Aarzii.....SujalnKashish.....Last Part..12/03 - Page 77

8pm............

Sujal and Kashish are returning from Heer's house after having dinner there.....Sujal was driving the car while Kashish was looking out of the window.......after some time Sujal looks over at her and smiles.....then he stops the car....Kashish comes out of her thoughts when she hears a loud noise outside........the looks outside and sees that they are not home but in an open field and the loud noise was from the helicoptor which was in a little distance away from the car.......confused as to what is happening...she looks at Sujal who is smiling at her.........

Kashish: Sujal...yeh sab kya hai.....

Sujal: maine kaha tha na ke hum honeymoon pe ja rahe hain...to humari sawari aagayi...chalen?

Kashish: lekin sujal....hamara luggage....hum aise kaise ja sakte hai...

Sujal: humara samaan already wahan pe pohanch chuka hai...tumhe fikar karne ki zaroorat nahin hai

Kashish: matlab sab kuch pehle se hi....I am so impressed jaan..

Sujal: hmmm...ek baar pohanchne tho do...phir dekhte hain ke tum kitni impressed hoti ho...ab chalo...

Sujal gets out of the car and goes to her side and opens the door for her...he extends his hand out for her which she holds with a smile then gets out...after locking the door he wraps his arm around her waist and both proceed to the private helicopter Sujal arranged...Sujal helps Kashish get in then he sits beside her...as the helicopter set off..

Kashish: Sujal...batao to sahi ki hum kaha ja rahe hai...

Sujal: itni bhi jaldi kya hai jaan...surprise hai...jab pohanchenge to tumhe pata chal jayega..

Kashish: Sujal...surprise to tab bhi rahega ....ab batao na mujse kya chupana..

Sujal: tab surprise kharab hojayega jaan...ab please mere liye thoda sa to sabar rakho..

Kashish: thik hai ab nahi puchungi...khush..

Sujal: hmmm...bohat zyada...lekin ek kaam karna zaroori hai...

Sujal reaches out for a black cloth from the back and ties it softly around her eyes...

Kashish: Su...Sujal...yeh kya kar rahe ho...tumhe pata hai na muje is tarah andhere se bahot darr lagta hai...

Sujal: jaan tumhe darne ki zaroorat nahin hai...main hoon na tumhare paas...ek pal ke liye bhi tumhara saath nahin chodunga..

Kashish: thik hai tab...lekin kitni dair...

Sujal: bas ek aur ghanta phir hum pohanch jaayenge...yahan aao...

Sujal places his arm around her shoulder as he pulls her in his arms holding onto her...as he kisses her head..

Sujal: main yahin tumhare paas hoon ok..

Kashish: hmmm....pata hai chale helicopter se to tum ja bhi kaha sakte ho....

Sujal smiles...

Sujal: kyun nahin ja sakta...yahan se jump to kar hi sakta hoon na..

Kashish: aur saath me muje bhi leke jump karna ple..

Sujal: pagal hoon kya jo tumhari jaan ko khatre me dalunga..

Kashish: tumhari jaan ko rokne ka yeh sabse best tarika hai..

Sujal:itna pyar karti ho tum mujse?

Kashish: isse bhi jyada...

Sujal: main bhi to tumse bohat pyar karta hoon...apni jaan se bhi zyada..

Kashish: hmm..janti hoon....

she puts her head on his shoulder while finding his hand and holding it tightly.....Sujal smiles then kisses her forehead and intertwines his fingers with her hands......he continues to stare at her beautiful for the next hour......finally the helicoptor lands.....so he moves close to her ear and wispers.......

Sujal: jaan hum pohanch gaye...chalen?

Kashish: chalo....

Sujal thanks the pilot and pays him his fees...the pilot wishes them a happy honeymoon then Sujal gets out helping Kashish out too......they walk a little further and Sujal opens a gate...Kashish can just hear a sound of something opening...before she could say anything...he lifted her in his arms and starts walking..

Kashish: Sujal...ab to muje dekhne do hum kaha hai..

Sujal: abhi nahin jaan...abhi dekhne ka koi faida nahin hai kyunki andhera ho chuka hai...ab to tum subah ko hi dekhlena...

He smiles as he opens a door then he walks up the steps entering a beautiful bedroom...he gently places her on the ground and removes the cloth...Kashish sees a dark room lit with candles...since that was the only source of light in the room she couldn't figure out where they were..

Kashish: jaan hum hai kaha....aur yeh kamra....meri kuch samaj me nahi aa raha.

Sujal moves closer to her with a smile and places his palm on her cheek...

Sujal: yeh kamra humara hai...subah tak tum sab samaj jaaogi...i promise...tumhe washroom jaana hai?

Kashish: haa...lekin yaha itna andhera hai ki kaha washroom aur kaha closet woh samaj me hi nahi aa raha....

Sujal: tumhare kapde aur towel washroom me hain...aao main tumhe dikhata hoon...

Sujal holds her hand and walks with her towards the washroom...he opens the door and turns the light on for her...

Sujal: tum jao..main tumhara yahin intezar karta hoon..

Kashish: main bas panch minute me aayi....i am just so tired today....

Sujal: tum ready ho jao...phir main tumhari thakaan ko dur karta hoon..

Kashish: tum bhi na Sujal....

Kashish smiles at him then closes the door of the washroom..He smiles at her and rests against the door...waiting for her to come out... after 5 mins Kashish opens the door and is surprised to find Sujal standing there looking at her intensly...He looks at her from top to bottom as she stands there wearing a beautiful red silk night gown...he looked into her eyes and slids his arms around her waist pulling her closer...he pulls her up a little as he carries her in his arms walking towards the bed...he places her on the bed and gently lies down beside her whilst looking at her..finally he moves closer to her...reaching out for a rose from the vase sitting on the bedside table...he gently brings it near her face as he runs the rose petals from her forehead to her eyes which closed as soon the petals touched them softly...he moves the rose down towards her cheeks and brings it towards her lips...he moves closer to her ear and whispers...

Sujal: a beautiful rose for my beautiful wife...

He moves down and looks at her then gently kisses the rose petals as they sat on her lips..Kashish closes her eyes moving her hand on the rose petal....she gently moves rose petal to the side opening her eyes looking into his eyes.......

