SAJAN FF-TUM BIN JIYA JAAYE NA-chp11 updt pg 83,84 - Page 40

SAJAN FF-TUM BIN JIYA JAAYE NA- CHAPTER 8

Dear friends,

Am so very sorry for the update but from now on my updates r going to be a lil delayed as I am going to be selectively IFing'.in fact I wil be IFing mostly to complete this FF soon J, so pls do be patient with my irregular updates if it happens so'.. This chap has a beautiful VM by Gina, aathi's request'..Its not sam's realization, its more a yearning of "what if's n d loss of missing sumthing but not being able to do anything". Gina my lovely sis, has done a fab job so pleeeeez don't miss it. Aarthi thanks sweety, loved this song to the core. I don't even know what I tried achieving with this first date but I just hope I didn't bore any of u , but if I did pleez forgive me coz sumtimes u lose focus which I do often so wudnt be surprised if I didn't achive sumting that u all expected. Waise many of u might have expected ti be total fun stuff but I cudnt do it coz I am nearing the end so have to don the intense garb once again. May one more chap on group outing will be a lil nice, but that's all I can promise for now

Cheers,

Meenakshi

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Part A : Dedicated to my sweetheart of a friend aashi

aashi this one is dedicated to u sweety. Hope I was able to do teeny weeny justice to ur request. If not pleez forgive me coz sometimes my imagination doesn't help me much when I am restricted by boundaries. Love ya loads. Hope at least it brings a smile on ur face

Part B:

ashu this one is for u sweetheart. If u r reading it pleez do reply back to my PM

Some more new readers 'thanks so much all u lovely people for reading n liking my FF

Kismat_sammy, ridhima1_gunjan, samratrocks, RadhikaBhushan, DEVED1284, ThIsgalluvSAJAN

Part C'..

Dedicated to aarthi'.hey sweety Gina has made ur VM n fab job she has done as usual, hope I have done lil bit of justice to her brilliant efforts n d beautiful song u chose

Chap 8 -Part A

The next day was spent cleaning up the house and helping her bauji and bui settle things with the vendor. The whole of the day she had not met samrat coz he had to go and meet Prof Tripathi and also help Mayur with all the packing for their honeymoon and also shilpa aunty with her packing. So he had said they wud directly meet day after tomorrow. It did not feel as if her sis had left coz next day itself nupur was back for phag phere rasam and had returned late in the night to the guest house with Mayank to complete the packing for honeymoon but she had promised she would meet them before leaving the town and also Mayank had promised to bring her back once after honeymoon before she could leave for Bombay finally.

All was peaceful today. Gunjan was up early or should I say she had never slept. The excitement of the d day ahead, d loneliness of her di's bidai being replaced by the joy of togetherness of the family she had gained, thanks to her sweet jiju's entry in their lives, but more than anything it's the budding love and bonding between her and samrat that is blooming with every second and every breathe she takes. She did not know what was causing more anxiety this early morning. The fact that her sis wud be leaving for her honeymoon or the fact that she was going to spend the day with Samrat showing him her town.

The anxiousness of the hope filled day was showing up on her face and she really had to control her expressions lest people start wondering why is gunjan so happy that her sister is leaving. Having got up early awaiting her sis's arrival netime, she is quite restless. She switches on the TV and tunes into a music channel. Some lame song is going on, losing interest she gets up excitedly as another idea strikes her. She runs to her cupboard and fetches the handy cam with videos of mayur wedding.

Gunjan is exhilarated seeing samrat and her in the video, dancing and pulling each other's leg. Bui's song brings tears to her eyes as she hugged diya's shoulder from d side. Then the love filled hug with her jeeju brings some more tears and looking at Samrat's face, standing behind Mayank, now she notices a strange restlessness instead of anger as she had earlier assumed.

Gunjan pauses the video and softly touches the face of Samrat on the screen as if feeling him for real and just his thought and image in her mind brims her heart with a longing that has no end yet her heart is governed by an unknown fear which is always niggling at the back of her mind but when she tries to think more the thot flees away every time. She softly caresses the face which cud trigger her heart beat to complete an Olympic marathon in mere few seconds.😆

Just then the song in the TV catches her ears attention. Her eyes r still hooked to samrat's face on the cam but her ears r tuned to the soulful request of a lover praying

akhiyaan milake channa paawe na judai we deve na tari menu saari khudai we

The words as they r played, pull her hearts string taut and as the lyrics goes "Oh my beloved and beautiful heart, having met u, I worry and pray that we shall never part. Shall give away all the divineliness for this bliss/boon

Tears escape from Gunjan's eyes at the thought of getting separated from Samrat. She clutches the cam tightly to her heart as if hugging a real samrat and not wanting anything to take him way from her while the lines get repeated in the background and she closes her eyes both to the possibility of such a thing happening and the thought that's niggling again due to the lyrics of the song. As the music starts she opens her eyes to change the channel that's giving way to unwanted fears but just then the lyrics start

Tare hai barati,chandani hai yeh barat Saatho fere honge abb haatho mein lekar haath

A smile props up on her face at the beautiful scene in front of her eyes and she removes the cam that she had clutched and again smiles peacefully at samrat's face and plays the video again and is able to relate the lyrics of the song to her sister's wedding as her sister is taking pheres with Mayank.

