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Mahak

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Posted: 15 years ago

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r u going to update it or not?

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Mahi

I will be updating this one on Tuesday

Right now I am doing Yaadein!

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Mahak

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Posted: 15 years ago

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Originally posted by: Ansh_Arti
Mahi
I will be updating this one on Tuesday

Right now I am doing Yaadein!

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sure~

par plz yaadein aaj kar dena!

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Mahak

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Posted: 15 years ago

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now i want it today!

isko bahut time ho gaya hai!

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Mahi yaar

I am sorry for keeping you wait.

I have been busy updating Yaadein. Still need to write 3 more pages for it.

This one, hmmm let me see if I can write the ending today.

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shaheen_memon

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Posted: 15 years ago

#206

read all ur 3 os nw...... they were fantastic.......
plz update the 3rd os soon.....waiting for it...

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Posted: 14 years ago

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He ignored me! Fair enough! He didn't like me! Fair enough! He hated me! Fair enough but why would he make extra effort in ignoring me? Why? Was I ugly? (As a matter of fact, I was) Did I do anything wrong to him? Did I hurt him? If yes when? He didn't even talk to me since last year goodness sake, how would I hurt him? It was hurting me beyond I could explain. Someone go to that extra mile to ignore me, why? I wasn't that bad. Of course I was this crazy kid in college. My whole gang was, as a matter of fact. One day, I was sitting with my friends in the canteen when he walked in with his friends. I was sitting right opposite the entrance, so I clearly saw him walking in with Sameer and Rohan. As he approached towards our table, he didn't even acknowledge me. It was like I was invisible. I didn't exist. I felt my heart ached in pain as if someone just stabbed it with a knife. However, I tried to ignore that and got on with the discussion I was having with Suman. He took the chair opposite Suman. As he started a discussion, everyone got involved in talking to him ' ignoring me. I was about walked out quietly but Suman noticed me.

"Hey, where are you going? We have lesson in 10 minutes." She said. Her voice got everyone's attention towards me except him. He didn't look up. He was playing with his phone, I think or maybe another excuse to ignore me. It wasn't nice feeling but I chose to ignore it like always.

"I won't be coming in for it. I'm not feeling too well, so going back to hostel." I said and walked out before she could question me further.

I went to hostel and after signing in; I straight went to my room. The tears already made its way down my cheeks. I didn't bother wiping them as I knew it would be pointless.

The next day, I chose to be by myself. The gang asked me to join them for lunch but I politely refused saying, I was to go to library. I lied, I know but I wanted to be alone. I didn't need anyone in my life. I was happy by myself. At least, that way I wouldn't have to hide my pain because it was just too hard to hide it anymore. Heck, I loved him and seeing him ignoring me all the time, did hurt and it hurt beyond words. I loved him ever since I joined the college. His one smile would make my day and I used to make sure I get that smile at least once a day. But things changed since last year. I couldn't figure it out that what it was that went wrong. What did I do to get his ignorance? I at least deserved to know the reason why am I being punished!

Gradually, I started to keep myself away from the gang. No, I didn't boycott them completely because I could never do that as I love my friends to death. I would meet them in most of my lessons. He was in my class too but most of the time, he would ignore me but me being an idiot, I stared at him when he wasn't looking. Stare was all I could do now.

Things were going as per normal. I was walking towards the classes through the canteen. Since the other way was blocked due to some problems so I had to use this way. As I entered, I saw the gang sitting at the usual table while chatting. I tired my best to pass through it without them noticing me but I guess I wasn't lucky enough. Rohan saw me.

"Hello stranger!!" It didn't feel nice being called stranger.

"Oh hi!" I replied with a small smile. Mayank was sitting right opposite where I was standing. He didn't look up; not that I expected him to look anyway.

"Come on! Join us!" I was about to accept Rohan's offer when he spoke in between.

"Rohan, forget it. I'm sure she's getting late for the lesson. Let her go." It was accusation and it pierced my heart. I felt my eyes getting watery. "Yeah! Bye guys!" I said and made my way out the gate as I felt the tears coming out of my eyes.

I guess I was used to such things. People just walked into my life and hurt me and left. Everyone did. First my Dad, then my Mum and now .....

I bunked the lesson and went to the back garden of the college. It was one place where not much people came. Only few here and there, otherwise, I couldn't spot much people. I went towards the corner bench and sat down, seeking some peace of mind. It was my Mum's birthday today. She left me when I was 17. I was sad, upset but never cried in front of anyone. I had to be strong, not for anyone but myself. My Uncle and Aunty loved me truly and always kept me before their own children. My cousin, Samaira, I share every little thing with her. She is the only one who knows about him. She had seen me crying at night in my bed for him.