Sujal: aise kya dekh rahi ho jaan?

Kashish: bas aise hi....pata nahi...i still cant believe....meri shaadi tumse ho gayi...tumse ..

Sujal: yakeen to muje bhi nahin horaha apni kismat pe...ke muj jaise insaan ko tumhare jaisi biwi mil sakti hai...aisa lagta hai jaise main ek khwaab ko ji raha hoon

Kashish: i am serious..muje bhi aisa hi lag raha hai...i mean hum saath the lekin saath nahi the...pyaar karte the lekin pata nahi tha....jiski talash thi woh samne tha...

Sujal: par hum pehchaan hi nahin pa rahe the...aise kahin pal humari zindagi me aaye jinko humne kamzor pal samaj liya...par woh to humara ek doosre ke liye pyar tha jo hume ek doosre ke kareeb aane pe majboor karta tha..

Kashish: hmm...sahi kaha aur kitni bar humne dosti ke naam me had par kar di..

Sujal: haan...jaise ke prem aur Heer ki engagement ki raat jab hum farmhouse me the...aur phir jis raat tumhari birthday thi...maine hosh kho kar tumhe kiss kardiya tha.

Kashish: I am sorry jaan jis tarah se main tumhare saath pesh aayi....galti tumhari nahi thi...hum dono ki thi....i am sorry....

Sujal: tum maafi kyun maang rahi ho Kashish...main samaj sakta hoon ke us waqt tumpe kya beet rahi hogi...muje khud us waqt bohat burra lag raha tha tumhe hurt karke...par galti tumhari nahin thi...hamesha hi galti meri thi...kyunki main tumhare kareeb har baar aata gaya..

Kashish: Sujal maine keh diya na matlab keh diya...galti hum dono ki thi ab is bare me main koi behas nahi karna chahti..

Sujal: lekin tumhari galti kaise hosakti hai?..tumne to har baar muje roka tha..

Kashish: us waqt main tumhe chah ke bhi nahi rok payi thi...isi liye bas karo ab...

Sujal: haan jab humne kiss kiya tha..tab muje yaad hai ke tumne muje roka nahin tha...infact tum muje apne aur bhi kareeb la rahi thi...isliye main is hadd tak aage badh gaya tha..

Kashish: us waqt muje tumhari sabse jyada zaroorat thi lekin ...lekin muje nahi pata tha ki main itni kamzor pad jaungi...

Sujal: isme tumhari galti nahin thi...woh waqt..woh mahaul hi kuch aisa tha..ke koi bhi insaan aise pal me kamzor par sakta hai...aur hum baarish ko kaise bhool sakte hain...us waqt jab baarish ki boondein hum par baras rahi thi to aise me hume apne hosh to khone hi the na..

Kashish: hmm..sahi kaha tumne....achcha ab tum so jao...raat kafi ho gayi hai..

Sujal looks at her and she seems really tired so he decides not to bother her tonight...

Sujal: theek hai...tum so jao...goodnight..

Kashish: good night....

she closes her eyes and he looks at her for moment than closes his eyes....She opens her eyes and sees him sleeping with his eyes closed...She gets up little bit then looks at him and slowly press her lips on his....

Kashish: Good Night Jaan..

Sujal opens his eyes as he feels her lips touch his...he pulled her into his embrace and kisses her on her lips passionately whilst holding her close to himself...he breaks of for a moment and whispers against her lips..

Sujal: goodnight jaan..

she looks at him than moves forward kissing his forehead moving down to his cheek..He closed his eyes and tightens his hold on her as he feels her lips his skin...he rubs his hands along her back with passion as she places her hands around his neck...his lips inches away from her neck as he gently presses his lips on her neck..she feels his lips running across her shoulder as she moves down kissing him on his neck while brething heavily .. Her warm breath is constantly kissing his neck which is making him lose himself in her completely...he gently moves his hand towards her shoulder...pulling down the straps as he kisses her..............she moves back and looks at her shoulder than to him...her hair is falling around her face.....He gently moves her back onto the bed looking at her intently as he comes on top of her...he places his hand on her face...gently moving her hair behind her ear.....then he bends forward and kisses every feature on her face in a circular motion...when his lips reach her chin...his lips slid down her neck bone as he kissed her...his hand tightens around her waist.. Kashish moves her hand to blanket pulling it on top of them......The night passes away with the lovers drowning in each others love...

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7am in the morning...

Kashish wakes up hearing the noise of the birds chirping outside........she looks at Sujal who is fast asleep with his arm around her...she gently lifts his arm..and rests it on the bed then gathers herself in a bedsheet..she wraps it around herself and gets up...she looks around the room and realises that she still doesnt know where they were...she pushes her hair back and walks towards the window...moving the curtains back and looking outside...the weather is foggy so she couldn't see clearly...but she saw some elements of red and she wiped the window with her hand and is shocked at the sight infront of her...she looks down and sees a beautiful lake surrounding a field of red and white roses...then a huge swing at the center of the field...she cant believe that her dream has become a reality....she turns back and looks at Sujal for a moment...then she runs down the steps opening the main door and running into the fields...Sujal wakes up when he realises that Kashish isnt beside him...he gets up and yawns then wears his trousers and walks towards the window...he smiled seeing the most beautiful sight...Kashish sitting on the swing in between a field full of roses...he looks down at her smiling..Kashish is lost in the smell of fresh roses.....her feet are gently touching roses......Sujal looks at her than walks out of the room towards the field.....he stands in middle of it looking at her.....today he can see that she is living for herself....and that she didnt even realises that she is undressed...He walked towards her from behind,......and places his hands on hers that are holding the swing...and he gently bends down..kissing her shoulder..

Sujal: goodmorning angel...

Kashish: Goodmorning Jaan.....thank you so much....for this ...mera sabse haseen khawab ko pura karne ke liye...thanks a lot..

Sujal: tumhe muje thanks kehne ki zaroorat nahin...balke thanks to muje tumhara karna chahiye..kyunki aaj mera sabse haseen khwaab poora ho chuka hai...tumhe is tarah is pal ko khul ke jeete huye dekhne ke baad muje aur kuch nahin chahiye..

