Confused Love ( AR ) Part 3 Page 15 - Page 10

Another perfect start for a not so perfect day . Today I guess is the first time I got up early . I don't know how I will do it but I surely wont talk with him today hopefully . What does he think of himself I will show him what Ridhima Gupta is . Ok ok I gotta go talk to you later .

Hey I am back . Let me tell you how my day was . It was arghhh . In the very beginning I met him at the Basketball court . Other days it would have been great to see him but today it wasn't great at all Because I wanted to ignore him . It is like whenever he talks to me I smile and start talking and today was no different . But later on it was like I again wanted to ignore him cause he was rude to me in the basketball match . I didn't wnt to talk to him and he too didn't talk . His mood changes in a flick of minutes . Boys I tell you . I sometimes cant help but compare him to a pregnant lady and her mood swings trust me on that . Even during lectures we were hardly talking owing to the facts that we were angry with each other and we don't sit together . I was like '''''.. Ok no word to explain and on top of that Abhi again I don't get it why is he so creepy . Today I even had a heartbreak a small one though you know why cause Armman confessed that he likes Anji in front of everyone .

Flashback:

Ridz , Arm and their gang was in the canteen .

Muski : So guys kuch games ho jaye ?

Rah : What abt truth or dare .

Ridz : I am in .

Anji : Me too .

Atul : Me three .

Arm : I am in too .

Rah : So lets start . He spins the bottle which stops at Ridz .

Muski : Ridz tera chance chal truth or dare .

Ridz : Hmmmmmmm truth .

Muski : Ok so how many bfs did you have .

Ridz : None .

Muski : Ridz don't lie .

Ridz : Sachhi Muski .

Arm : Yaar Muskaan aise boring ladki ka koi bf kaha se aayega .

Ridz shot him a deadly glare . Only if looks could kill .

Ridz : Yaar kya kare for some people being interesting is to bunk lectures and stick around with snobbish girls or guys but that's not the definition of fun for me .

Anji ; Guys don't start off again . Ok . Armaan Ridz ko kai ladko ne pooncha tha but she refused and Ridz Armaan itna bura bhi nahi hain he is so sweet .

All : Ooooooooooooo SWEET .

Anji : Ya ya whatever .

Rah : Ok ok lets continue . Now your turn Arm . So T or D ?

Arm : T .

Rah : So who is the best girl in class acc to you ?

Arm was staring at all the girls siitning with them one by one and then stopped at Ridz but again moved onto Anji

Arm : Who else Anji .

Rah : Oooooooooooooooo .

Atul : So is she you present crush ?

Arm : Ya somewhat .

Anji blushed at this and Ridz turned a bit gloomy .

Rah: woah dude that's like awesome!!! We always thought that you would make a good couple.

An: guys stop it usne sirf crush kaha tha u guys already went to a couple.

M: yaar anjie ab itna tho kehdiya na so tumhe gf bhi banadega kyun armaan?

Ar: hmmm who tho tumlogon ko dekhna hoga anyways main chala I have something to do before college finishes.

Bye guys oh and Ms akudu.

All: Bye armaan

Hmm isse kya hua maine isse akudu kaha aur ye tho bilkul shaanth hai, as if she is not even in this world right now. Arghh girls I tell you and their day dreaming anyways I don't have time for this right now, mujhe aur ek important kaam hai. I am sure they all will just be shocked when they find out esp anjie.

Flashback ends

I knew by his looks that he was planning something big, lekin patha nahi kyun I also knew that what ever he was planning was going to hurt me a lot. The rest of the classes I found it really hard to concentrate on my studies, I couldn't forget the fact that armaan liked anjie and not me. My mind always went back to the look he gave before leaving the canteen when he said he had to do something. His smile, shining eyes told me that whatever he was planning was going to affect us or anjie(heartbreak). I just hope it would be another surprise party or anything but' what I think it is. Oops my class time, wish ki it finishes sooon I want to get back home soon, warna kuch tho bura hone wala hai aaj. Last class aur armaan is in it wonder how time will pass.

Flashback

Kuch tho gadbad hai yeh break time se aise hi quiet hai, well she is usually quiet with others lekin aaj tho mere se bhi aise hi behave karahi hai. I have to find out what it is'on the other hand why should I care I am sure ki meri surprise iski mood ko thik kardegi.

Ridz: hi

Ar: oh hey

R: what he didn't even look at me, arghhh class ka shuruath hi aisa hua hai than I am sure end thak aisa hi hoga.

Flashback ends

It surprises me how right I was, I mean usne end thak mujhse koyi aur baat bhi nahi kiya. Sometimes in middle he just randomly smiles, it was so hard for me not to stare at himand start dreaming about him. His smile has that affect on me. Main bas ghar ke liye nikal hi rahi thi when muski came to me and took me to the nearby park, she was going on about how rahul told her to come there. I was like rahul ne bulaya than why are you taking me, but I got my answer when I reached the park. It was not just rahul who was there our whole gang was present excluding anjie, Armaan was looking extra happy I started getting curious. It was than I noticed that armaan was holding a rose in his hand and there were petals on the ground with dim lights. I knew exactly what all this preparation was for, and I started feeling a bit dizzy. I wanted to run from there but before I could act anjie entered the park looking very confused.

Flashback

An: umm guys whats all this? Itne petals and armaan why did you tell me to come here?

Rah: aaj tumahara sapna pura hone wala hai

M: haan yaar anjie sirf tumhara hi nahi hum sab ka. We wanted this to happen for such a long time.

Ar: guys I think I should talk now. Anjali the popular girl of the college will you be the girl of the most handsome dude of the college? Kneels down in front of her with the rose.

An: OMG armaan yeh tum'

Ar: common anjie I know ki how I am feeling you are feeling the same thing. I really like you so will you be my gf?

An: ofcourse!!! She takes the rose from armaan and they both hug eachother.

Rah: Finally the popular student of the college are together now really guys u make a good couple kyun ridzi?

Ridz: ha'haan a sweet couple.

An: aww thanx ridzi

Woah ok that is totally a fake smile, her smile is not even reaching her eyes. Kya hogaya hai isse subah tho thik hi thi we also fighted lekin break se alag behave karahi hai. Shayad kuch zada hi kehdiya tha maine but she never took it seriously before. Maybe it has got nothing to do with me, ya koyi family problem hogi. Anyways mujhe tho anjie milgayi pura college will be so jealous of us now the perfect couple. Cant wait for tomorrow.

Flashback ends

I couldn't stand there anymore made an excuse and got out of there. I could practically hear my heart shatter, mera saath aisa kyun hua. Jiska darr tha wahi hua, armaan ka surprise hurt me a lot cant put into words how much he hurt me. Main pagal thi to ever have feelings for him, who college ka popular ladka hai and I am just a nobody. Who mujhse pyaar kyun karega? Uski koyi galathi nahi hai, saari galathi meri hi hai aise sapne mujhe kabhi dekhne hi nahi chahiye the. Lekin yeh ansoon when will I stop crying? Main kya karu, uss insaan se maine itna pyaar kiya tha aur aaj ussi insaan ne mere samne kisi aur ko apna banaya. They were looking so happy, mujhe apne aapko sambhalna hoga atleast for anjie, I cant be so selfish ki main uski kushi main shamil nah un. Ridhimma you have to forget about armaan, I knw bohut mushkil hai lekin that's the right thing to do. Yes' I will forget him kal se armaan sirf mera ek dost hoga, main usse koyi jhagda nahi karungi. Mujhe apne pyaar ko bhulana hi hoga.