No matter, how much it was hurting me I never expected him to return the same feelings. I didn't. I knew I didn't deserve him. He was perfect in every sense; whereas perfection was no where in sight in my life. I only wanted him to be happy, no matter who is he with. He deserved to be happy.

Like this, a year passed. I was happy because he wouldn't have to see my face anymore. He wouldn't have to make great efforts to ignore me. The Prom night was something I looked forward to because after a great thinking, I decided to talk to him. Ignoring the fact that he hates me and tries extra hard to ignore me.

"Suman, can you send Mayank in the back garden, please?" I requested Suman as she raised her eye brows at me. "Please."

I left the party quietly. It was nearly 10 minutes since I was waiting in the garden but there was no sign of him. Just then, I heard someone's footsteps. I was sure it was him.

"What is it, Nupur?" He sounded irritated.

"I'm sorry to waste your time, Mayank. I know you have better things to do than talk to me. But please hear me out once." I replied, controlling my emotions that were hovering around in my heart.

"I am sorry for hurting you in any manner. I know you don't like me at all and it's completely fine with me. I must have done something to deserve your ignorance, right?" I couldn't really describe his expressions. He was frowning, I think. "Mayank, I sincerely apologise for my behaviour. I know sometimes I do things that I don't realize and hurt people unintentionally. Thanks for your time and wish you all the best in life." I turned my back to him and started walking towards the hall when I heard something. Aplogises was what I wanted at that time. I knew somewhere, I did hurt him and maybe that's the reason for the punishment I go through everyday.

"Nupur..." I turned to look at him. "Nupur, can we talk, please?" It was a plea.

We sat on the bench nearby. Silence was taking over the environment until he decided to break it. "Nupur, I know I've always ignored you, always said things to hurt you. I don't know myself why I did those things. I really don't. Last year in the valentine ball, I saw you with Karan and I didn't like it. It was some kind of jealousy. After that incident, I started ignoring you although I still can't figure out the reason. I'm sorry!" I didn't know what I felt at that moment. It was some indescribable feelings. My eyes were wet.

"Do you hate me?" It was a random question, I asked.

"No, I don't." He said, simply looking down on the ground.

"Do you like me?" Another random question!

"I do." Still looking down.

"Do you love me?"

"I don't know." It was an honest answer. "Nupur, whatever I feel for you, I can't call it love but I do deserve a chance, Nupur." As a reply, I simply smiled and kept my head on his shoulder ' seeking the pleasure of heaven!

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PS: Please do read the note on the next page :)

Love ZoaH

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Edited by .Lone_Persona. - 14 years ago

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Posted: 14 years ago

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Hey guys!! 🤗 Remember me? ZoaH! Yeah I changed my username to something which I could relate to lol! And I'm kinda lonely soul 😳🤣!!

Anyway,

I know, I haven't written anything in ages and I'm not planning to write anything either. Some of you want to kill me right now and I don't blame you! I have left my FFs half way but my inspiration is lost somewhere. I can't get myself to write something. I can't write anymore. And I'm sure the above OS proves that lol!!

This OS is complete random. I didn't know what was I writing lol! Just poured some feelings out!! NO it's not related ot my life lol NO!

I don't know when am I going to update my FFs but I will try my best to finish them soon :)

Please do leave your comments for this OS!

Negative comments are more than welcome!!

Love ZoaH

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Shamsa aka Sam

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Posted: 14 years ago

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OMG Zoah missin urrr ff's<3 ur such a talented writter i just loved the OS<3 u know i like those kind of Sad OS 😆😆 from the startin of the OS i could imagine how she was in pain for Mayank ignorin her totally lovin this OS u wont believe tears were about to fall in my eyes where Nupur turns to leave but Mayank stopped herrr i was like yayiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii😳

I justttt lovveee this OS am readin it once againnn!<3333333😳😃 and do plz write some sad OS<3😆

Edited by -Arjunlicious- - 14 years ago

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Posted: 14 years ago

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Originally posted by: -Arjunlicious-

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OMG Zoah missin urrr ff's<3 ur such a talented writter i just loved the OS<3 u know i like those kind of Sad OS 😆😆 from the startin of the OS i could imagine how she was in pain for Mayank ignorin her totally lovin this OS u wont believe tears were about to fall in my eyes where Nupur turns to leave but Mayank stopped herrr i was like yayiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii😳

I justttt lovveee this OS am readin it once againnn!<3333333😳😃 and do plz write some sad OS<3😆

Thanks soooooooooo much Shama 🤗 Am so glad you liked it!!

LOL I love writing sad OS myself. I can relate to it. I hate those happily ever after ones. They just seem so fake 😳 You won't believe it but I was in tears while writing the scene Rohan, Mayank and Nupur scene. Gosh that was sad

Thanks for reading hun!

Means a lot!!

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