Kashish: nahi kahungi...lekin kuch dair ke liye mere pass nahi bethoge...

Sujal: ofcourse bethunga...

Kashish moves a little to the right side making space for Sujal...he looks at her and pulls her down..she looks at him confusingly when he sits in the centre of the swing..but her confusions clears when he pulled her back in to his lap...she looks at him for a moment than she puts her head on his shoulder while holding his hand in hers....

Kashish: I love you jaan..

He smiles whilst gently kissing her forehead then rubbing his other hand along her arm to keep her warm..

Sujal: i love you too jaan...

she closes her eys pulling bedsheet to cover herself along with him... He feels the warmth of her body against his...and closes his eyes as he lives in the moment...he wraps his arm around her from inside the bedsheet..while rubbing her back...

Sujal: aaj tum itni jaldi kyun uth gayi jaan?

Kashish: bas aise hi aankh khuli aur kamre ko dekha to yaad aaya ki muje to pata hi nahi main duniya ki kis seher me hoon..

Sujal smiles...

Sujal: par ab to pata chal gaya na tumhe...

Kashish: hmm...main apne hi seher apne hi pyaar ke saath apne hi khawab ko sach hote dekh rahi hoon..

Sujal: bilkul aisa hi chahti thi na tum...to main tumhare kissi bhi sapne ko kaise adhura rehne de sakta hoon...

Kashish: hmm....ab koi sapna nahi raha....sare pure ho gaye...tumhari waje se...

Sujal: jaan jo sapnon ne ab tak tumhari aankhon ko bhi nahin chua...main unhe bhi poora kardunga...i promise

Kashish: I promise...main bhi tumhari her khwaish ko puri karungi..

He gently places his lips on her forehead..

Sujal: meri har khwaish...har sapna to tumse juda hai...muje tumhare saath aur pyar ke alawa aur kuch nahin chahiye...

Kashish: kya main abhi tak tumhari yeh khwaish puri nahi kar payi..

Sujal: mera woh matlab nahin tha jaan...is khwaish ko to tumne poora kiya hai...par muje yeh saath..aur pyar zindagi bhar ke liye chahiye..aur main jaanta hoon ke tum humesha mere saath rahogi...mujse itna hi pyar karogi

Kashish: isse bhi kayi jyada aur gehrai se karungi.....bas ab waqt ke saath khubsurat zindagi jine ki aadat dal lo..

Sujal smiles at her...and gently kissed her eyes...

Sujal: tum bhi iski aadat dal lo jaan kyunki ab aisa koi bhi pal tumhari zindagi me nahin ayega jo khoobsoorat na ho..maine gumm ke darwaze humesha tumhari zindagi me ab bandh kardiye hain...ab to har taraf khushian hi khushian hongi...jinhe main tumhare daman me bhar dunga..

Kashish: mera daman to already bhar chuka in do din me ....

Sujal: abhi se hi?par abhi to bohat pyar dena baaki hai tumhe..

He bends his head down and kisses the tip of her chin..running his lips down her neck....

Kashish: hume andar chalna chahiye...waise bhi dhoop nikalne wali hai...

Sujal is lost in her completely backs off...

Sujal: hmm..tum theek kehrahi ho..aur agar tumhe sardi hogayi to problem hojayegi...chalo..

Sujal gently unwraps himself from within the sheet and wraps it around her again...he gently helps her get up from the swing then he gets off too..Kashish looks at him than holds his hand and both start to walk in the feild....They continue to walk in between the beautiful field of roses whilst smiling at each other whenever they look at one another...as they walk inside the house and back inside the bedroom...Sujal goes and lies back in bed...

Sujal: jaan tum agar kuch dair sona chaho to sakti ho...

Kashish: nahi...main thik hoon...i am going to take shower and get ready..

Sujal: theek hai jaan...tum ready ho jao phir main bhi hojaunga...agar main so gaya to bahar aake muje utha dena..

Kashish: ok fine....tum so jao...

Sujal snuggles inside the bed whilst holding her pillow in his arms and falling asleep again...whilst Kashish takes out some clothes and goes to the washroom..after 20 mins she comes out from the shower and sees him sleeping peacefully....she looks at him than goes downstais making 2 cups of coffee... After sometime...she returns with a tray holding two mugs of coffee...she placed it on the bedside table and sits beside him...she gently runs her hand in his hair to wake him up...

Kashish: Sujal..utho....ek ghanta hone ko aaya..

Sujal gently opens his eyes and looks at her...he places his arm around her waist whilst placing his head in her lap and closing his eyes again..

Sujal: 5 minute jaan...phir uth jaunga

Kashish: 5 minute me kya hoga....ab utho.....

Sujal: jaan please 5 minute muje aise hi rehne dona apne kareeb...

Kashish: 5 minute me aisa kya ho jayega...yeh to batao....uthona coffee thandi ho rahi hai..

Sujal: main thandi pee lunga..par 5 minute muje aise hi rehna hai...

He wraps his hands around her waist whilst moving his head closer to her..

Kashish: tumhara kuch nahi ho sakta...acting chod di lekin yeh zidd nahi chodi..

Sujal: woh to hai...ab main hoon to bilkul tumhari tarah,.apni zidd me poori karke hi rehta hoon

Kashish: maine kab zidd ki..

Sujal: kab nahin ki...har baar to tum yeh zidd lekar beth jaati thi ke tum shaadi karogi to ek aam insaan se karogi jabke tum mann hi mann mujse pyar karti thi...phir us raat ko jab tumhare haath me chot aayi thi par tumne coffee peene ki zidd ki,.aur bhi bohat hain..sunane beth gaya to raat hojayegi...

Kashish: ise thodi na zidd kehte hai...haa muje ek aam insaan ke saath shaadi karni thi kyunki muje use kho dene ka darr tha....aur raat ko...raat ko aise hi muje neend nahi aati isi liye coffee....yeh zidd ki list me nahi aata..

Sujal: acha jab mere London jaane se pehle fax machine jam hogayi thi...to kisne zidd ki thi ke muje yeh fax abhi chahiye..

Kashish: tum utho aur coffee pio...muje kuch nahi sunna..

Sujal just smiles...

