ok guys...mere bikul bhi mood nahi tha likhne ka...as you all know whats happening on the forum...but im only writing this for you guys...esp kris...hope you all llike it....
ok guys...it starts from when JD and yash go to jail, gunji is not paralyzed, dia kept a welcuming party for gunji...as she came back from hospital....and here it starts......
Part 1 A
Gunjan I was standing near my window,looking at the moon, which he use to call me, but life has changed...maybe for good...but i hope he stays happyin his life...always....i hope he gets a beeter GF than me...maybe...we...weren't meant to be together....and i cant stay with that person...who dosent know the meaning of marriage.....
Her thoughts were interrupted as she heard somebodys voice " gunjan doll"
Gunjan she wiped her tears and turned around and saw dia behind her " han dia...kya howa"
Dia " what are you doing here, chalo, sab tumara neeche wait karahen hain....this party is for you, come on"
Gunjan "But"
Dia she looked at her angerly " no buts and no ifs...come on...chalo...this party is for you...and whats the point...if your not there" she holded gunjans hand " come on" she forcely took her out
Gunjan she did not want to face him after what happened on the valentines night, life was getting more miserable for her, she tried to stop " dia please"
Dia she ignored her and forcely took her down
They both came down
Nupur "by god gunjan, kabse tujhe bula rahen hain lekin tujhe to kuch samjh hi nahi aata"
Gunjan What could she say, that who she loves doesnt wanna marry her or she cant bear the pain infront of them, she was lost in these thoughts
Nupur she was observing her sister since hospital, she got worried, afterall gunjan was her baby sister, she couldnt see her in any pain "yeh gunjan ko kya huwa hai.....kuch to garbad hai...mujhe gunjan se pouchna hoga....lekin abhi nahi..." she looked at her "gunjan....
No response
Gunjan she was lost in her painful thoughts
Nupur she got more worried "gunjan!!"
Gunjan she came out of her thoughts and into the reality world, where everyones eyes was on her, she looked at nupur, who was looking at her suspiciously "huh.......han di...."
Nupur she knew something is definitely wrong "gunjan...tu kahan khoi huwi hai"
Gunjan the girl, who never hid anything from her sister like best friend, was hiding her pain " Kahin nahi di....bas aisi" she gave a fake smile
Nupur now she was sure that something is wrong, cause she knows gunjan cant even lie properly , but it wasnt the right time to talk about this " acha chal chor.....chalo...cake kathen hain"
Dia " wait, sammy abhi tak nahi aya
Gunjan Hearing is name was like killing inside a million times, her heart wanted to cry out, but her mind was stopping her, if there was only thing she do.......and that was hiding her pain....her broken heart from everyone, she ignored dia " ab....chalo...cake kathen hain"...
They all were about to go when they heard a voice from back " mere bina"
Gunjan that voice was his, she could feel his presence
All turned around and saw samrat, except her
Dia she smiled at him " thank god sammy, tum agayi, come on lets cut the cake"
Samrat he stoppped " ek mint" everyone turned around, but she didnt turn again, he knew that she was still angry with him, his heart was aching in pain for her, she didnt even wanna look at him, he looked at her and took a deep breath " chashmish" saying her name was like peace spreading in the heart, but her silence was taking that peace and bringing back the pain...
Gunjan she sood there numb, her heart wanted to forgive him but her mind was filled with anger, tears were drooling down her eyes, she could feel everybodys eyes on her, she was trying to hide those painful tears behind her glasses
Samrat he knew that shes deeply hurt, but he was trying to take that pain, trying to heal that injured heart, trying to heal that hurted soul, he went upto her, she had her back on him "chashmish min....
Gunjan she could feel him coming closer " chashmish mein..." as she heard him, anger filled her up, she turned around and cuted him off " please samrat, mujhe kuch nahi sunna"
Samrat He was deeply hurt by the raise of her voice " chashmish meri baat to....
Gunjan she was not ready to listen to anything and again she cutted him off " humare beech, ab kuch sunne ya sunnane ko bacha hi nahi" these words were piercing her as much as him
Samrat tears fell from his eyes, every word of her was killing him million times
There was full silence in the room, everybody were looking at her, she was about to go, when somebody caught her hand
Samrat he too was much hurt as her, he saw her going " nahi agar abhi chashmish ko nahi roka, to usse zindagi bhar k liye kho dunga" he caught her hand
Gunjan She turned around and saw the teary samrat, her heart ached in pain as she saw those painful tears in his eyes, but her anger came in between again " samrat mera haath choro"
Samrat he knew, if he leaves her no, he will loose her forever and he doesnt want to loose her at any cost, he tightened his grip on her hand " please chashmish, ek baar meri baat sunlo"
Gunjan She knew that theres no point of arguing with him, hes too stubborn to listen, so she stood there quiet waiting for him to say, what he wants to say
Samrat her silence was telling him that he could speak, he knew is the right time to speak, theirs mouths were shut, but hearts were open to talk to eachother, he did not waste a minute and got on his knees
Gunjan she was shocked to see samrat on his knees " yeh tum........
Samrat he knew what shes gonna say so he cuuted her off " ek mint...isse pehle tum kuch bolo...mein kuch kehna chahta hon" he knew that she was shocked of the sudden change
Gunjan she was suprised " kya kehna chahta hai samrat" her mind and lips were locked but her heart......her heart was thudding rapidly
Samrat he could see her expressions changing, her face was sweating in nervousness, he was enjoying the sight, he smiled at her " chashmish, tum mere jeene ki waja ho, agar tum meri zindagi mein nahi rahogi, to mere jeene ki waja nahi rahegi, chashmsih tum mea wajood ho, agar mera wajood nahi rahega to mein jiyionga kaise, tum aaj nahi, kal nahi....balke hamesha mere paas honi chayi ho................mein janta on k meine galat kiya, lekin me uska yeh matlab to nahi k tum meri jeena ki waja, mera wajood, meri zindagi cheen lo.....
Gunjan she was shocked to see a heartbroken, hurted samrat, tears were flooding down her eyes, she could see the pain in his eyes, each word of his was melting her heart
Samrat his eyes were red with tears rolling out " chashmish, jabse tum meri life mein ayi ho, meri life jeene liyak ban gayi hai.............meine aaj tak....aaj tak kisi se itna pyar nahi kiya....jitna mein tumse karta hon, aur hamesha karta rahonga.......tum meri har problem ka solution ho......meri har chot ki dawai ho........isliye tum mere liye bohot precious ho, aur tumhe mein kissi bhi keemat pe khona nahi chahta.......