewhere i wantedi wanted to become a doctor.

It was the first week of my college. After lectures i was waiting with my friends for the bus at the bus stop. Being near a hospital there was huge rush. it started raining. Bus came and my friends got in. I was left, i was not able to get in. but then he came and with great difficulty he gave me way to get in. He flashed me his cute smile. i too returned a smile

I didnt knew his name, didnt even got a chance to ask as i was not sure whether he was in my class or my senior as its difficult to know about100 students on the first week and i was really shy to talk to boys....

Days past he was in my class whenever he used to see me, he used to smile and me too.

3 months went like anything with frequent tests and vivas. Then came the project work and we were in the same group.

Oh I didnt mention his name. His name was Mayank, Mayank Sharma. I loved his name. It was so unique just like mine.

We were 10 members in each group and had to work for 2 weeks.I didnt had any of my friends in my group but bacause of that i got to know about others. Our smiles changed into "hii" and "hello's". I knew he was smart and intelligent (being in a medical college) but then i came to know that he was a considerate guy, respected women. He was not a flirt though he was the most handsome. He was friendly with all. I think i was getting attracted to him, may be infatuation, which i didnt wanted to......

We used to discuss on our project based on genetics. One day by mistake our hands brushed, i felt some different sensations, but i took out that thought.I felt shy but i was comfortable with him. We exchanged our mobile numbers just in case if we had to talk. Then started the sms exchange.

I used to get sms from my friends but when I saw his name in my inbox, i think i was more than happy. Quite strange.

2 weeks past and we were perfect with our project. Though i was a shy type of girl, I was confident enough to go on stage as i had done many presentations before. But one day before our final presentation, I became nervous, and to add on I started stammering. I went to my group members and concerned proffesor and told them about it. Our proffesor was too good. he just asked me to relax and told that everything will be fine. My group members except him, as he was not there tried to relax me, but they were more concerned about our project. I went to my friends, they are the best but still i was nervous.I went home, and received an sms "Dont take tension, everything will be fine, u will b the BEST, believe urself.I trust you. All the best. C u tomorrow." I was stunned and contented. " I trust you" what was that supposed to be?????? I was just smiling ,it was as if i got a new strength. i told myself to stop overthinking and went to sleep......

Our presentation was done. All came and praised me for my performance. They told me I was just superb and perfect.I loved to hear that. It was suppose to happen as Mayank came to me before presentation and wished me All the Best. All wished me but i thought he was lucky for me........

After presentation we all went to canteen and celebrated. There started a new thing which was beyond both of our imagination..........

After presentation we all went to canteen and celebrated. There started a new thing which was beyond both of our imagination.........

He was sitting next to me. He was showing me the pictures, he had clicked through his father's mobile. Having a camera mobile 6 years back was a big thing. Someone tapped his shoulder and he turned around. He was a senior, mayank's friend may be. "wow mayank, great going...., go on" he said and he went. We both just looked at each oter, completely shocked. We turned around to see our friends sitting around, grinning widely.Oh no! I knew that look! we knew what was going to come now.

"oye hoye mayank nupur......!" samrat exclaimed. Mayank asked him to shut up and not to ruin the celebration.He gave a sadu akdu look, gosh! he looked so cute. I just kept quite. What was happening to me that time? was i blushing? may be......

Days past by, whenever i used to see him around i felt shy. I was the girl who believed in love only after marriage. I was a normal regular girl, kind of reserved but at the same time bubbly and funloving. Emotional yet stubborn. I was so complicated, by god! My friends used to always tell me, that i m so unpredictable. My life was an open book, i never had any secrets. But at the same time, i never shared my dreams. Actually i used to dream about my lifepartner: i wanted him to be matured, understanding , caring, smart, handsome, and considerate, one who'll trust me and love me endlessly... I never told this to anyone as i never wanted anyone to make fun of me. I was matured enough at tha time to realise that i was falling for Mayank slowly day by day, why would'nt i? I always used to listen " pehla nasha, pehla khumaar", it was my favourite but that time i loved it even more. He was perfect!He used to send me smses and i used to save it. But at the same time i wanted to focus on my studies. I knew what i wanted to achieve, and i knew that this will distract my mind. And important was that we were not even good friends. I didnt even knew what he thought. I tried to stop thinking about him but i failed. The teasing had created awkardness between us.Yes, in class students started teasing him with my name. That made me wonder more whether he liked me...

I was not able to concentrate, and i got less marks , not less, i failed the test. I was so upset not with failing but rather myself as i was not able to control my feelings. It was getting over my head. To add on it, my own friends Gunjan and Diya started teasing me. That day i clearly remember, what i did? i was so insane...