Just as next line goes Saatho fere honge abb haatho mein lekar haath and all of a sudden the screen changes on the cam to show a shy gunjan and samrat going around the fire and gunjan's heart skips a beat as she sees herself clad in dark red beautiful wedding joda with a golden blouse adorned with beads and zardosi work and more than anything her face is bejeweled by samrat's love that's equally twinkling in his eyes. Her blush finds a willing companion in samrat's heart filled smile as they take the vows of entering a life totally new and unknown to them, but for the strong gift of their love which makes even the unknown future look so heavenly

Jeevan saathi hum diya aur baati hum Jeevan saathi hum diya aur baati hum

She smiles outshining the brightness of the fire in front of them as they are completing the pheres and in front of the agni as they walk hand in hand through the path love and misery, forever n together and cross the hurdles and not allow anything to make them wither and they have eyes only for each other and the world is lost to them and they could feel the togetherness to be as intact as that of a lamp and its power of glow, light

Ganga jamuna se bhi pawan Tere mera bandhan Tera prem phoolwari aur mera prem hai agan

Samrat is having her hands in her hand as her father is pouring the cold water on their hands but she is clueless whether its d purity of ganga jal on her hand or the intense fulfilling eye lock she and samrat are sharing, oblivious to the crowd around them, that's like a breathe of fresh air to her already excited heart. The sanctity of the bond they were entering was even purer than the most pure elixir of life, the water itself and lucky were they that they complemented each other like a flower garden bed and its courtyard, one paving way for the other's existence in its shelter

Janmo janmo ka hi sajni tere mera saath Saatho fere honge abb haatho mein lekar haath

As the pandit asks them to exchange garlands, she feels as if samrat is communicating with his eyes that with this sacred garland chosen for my angel, I here by not only tie us in a bond but also our souls in an invisible bond of love that shall continue as long we the spirit of our soul exists, much beyond eternity

Jeevan saathi hum diya aur baati hum Jeevan saathi hum diya aur baati hum

Pray I shall forever that we stick to each other like the lamp and the glow as without each the other has no meaning

Tu hai jeevan mein jo preetam Aur nahi mangu duja Arthi teri karthi hoon man se teri pooja

When samrat is tying the mangal sutra around her neck, she is literally worshiping with him with her eyes and her subconscious mind is talking to his soul telling him that I shall not ask for any more happiness when I have achieved the horizon of happiness in you, oh my love. My eyes shall always act to protect you, the highest form of love I have been bestowed with, from every evil and bad thing and my heart shall always be lost in your veneration

Mein to dharm hi samjhu teri kahi hui har baat

Samrat is holding her hands and putting the ghee in the fire when she tells him, I shall always pursue every word that leaves your mouth as the rule of my existence and there shall not be a second thot to that

Saatho fere honge abb haatho mein lekar haath Jeevan saathi hum diya aur baati hum

And finally when she sees samrat's eyes shining with the ultimate yearning of his life having been quenched with a sacred knot, of finally belonging to his beloved not just in thoughts and thereby filling the empty lonely shades of life with varied colors, balanced by a mix of happiness and their share of woes, but being enhanced by strengthened colors of love, trust, understanding, selflessness, togetherness and a bond as pure n as divinely as the subconscious untainted spirit of the soul

As gunjan is lost in her world of trance imagining her first meeting with him post marriage (suhhag raat) which is sending cool shivers down her spine, someone's voice rudely brings her back to earth. (Sorry cant reveal what her imagination is about that meeting, but can say it was nothing less than paradise, as that's part of my epilogue n hence had to end it here 😆)

Nupur" chutki'e chutki'kahan kho gayi hai'kabse tujhe awaaz laga rahi hun'madam toh ab din me bhi kwab dekne lagi hain'dekh rahi main'shadi meri hui hai aur nayi dulhan ki tarah tum shamra rahi ho😆😆