Sujal: par jaan ek baat to hai...muje tumhara zidd karna acha lagta hai...aur unhi zidd ko poora karna hi to meri zindagi ka maksad haina..

Kashish: hmm....tab zindagi me ab her din tumne zidd karungi...ab utho muje coffee chahiye..

Sujal looks at her then gets up sitting beside her whilst ruffling his hair...

Sujal: lo uth gaya...ab tum apni coffee araam se pi sakti ho..

Kashish: thanks...yeh lo apni..

Sujal: thanks...

He takes the mug from her and sips the coffee...he closes his eyes in delight after drinking some.....as he always loved the taste of her coffee

Kashish: kya hua...bahot achchi lagi kya..

Sujal: hmm...bohat zyada...tum jaanti ho na ke world ki best coffee tum hi banati ho..

Kashish: haa janti hoon...world ki best cook jo hoon.

Sujal: sirf cook hi nahin..ek dost...ek premika aur ek patni bhi...tum to har baat me number one position pe ho..

Kashish: wow....itni sari number one position ek saath....

Sujal: ab tum ho to main kahunga na...sach me log kehte hain ke duniya me kuch bhi perfect nahin hota...par tumse milne ke baad muje ehsaas hua ke duniya me koi insaan to perfect hai...aur woh tum ho...

Kashish: agar main perfect hoon to mera partner bhi perfect hona chahiye....isi nate to tum mujse bhi jyada perfect ho..

Sujal looks at her with a smile..

Sujal: tumse kam hosakta hoon..zyada nahin

Kashish: barabar thik hai..

Sujal: hmmm...theek hai...chalega...

Kashish looks at him as they finish their coffee together....after Kashish takes mug from his hand and signs him to go get fresh..

Sujal: jaata hoon jaan...pehle muje theek se good morning to wish kardo..

Kashish: nahi aaj nahi tum jao....

Sujal: kyun aaj kya problem hai?

Kashish: nahi tum jao na Sujal..

Sujal: pehle wajah batao

Kashish: her waqt ki waje thodi hoti hai..tum jao..

Sujal looks at her and gets up...

Sujal: theek hai..main jaata hoon...tum please mere kapde nikal dena

Kashish: nikal dungi ...tum jao jaan..

Sujal: hmm ok...

Sujal looks at her then leaves for the washroom

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After having lunch..........

Sujal and Kashish go to the market together where Kashish used to go often as a child.....its evening when they return...Kashish opens the gate to their house......they both walk in through the fields...when Kashish notices the small boat that her dad gifted her and Heer...by the edge of their lake.

Kashish: Sujal...yeh boat yaha kya kar rahi hai..

Sujal: yeh boat tumhari hai Kashish..to iski sahi jagah to yan haina...tumhare ghar me...ab se hum jab bhi yahan aayenge aur tumhara mann hoga uspe bethne ka to tum jab chaho beth sakti ho...

Kashish: mera abhi mann kar raha hai....abhi chalte hai...

He smiles and holds her hand in his...

Sujal: chalo..

He starts walking with her towards the lake where the boat is...he lets go of her hand and steps inside sitting down...then he extends his hand for her to hold again..she looks at his hand and carefully she holds his hand in hers....she puts her first foot inside when he pulls her in and makes her sit in his lap...He looks at her intently...

Sujal: yeh boat thodi choti hai,.isliye hume aise hi bethna hoga..i hope you don't mind..

Kashish: not at all....muje koi problem nahi mere pati ke itne kareeb bethne pe..

Sujal smiles at her whilst wrapping s arms around her waist...she places her arms around his neck...looking at the beautiful scenery around her...whilst Sujal is busy staring at her

Kashish: tum hamesha sirf muje hi dekhte ho...kuch aur dekhna tumhe achcha nahi lagta kya..

Sujal: nahin...meri aankhein sirf tumhara deedar karne ko tarasti hain...meri saanson ki bechaini bas tumhe dekh ke kam hoti hai...mere dil ki dhadkan tumhe dekh ke kaboo paati hai...to phir kaise koi aur cheez main dekh sakta hoon jab saamne tum ho to...

Kashish lowers her eyes and wraps her hands around his neck while bending down to his ear whispering I love you...He closes his eyes for a moment as her voice echoes inside his mind...then he bends down towards her neck as he places his lips on her neck saying...

Sujal: i love you too beautiful

Kashish: mera sirf dil khubsurat hai aur kuch nahi...

Sujal: sirf dil nahin...tum bhi to utni ki khoobsoorat ho...

Kashish: kaha se leke kaha tak..

Sujal explores her fully as he looks at her intently from head to toe...

Sujal: tumhare jism ka aisa koi hissa nahin hai jisme khoobsoorati na bhari ho...sabse pehle to tumhari aankhein...jinhone pehli mulaqat me muje is tarah se qaid karliya tha ke ab tak main khud ko azaad nahin ho paaya..aur na hi main hona chahta hoon..

He bends forward and kisses her eyes..

Kashish: aur kya khubsurat lagta hai...

He runs his lips down to her cheeks...

Sujal: tumhare yeh gaal...jo meri shararat karne pe humesha laal hojate hain..

He kisses her on both sides of her cheeks

Kashish: tumhari shararat hi aisi hoti hai to main kya karoon...

Sujal: tumhe dekh ke to koi bhi sharafat bhool jaye jaan..

Kashish: sirf tumhi bhulte ho...aur koi aisa nahi karta mere saath...

Sujal: aur koi kar bhi nahin sakta...kyunki tumpe sirf mera haq hai...tum sirf meri ho...

He runs his lips down her cheek towards her neckbone..as he kisses her along it..

Kashish: hmm...bahot soch ke tumhe yeh hakk diya hai....

Sujal: woh kaise?..pyar to binna soche samje kiya jaata hai...tabhi jab bhi hum pehle kareeb aate the to khud ko rok nahin paate the...kyunki pyar ke maamle me yeh dil sochta hai..dimaag nahin...aur jab do log pyar me hote hain to yeh jo dil aur dimaag ke beech ki lakeer hai...woh mitt jaati hai...

He ran his lips along her neckline as he said those words....

Kashish: lekin tumne to in do din me sari ki sari lakeer mita di..