As usual we were at the bus stop, our practicals were cancelled. I was damn frustrated. I always get irritated on small things, that day there was no sign of the bus."where is the bus, its so waste of time?" i complained. Diya said, " why waste of time Nupur... u can dream of , mayank,''u know whom'' as u do in the class!'' I was so shocked, did they knew that instead of concentrating in class i used to think of him. I had to do something and in anger i shouted forgetting where i was, " what the hell is wrong with u guys, y cant u understand that i hate such things. And because of that i am getting less marks.

I dont dream about Mr. Mayank Sharma, i cant even think about him. Who is he? He is noone to me , he is just a class mate, not even a friend. i dont want to hamper my studies because of him, so please stop it. Pleaseeee.." I was almost on verge of crying but i didnt. I turned around only to see him standing . I cant forget that look on his face, I felt as if he was hurt. But i didnt wanted to think about that. Bus came, i mentally thanked god. I remained silent throughout the journey. I was feeling guilty for shouting on my friends and for lieing. I lied to them, and i think even he was hurt. After reaching home i took a cold bath and then sat with my mobile. I smsd diya and Gunji for shouting at them. They had already forgiven me as they knew that i said those words in frustration.But what about Mayank, i wanted to talk to him. To clear all the things and i decided that next day i'll go early as i knew he will be there in the liblary as he always did and talk to him and then will appologize to diya and Gunji, and tell them the real thing as they will understand and help me.

Next day, i went early. We had a big liblary of 5 floors afterall a medical liblary. I knew he will be on the second floor. so i went, i was slowly proceeding. I found Samrat with Mayank. Oh Shit! I heard Mayank talking with Samrat, " Listen Samrat, i dont like u guys teasing me with Nupur's name and because of that Riya is already upset with me, and i dont want to hamper our relationship....." That was it.He had a girlfriend.He never even thinks about me. I couldnt stay over there anymore. I felt as if the world came to an end. I felt so terrible.That day i realised that i was helplessly in love with Mayank Sharma. I felt my throat was choked. I ran from there only to dash with Gunjan.. She saw tears in my eyes and got worried. We went to 3rd floor, no one was there. I couldnt help it. I just cried and told her all the things and appologised. She understood me very well. she made me wipe my tears,all i wanted was her support, which i got. She told everything to Diya. They promised me that it will always remain a secret till i want it to. We went to class and i attended all the lectures. I had made a firm decision not to think about mayank and to get completely engrossed in books. I deleted all his messages which i had saved. Both my sweethearts were there to make me able to concentrate. No one teased Mayank with my name or vice versa.

Days passed by and our college feast was arriving.

We 3 were excited to meet our old friends, Uday, Suhaani, Benji, Adhiraaj, cj and all as all colleges were invited. It was suppose to be for 3 days. All our classmates met their old friends and were introducing to each other. Then i saw Mayank with a Girl and later he introduced her as Riya to his friends. No doubt Mayank had fallen for Riya. She was beautiful, a very modern girl. she was really pretty. They looked perfect. I felt terrible. They were coming in our direction as she was with benji, uday and cj in the same engineering college. At the same time Adhi came and gave me a side hug. We were really good friends. I didnt wanted to stay over there. so i introduced myself to Riya and went with Adhi to eat Gola, our favourite.

Part 4

Time flew like anything . It was so hectic. We all got busy with our studies.We answered our prelimns and finals. Mayank came first, i got 5th rank, gunjan 15th, dia 20th. I was shocked to see Mayank on first position because even after falling in love or may be in relationship, he was so focussed, determined. and me... I lost my love, my first love. Then i realised that may be even i would have been able to concentrate. But the problem was that my love was one sided. Whereas he had the support of his love, as i thought. I always thought Riya was so lucky to have Mayank in his life.........

Second year started. Our second year is for 1 and a half year, with clinic postings. I was really excited to wear stethescope around my neck, and meet patients. During our first year, i and mayank were not in the same batch, thanks to our surnames. Mine started with B and his with S.

But during clinics batches didnt matter. Batches were made anyhow so that we know to work as a team. We used to have lectures in the morning and then clinics.

one day, i was late. When i entered all places were occupied except the last seat. I went and sat. After that Mayank appeared , even he was late.There was no empty place except next to me and our proffesor had already started his lecture. He came and sat next to me. He said "hii" with his million dollar smile. I too replied him with a smile. It was hard for me to concentrate, in between our hands brushed ,oh god! He had such an impact on me.... many such incidences happened in all those years, i still remember them.