Gunjan 😳embarrassed at having been caught day dreaming blushes n lowers her eyes and looks here n there , anything to avoid her sister's inquisitive voice "di'.kya di'.tum bhi na''mai mai to 'mai toh bas'haan mai toh bas tumhare shaddi ka video dekh rahi thi"

Nupur is easily distracted "sach'dikhana 'mujhe bhi'....haye ram'mai kasi lag rahi hun'make up toh mera theek thaa'.aur wo kundan ka set teekh se aaya na'....aur woh woh aunty 'I mean maa ne jo set diya who bhi cover hua na'.aur mere palloo ka heavy work who theek se aaya na

Gunjan "di thoda saans tho lelo'ek hi saans me sab kuch bol dogi kya"

Mayank "aur tum is chalti phirti non stop radio ke liye kal itna ro rahi thi"

Nupur "mayank'kya kaha tumne''mujhe radio bola'tumhe mai abhi"

Mayank cuts her short with a finger on her lips "woh radio jiske ek shabd se mera din sunahra ban jaata hai 'woh radio jiski non stop baten meri din ki thakawat ko hawa me uda detihai'woh radio jiske gane mere dil ko mehka dete hai'..woh radio jiske chalne se meri saans chal thi hai"

Nupur is flattered 😳by mayank's romantic gesture and both are lost in an intense eyelock

"Ahem ahem Excuse Mr & Mrs Sharma'kya aap apne baki ke romantic sessions apne honeymoon pe continue kar sakte hain?

Mayur break away to smile awkwardly at a grinning samrat at the door

Nupur "jaane se pehle mujse pitna hai kya samrat"

Samrat coming close to her n flirtatiously "haye nupur'.it took u so long to realize what I have been wanting forever"😆

Nupur mock punches him and Mayank with a sarcastic grin "sory Mr Samrat 'ab us par sirf mera haq hai"

Samrat similing"lo dude shaadi hoke ek din hi hua aur abhi se patni se pitne ke liye taiyyar ho gaya'.must say good training nupur"🤣

All this while Gunjan is lost the moment she hears the voice whose chords make her heart beat always accelerate as if being made to stand on the highest point of a peak . Samrat quickly steals a glance when maynak n nupur r not looking n winks at her which reddens her already pink cheeks in rosy red hue.

Samrat "guys tumhe chalna hai ya honeymoon morena me hi manana hai"

Mayank"waise idea bura nahi hai, mere paise bach jayenge"

Nupur "acha bachoo itni kanjoosi'main nahi chodnewali'haan waise chahiye toh hum doosra honeymoon wapas aate waqt yaha kahin resort me mana sakte hain"

Mayank is lost in thoughts and when Samrat nudges him he says"waise sweetheart idea bura nahi hai'.kyun na hum log wapas aate waqt Mumbai jane se pehle ek gang trip pe jaaye'.is tarah se meri saali ji ke saath mai time bhi bitan longa, going n hugging gunjan from side n smiling wickedly at nupur"

Nupur smiling sweetly n not raising to the bait mayank was throwing her way instead says glancing between mayank n samrat "samrat'.tumhara bhagne wala offer abhi bhi open hai kya'..lets meet a lwayer on the way if its still open"😆😆

Samrat moving towards nupur and taking her hand in his "absolutely sweetheart maine toh swiss ke do tickets bhi kara rakhe hain" adding fire to the fuel while gunjan is enjoying this new found openness in him wholeheartedly

Mayank with ashes approaches them n pries away their hands "tum donon ki bakwas band ho gayi toh chalen kya'.mujhe train miss nahi karna hai n all but drags nupur away from there"

Samrat winks at gunjan who is blushing profusely at having been left alone with samrat

Samrat moving slowly without breaking the eye contact or the open smile on his face approaches "chahsmish 'tum ab tka tiayyar nahi hui'.apna promise bhool gayi kya'mujhe morena nahi dikhana hai"

Gunjan still blushing n not meeting his eyes "tum jao mai bas 10 min me aati hun"

Samrat "aise nahi apne style me kaho"

Gunjan looking up now n confused😕 "matlab"

Samrat smiling innocently "jo sweet style me kal bola waise hi bolo na"

Gunjan smiling sweetly and shyly pats his cheek lovingly and says"tum neeche jao, mai dus min me aati hun my sweet bafoon"

Samrat "haye'.I am dead chashmish"😍

Gunjan now finding the blush too much for her liking pushes him out of her room "samrat bas karo'abhi mujhe taiyyar hona hai'jao tum"

Samrat as the door is closing "jaldi aana chahsmish ....i cant wait to explore ur beautiful town with the most beautiful girl of the town"