Sujal: agar aisi baat hai to najane do saal baad kya hoga...kyunki mera pyar to tumhare liye din ba din bhadta jaata hai...tumse durr hona mere bas me nahin hai...

He traces her neck with his fingers whilst kissing her shoulders..

Kashish: wapas ghar jake to tumhe office jana hai...muje bhi to Heer ki shaadi ke bare me sochna hoga....humne thoda durr to hona hoga na....

Sujal moves back and looks at her...he feeling upset about the thought of him being away from her for most of the day..and of how busy she will be preparing for the wedding...

Sujal: hmmm...jaanta hoon...par raat ko tum mujse ek pal ke liye bhi durr nahin rahogi...chahe kuch bhi hojaye..

Kashish: lekin Sujal...Heer ki shaadi pe to muje kuch dino ke liye wapas apne ghar jana hoga na....kyunki Heer ki shaadi bhi wahi se hogi jaha meri shuruaat huyi...

Sujal: to phir mera kya hoga?tum jaanti ho na ke ab tumse durr hona mere liye mushkil hai...Heer ki bidaai humare ghar se bhi hosakti hai...usse hum wahan bula lenge kuch dino ke liye..

Kashish: iska matlab tum muje wapas nahi jane donge kabhi bhi....

Sujal: Kabhi bhi nahi....ab mujse aur doorie bardasat nahi hogi jaan.....

Kashish: main samaj sakti hoon lekin itni bhi kareebi aadat thik nahi..

Sujal: kyun?....tum ab mujse durr kabhi thodi na jaogo...ab to hum hamesha saath rahenge..

Kashish: hmmm...hamesha ..hamesha ke liye....I promise...

Sujal smiles at her whilst pulling her closer from her waist...

Sujal: i love you jaan..

Kashish: I love you too Jaan....

Kashish wraps her arms around his neck while closing her eyes going deeper in his embrace...He smiles whilst holding her in his arms tightly...running his hands along her back whilst placing his head between the crook of her neck and shoulder...

Kashish: Sujal....

Sujal: hmm...kya hua..

His breath kisses her neck as he speaks..

Kashish: hum yeh kis aur ja rahe hai...kyunki boat kaha ja rahi hai woh to tumhe bhi nahi pata....

Sujal: muje to bas itna hosh hai ke is waqt main tumhari baahon me hoon...muje is baat ki koi parwah nahin ke hum kis aur ja rahe hain...bas muje tumhara saath chahiye...phir zindagi chahe kahin bhi kyun na le jaye..

Kashish: isi tarah to hum kisi ladakh ki khadi me jake girenge....

Sujal: aisa mein thori na hone dunga...mere hote huye tumhe kuch bhi nahin hosakta..

Kashish: lekin is waqt to yahi lag raha hai.....ab main durr ho jati hoon taki tumhara dhyan boating pe lage..

Sujal: nahin...tum yahin bethi raho...main dhyan deta hoon promise...waise bhi andhera hone ko aaya hai...

He unwantingly backs offs and lets go of her...she straightens up facing the front whilst he starts rowing the boat backwards towards their house......Sujal isnt able to help himself and constantly places his lips on her back and shoulders whenever he moves forward..

Kashish: tum apni harkat se baz nahi aaogena...

Sujal: ab maine kya kiya?main to ghar ki taraf ja raha hoon jaisa tumne kaha tha..

Kashish: tum sirf boating pe dhyan do....woh dekho dhalta hua sooraj....kitna kubsurat lagta haina...

Sujal looks at her intently...her smile causing a warmth feeling in his heart...

Sujal: bohat zyada khoobsoorat...isse zyada khoobsoorat na kabhi kuch tha aur na kabhi hoga..

Kashish: hmm....meri baat ho gayi...to ab samne ki baat kare kuch..

Sujal: saamne ki hi to baat kar raha hoon...main jis taraf dekhta hoon..muje waise bhi sirf tum hi nazar aati ho..

Kashish: tumhari koi wish hai...

Sujal: hmm...haina...zindagi bhar is muskurahat ko tumhare honton pe dekhne ki khwaish...

Kashish: to aankhein bandh karo.....kyunki yaha sabki khwaish sooraj dhalne ke baad puri hoti hai..

Sujal: sach?...agar aisi baat hai to main abhi apni aankhein band karne waala hoon...tumhare honton pe hamesha muskaan dekhne ke liye main kuch bhi karsakta hoon...

He looks towards her and closes his eyes..Kashish smiles at him than looks at him for a moment....she goes near his ear and whispers....

Kashish: mere hoth pe muksaan sajane ke liye use tumhare hoth ke kareeb lana bahot zaroori hai..

Sujal opens his eyes in surprise...he moves close to her ear whispering...

Sujal: agar aisi baat hai to main abhi iska intezam kardeta hoon..

Sujal moves back gently and looks deeply into her eyes whilst moving closer to her...he places his lips on top of hers...kissing her passionately.. Kashish responds with the same passion and love ....she bends forward placing her hand on his eyes making him close his eyes while she closes hers... He smiles through the kiss...as he feels her hand cover his eyes...he places his hand on hers bringing it down whilst opening his eyes...he wants to see her face...he smiles at seeing her eyes close..she moves back and looks at him...his eyes are closed trying to capture this moment in his memory forever...she looks down while hiding her red cheeks in his arms..Sujal wraps his arms around her smiling...

Sujal: tumhe pata hai...muje tumhara yeh roop sabse zyada pasand hai..

Kashish: pata hai...Sujal chalo na ab chalte hai muje thand lag rahi hai...

Sujal: oh...to yeh baat hai...koi baat nahin...ek baar ghar pohanchne do..tumhe garam karne ki zimmedaari meri..

Kashish: abhi ke liye ple muje apna coat do Sujal....

Sujal looks at her then takes off his coat wrapping it around her shoulders and pulling her closer with one arm as she rests her head on his chest..

Sujal: ab theek hai jaan?

Kashish: ab mera yeh perfect aashiyana hai.

Sujal looks down towards her with a smile and kisses her head..

Sujal: aur ab mera bhi to adhurapan durr ho chuka hai..tumhe apne itne kareeb paake

Kashish: Ghar pahonchte muje bata dena main uth jaungi....ple....filhal muje yeh pal jine do...