We all had to deal with different kinds of people as our patients, listen to their problems, complaints and then check them. We were not allowed to medicate them, we just had to check them, and report it to our seniors or doctors. It was so tiring. One day I and Mayank had same postings, only two of us were there. There was a young man, a college guy who came to take a medical certificate. I had to check him,as Mayank was busy, i really felt uncomfortable as that boy was staring at me. I hate when people stare at me. It's so irritating. Patients should respect their doctors as we do but there he was , his name was also too weird like him some RV, or so. Okay now, then came Mayank and told me that he'll check his pulse and bp. I thanked him and left from there to see his patients. Then i saw that stupid going out with an irritated look, when i asked mayank he just winked and smiled...

Was he possessive?? for me? This silly question always irritated me. Why would he?He would have done the same if anyone else was there. This i thought that time, only to find my answer later.

Then we had our fun week, in first year we didnt participated because of lack of time but in 2nd year we were more than excited, especially me. Did i tell you that i was kind of hyper, i mean sometimes i used to get overexcited, i guess my adrenaline secretion (hormonal chang) used to increaseafter hearing such news. We had it for 3 days. First day was "fairy land day", we had to wear nice long dresses. I was wearing a light pink long gown, my hairs were open, all praised me. Dia was looking gorgeus in her dark blue dress, she was waiting for this day to wear her favourite dress as being in Medical college dresses were not allowed. and ofcourse Gunjan was looking beautiul in her yellow dress. And all boys were looking Handsome, except Mayank!! He was more than Handsome, i mean Gorgeus kind of.... He was wearing a black suit, kind of formal. But he was looking more than a prince. Then we had a ramp walk, dia actually pushed me on the ramp, i was feeling so shy. But i was shocked completely shocked when i got "Miss Princess" title and Mayank got "Mr. Prince". I was so happy. Then our senior announced that since we won the title, we have to walk on the ramp together for "traditional day". Oh god! that made me more nervous... Being with Mayank , walking with him....

The next day, i decided to wear a Maroon sari, with nice zari work, i had to look beautiful as i was suppose to walk with,The Mayank Sharma. I had left my hair open He was wearing a Black sherwani, he looked so hot. My heartbeats and pulse was beyond normal. Then he came to me and said " u r looking gorgeus". That was enough for my heart to do summersalts.Was he flirting with me? No, absolutely no. He was not a flirt. I too said," u too are looking good". then we went to walk, he held my hand, that sent so many currents across my body. I was blushing badly, i realised this when Diya told me.I dont know how many girls were jealous of me. at that point i remembered Riya. I cursed myself for doing that. I didnt participate for 3rd day, it was "goth day" and i didnt knew what to wear, and to my surprise he also didnt participated...

Days went by. I had become very good friends with Samrat, Poorab, Sameer, all were Mayank's good friends as we all were mostly in the same batch. But i never tried to make friendship with mayank due to my own fears of letting out my feelings.I tried to avoid him but whenever we met i tried to talk casually with him.

The year passed away like this with lots of fun, lot of work, gaining experiences, tests and ofcourse watching Mayank. But one thing was always there for all our college functions, or when we went to attend others , i always saw him with Riya. But i was actually happy for him, for his love or may be i just pretended... That time it was so difficult for me to understand myself. Though I never allowed my self to get distracted. I enjoyed my life like a normal student. But somewhere or the other i always wished for Mayank...

Then started our final year, which was of 2 years. The most important years of our life, with lot of resonsibilities. Being seniors we had to organise all our college functions, our college comittee, talk with the deans, publishing our college magzines and ofcourse helping our juniors.... Juniors! These remind me of ragging. My fellow classmates were doing ragging as they were also ragged. But nothing harsh.Mayank too ragged 2 boys, i was shocked, but later i realised that they were his cousins and to protect them from other, he just asked them to sing. He was so protective.

There was a girl, Sheena, oh god we all girls hated her.so much arrogance. God knows, how she got into medicine. She was mad behind all the boys especially Mayank! I just wanted to slap her like anything. Not because of jealousy, jealous of such kind of girl, never! Asking for just a small help and just falling behind in name of help are two different things. thank god! mayank always ignored her. and finally one day asked her to stay away from him. She had to, she had to obey the seniors like we always did...

Mayank was the main editor of our college magzine, and i was English editor. Ther were many articles, i was really overloaded, but then being main editor, he offered me help. I couldnt deny because of my personal reasons and I really needed help. So we went to liblary to sort it out, the artices! We were concentrating on work, suddenly i got an article on love, before reading it, I just asked Mayank, "do you believe in Love?" Then i cursed myself for asking it. He smiled and said," yes i do. Do You??"

I didnt know why, i just went on," Yes, i think its a special feeling, which makes someone so much special to you that you tend to do anything for that person, its very pure feeling. All must experience it. "He smiled widely.I continued, "though i have not yet experienced it". I smiled at my own stupidity.I was comfortable with him. He didnt ask me anything further. I too. Then we continued our work. After finishing all the work, we went back to our respective work.