Gunjan shaking her head n smiling to herself goes and gets changed

Downstairs mayank and nupur having finished their breakfast, take bauji and bui's blessing and mayank and samrat discuss abt d coming weekend plan for a trip to Noor-Us-Sabah Palace in Madhya Pradesh

Mayur are dropped in the station by SAJAN and gunur were both teary eyed and didn't want to speak much as they knew d time for final farewell was not yet here but that does not stop them from missing each other

To be continued

Gunjan is wiping her tears as samrat is driving them away from the station

Samrat "chashmish…..aaj ka plan cancelled"

Gunjan shocked 😲out of her emotional imbalance questions him "kyun"

Samrat "aaj ke din outing kar ke mai apni life ko risk me nahi dal sakta"

Gunjan confused now looks at him askance😕

Samrat "nahi toh kya chahsmish tum aasuon ka flood bahaogi toh hum kaise ghumne ja sakte hain

Gunjan breaks into a smile at Samrat's smart repartee and beats him playfully on his arm "very funny Mr Samrat….ab aapke comedy circus ka act khatam ho gaya toh hum chalen"

Samrat "I thot u wudnt ask at all chashmish" with a wink😉 in her direction "waise hum ja kahan rahe hain."

Gunjan "that's a surprise. Just follow my directions" with a cheeky smile

Very soon they land up outside a big sanctuary which said "welcome to the Chambal Sanctuary"

Samrat "main tumhara shaher dekna chahta aur chahsmish kya yahan tum mujhe chidiya ghar leke aa gayi" with a grin😆

Gunjan "ha ha ….was that a joke…..ab jaldi chalo warna hum boat trip miss kar denge"

Gunjan had acquired a special military pass thru' Deepak's dad who was in military so that they can get an up n close view. After completing the formalities, they were being whisked in a powerful motor boat to the deep inside of the river

Samrat was lost in the beauty of the scenery before him. The boat man stopped after traveling 30 min into the river and Samrat's breathe locked in his throat just as he saw chashmish, who stood up slowly and breathed in the fresh air. Today, she was wearing a beautiful plain white churidar with short sleeves topped with a navy blue bandini dupatta. The moment she spreads her hands, a beautiful flock of birds adorned the sky. He was shocked, was it coincidental or had the birds sensed the ingress of an angel and were soaring the sky to show their welcome filled happiness. For him it was a picture straight out of the travel book where one beautiful scene was merging into another and he cud not contain his excitement. Taking out his digital camera he clicks a host of pictures capturing minute facial expression changes on Chahsmish's face and filling his heart with a deep satisfaction.

Gunjan feels rather than sensing his awe filled gaze and shyly turns towards him knowing he had been clicking her crazily while she was reveling the beauty of nature at its best. Just then the boatman calls her attention

Gunjans shrieks "samrat ….jaldi udhar dekho"

Samrat who had stood up by this time while clicking her beauty in varying shades of amused emotions notices two beautiful creatures coming up for air n waltzing nicely directly in the line chahsmish was standing n she was gazing adoringly at them and samrat without wasting time captures the beautiful Ganges River Dolphin waltzing and indulging in playful tactics. Samrat cud not decide what was more captivating the rare exhibit of the cute cuddly dolphins or the animated emotions of thrill chasing chahsmish's face at the sight and he didn't waste time in moving his camera from one display of beauty to another rapidly

Gunjan excitedly jabbers "samrat pata hai….yeh kitna rare display hai….kabhi kabhi toh ganto baitne par bhi in beautiful dolphins ko koi dekh nahi paata aur hamare aate hi yeh log bahar nikal pade….how exciting"

Samrat in a mischievous tone trying to hide his smile "well chahsmish….its very simple…samrat ke charm se koi zyada der bach nahi sakta"

Gunjan smiling indulgently comes close to him n sliding her hands lovingly on his cheek says "haan samrat….tum sach kah rahe ho…..pata hai yahan ke logon ka manna hai yeh dolphins tabhi bahar nikalte hai assani se jab inhe inke tarah saaf dil wale insaan ke aane ehsaas hota hai and that u r samrat and thanks for asking me to bring u here coz I am rejoicing this day with a beautiful person as much as these dolphins r in welcoming u"

Samrat is moved by the sincerity in her voice, what stated as a playful banter was now cooling his heart as the first drops of rainfall drenching the earth wud do. Nobody had appreciated him in whole of his life as a human being with true heart. Samrat is still lost in the magical moment of this bliss as a light sheen of tear forms a layer in the brink of his eyes at such unadulterated adulation by a heart that was more pure than the nature, which had created life of this beautiful angel.