Sujal: theek hai jaan...main tumhe batadunga...bas 10 minute me pohanch jayenge..

Kashish: hmm....I love you ..

Sujal: i love you too jaan...

He snuggles closer to her whilst holding her close to him with one hand and rowing the boat with the other..and she closes her eyes...loving the feeling of being in his arms...10 minutes go by so fast as they reached home..Sujal looks at her...

Sujal: jaan...hum pohanch gaye..

Kashish: hmm...kuch kaha tumne...

Sujal smiles...

Sujal: kahan khoyi ho jaan?maine kaha hum pohanch gaye...

Kashish: kahi nahi...chalo....andar chalte hai...

Sujal: chalo jaan...

He fastens the rope to the pole with his hand then Kashish gently moves back...Sujal gently stands up and gets off then he extends his hand out for Kashish...she holds his hand and gets off...he wraps his arm around her shoulders as they walk back to the house together..

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They reach inside and Sujal goes straight to light the fire...they sit down for sometime warming themselves up infront of the fire...its now 8.30pm and Kashish is getting hungry...so she decides to make something to eat and ask Sujal if he wants something...

Kashish: Sujal.....aaj dinner me kya khana hai...

Sujal: hmmm...main soch raha hoon ke aaj hum chinese khaate hain...what do you think?

Kashish: hamesha ki tarah tumhe to woh hi achcha lagta hai...its ok main bana deti hoon..

Sujal: haan theek hai...chalo mein bhi tumhe company deta hoon...warna mein yahan akele mein bore ho jaaunga...tho chalen?

Kashish: ek shart pe...

Sujal: kaisi shart?

Kashish: tum kitchen ke andar nahi aaoge..

Sujal: kya!..ab yeh kaisi shart hai?main kitchen me nahin aaunga to tumse baat kaise karunga?

Kashish: kitchen ka bhi darwaza hota hai...khidki hoti hai...kahi se bhi,....i mean tum phone bhi use kar sakte ho...

Sujal: lekin kyun?jab main andar aa sakta hoon tho phir is sab ki kya zaroorat hai?

Kashish: tumhare andar aane pe tum muje kitna kaam karne donge uski kitni gaurntee hai..

Sujal: woh to andar jaane pe hi pata chalega na jaan...ke tumhe kitna kaam karne ki zaroorat hai aur main tumhe kitna kaam karne deta hoon...

Kashish: isi liye to pehle se keh rahi hoon ki tum bahar se baat kar sakte ho..

Sujal: theek hai...main bahar jaata hoon..tum khidki khulli rakhna..main tumse wahan se baat karlunga...

Kashish: thik hai lekin ek problem hai....khidki ka door jam ho gaya hai...

Sujal: to phir kya karun?theek hai main darwaze pe khada hojaunga...andar nahin aaunga...khush?

Kashish: bahot khush......

Sujal: hmm..chalo...

Sujal gets up and so does Kashish...they walked towards the kitchen..when they reached the entrance...Sujal looks at Kashish then stops at the door.....he leans againt it watching her as she walks in.. Kashish looks at him than goes to kitchen to start on the dinner...Sujal stands quietly without saying anything for the next 5 minutes...she is taking out the pots and pans she need..when Sujal walks away from there..going towards the dining room... She looks at the door and he isnt there so she thinks about where he could be......she is about to put the water on for boiling for the noodles when she hears him call out for her...

Sujal: Kashish!...yahan aao please...

Kashish: abhi aayi....

Kashish puts the pot down on countertop and goes to the dining room.......she gets surprised to see dinner already placed on the table and Sujal filling a plate...he sees her at the door...

Sujal: wahan kyun ruk gayi...maine tumhe dining room me aane se manna thodi na kiya hai..

Kashish: nahi woh....woh yeh dinner ...to woh mera ...tumne muje roka kyun nahi...

Sujal: woh isliye kyunki muje sab taiyaari karni thi...aur khana abhi deliver hua hai...lekin tumhare banane se pehle to maine tumhe rok liya na..

Kashish: haa woh to hai...ab tum betho main serve kar deti hoon..

Sujal: maine pehle se hi plate kardi hai...ab bas khaana baaki hai...

Kashish: to bethte hai na....isse pehle yeh thanda ho jaye...

Sujal: bethenge...zaroor bethenge...par yahan nahin..kahin aur...chalo main batata hoon...

Sujal walks upto her holding her plate then holds her hand in his..he starts walking towards the outside door as he opens it and walks towards the rose fields...Kashish looks confusingly as to where they are going...when Sujal stops besides the swing and looks at her...

Sujal: aaj hum yahan bethenge..

Kashish: yaha pe...itni raat ko..

Sujal: to kya hua?...humara apna garden hai...apni swing...to hum is waqt yahan beth ke kyun nahin kha sakte?

Kashish: kha sakte hai kyun nahi...betho to sahi pehle...

Sujal smiles at her...

Sujal: pehle tum..

He brings her towards the swing with the her hand which he is holding and makes her sit down..he places the plate of food infront of her then comes and sits across her on the other side of the swing..

Sujal: hmm..ab bhi bhi gaye hain tho ab khaana shuru karen?

Kashish: hmm...Sujal..

Sujal: haan jaan..kaho..

Kashish: kya aaj main tumhe khana khila sakti hoon....ple...tum her waqt muje khilate ho to kya aaj main...

Sujal looks at her with admiration...

Sujal: ofcourse khila sakti ho jaan...hum dono aaj ek doosre ko khilaenge...

Kashish: sach?...

Sujal: much...

Kashish looks at him than at the plate.....even today there is only one fork on the plate waiting for them...Kashish picks up the fork and starts to feed him with love and care.. Sujal just looks into her eyes with love overflowing for her...he is eating from her hands and loving every moment of it...when he holds her hand and gently kisses it...he takes the fork from her a hand whilst holding her hand in his left one...he fills it with food and takes it near her mouth...Kashish looks at the food then opens her mouth and accepts the loving bite from the love of her life.......They look like the most perfect couple as they sit there alternatively feeding each other whilst looking deeply into each others eyes...silence surrounds the atmosphere leaving their eyes to speak .. after 10 mins they finish dinner...Sujal takes the dish from her hand and puts it on one side ..He looks at her for a moment then holds her hand...he seems upset which she notices as his eyes look in another direction...