Those were really the most busiest days. So much work and the most important years.....

Part 5

The fact was that I and Mayank never actually became friends. I never wanted to. Because I didnt wanted to hurt myself.

specially during the last year, which is suppose to be the most important as our postgraduation depended on our ranking of final year. All were really serious. Tough competition. I wanted to join Gynaecology and i knew like all other boys, Mayank too wanted to join Medicine. Sometimes i used to feel his gaze on me but I didnt really wanted to bother to about it. We were partners for organizing most of the college events together. We did it successfully. And i knew how to control my feelings and emotions very well. Because to be a good successful doctor, we are not suppose to be emotional. I felt him getting angry whenever Sameer used to talk to me. He was a kind of flirt but a nice friend. I always enjoyed his company.

The last year went in a complete hurry, without even realising. No one was sad about the last year. As all were excited for the internship. Its said that Internship is the most difficult, Challenging but a beautiful phase of a Doctors life. No worry of marks and exams. Its just the year of Hardwork, dedication and practise. I was really excited but nervous too. It was suppose to be the year of fun but at the same time realising the immense responsibilities.

We answered our finals finally in December, what a relief it was! Before declaration of results we were suppose to start our internship in January itself. I was in full mood. It was 3rd January, 2009, the day which changed my life.

We were suppose to report at 10, but i went 2 hours early, i needed to go to liblary and return all my books and all. I also wanted to read the Huchinson, to revise my medical practise. I was excited yet nervous.

I went and sat in the reading hall, someone tapped on my shoulder. I turned to look and was shocked to see Mayank standing with his cute dimple smile, "Hii Nupur","Hii Mayank"

"oh reading Huchinson, all set!"

"no was just reading it, What are you doing here?'

I was surprised, I asked "how"

"oh really, anyways, what you wanted to tell"

I just smiled ,"so where we'll go?"

I never expected this from him., "ok, lets go, still we have lots of time"

I was really confused, it was not first time i was walking with him, but first time being alone. It gave me goosebumps.

He broke the silence, "so what are you planning to do after internship?"

"well if i get, i'll go for gynaec"

" Please Mayank , i am not sure about my marks"

I was astonished , he believed so much in me. He broke my trance. "why you want to go for Gynaec?"

'Because i want to be the first one to hold the newly born baby in my hand, it will be a pure pleasure..."

"Wow!" " what are u gonna do?Medicine right?"

We entered CCD, he ordered 2 cappucino and told me he knew that i liked cappucino as he saw me having it. I was feeling like flying away, he used to observe me. Wow, does he feel for me. Oh wait!What about Riya. I was damn confused that time. He was confusing me. "Mayank what you wanted to ask?"

I could see his nervousness. He was tapping his fingers on table, as soon as i asked him he stopped. He looked at me, took a deep breath. And said,

That was it, I was going mad. I was shocked, confused, amused and all similar adjectives. But i remembered about Riya

"Mayank, You have a friend, i mean a girl i mean a girlfriend, Right?"

"Riya.... I heard you talking to samrat 4 years back on 2nd floor of liblary."

He was completely shocked to hell. I can remember his expressions. Shocked, confused then started laughing.

I was so embarrased, I mean i wasted 4 years thinking he doesnt love me.

"The first i saw you, i was kind of attracted to you, i tried to ignore you, but then when i used to see you smile used to crept on my face automatically. Then i was really happy to have you as my project partner. The way you did all your work, made me fall for you even more. But then you started ignoring me, and when you shouted at Dia and Gunjan i was totally hurt. That day Riya made me realise that i love you. But then when i came to introduce her to you, you went with Adhiraj. time went by, but i always felt for you. I didnt liked anyone flirting with you."

I was totally astonished. Mayank loved me. Yes he loved me. I rememberd his protectiveness, possessiveness for me.

I could see immense love and care for me in his eyes. Trust, sincerity and all. I didnt wanted to waste even a nanosecond, i just hugged him in CCD. Not realising where i was. But wait, CCd was empty that meant Mayank made it sure, that our first date was private. Oh god! He was so good. He is. He too hugged me back. I felt so complete. so secured in his protective arms.

"I LOVE YOU TOO, from the first day i saw you. But i thought you...."

That was it, a start if new life actually... We were made for each other...

My first love was complete.....The best moment of my life.......

Guys, today is my engagement with Dr, Mayank Sharma. The best moment of my life.It was a simple journey.

We are going to be an official I thought of sharing with you all. I hope i didnt bore you. Tell me how you found it.

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u reallyy ended very bad samuu....

samu am checking and coming online often to check whether ur upd or not but u r so so so lazy gla not yet updated....!upd fast huny~