Gunjan quickly captures the rare moment of joy mingled with pride on samrat's face, in her mobile and her heart beat accelerates at the open pleasure tinged with a feeling of rare contentment embellishing his angelic face

Samrat is surprised by Chashmish's quick action and is embarrassed at having been caught in a feeling of gratification so openly. "chashmish…..idhar aao n pulling her to his side he asks the boatman to click a picture of his n chashmish.

Gunjan is caught by his agile action, of being pulled close to him and the boat man shouts "sir mdam ke thoda aur pas khade hoyiye na"

Samrat in a move that surprises his own self, wants to catch the glory of this precious moment n pulls gunjan closer n gunjan looks up in shock at being held so close to him in front of a stranger and just as she is balancing her hand on his chest in direct defense to being pulled further closer, looking deeply into the solemn enthused face of samrat, the boat man clicks them and before she could protest further samrat removes her hand and hugs her adoringly from the side, which this time changed the shock to pleasure, just changed the expression the delight on her face, In multitudes and the same magnitude of the joy sheathed samrat's face as well

And both are not yet satisfied to break the moment and gunjan looks and almost without her volition lovingly touches his cheek and the smile reaching their eyes and CLICK, the act is sealed forever in another film of the camera

Samrat is the first to break contact and slowly easing the deep connection of the moment he takes the camera from the boatman and after capturing some more moments of the free birds decorating the expanse of the blue sky, they move back to their next destination.

Just as samrat starts the car, he looks at chashmish with a heart warming smile and says "thanks chashmish, I shall always cherish these moments as the best moments of my life" to which gunjan gives a shy but smile filled nod in reciprocation

Just as they were moving out they could envisage the rafting camps being set up on the bed of the river amidst the deep jutting ravines which was once home to dacoits n terror, but now was paving way for the tourist to enjoy the sheer pleasure the place should ideally be associated with.

Next they move to Paharhgad- a collection of 86 caves housing the treasured paintings of pre historic period.

Gunjan is gazing alongside samrat inside a cave at an archaic painting of a family with a man warming himself in the front of the fire with a smile on his face, while his wife is sitting next to primitive choola arrangement cooking something while the kids r adoringly gazing at the father. Its as if there's no bigger pleasure on earth than listening to some funny anecdote the father was entertaining the kids with, there was no bigger satisfaction for the woman than being the one to feed the family that she has nurtured with love and care, the ancient version of hut the family was residing in seemed like palace of heaven looking at their heartfelt contented faces

Gunjan"You know samrat, sometimes I wish I was born in another previous era where people were so simple, so happy, so pleased with what they had. It's like nothing could touch the contended, realistic n yet simple life filled with love, they had created for themselves. They were so loving, they had so much to give in spite of having so little, they had so many dreams in-spite of minimal avenues to meet them, they lived life like it's meant to be lived. Mostly they knew to love and give others from d bottom of their heart. Every moment they lived can easily be the most precious moment of their life coz they were so connected and attuned to the requirements, needs and wants of their family, friends and society.

A lone tear trickles down on Gunjan's face looking at the happy picture, somehow the worry at the back of mind was niggling her as usual, as if all this happiness was only a web of deceit which would evade her any minute. Sometimes u don't even understand the psychic feeling perpetually chasing u making their presence felt but never coming to the forefront till its d moment of actual happening

Samrat was lost in his own world while drawing a parallel of how contrary his life has been to what's depicted on the picture. For once he could feel the yearnings of his hearts deepest desire captured in the canvas in myriad colors of all the various shades of emotions captured by the artist. He wonders if this is a simple perception or is it an imaginative reality. But just at that moment chashmish' voice breaks the cloud of sweet but confused longing filled doubts, swamping his brain n heart. He hears the same longing in her voice but reflected with a different perspective. Sometimes his mind was amazingly tuned to her emotions and it's as if they cannot help but think along the same lines even about the most mundane things and as much about the most important things.

Samrat feels his heart being tugged painfully at the sight of a lone tear tracing a path of an ache, somehow mixed with the miseries of if only's, but is unable to understand what has brought about this strange melancholy in chashmish just at this moment. A girl who was lost to the world few hours back is now lost to him also while she is traversing a thought process of her own.

Samrat imme feels a pain at being alienated with her thot process and without thinking twice just as he's about to hug her to encompass her troubled heart with the little warmth that he possesses today, chashmish seeks the warmth on her own as if that's d only place she could be herself and seek shelter from d turmoil of d unknown.