Sujal: jaan..muje tumse kuch kehna hai...par samaj nahin aata kaise kahun..

Kashish: hey...itna upset kyun ho rahe ho....main tumhari dost hoon na....kaho kya hua....mujse koi galti ho gayi...kya tumne kuch galat kiya...Sujal batao na...

Sujal lowers his eyes...

Sujal: jaan...galti tumse to ho hi nahin sakti...galti to mujse huyi hai...main tumhe shaadi se pehle batana chahta tha par muje tumhe khone ka darr tha...main nahin chahta tha ke tum naraaz ho kar muje chod ke chali jaao...

Kashish: aisa kya nahi bataya jisse hamara rishta tut sakta tha....Sujal batao na kya baat hai...

Sujal: woh jaan...tumhe yaad to hoga ke ek baar tum SG studios me apni diary chod gayi thi...jis din hum dost banne the...lekin maine to dosti ki shuruaat me hi tumhe dhoka diya...maine...woh...maine us raat ghar pe tumhari diary padhli thi...aur tumhe bataya bhi nahin...i'm really sorry jaan...mujse galti hogayi..

Kashish: janti hoon tumne us raat meri diary padh li thi....

Sujal looks at her in shock...

Sujal: kya!...tum jaanti thi?..lekin tumhe kaise pata chala...aur tumne mujse kuch kaha kyun nahin?

Kashish: Sujal maine tumse dosti ki thi.....tumpe yakeen karke....aur woh yakeen itna gehra tha ki mera dil kehta tha ki tum kabhi us diary ki aad me muje dhoka nahi donge.....darsal us raat shayad tum apni Script ko padh ke correction kar rahe the aur galti se tumne paper pe likhne ke badle meri diary me kuch likha tha jisse muje pata chal gaya tha ki woh tumhari hi handwriitng thi kyunki...kyunki tumne page me sign karne ke badle meri diary me kiya tha....

Sujal looks at her whilst looking down...

Sujal: tum jaanti thi...aur tumne mujse ek baar bhi nahin poocha ke maine aisa kyun kiya...tum itni achi kyun ho jaan?...tum mujpe itna yakeen karti thi aur maine tumhare yakeen ko tod diya...muje maaf kardo jaan...i'm really sorry..

Kashish: muje aaj bhi us baat ko leke tumse koi sikayat nahi hai...kyunki...kyunki maine tumse pyaar kiya hai...aur diary to bahot choti baat hai mere liye......tumhare samne to maine apni zindagi ki kitab kholke rakh di thi jo tumhare alawa aur koi nahi janta tha..

Sujal: jaanta hoon ke tumne muje woh baatein bhi batayi thi jinka zikr tumhari us diary me nahin tha...yakeen maano jaan...mera tareeka galat tha...par irada nahin...woh diary maine sirf isliye padhi thi taki main tumhari takleefon ko jaan kar unhe baant sakun...main tumhare chehre pe woh muskaan dekhna chahta tha...woh khushi jo ab muje nazar aati hai...

Kashish: ab ki bar chup chup ke mat padhna tumhe to woh bhi thik se nahi aata....aur tumhare irade kya hote hai woh muje bahot achche se pata hai....

Sujal looks up at her...

Sujal: ab aisa kaunsa irada hai mera jo tumhe pata hai?

Kashish: woh zindagi ke chalte hi main tumhe bata sakti hoon.....

Sujal: hmmm...yaani abhi tum nahin bataogi..

Kashish: nahi...abhi bata diya to zindagi me aage kya bataungi..

Sujal: sirf baatein karna zaroori nahin hai zindagi me...aisa bohat kuch hai zindagi me jo binna kahe hi hum samaj jaate hain...aankhon ke zariye..

Kashish: hmm.....tumhara to aaina hai tumhari aankhein....tumhari khushi aur dard inme rehta hai..

Sujal: aur tumhari aankhein...unme itni gehrai hai ke pehli nazar me hi inhone muje apna bana liya tha...tumhari aankhon ko dekhne ke baad me tumhe ek pal bhi apne zehen se nahin nikaal paaya

Kashish: bahot pareshan kiya tha na us parkwali ne tumhe...

Sujal: hmm..bohat zyada..tumhara khayal mujhe humesha satata tha..

Kashish: agar muje tumne kuch pehle bataya hota ki tum us parkwali se pyaar kar bethe ho to main tumhe bahot pehle bata deti ki woh main hi thi lekin tumne kabhi kuch kaha nahi aur muje...muje laga tumhari zindagi me mere alawa koi aur hai...

Sujal: kaash main tumhe pehle bata deta...par us waqt main aise dohrahe pe khada tha jahan ek taraf tum thi aur doosri taraf woh park waali ladki...mere dil me dono ke liye pyar tha...isliye msin tumhe bata nahin paaya

Kashish: dono ke liye...confuss hamesha ki tarah...ab andar chale..

Sujal: dono ke liye pyar tha kyunki tum dono ek hi thay...anyways hum andar chalte hain..thand horahi hai..

Kashish: hmm...waise bhi yaha Heer nahi ilaz karne ke liye...chalo..

Sujal: hum haina ek doosre ka ijaaj karne ke liye

Kashish looks at him and holds his hand pulling him inside the house while holding plate in her other hand..He smiles as he follows her inside..she goes to the kitchen to wash the plate as he stood at the door waiting for her

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At night...........

Kashish had already changed into her nightwear..and managed to force Sujal to go and change....now she is sitting on the bed and turns on the tv flicking through channels...after 5 minutes she stops changing the channels...and is surprised to see Sujal on the screen...it is a romantic film of SG on tv...Kashish puts the remote down and starts to watch it..Sujal comes out of the washroom and walks to the bed...

Sujal: jaan tum tv kyun...

He stops seeing himself on the screen...

Kashish: woh tumhari...tumhari film chal rahi thi to main dekh rahi thi..

Sujal sits down beside her...

