ff=(mjht)..v-day bash.the end.(part 6,pg23)du c:-) - Page 12

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Part=5

(by samrat)

I knew from bauji's expressions that he would accept my request… that he won't ask nupur or mayank to leave …. Atleast for the time being…

His eyes questioned me.. he was worried about me too….

I didn't care .. hardly anything mattered now..

I knew that everyone was staring at me.

I didn't care… anything hardly mattered now…

Nupur was holding on to mayank for support..i looked at her, her eyes were extremely blood shot n red….i nodded towards her in an attempt to reassure her that everything would be fine…that no one will ask her to go away from her sister,, from her gunjan ..from my chashmish..

A sudden torrent of pain engulfed me…it was too much…to much to endure..i gasped..

Why samrat why??? Why did u think of her name

I looked at nupur distracting myself.. trying to memorize her face.

Thinking about nupur, just about nupur and not…. Not abt her….

Another jab of pain hit me across my chest ..

Another gasp escaped from my mouth..

No samrat no don't crumble into pieces now.. pls no..

Bauji== samrat tum theek to ho na???

No hell I wasn't alright.. I was hanging between life n death just like her….

Another gasp..

Damm samrat stop thinking abt her.. stop torturing urself.. numbness seek that numbness again..

Feeling nothing is much better than this

I knew I had wet eyes… I was giving up finally.. n was breaking into pieces right there n then….

Still as a last effort to pull myself together I kept my eyes locked on nupur's face..she was staring at me to , just like the others…

Her eyes wide with fright n pain…

She looked damm terrified to see my condition…

What did she see???? What did I lokk like???

Then I had no idea as to what initiated it ,, but suddenly my legs felt weak too weak to carry my weight n I collapsed on the corridor bench…

I gave up fighting pain in that instant n let the guilt n the pain flow through my veins like a raging fire.. blistering each n every part of me….

Gunjan , chashmish my chashmish…

Her face swimmed in front of my eyes she was…. she was there.. n she was in pain…

My chashmish was in pain….. she wanted to hold on to me …. My chashmish…..

I stopped counting the number of gasps escaping my mouth..what was the need??

All in all I was sure abt just one thing, that I was being a terrible sight for others…

Someone hugged me n I hugged back that someone tightly..

I needed to hold on to each n every support that I could get…

Chashmish wanted to hold on to me…… I didn't … I couldn't hold on back to her……..

N=samrat pls pls tum….. tum dekhna humari gunjan ko kuch ni hoga… vo bilkul theek ho jayegi…vo kya kehte hain.. she'll be ek dum fit n fine….

So nupur was the one hugging… I hugged her back more tightly…..

Waves after waves of guilt crashed over me…

If n if only I could have stopped chahsmish from goin… she would she would have been with me till now….

N= samrat agar tum is tarhan tut jaoge to gunjan ko kaun sambhalega???

I tried stopping my sobs…I tried holding back my tears..

I didn't succeed .. apparently my body was no longer obeying my orders…

Nupur broke the hug n took my face in her hands…at the same time I felt someone's hand over my shoulder…

MAYANK?????

N=(siphoning of my tears with her dupatta) samrat bas ab bahut ho gaya…mujhe to lagta tha k tum bahut brave ho…

Lekin mayank dekho to ise kaise bache ki tarhan ro raha hai…

My eyes welled up again but atleast my sobs had stopped now..

N= bas ab bahut ho gaya …. Bahut ro liye hum log … kya hua hai kuch bhi to nahin .. gunjan ko bas thodi sic hot hi to lagi hai.. tu dekhna vo jaldi hi theek ho jayegi….

I nodded trying my best to believe her…

The corridor was suddenly filled with voices….n I looked up to see flashes of cameras n a dozen people walking no actually jogging in our direction…..

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ok friends i promise that this part is the last one filled with only crying n crying

the scnene is going to shift from next

n do comment guys n ya i am making a pm list for this ff so pls pls guys i'll request all my present readers to press the like button(even if u don't like the part hee hee hee) n even the silent readers r requested to press the like button n one more thing don't beeat me up but i am currently sort of obsessed with sanu n majan hugs ..hee hee hee .. there was a sanu n majan hug in my another ff too hee hee hee sorry 4 that. hope i didn't bore u all with this crying stuff do tell me if u r not liking this ff n want me to discontinue loads of lov dolly😳

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awesomeeeeeeee ud dear.. as usual...
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Originally posted by: sana_sajan

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awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww mera sammy he was so in a bad condition

oki i knw may be i overdid it but yaar i wanted k vo sab ko rula k rakh de to yeh sab kiya

and i guess the people who came running were news repoters

hmmm we'll know that soon

just loved the way u described sammy feelings and nupur consolness were to too good yaar

now just try to continue it soon jaan

eagerly waiting for ur update

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aur update kaisa tha bolna zaruri hai kya as u know i just was just MINDBLASTING FANTASTIC FABULAS AWESOME OUTSTANDING one.👏👏👏

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