Gunjan is unable to take it anymore and she quickly turns around and hugs samrat, hiding her face in his shoulder, n thus hiding her shame at exposing her vulnerability so openly, which unbeknown to her, has taken her by surprise

Samrat softly caressing her hair says "hey chahsmish….its ok….relax….so what if u were not born in that era u still help us live in that era by the simplicity n a freshness u bring to all our lives. U may belong to this era technically but the simple untainted persona of urs which is so full of love and happiness cud only be carried forward in this life from some prev era where love was the most cherished virtue of a living being" saying so he hugs her tightly and gunjan's heart clams down, slowly at having found d warmth which cud vaporize the clouds of unknown fears assailing her and as she looks up samrat wipes away her tears and says "chashmish control karo….gufa me flood aaya toh bahar nikalna mushkil ho jayega"

Gunjan's tear streaked face shines with a smile that dazzles her face and samrat is lost for the nth time by nameless feelings thronging his heart for his attention and yet again he pushes them to d back-burner

To be continued

SAJAN FF-TUM BIN JIYA JAAYE NA- CHAPTER 8-Part C

Its almost 2 in the afternoon by the time they come out and gunjan suggests they have food in d road side dhaba which was very famous in this area

As they reach the dhaba its almost deserted and they have the place almost to themselves but for the attendants there

Gunjan "kya khaogoge samrat"

Samrat lightening the mood n flirtatiously "jo tum khilaogi chashmish"

Gunjan imme blushes to her roots😳 n admonishes him so lovinlgy "samrat" trying to stare sternly but failing miserably coz her heart was not in it

Samrat smiling cheekily "kya karoon chashsmish, us din tumhare haat se khaneke baad apne haat se kahane ka maza hi nahi aata aur waise bhi tum toh kanewali ho na to beech beech me mujhe do niwala khila dogi to tumhara kya jayega" ends with a sulking mock hurt face

Gunjan "samrat, tum bhi na" n shakes her head smilingly

Samrat mimicking gunjan ditto including her voice n act"chashmish tum bhi na " n shakes his head ever so softly to the side

Gunjan embarrassed by being mimicked like a doll scolds him "samrat"

Samrat "chashmish" in same tone

Gunjan "ok I give up'.tum se toh baat karna hi bekaar hai"

Samrat smiling broadly "chahsmish agar pehle hi maan jaanti toh mujhe kisi gudiya ki nakal nahi karni padthi"😆

Just then the helper comes with the menu and gunjan chooses 4 butter rotis, one plate mutar pulao and one dal makhani and rajma and once the food arrives they get talking. Initially gunjan was uncomfortable but they were sitting in a secluded corner shaded by a tree which hid them from others even if there was a crowd

As gunjan feeds him the food , samrat yaps away happily without watching or caring what he was talking about and for gunjan that's a sight to behold and capture in her mind's frame forever

Samrat realizes gunjan was more focused on feeding him than eating and says jokingly "chashmish maine sirf do niwala tumhe mujhe deneke liye kaha tha'tum toh mere peeche hath dokhe pad gayi'god ek smart ladka milna nahi chahiye , bas aaj kal ki ladkiyan toh us par toot padti hain" ends with a devilish grin seeing the effect the words were having on her🤣

Gunjan totally red now but this time with anger "samrat '.u r so horrible'I am being sweet to u n ur making fun of me" snatching her hand back is about to get up when samrat stops her progress by snatching her hand

Samrat "kya chashmish'kaam theek se toh karo'.pani kaun pilayega😆😆..'.iskeliye mai ek aur toh jaake dhoond nahi sakta na" laughing wholeheartedly without checking his emotions

Gunjan is now totally angered beyond belief and she fumes "mera haath chodo samrat" she does'nt know wats irking her more , his teasing words or his unstoppable grin 😆 and yet when he does not leave her hand, she moves forward a little and pushes him with all vigor

Samrat is taken aback by her sudden push and before he could stop himself he was falling back on d khatiya on which he was sitting and his head goes n bangs one corner of d wood

Samrat screams "ooooooooouchhhhhhh" and holds his head n closes his eyes in extreme pain

Gunjan imme regrets her impulsive act which started playfully but ended up hurting samrat and before samrat cud complete his shriek, her eyes n heart r all concern and she runs to his side and holds his shirt n tries to pull him into sitting position but fails, so leans into him and tries to rub his head softly

Gunjan "samrat, am so sorry'..samrat'.please mujhe maaf kar do'.tum theek toh hona'.please aankhen kholo'bahut dard ho raha kya'.maine sach much jaan boojke nahi kiya'.pls pls dekho na meri taraf....pls look at me" her voice is very desperate by now and tears r forming a layer in her eyes due to d helplessness of her situation

Samrat opening just one eye mischievously "chashdmish itna bhi request mat karo'.main toh waise hi tumhari taraf 24/7 dekne ke liye ready hun" winking in her direction😉

Gunjan fooled yet again by sam's pranks "oh god y am I so stupid to fall in ur trap time and again, wont I ever learn"😕

Samrat smiling sweetly "foolish nahi chahsmish, innocent''u r very sweetly innocent and d reason u believe in my words time and again is coz u trust me unconditionally" and the moment d words leave his mouth unknowingly, samrat's words like, a cool breeze caresses gunjan's heart, while samrat is shocked at the profound words that came from somewhere deep inside of his heart.