Sujal: jaan...tum nahin dekh paogi...isse band kardo

Kashish: kyun...isme aisa kya hai...I really want to see...

Sujal: aisa kuch nahin hai...par yeh romantic film hai...isliye zaahir si baat hai ke it will be romantic...aur muje pata hai tum muje kissi aur ko romance karte nahin dekh paaogi..

Kashish: lekin thodi na real me hai...its just a film Sujal..

Sujal: ok...as you wish...agar tumhe dekhna hai to i won't stop you...par baad main muje kuch mat kehna haan...it is just a film...not reality..

Kashish: nahi kahungi...tum so jao....main film puri hote so jaungi..

Sujal: i'm ok...main bas letne waala hoon...

Sujal slides inside the bed and holds onto Kashish around her waist whilst resting his head in her lap...whilst Kashish was watching the film..

Kashish: Sujal...kya kabhi...kabhi tumhe ek pal ke liye is heroine ko aisi nazar se...

Sujal: kaisi nazar se Kashish?

Kashish: tum samaj rahe ho na main kis tarah ki baat kar rahi hoon...

He smiles knowing that she is feeling uneasy...so he tries to pull her leg

Sujal: oh...acha...us nazar se..well haan..i mean kabhi kabhi acting karte insaan do pal ke liye serious hojaata hai...

Kashish: sabhi ke saath jaan kya...

Sujal: nahin...sirf jo zyada hot aur sexy actresses thi

Kashish: like Anisha aur keira..

Sujal: yeah...specially Keira..she was so hot...

Kashish: to usse hi tumhe shaadi karni chahiye thi...waise bhi tumhare saath achchi lagti hai..

Sujal: soch to raha tha...par tumne muje rok diya tha na usse shaadi karne se...yeh kehke ke usse pehle tum mujse shaadi karlogi...aur wahin hua..

Kashish: kya abhi bhi....abhi bhi shaadi karoge uske saath,,

Sujal: abhi to tumse hogayi haina...to man kaise karsakta hoon?

Kashish: Iska matlab main tumhe aazad kar doon to tum...tum keira ke pass jaoge..

Sujal: haan...usse acha sahara muje aur kaun de sakta hai...waise bhi woh meri deewani thi...sets pe peecha hi nahin chodi thi woh mera..

Kashish: aur tum kiska peecha nahi chodte the...

Sujal: muje peecha karne ki kya zaroorat thi...saari attention muje bethe bethe mil jaati thi

Kashish: kis...kis tarah ki attention...

Sujal: hmm..well..romantic attention kahun to samaj jaogi?

Kashish: iske aage ka bhi samaj jaungi....iske aage ka batane ki zaroorat nahi...iska matlab kabhi kabhi woh sab rumors sach thi,,

Sujal: haan kabhi kabhi to sach thi...media humesha galat nahin hoti...

Kashish: Sujal utho....

Sujal: kya hua?

Kashish: muje TV bandh karna hai,,,

Sujal smiles to himself...

Sujal: kyun?tum to yeh film dekhna chahti thi na...

Kashish: kitni bakwaas film hai...tum aisi film me kaisi kaam kar lete ho...

Sujal: bakwaas?abhi to tum enjoy kar rahi thi...ab achanak bakwaas kaise hogayi?rukko na...most romantic moment aana to baaki hai abhi

Kashish: muje is pal ke aage ab is bhi pal nahi dekhna ...bandh karte ho ki...

Sujal: ki?..ki kya jaan?

Kashish: ki...ki....

Kashish looks around and gets a pillow...she holds it in her hand and starts to beat him on his back...

Sujal: arre...jaan,kya kar rahi ho yeh?

Sujal moves back with a jerk trying to protect himself...

Kashish: affair karoge mere hote....nahi chodungi main tumhe yeh zindagi to kya tumhe to main jahnum me bhi nahi chodungi un sabhi chudel ke liye...

Sujal laughs...

Sujal: kya baat hai...Mrs Garewal ko jalan horahi hai...kaha tha na maine nahin dekh paaogi

Kashish: jalan to itni ho rahi hai ki is jalan me main sari duniya jala sakti hoon...khud ko bhi...aur tumhe bhi agar kisi ko aise dekha bhi to..

Sujal moves back looking at her...she as is still hitting him..when he picks the remote up and turns of the tv...he grabs the pillow from her hand and quickly holds her arms down as he comes on top of her...

Sujal: jis din yeh aankhein kissi aur ka chehra dekhna chahe..bhagwan kare yeh ussi din andhi hojaye...kyunki agar Sujal ki nazre kissi ko dhundti hain to woh sirf Kashish hai

Kashish: ab ehsaas hua muje aam insaan se kyun shaadi karni thi...

Sujal: tumne ek aam insaan se hi shaadi ki hai...kyunki acting ke alawa maine kissi aur ki taraf dekha bhi nahin...tum meri zindagi me pehli aur aakhri ladki ho

Kashish: meri kasam...

Sujal: tumhari kasam jaan...tumhari jagah meri zindagi me aur koi nahin le sakta

Kashish: I love you jaan so much ...pata nahi kisi aur ladki ka khayal mere dimaag me kaise aaya...I am sorry..

Sujal: hey...sorry kehne ki zaroorat nahin hai...jaanta hoon ke yeh tho tumhara pyar hai mere liye ke tum muje kissi aur ke saath bardasht nahin kar sakti...par ab maine acting chod di hai..ab main sirf tumhara hoon

Kashish: promise.....

Sujal: i promise jaan..

Kashish: hmm...ab tum so jao...main bhi so jati hoon...raat kafi ho gayi hai..

Sujal looks at her...

Sujal: tum sach me sona chahti ho?

Kashish: hmmm...kyun tumhe nahi sona..

Sujal: nahin...aisa nahin hai...tum so jao jaan...goodnight jaan

Kashish: Goodnight SG...

Sujal: ek second jaan...tum phirse SG?

Kashish: mazak kar rahi thi....Goodnight my Sujal...

Sujal smiles at her words then kisses her forehead as he lets go of her and moves to his side...

Sujal: goodnight jaan..

Kashish looks at him than holds his hand snuggling herself in his arms...He holds her hand and pulls her in his arms whilst holding her close to himself...