Samrat wonders How come he was falling so deep in this abyss of strange land when he had avoided it like a plague all his life. Why was his heart beat enjoying this accelerated pace instead of being shown annoyance by his mind? Why was he starting to believe that this cud all be lasting if only he cud trust a little in the happiness he deserved. Why does he want more from chashmish when he knew he could not give her even half of wat he was expecting? What were these baseless dreams made of which were showing him a paradise of, hope filled tomm which can never exist for him but he so wants it to, on his own terms

Gunjan tries to move away shyly from him but her chain gets stuck in his t-shirt button when she had leaned in to check on him n she's is imme pulled back into his arms like an excited spring, falling on his chest due to d suddenness of the pull. Her hairs r falling all over her face.

Samrat very gently moves her hairs away from her face as if it was d most natural thing for him to do. Even after pushing it gently behind her ears, he is not satisfied and touches the cheeks that blooms with d color of red apples at his touch.

Not wanting to disturb the charm of the innocent moment samrat in a low voice murmurs "sorry chashmish''mai bas mazak kar raha tha''..didnt mean to hurt u'I am really..."

Gunjan stops his words with a finger on his lips "u never have to say sorry to me ...'.whatever happens I always understand your emotions,''so don't feel ever obliged to say sorry but just remember I will understand"

For Samrat its like a feeling of Dj vu from past. Similar words echo in his brain "whatever it is I understand samrat''don't be sorry, don't feel bad on my account"

Gunjan watches the wild chase of emotions on samrat's face , transforming from innocence to fear to guilt to pain, all in a matter of few seconds and she knows he's caught up with something else but she does not want him to feel anything from his past today. She just wants them to be together lost in just each other

Gunjan slowly patting his cheeks as if to wake him up "hey samrat'.kya hua''tum bura maan gaye kya ki maine tumhari baat kati'..i jus didn't want u to feel bad that's all.

Samrat shakes himself away from his gloomy brief trip to past and is awakened by chashmish's pat as well as her voice and without wanting to or listening to her sweet words or thinking much, he pulls her forward and wraps her in a tight hug, not making any bone about the hands clutching his chest or the milieu around them, all he knows is he does not want to be caught in the web of lurid past today and wants this day not to be marred by anything and seeks protection in the arms which were the only safe haven for him

Gunjan is astounded at the speed with which samrat pulls her into his arms but she knows just like her he is seeking cover from external facets that could blight this beautiful day, so she hugs him back wholeheartedly giving him all her positive spirit and strength through the magical sparsh

Slowly after five minutes samrat calms down and is yet again affected by chashmish's selfless act of looking out for him before herself. He cannot believe his life has been touched by this angel so beautifully, even if its short lived, the memoirs of this day will be painted in irreversible colors in his heart forever and yet again his heart wishes if only he could hold on to it forever. No how can he do it, wat does he have that he can give a girl who's rich with so many attributes of love, humbleness, sweet, innocence, trustworthy, loyal and he , what can he even begin to count as his credibility. What will a girl like her find in him that will make her want to try to win over his battles. No he cannot go down that path. Mental locking that yearning in his heart, he comes back to now n reality from his dreamworld

Samrat trying to break the anxiety of the last few min "chashmish'.ab ut bhi jao'.bap re baap, ek toh sara kahana aaj khud khake moti ho gayi ho aur upar se ek nirbal insaan ko apne weight me daboch lena chahti ho'..bachao koi hai'.help'.yeh ladki mujpe zulm dha rahi hai😆😆

Gunjan is perplexed how he can switch from seriousness to joke so easily n how she can love him to death one sec n want to beat him to death the next sec😡. She was further left aghast when samrat seriously starts shouting for help and just as she is about to shout at him, she catches d spark of teasing glint in his eyes and her anger melts like snow and she hits him playfully on his chest while samrat laughs out aloud wholeheartedly and to gunjan that's the best musical sound she has ever heard, untouched by anything, just free flowing like a fresh stream

Gunjan slowly gets up and after paying their bill they make it to the last destination of the day "The Fort of Sabalgarh"

Just as they enter the fort they see tourists leaving and the fort looks too calm, standing high, proof of the history preserved for the future generation

Gunjan "pata hai samrat The foundation of Sabalgarh was laid by a 'Gujar' named Sabla in the past. Raja Gopal singh had specifically wanted this fort to be built on a high cliff and it was built on a big rock in front of a pond. People say that this fort always holds positive vibes for people who come seeking the glory of past history here. Pata hai the specialty of this fort is the extensive bandh built behind it. It has a beautiful scenic drop and u cud have the view of whole of sabalgarh to urself from the highest point here.

For samrat it was really exhilarating to see the beauty of past being preserved for the admiration of the next generation. Samrat is recollecting the lines from one of the famous songs n recites

A lonely ray of hope is all that you need to see a beautiful history

After half an hour of going around the fort and reliving the spirit of various royals, soldiers, commoners who had once been here ages back, they both feel strange sort of contentment knowing life's continuity being bejeweled by glorious experiences of history.

Samrat finds a lonely corner on the wall of the fort and jumps up n sits on it and gives gunjan a hand to pull her up next to him. The scene before them just blew their minds away. At the distant end of horizon they see the dying embers of sun, slowly bidding them a goodbye. Ever so slowly the evening is taking over and the town below from this height looks like a small area sparkling with stars, which are nothing but the lights glowing in people's houses.

Gunjan continues in a light hearted tone " people sometimes say it has d soul of a vampire and u cant stay here in the palace fort in the night, soch lo r u strong enough to handle vampires, tum chaho toh hum wapas ja sakte hain" completes with a impish gin on her face

Samrat replies quickly "aww come on chashmish, tumhare hote hue vampires' ki ksiko chinta"

Gunjan beating him in mock anger "how horrible samrat, am I that scary" n punches hims on his shoulder

Samrat arresting her hand says in a husky tone full of exaltation "no chashmish, its because u carry such a pure soul that no one can dare to venture near u unless they posses a true heart. U carry a positive aura around u that any thing negative will not be able to come near u forget about touching u. U have an earnestness about u that attracts only the most humble n love filled elements towards u. U r truly god's beautiful creation and its really tough to say what sparkles and shines more, the external beauty of your face with a lip that always is giving a ready smile that soothes a depressed soul, most captivating eyes that carry the happiness of the heart in them and the twinkle in them that reflects the smile that starts at ur lips and ends in ur eyes, or the selfless, generous, pure love filled simple heart of yours?

Gunjan's tears have already started making their trip the moment samrat started speaking from his heart. She quickly hugs him and says "samrat if I am all that to you its only becoz your heart's eyes are truly pure and any defect in me is filtered by your beautiful heart. Thanks for making me feel all I am feeling now for which words wud never be sufficient to express and thanks for being the real u with me on this beautiful day. I cannot recall a day where I have experienced this harmony in a matter of 10 to 15 hours continuously. Thanks for giving me the most beautiful day of my life so far."

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0PZ4UivtBe4[/YOUTUBE]

Samrat slowly pulls her back to face him and wipes her tears very gently while he's struggling to hold the tears at bay in his eyes. He knew this was like no ordinary day in his life. He knew when his time is up, these memories will be the only one to aid him to continue his existence. And the biggest feeling of joy was she was his totally today, as much he cannot extend the duration of this beautiful day but today this angel's abode was only meant for him. He knows he can never be what she wants and he cannot hold the tears back when he thinks what it will do to this angel when they finally have to let go coz he was doomed to trudge thru his wretched fate alone, much as he may want her along, but he cannot forget his destiny selfishly forever. But this moment elates him with little contentment, that in this instant he was all what she had wanted him to be.

Gunjan was wiping the tears away from his face without asking anything from him, just being the beautiful herself to help him live the moment the way he wants

Samrat moves his hand and pulls her closer from the side and Gunjan living the sheer delight of this moment places her head trustingly on his shoulders and both of them look towards the final embers fading ever so slowly and wishing it cud take away all the unwanted fears burdening their hearts and bring instead a ray of gentle hope for a possible tomorrow, as the evening breeze tries to sooth their troubled yet contended-in 'this- moment hearts

To be continued

AWESOMEEEEEE....
Love Gunji blushing...
And loved Sammy too in this part....
Cont soon...
With the same length.... 😳

And not too forget the VM....
It was sooo scweeettt

what a beautiful amazing update.........

Wonderful, lovely, emotional, beautiful part. I must say u r awsome writer switches beautifully from commedy to love to emotional stuff loved it very much and loved the vm too cont. soobn

marvelloussssssssss update...fantasticcccccc.....heads off...such a beautiful update....do continue soon

Meens it was a beautifull part,

beautiful